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[Mar. 7th, 2004|08:55 am]
Went out with Byron last night. Derrick and his girl tagged along. Small truck. Lets just put it that way. We went and saw 50 first dates. Missed the first thirty minutes because Byron's slow, and that girl lived like 15 minutes out of the way. Byron and I have an agreement that if he can last 2 and a half weeks without Brittney, I'd consider dating him. It's been half a week so far. Anyways, I hit my head on the chair in there and he was like Don't lose your short term memory or whatever, and I was like Shit, you'd be waiting 2 weeks forever. He had a scared look on his face for a minute there. Anyways, we sit around my house for an hour, so it was just about midnight. And then she tells me we're gonna stay with my Grandma. So I was all like Yeah, that's cool. Then she tells me were gonna move back to Rockwall.
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His mom: I love him and everything, but he's gonna be a wifebeater. [Feb. 26th, 2004|06:09 am]
[i aM: | frustrated]
[LiSTeNiNG EnJoYMeNT: |Wind... Cold dude. Cold.]

I broke up with Keith yesterday afternoon. I told him until he could work on his temper and his "The world hates me, so I hate the world" attitude, I wasn't going to try anymore. Byron came by and we were sitting on my porch. Keith walked by, calling me a liar about something.. I don't know why.. Anyways, he came up to the porch and perceeded to verbally harrass me and my sister, Ashlee. Byron tried to change the subject, hopefully to to get him to leave. It didn't work.. Ashlee said that if all he was gonna do was yell, he should leave. He said "Why should I? She's nothing but a whore and slut anyways. And I HAVE the right to say that now." Once again, making no sense. Neah told me Mom asked me to come inside, to avoid further conflict. I started to come inside, but he said something smart assed and stupid. I turned and pushed him off the steps. He rushed me, 16, maybe 17 feet, in the air, against my house. He put his hand around my neck, and punched me. Chipped my tooth. My head hit the lamp deal on the other side of my door, and I blacked out for a few seconds. Byron grabbed his ass, and threw him through the window thats in front of me now. And it's freezing too.. Called the police, and I've got 2 charges of assualt and battery, put on the 3rd degree, and something about verbal assualt for saying those bullshitted lies. Everyone knew what had happened 20 minutes later... Chelsea drove by here and tried to see what was going on, and she's not anywhere near enough to find that out that fast. Anyways.. I've got to deal with his stupid ass today. Says one word to me, and I'm gonna kill him. Mentally at least. Byron's my new saivor, and Derrick and Tom are gonna be. =o)
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Fuck. [Feb. 21st, 2004|07:30 am]
[i aM: | dirty]
[LiSTeNiNG EnJoYMeNT: |Errrrrbody in tha club gettin tips..]

Where to start.. Where to start..

Me and Keith broke up Valentines Day. Things.. just weren't going right. Shitty idea, yes I know, but I had to do it. We've been fighting.. all week. Wednsday night, Tom asked me out. I said Yes, not really wanting to. Keith said some pretty nasty, crude things to and about me. Me and Tom agreed we shouldn't be doing this for various reasons, but in reality, it was because of Keith. Last night, it was just supposed to be Wade, Daniel, Samantha and I. But, Keith came along as well. We bickered, not really arguing, and he kept whinning and throwing hissy fits. I felt an urge to kiss him, and I did, maybe to shut him up, I don't know. Things started going further and I felt extremely uncomfortable and nausiated. I couldn't tell him that, especially after what had happened days earlier. He asked me to promise not to regret anything that happened last night. And I told him I wouldn't. But.. I've promised him a lot of things, and I haven't kept very many lately, and now this one isn't any different. We never officially said we were together again, and I honestly don't want to be. I'm scared to tell him that last night was just out of instinct and urges, not because I'm still deeply in love with him and wanting to be together. I do love this boy. More than anything. But.. I can't be with him. No matter how hard I try or want to, I can't do it. He made some mistakes before, but I'm topping every one of them, and I'm just.. fucking screwed.
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AcHoo [Feb. 7th, 2004|07:42 am]
[i aM: | scared]
[LiSTeNiNG EnJoYMeNT: |The lord is not on the cross sporting shoes.]

Allergies blow. I've been having some furked up dreams lately...

On Wednesday, I cheated on Keith. But I can't remember who with.


On Thursday it was like 3 dreams.. And I'm still confused. Something about a couger. That was really a tiger with a mane. I don't know why everyone kept calling it a couger. Because.. it wasn't. Maybe it was because of that Stephen King book, Desperation. ANYWAYS... Katie knows how I am about lions.. And it's no different with the tiger deal. And then like.. Another time me and my aunt were at her house, which I've never seen, but I guess it'd look like that. And like.. I dunno. I was driving that car, that I love so tenderly. And then me and keith were together, but I woke up. so I dunno.


