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Saturday, June 25th, 2005

Subject:Go fork yourself!
Time:4:39 pm.
Mood: anxious.
Music:Yuki Kaijura - Mezame.
Go fork yourself! No, I'm just kidding. XD It's less than a week until AX! Everyone's cosplay stuff is slowly coming together. I can't wait~ this year... my lineup for the days are:

Friday: L from Death Note
Saturday: Priestess from Ragnarok Online
Sunday: Student (haven't decided which one yet) from Battle Royale
Monday: Random EGL

It's all set up! I think the rides and stuff are set up too. LOVE! <3 I'll be posting more news next week... and PICTURES! This past week, I managed to get the pattern for steph's hunter shirt thing, I just gotta cut it out on the good fabric~ ^_^ The chaps are going to kill me though, it's alright, I'm gonna try my best for Steph-sensei <3 I finished Deb's Death Note costume today too... I just gotta tie the two pieces of cardboard together. Mmm... sign the giant death note! <3

Well in other news... Yesterday, we went to Luminarias for Ailea's graduation thing. Wee~ it was so beautiful outside... and I got to see everyone from school who i thought I wouldn't see again (until AX). Angela showed me the death note she bought. It's sooo tiny! I got to write down a name though... (I wrote daishi's but i forgot his last name so it isn't gonna work T_T) and~ she has the handcuffs we're gonna wear for our Death Note Cosplay. The food there was okay, the fish sticks sucked but I liked their tartar sauce. :D They left really quick though, i didn't get to finish my meal. :( Afterwards, we went to the mall. I played one game of DDR~ omg i'm so out of shape...I failed like all the songs. :( We walked around alot too. We sat and talked a bit while Deb was Bao zha-ing, and after we went to look for a brown turtle neck for Steph's hunter outfit...no stores had any. :( Ailea bought L'Arc~en~Ciel's Smile Album and we left~ That was the end of my day.
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Friday, June 17th, 2005

Subject:The close of a very memorial year...
Time:11:27 am.
Mood: excited.
Music:Haibane Renmei - Starting of the World.
The subject makes me sound all smart and deep... ehehehe. Well, I guess this is it! My senior year of High School is over, I graduated last night and got my diploma... And now I'm a freshman again. Yesterday, even though it was really BORING in the rehersal and the actual ceremony, I'm happy. I would be more happy if my dad didn't come but, what could I do? XD; After the ceremony = getting mobbed with pictures and flowers. I'm glad i got to take some pictures with my friends by the big tree though. I'll always remember that tree, and the 4 years we stood under it. I got leied! It's dying though. :( I DON'T WANT IT TO DIEEEEE~!

It's kinda sad isn't it? I still remember all my friends from middle school, even though i don't talk to more than half of them anymore. Well, I think now is time for me to bother everyone I used to know on IM! This year has been really special I guess. There's school... which is about the same, but I didn't fail any classes! *BIG NUMBER 1 HERE* And... I went out like SOOO much this year with my friends.

For the past couple weeks, Steph and Deb stayed over and we played PSO again. I made... another character, cause my stupid brother lost my Shimo oh his hold memory card. >:O We have super hax items and we're tearing up normal mode. Dark Falz still kicks our ass though. :( I'm almost level 20~ after we can play hard mode... and get our ass kicked over there! Bwahahahaha~ Well, I was also thinking of moving to livejournal... since deadjournal is so... dead. :( I haven't completely decided yet, but it's a more than likely chance. :O

There are still alot of things to come for this summer. Today, we're supposed to have a cookoff, kind of... so we can cook for each other and brush up on our cooking skills. (Which I have none of) For Saturday, we're supposed to go to Susan's aunt's house in huntington beach and PARTY for our graduation! My mom's going to make those eggrolls that everyone likes~ I wanna make something too... AHH! SUMMER TIME! I have to finish steph's costume. Quarla's gonna finish Deb's soon too i think. AX is in less than 3 weeks~ how excited I am! ^____^ For some reason, i think it's going to be the funnest one yet! <3 *dances*
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Saturday, June 4th, 2005

Subject:*slaps daishi across the face*
Time:12:13 am.
Mood: tired.
Music:Psycho le Cemu - LOVE is dead.
Well I just heard Daishi from Psycho le Cemu was arrested for drug charges. Mmm, for some reason, when I first heard about it, I laughed really hard. Daishi was one of the LAST people I would suspect of using drugs. :O His poor bandmates. They're gonna get screwed over cause of him. :( I love them and all, but... *slaps Daishi* D: I hope everything turns out okay for them.

