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[04 Jan 2005|10:43am] |
I've got a new journal. Yeah. I just wanna start over. So I'm going to. My new alias is ![[info]](http://www.deadjournal.com:8080/userinfo.gif) ithitmyboob . It's gonna be friends only. Comment there and I'll add you.
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[11 Nov 2004|02:44pm] |
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I think I'm done with this. Find me on Livejournal
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| And I knew that you meant it |
[21 Oct 2004|05:14pm] |
me: hey. how was the show?
him: what show?
me: the one that you were skipping school for?
him: zip it no damn show
him: zip it now
him: fo i woop yo ass nukka
him: bye
he signed off at 4:26:18 PM.
I'm sorry if I didn't want to hear about how this 'effing hawt' girl was going with you. Do I have the right to be down? Fucking hypocrite. And as hypocritical as he is, those word still kill me. Not having him kills me.
I'm so totally down from that conversation. -_- I was having a good day too. I wrote a decent essay (for making up my own topic) in English on 'The Crucible.' Uhh geometry was cool, and chemistry was, yah chemistry. Lunch was cool, our table was filled and then I had journalism next. Ms. K was out again, so we read 'letters to the editor' and mocked them. None of them bashed PHS, they were all good, not fun ='( I sat out in gym, and orchestra was yeah. I went to Dunn after school to work on some French, then ran to behind the library, towards the bridge to go get paint and primer with Orly for stage crew. Turns out she went ahead and I caught her and carried the paint to the stage. I hung out there for a bit, then went to the community school to give them my application, then to the fun-ness of philosophy and theology. And yesh, that was the best part of my day. Then I got home, had that convo, and now I'm pissed.
latertaters
--x/3Kaitty
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[29 Aug 2004|11:05pm] |
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Bye.
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| Col told me to... |
[24 Aug 2004|09:29pm] |
But I'm gonna be super smart and make it public, therefore you can post anonymously =)
Post your completely honest opinion of me as a comment to this entry. Please post anonymously, and don't feel afraid to say whatever. I want you to be brutally and completely honest. Write as much or as little as you want, but if you're reading this, I want you to comment. Once you're done, put this in your own journal.
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| You're the thing that drives me insane |
[24 Jun 2004|01:49pm] |
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One of the people that I've been friends with for a couple of years is moving. It may have really only been 3 years, but they were 3 great years. And I know that we haven't talked like all year, but Monica, I'm going to miss you like crazy. I don't think it hit me until it hit Keri, that we're not gonna see you for awhile. I feel like such an idiot for not talking to you as much as I did. So now, I'm going to forever remember that day at the mall. You arriving late [but it's okay, cause we love you], Jessica stroking your cheek, and you and Nismah's potato eating hobby. I was debating tying her up and keeping her in my basement, but I realized that I'm not going to be here on Sunday. So I won't be able to see her one last time. This sucks.
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| Sorry... |
[25 May 2004|04:48pm] |
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Comment to be added. This is all really cause I don't want my parents finding my journal, and if they do, well they can't read it. It's like your little sister finding your diary, mortifying. For those of you who don't have journal? send me an e-mail and I'll give you a link, so you know all about what's happening in my life.
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| Important |
[08 Jan 2004|03:23pm] |
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I've promised to not take the easy way out. For those who haven't, I hope this opens your eyes.
Taken from chickabiddy13
Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electricute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone.
What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal.
What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.
But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.
Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.
Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now.
You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.
Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
***IF YOURE READING THIS, PLEASE STEAL IT AND PUT IT IN YOUR JOURNAL TOO.***
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