In the mean time, I HATE HOMEWORK! I HATE PROJECTS! 3 PROJECTS TO DO BY MONDAY! 3!!! WTF! D: I'm not ready, I worked all day yesterday and all day today. I'm not used to this. T___T Ugh, at least I don't have to go to chinese school tomorrow... I'm just going to sleep in and enjoy it while I can. I'm going to have to work on the english presentations. I don't get Beowulf... I thought it would be interesting but they all talk funny! D: And Beowulf got killed by a bright pink dragon (Steph's interpretation) Great.

I think i'm going to end this entry here... I just downloaded a video of man-faye getting in trouble last year at AX. Fun fun. :D
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Tuesday, May 24th, 2005

Subject:Prom 2005
Time:6:18 pm.
Mood: nostalgic.
Music:Alice 9 - Yami ni chiru sakura.
Wow, Everything is happening so fast. It's tuesday now, and prom is already over. It was soooo fun! I'm gonna write about it before I forget.

In the morning, The phone rang and woke me up. On the phone was Julie (someone who i haven't talked to in years), and she told me that Susan's date got arrested. :/ So then susan didn't have a date for Prom anymore. *shakes fist* she should have gone with that other guy! D: Well, after the phone call my mom brought me to PCC to listen to this School Transfer Program into a 4 year college thing. Ahhh~ It was soo boring. There were like 3 speakers and they practically said the exact same things. :( Even my mom got bored. We left like half an hour early. Afterwards, my mom brought me to the mall to get frilly socks for my dress and a shirt. Mmm, that didn't take long.

What DID take long was the hair stylist. When i went, I brought my EGL Hair and Make-Up bible so i can get the hairstyle I want. :D Curling irons HURT LIKE HELL. They were TUGGING...and TUGGING. AHHH! I thought I was going to lose all my hair that way. :( I also have bangs now. THE LADY IS CRAZYY! She keeps on poofing up my bangs... when i told her to stop, she kept on doing it! She kept on doing it more. When i got home, I got to water it down. :( It was scary! She poofed up steph's bangs too. Steph has Mello hair now. >:D After, We got ready. Susan came to my house and we waited for steph to pick us up. SUSAN LOOKED LIKE A LITTLE MERMAID! :D I showered, got dressed, and steph picked us up. The people in the car was me, Steph, Deb, Angela, and Susan. Deb didn't like her boots and she kept taking them off and flashing her legs. D: I have a picture of that. Also, she had a shaving accident so her thumb was out of use. ^_~

Yahoo Maps sucks! We were sooo confused with the directions. It led us to this weird highway that ended up at the same freeway that led us to chinatown. When we reached Chinatown, it told us to turn towards union station. We did...and ended up in this strange private freeway alll the way back to Monterey Park. It had no exits... so we just have to keep going. >:O We got back... and got lost again. In the end, we were an hour late, and Robert had to give us directions. When we reached there, it was all good though. The food wasn't great, but everyone was dancing. It was great! Most of it was running around taking pictures though. When they were announcing Prom King and Queen...they had a video of the candidates. :D In Kathy's video, Steph and Jacky were in it! Jacky even got a shoutout. He's famous now! :O! I really wanted Kathy to win. Not only cause she's nice, but she's the only one i know in that group. XD; She didn't win though, the girl who won was the girl with the freakishly long last name. XD; I don't even know who won prom king. After the announcements, we went to take pictures. (The better quality ones) I took two of those in a group.

After the pictures, we took like half an hour deciding where to go, since the beach was closed. We decided to go to a resturaunt. (because prom food sucks) We left, and took that secret freeway thing. (at least it was good for something), got changed at Steph's house and went to Holiday cafe. At that time, it was already about 1 or 2 AM. We had...a really really late dinner. Paul was pissed off cause there was bad cantonese karaoke in there. :D I agreed, but that wasn't enought to piss me off. XD After we were done, we left... and slept over at steph's house. We ended the day at like... 3.

When we woke up, we watched a bit of this weird poker game on TV. This guy kept on losing and he was all like. "GUWAAA I LOST D:" When he's winning he gets all cocky. Afterwards, we were looking for a place to eat. We settled down at this sushi place. It was pretty good, except for this thing they called a mini volcano. That made me kinda want to puke. After that, we stopped by at Giga Gifts and nhung got steph a new rear view mirror. :D It's nice and bright blue, i got origami straws! And after that, We went to get some boba at tapioca express. Green tea with lychee jelly is SO GOOD. I'm getting addicted to it. :D After that, Susan had to go. After she left, everyone went to bum at my house and work on the IT stuff. We got alot done. ^_^ When they left, I fell over and went to sleep. :D Well not really, i went online a bit too, but I WAS SOOO TIRED! I guess i'll close this entry like this. I'll post a picture when i get the nice ones i took at school. ^_^
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Friday, May 20th, 2005

Subject:Senior Ditch Day
Time:10:28 pm.
Mood: weird.
Music:Gackt - Orenji no Taiyou.
Today was Senior Ditch Day and guess what? I DITCHED! I woke up today at like 11 AM. NO SCHOOL IS GREAT! I also started PSO Blue Burst last night. It's alot like the one for GC... but~ I get to play with online friends. Also~ Open Beta = Free!

Well, We watched Star Wars today. OMG! I think Anakin is cute. :( No one else thinks so though. I LOVE HIS EVIL GLARE THING. I don't know why... it's just so.. EVIL! He's not that great of an actor though. He's great at showing anger but he's ALWAYS ANGRY. When Padme was like "I LOVE YOU" He's like "I LOVE YOU TOO >:O" Like he's angry. When they hug, he's like >:O When he cries he's like >:O! So angry... T_T But eww... the ending... just eww... :( Too much limbs getting cut off. :(

Afterwards we went to Carrows to eat dinner. NO MORE FISH AND CHIPS! EVER! I admit, they were good but they were soooo oily. :( I'm going to stick with spagetti next time. Well~ Tomorrow is Prom. Wow, already... We're going to have fun. I know we are. ^_^

I guess I should end this right now. I'm working on William's site and I wanna get at least the updates done before I go to bed. :D
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Sunday, May 15th, 2005

Subject:OMGOMGOMG! Is it right?
Time:11:23 pm.
Mood: weird.
Music:BUCK-TICK - Dress.

The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.




Is it true? O_O
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Sunday, May 8th, 2005

Subject:Mmm sexy~
Time:8:57 pm.
Mood: Random.
Music:BUCK-TICK - Dress.
Blue Moon Rune
Which Suikoden True Rune Are You Compatible With?

brought to you by Quizilla

The person who made this test... must of taken a really long time. The questions are sooo long and so are the results. @_@ But yay~ Suikoden! Sierra was so cool~ :D

Hmm... Wee~ I saw the first episode of Trinity Blood a few nights ago when deb told me about it. OMFG SO SEXY~ He is the perfect bishy. He has long white/silver hair, he's a vampire, he's goofy, and he wears glasses. There's only one thing missing. YAOI! Nah I'm just kidding. The only thing i like more than him is the theme song. This is actually the first time I heard a song from BUCK-TICK. Ailea talks about them alot but I don't listen. >.> I'm in a J-rock deprivition right now. (I made that word up o_O) So this is nice~ Too much "Emo" music lately. :( Prom is in 2 weeks! My mom finished my dress and steph's dress! :D I can't wait~ Afterwards, we're going to the beach to hang out. Man~ I SERIOUSLY can't wait. I still have to find a way to tell my mom about senior ditch day. OMG SENIOR TRADITION! :D W00000~~~

Yesterday, we went to go watch The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. IT IS SUCH A RANDOM MOVIE. Everything was random, but somehow, they manage to explain everything. o_O That's freaky, lol~ I want to know the answer for Life, the Universe, and Everything. :( I also finished downloading episode 2 of MAR last night, I watched it this morning. :D I really like it, although I still liked Flame of Recca better. The creator has this thing with weapons. lol~

Ah and today, Thalia gave e such a scare~ She told us that for some reason, our hotels got canceled for AnimeExpo. O_O FREAKY! We managed to find another hotel though. I would like freak out if I didn't get to go this year. 4 years and counting. ^_~ I can't stop now! This entry is getting pretty big. I'm gonna... fly away now! :D
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Sunday, May 1st, 2005

Subject:First update in May, I want your brains!
Time:12:30 pm.
Mood: restless.
Music:Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down.
Wee~ The first update in May~ I'm excited. May is like "THE MONTH" for seniors. Well kinda... That's what I believe. :D This month is Prom, and the second to the last month of school. How exciting! ^_^ OMFG I DON'T WANNA GO TO COLLEGE! :( It's scary and everyone looks like they can beat you up. XD My mom finished my Prom Dress last night! Super frills, lace, and pure GL~ If anyone laughs at me during prom, I'm going to punch them and go "MY MOMMY MADE THIS DRESS FOR ME >:O" Phew~ I tried it on last hight for my mom to see too. I really like it, cept my mom didn't put a zipper on it yet so i had to hold it up, or be half naked. XD

Yesterday was pretty fun too, Around 2, i went to steph's house to work on the IT story and keep her company when doing the next page. We kinda bummed around until Deb came over. Then, WE ACTUALLY GOT STUFF DONE! Deb, I can't read your writing really well. :/ When Nhung came over WE GOT EVEN MORE DONE~ OHOHO! I hope we can update soon, our bandwidth came back today. We need more. :( Afterwards we went to the Crepe place and bought some crepes. Crepes are good when you beging to eat them, but by the time you're about done, you feel sick. :( I got carsick while Steph was driving us around, but I don't think it was her driving. I'm sure it's the Crepe. :( Next time i'm going to stick to a hotdog. XD; Wee my friends can drive now, I can't wait until I can drive. :O!

OMFG BASTARDS! DEATH NOTE IS LICENSED BY VIZ! saljf;lasjflk;s W,TFs say they're still going to put out new chapters of Death Note, but they're only going to be on IRC. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE IRC! :( Steph, Nhung one of you better teach me. WTF MELLO IS A GUY~ I DON'T BELIEVE~ Near the L clone is sooo cute. He twirls his hair and he sits funny. *huggles him* ;_; I love Death Note, I WONT STOP READING IT UNTIL I FINISH! DEATH TO RAITO! >:O

I conclude this journal entry with lyrics to my song addiction for the moment. I found this song while they were playing music at school. I NEVER like the music school plays, so this is RARE. But it's a really good song and I was glad that Deb knew what the song was and HAD it. ^_^

"Hands Down"

Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.

By Dashboard Confessional

I love the singer's voice. :O
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Sunday, April 17th, 2005

Subject:Steph and her essays... o_O
Time:4:15 pm.
Mood: indescribable.
Music:Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down.
Steph wrote a long ass essay on her journal just cause i told her she doesn't write enough~ lol! Mmm well i guess it's my turn to write. No rants this time! I promise! Yesterday was fun, but the day started out bad. :( I went to chinese school... like always but when I came home, I realized I forgot to bring my keys. My mom was working yesterday, so I was stranded outside. WTF! I tried breaking in, but I left my windows closed. >< So I ended up sitting outside for an hour watching sabrina the teenage witch on this portable TV my dad had. o_O

Afterwards, I went on pRO a bit and then Angela picked me up. We went to the cherry blossom festival in barnes park but we left really quickly...there wasn't anything to do there. Afterwards we went to play some WC3. We played this strange sheep tag thing. I don't like being a shepard. :/ WE PWNED ANGEL ARENA. OHOHO ANGELA ARENA! Afterwards we went to...DUMDUMDUM! The hat, and had food...then back to steph's house, SSBM then home. XD; I guess nothing else. Last night, registration for pRO was all messed up. *shakes fist* Deb couldn't join. Well it works now. :D My mom's working on my prom dress right now... it's really pretty! I can't wait until it's done.

Deb also sent me the song we heard at school that i thought sounded nice. It's called Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional. OMFG I AM SO ADDICTED TO THAT SONG. I love the vocalist's voice... *_*


Death Note 60 isn't out yet. *waits* And here's to a thing I found in Sungie's Xanga. *STOLEN*


TEN random things about me:
1. My name is Connie.
2. I like Yaoi.
3. I like men in make-up and tight pants.
4. I'm in love with Curry.
5. I'm eating a French Bread Sandwich.
6. I can't spell resteraunt. <~ SEE!
7. I hate both the hero and the villian in FFVII.
8. I think L > Raito
9. I like men with long hair
10. I have a chinchilla named Picasso.

NINE places I've visited:
1. Somewhere in Mexico
2. Catalina Island
3. Orlando, Florida
4. Seattle, Washington
5. Las Vegas, Nevada.
6. Somewhere in Arizona
7. I think that's it...
8. ...
9. ...

EIGHT things I want to do before I die:
1. Cosplay Kyo in Tsumi to Batsu from Dir en Grey.
2. Finish IT.
3. Meet a famous J-Rock band that I like.
4. Learn how to sew.
5. Get a job.
6. Learn Japanese.
7. Learn some european language.
8. Visit Japan, Hong Kong, and England.

SEVEN ways to win my heart:
1. Respects me and my friends.
2. Go to Yaoicon with me.
3. Cosplay at Yaoicon with me. >:D
4. Be my best friend.
5. Dont' be a jerk.
6. Cheer me up when i'm sad.
7. Don't cheat on me, unless it's with another guy. >:O

SIX things I believe in:
1. Ghosts
2. Aliens
3. Some Religion, NOT ALL.
4. Gackt has no penis.
5. Jedi is a religion.
6. Alot of that other Paranormal crap. (Bigfoot, Telekinesis, Lochness Monster)

FIVE things I'm afraid of:
1. Aliens ._.
2. A miserable job
3. Being alone
4. A depressing life
5. Surgery

FOUR of my favorite items in my room:
1. Computer
2. TV
3. Bed
4. PS2

THREE things I do everyday:
1. Eat
2. Sleep
3. Shower

TWO things I want to do right now:
1. Start FFVII over again.
2. Sleep

ONE person I want to see right now:
1. Yura-sama XD

Thanksk for this random thing Sungie. XD
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Thursday, April 14th, 2005

Subject:New layout and ranting entry! ^_^
Time:8:58 pm.
Mood: weird.
Music:Gackt -Shimauta.
Well that subject made me sound weird. I've been playing ALOT of Warcraft III lately. Oh okay, not ALOT ALOT but quite a bit. I really suck though. :( I got my ass kicked by an easy computer 3 times. IN A ROW! Mwa~ Well that's a weird thing to start this entry with. I put up a new layout~ since that Psycho le Cemu was up for SOOO long! Yea, TERRIBLY OUTDATED! This time, it's of Raito and L~ I AM SO OBSESSED WITH DEATHNOTE RIGHT NOW! I need my fix. I have chapter 60 raw, and it's not translated, so I can't read it. *CRIES* Well, as I wrote before, this is going to be a rant entry, so I shall do this neatly and organized. ^_^

1. I HATE RAITO! HE IS SUCH A BASTARD FOR KILLING L! T_____T Stephanie yesterday reminded me of my "CURSE" of having all my favorite characters die. I should of liked Raito instead, then he would of died instead of L. Man that sounded so weird. o_O
2. I HATE XANGAS! Well, I said this before, but i'm saying it again. I don't hate ALL Xangas, I just hate... the typical "I hate my life cause I have no bf/gf cause I'm lonely" type of xangas. THOSE ARE SO ANNOYING! :(
3. I HATE XANGAS WITH BAD DESIGNS! Well, I don't care if they sick with the default design and stuff, but when they start messing with it, and putting up marquees, and really colorful backgrounds that contrast with the font, and background music you can't turn off and is stealing bandwidth off another site. Then they should die. ^_^
4.I HATE FEELING SICK! Wow, a reasonable one~ I've been having headaches, stomach aches, sore throats, you name it! IT SUCKS! IT'S SO ANNOYING! (#*$)#($*#
5.I HATE YOU! Nah, I'm just kidding.


There ya go, most of it isn't unreasonable, and most of it is also random. O_O IGNORE THIS!

Oh yea, and Gwen Stefani pronounces Harajuku, and Kawaii funny. o_O
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Thursday, April 7th, 2005

Subject:Gackt and L
Time:11:21 am.
Mood: giddy.
Music:Gackt - Speedmaster.


Which Gackt are you most like?

quiz by mcvarmazi



I sit like L, it's making a dent in my chair. :(
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Sunday, April 3rd, 2005

Subject:Mew~
Time:12:50 pm.
Music:The Servant - Body.
Wellll~ I as again i say i haven't updated in a long time. Well i guess i can say alot of things has happened again, but that's so cliche. XD Hmmm, I'm in spring break now, W0000~ Man tomorrow is going to be such a stressful day. I have sooo much things to do. First i have to go to PCC to register, then i have to take the permit test at the DMV, and after that i'm going to have to remove my braces. :( *Isn't ready for any pain*

And OMG! Yesterday, Nhung, Deb, Steph, Jacky and me went to go watch Sin City. IT'S SO WEIRD! They also didn't play Cells, by The Servant. I was kinda expecting it since it was in the trailer. :( I think someone said it corny, but not as corny as Elektra. lol, i had to agree, Elektra was corny. :( MOVIES ARE SO EXPENSIVE NOW! I had to pay like 8.50. That's almost 10 bucks. I'm never gonna finish saving up for Warcraft III at this rate. And my "money break" isn't working out. I WANT WARCRAFT III! >< Maybe I should beg my uncle to buy it for me or something. I really want it. ;( I was playing with sungie yesterday at Deb's house, OMG WE GOT PWNED! Then deb took over and pwned the computer. XD

I think that means I quit RO. o_O I haven't been on in a LONGGG time. Well, i been to this weird FFRO thing, but no one liked me cause I didn't have a FF nickname. :( Hmm... Wee~ I really gotta start on SOMETHING for AX. 3 costume plans right now. Yura-sama, Priestess, and L. L i got down, i can get everything of his from my closet. I think L is going to be the most simple costume I'm going to do. I don't like doing simple costumes that much...doesn't freak out enough people... XD; But I love L sooo much, plus we have a group! ^_^ I think steph said she wanted to be someone too. I'm going to ask her to be Matsuda. XD Random cop man! She already has most of the costume from her Crazy 88 costume last year. XD And YURA-sama is going to take a longgggggggg time, I'm not even going to start about my priestess. Lots of things to do. :(

I'm also gonna try to make a new layout. I said that last time, and hasn't got anything but now I'm really gonna do it! This layout is seriously overdue. ;(
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Sunday, March 13th, 2005

Subject:*cries*
Time:11:14 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
Music:Dir en Grey - Jesus Christ RnR.
Ah my gawd, i haven't updated in more than a month. I think that's the longest i went without updating. Lets see... Ah yes~ Well it's past AnimeOD now. Still kinda say not being able to see PLC. I still have all the fabric for the costume too. I really have to find a good time to start on one of two of my costumes. OMG I HAVEN'T STARTED ON EITHER ONE OF THEM YET! *dies* Well, Convention time again. T_T

Ah my gawd, it's a week full of tests this week. That's disgusting. I wanna pukeeeeeeeee~ ;_; I think i'm doing alright in all my classes though...phew. It's freaking me out soooo badly. I can't fail any classes this year. *hates math* I also need to make a layout for this journal though. I made a new layout for www.omgcrew.net! The OMG Crew's new domain! Incarnadyne Tears has become too big to host on xentrik. And today, i found out how many MBs are in a GB. XENTRIK GIVES LIKE 1% OF A MB OF SPACE! ;_; Well, it's going to take a while until this host is done. :D

Incarnadyne Tears is doing great! <3 I never worked so hard on something like this. I spent like 5 hours trying to make the layout and putting up the new fanart today. I never imagined how much fanart we might have... i procrastinated. AHH!

I haven't been playing much RO lately. asdfRO sucks now. I mean... the rates are WAYYY to high. I wanted a stable server but this is crazy. Everyone quit it too so i guess i don't have a real reason to stay on it. *yawns* I'm so tired. >< Instead, everyone got into Warcraft III. It's actually pretty fun. ^_^ Night Elves are hawt. :X Angel Arena is friggin fun! It kinda reminds me of an RPG. O_O

I started playing suikoden 4 too~ I like it! In my opinion, I think it's way better than suikoden 3. They took away that annoying trinity site thing and that annoying chapter system. I hated that! Probably because I had to play as Hugo. *waves fist* It reminds me alot of the first two, which made me really happy. They have the cute little running sprites they had in the first two suikodens~ And the best of all is~ *drum rolls* TED~! I just got him in my party! I love him so much. ;_; But~ his voice is a little girly. XD;

Best of all~ during the last month...I found DeathNote. This could quite possibly be my number one favorite manga of all time! IT DRAWS ME IN! It isn't funny or anything, which is the typical trait of any manga I like. OMGG! L is soooo cute! Raito... is cute too...kinda. *gets slapped by steph* I like his evil smile. ;_; Well sometimes he looks ugly, but sometimes it looks kinda cool. :D They should have hot yaoi sex. *nods*
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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005

Subject:Ah my gawd so much stuff!
Time:7:49 pm.
Mood: RAWR!.
Music:Yoshii Lovinson - Call Me.
Well~ I haven't updated in a SUPER long time. Actually I've made a new layout for this journal but i've been too lazy to put it up, and... I don't think I like it all that much anymore... gonna make a new one. :O

Well my plans for AnimeOD was a dud. I can't go anymore because my mom found out how much it costed and yea, it went downhill from there. Ah well, I'm still doing Yura-sama's Excalibur Cosplay for AX. ^^; I can't wait until AX though, 2 new costumes, and gonna meet people again! ^_^

Also, I became SubGM of Bear's RO. AKA Advanced RO, AKA AsdfRO to me and my friends. It's fun~ but people need to be more competitive, those RO n00bs have no idea how to fight and GW and stuff. >:O

Rawr~ and the most exciting thing that happened to us yet was that The OMG crew got an email saying that someone wants to help IT get published. We actually tried to call the guy today. Blahh~ It was freaky, and everyone wanted me to talk. I felt like i wanna piss my pants. >< *pukes* Well I sent him an e-mail today. (Why am I doing all this? @_@) IT is still #1 in popularity on onlinecomics.net except i have a feeling we wont be on there for long. Hehehe...

Finals were over last week, PHEWW! I hated finals! >:O I HATE MATH! >:O!! I'm sooo happy though, I finally dropped Mandarin. Foreign Languages makes me queesy. Ah and last saturday, Me, Steph, Deb and Mikal went to see Phantom of the Opera. I really liked it. Well I kinda liked the opera house and the costumes in the movie than the actual movie itself. It kinda felt like a 150 something minute song than a movie. :O

Also new stuff, I'm obsessed with Bleach! OMG ICHIGO AND ISHIDA <3<3<3 They need to make some hot yaoi shecks. Okies, you didn't hear that but yea they're cool. :D And Byakuya is hot but is a butt. :( I don't' like butttsss. ><

I guess I don't have any other things to talk about. Next time, I'm going to try to update this and bring up a new layout. If I don't get distracted and try to do something else first. AHAHAHHAA! Okay, I'm out. :D

And... PRETTY HAIR GUY IS A VERY VULGAR PERSON! >:O Although he has really nice hair. :D
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Sunday, December 19th, 2004

Subject:Wee~ Start of Winter Break! ^_^
Time:11:30 am.
Mood: cold.
Music:Orgy - Stitches.
Well, it's finally the start of winter break! XD For some reason, I don't think it would be as fun as the one last year or the year before last year, but I'm still hopeful for a good one this year. ^^ And hopefully remember to document all of it in this journal here.

I said i was going to make a journal layout, but i never got the time or nice pictures to make it. (I need more Stupid Santa Pictures of Miyavi. T_T) I'm getting really addicted to Stepmania lately, and M is soooo fun! <3 My favorite song on it so far. XD And also Deborah gave me alot of new music. Mmmm~ and alot of old music which i haven't listened to in a really long time. *is addicted also*

Well, yesterday, Me, Steph, and Deb went fabric shopping to get the fabric we need for Anime Expo Cosplay next year. I got all the fabric I needed for Yura-sama's Excalibur cosplay. (But I never knew lace and trims were sooo expensive >< That costed more than the fabric itself) Deb got the fabric for her Priest costume and Steph got the fabric for her hunter costume. Steph spent the less. *shakes fist at the skimpiness* I'm just kidding Steph. XD; I'm hoping to actually start on it today, but i really doubt I'll be able to do it, and do a good job. O_O;

Well after all that, they came over and we worked on the IT comic. AH MY GAWD!! We got so much done yesterday, it was unbelievable, since we never get anything done. ^^; And IT is now number 1 in popularity at www.onlinecomics.net! Soo happy~ ^___^ I think we're gonna bump out of it soon though. :O

Well tomorrow, Daddy (Pochi) is going to come visit, so I can't wait for that! I haven't talked to him in so long. :O I'm trying to knit a scarf for him but it's taking forever, I'm probably not going to be finished. :(
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Sunday, December 5th, 2004

Subject:Mmmmmwaaaa~ CHRISTMAS! >
Time:12:02 am.
Mood: Freezing.
Music:FAKE - Everglow.
I hate christmas shopping, it drives me crazy trying to decide what to get everyone. @.@ I'm about half done, but OMG! I still have so much more. @_@ FRO IS SOO HARD TO SHOP FOR. Ah well... It's trick wrap time again! Who's it gonna be? XD *glares at Susan* I mean *cough* I shouldn't be hinting who i'm gonna trick wrap. lol!

We started talking about our RO cosplay today too. ^_^ Everyone seems pretty excited about it! Now, the hard part is actually making the costumes. That's gonna be a bijatch. T.T I'm afraid that I'm not gonna be able to do it, but I'M DETERMINED! *_*

Well I need to make a new layout. This one is seriously way too yellow. CHRISTMAS TIME! I need another yearly Christmas layout. :O I don't think i have anything to talk about! SEE j00s later!
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Sunday, November 14th, 2004

Subject:Ooogles!
Time:11:12 am.
Mood: cold.
Music:Dir en Grey - Raison De'tre.
I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN SOOO LONG! @___@ Mmm Well, I'm downloading the PLC in US tour on bittorent right now... OMG I AM SOO ANGRY! >:O It's at 99% and it's downloading at 1kb/s *DIEEEEE* @___@ Ah well in other news... I'm supposed to get interviewed at FIDM on tuesdays... I AM SO NOT READY. @__@ I'm not even sure if that's what i really want to do. O_O; I already done some sketches for my portfolio thing, but I have no clue how much they need. *RANTS* And I'm hungry and w00h00 my dad just called and he's getting me breakfast/lunch. ^^;

It's almost thanksgiving. (Well sort of) and Quarla is going to visit us again. ^__^ I missed the last chance to visit her though. (Mommy was sick... T.T) Well I was kinda glad I didn't go... because of what Steph and Deb told me about Andrew's (Quarla's Boyfriend) driving. @__@ I would of screamed and feared for my life. T.T

Hmm, the IT site is running smoothly~ We have about 221 favorites on onlinecomics.net and we're 3rd on popularity. ^____^ Wee~ people actually read it! *dances around*

Hmmm, It seems like it's about time for a new journal layout. I had this one for WAYYY too long. Hmm... now now... what to make. o_O
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Tuesday, October 26th, 2004

Subject:>.>
Time:3:16 pm.
Mood: okay.
Music:Super Mario Music o_O;.

Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net


Hi...nata? o_o;
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Monday, October 25th, 2004

Subject:I've been denied all the best ULTRASEX!
Time:11:09 pm.
Mood: blah.
Music:Bleach - Canary Teikoku no Gyakushuu.
Man my subject title is pretty strange. It's from the song FAGOT FAGOT FAGOT! Sent to me by Deb. Yes strange indeed. o_O; Well yesh I am listening to it. XD Ah yes! Starting entry with a quiz result!

Kyo's Abs
*SQUEEEEZLE* I'm Kyo's Pokable Little Abs!


What Piece of Jrock Anatomy are You?
brought to you by Quizilla


Mwa, it's because I'm small. :( But Kyo's cute, and I respect his abs. O_O, At least he has abs, not a beer belly or something. ^^; Well I applyed for FIDM yesterday. I'm doing like a ton of stuff to try to make it in. o_O; I dunno how hard it's going to be though. My mom said she wouldn't pay for any of my expenses, so I'm going to have to figure out what to do. @_@ Susan suggests we get a job or something, but meh, we'll figure it out. ^^; Trying... not to worry... @_@
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Friday, October 22nd, 2004

Subject:My voice!
Time:11:43 pm.
Mood: Throat feels Funny.
Music:Psycho le Cemu - Yume Kazaguruma.
MY VOICE IS SO CRINKLY CRACKLY RIGHT NOWW! >< I dunno what's wrong with my throat... *Gets some water* Ah, that feels better. :O

Today was a fun day~! Well I had a math test, and that sucked, but I think I did fine. ^^ At fourth period, Dr. Ye let us go to the Homecoming assembly. :D This was great~ He told us that we couldn't go last week, but I guess he changed his mind. ^^

What really pissed me off when I got there was that they denied my my senior crown! >:O (Senior crown are actually cheap burger king crowns spray painted red, and with the words senior on it) But it makes me feel special. :D I dunno, the person passing it out thought I was a freshman or something. O_O; The homecoming assembly was fun, which reminds me... Maybe that's why my throat is so strange. Too much screaming. :/ I've been getting involved in school SOO much lately. A reason perhaps, why I haven't been updating. I was helping with the homecoming festival yesterday too.

I downloaded the Yume Kazaguruma PV by Psycho le Cemu today~! It's so cool! I haven't seen any new para para from them in a while. ^_^ The Yume Kazaguruma Para Para seems hard though. I hope I can find some kinda live concert of it or something for some clear para! ^_^ Yura-sama is so cute, even with all that armor on him! <3

W00~ Next week is Halloween! Masayume's gonna hold a cosplay contest at school. >:D Well, I didn't have time to get a new costume this year, but I'm going to be Chigusa again. This time Thalia HAS to be there to be Niida. Then I'm gonna kick her ass. >:D

Also, Incarnadyne Tears has made it to the #6th most popular comic on www.onlinecomics.net! ^___^ I never thought that so many people liked it. (I know it's probably for the art.) But I love working on it. ^^ Gotta thank Steph for the hard work she's been pulling out for IT. ^_^
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