Last night we were at some camp. And Me and Keith were walking up some hill. And then we got seperated. And then Tom was there, helping me up it. And once we got up there, I couldn't find Keith. Or I didn't look.. I don't know. Anyways, Tom kept touching me, and then I went to go get some lunch. And then Dunahoo was there in some weird.. thong shop. And I told him he'd look nice in a purplish black one, and then we left. And then my mom woke me up asking for tampons..
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Stuff. [Feb. 1st, 2004|05:47 pm]
[i aM: | hopeful]
[LiSTeNiNG EnJoYMeNT: |DonT NeeD nO HooK oN THiS BeaT]

Me and Keith are going to try to work things out. I doubt it will work, but.. everyone makes mistakes.
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I don't like what the fuck is going on here.. [Feb. 1st, 2004|05:46 pm]
[i aM: | excited]
[LiSTeNiNG EnJoYMeNT: |Fuck the fucking Fuckers.]

MEL]--> A broken heart of the deeply devoted never fully heals... says:
how about you go fuck shirley.
[MEL]--> A broken heart of the deeply devoted never fully heals... says:
lmfao
-ALiCiA- You friendless ball of putrid rabbit raisins. says:
I think I will, Because Shirley is fucking beautiful.
[MEL]--> A broken heart of the deeply devoted never fully heals... says:
OH yes. *nods* SHIRLEY FUCKS.
-ALiCiA- You friendless ball of putrid rabbit raisins. says:
Yeah, she's infuckingcredible
[MEL]--> A broken heart of the deeply devoted never fully heals... says:
absofucknigluteley.
-ALiCiA- You friendless ball of putrid rabbit raisins. says:
lmFao.
[MEL]--> A broken heart of the deeply devoted never fully heals... says:
LMFAO
[MEL]--> A broken heart of the deeply devoted never fully heals... says:
HAWHAWfuckingHAW
-ALiCiA- You friendless ball of putrid rabbit raisins. says:
anyfuckingways.
[MEL]--> A broken heart of the deeply devoted never fully heals... says:
yea... fuck that..
-ALiCiA- You friendless ball of putrid rabbit raisins. says:
What the fuck is inquisitive? =oP
[MEL]--> A broken heart of the deeply devoted never fully heals... says:
inquisitive
[MEL]--> A broken heart of the deeply devoted never fully heals... says:
is ... curious
[MEL]--> A broken heart of the deeply devoted never fully heals... says:
is an examination...of something
-ALiCiA- You friendless ball of putrid rabbit raisins. says:
=o) You're a fucking genius.
[MEL]--> A broken heart of the deeply devoted never fully heals... says:
FUCK YES.
[MEL]--> A broken heart of the deeply devoted never fully heals... says:
aw.... youre so fucking sweet.
-ALiCiA- You friendless ball of putrid rabbit raisins. says:
No fucking shit sherlock.
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Dead. I guess. [Jan. 24th, 2004|10:07 pm]
[i aM: | drained]

Keith's been acting really weird lately. And then Tuesday, he told me he's seeing some guy. That isn't there. And it's telling him to do things. I asked him if he would talk to somebody about it, and he said No, because that would risk him never seeing me again. So I was like.. Yeah.. Anyways, it got worse, and he started talking outloud. To nothing. And I got worried.

He was supposed to come over Thursday before he went to One Act Play, but.. He didn't. So I was like Whatever. He called around 9:30, and we talked for 10 minutes, and he was like "I'm gonna take a shower." I was like.. yo'kay. Because.. he takes them in the morning.

He said he had something to tell me yesterday in 8th period, but after school, he'd call and tell me. He called, didn't tell me. I cried for 3 hours straight, because I figured he was breaking up with me. And.. I love him. Loved. Whatever. I don't know.

The Sophomore Class had a bake sell at the basketball tournaments today. So, we were like, Well, we'll just run the concession as well. I asked him to tell me. And he did. Cheated on me with Rhonda. Which. Out of all the people he could've. That really hurt the worse. He was/is/there at her house now. Probably fucking. Considering she IS a ho. And he WASNT getting it from me. So naturally, it had to come from somewhere.

I cried. For a long time. Until all I could do was just sit there and stare. He asked if I'd still be with him. Like, it wasn't his fault. Said fuck you, you really are insane, don't touch me, don't talk to me. Don't.. ever come near me. He got up, kicked a chair ACROSS the ENTIRE cafeteria. And left.

Cried some more. I was upset with Daniel because he hadn't told me. But, I understand. He kept looking at me weird on Friday, so I thought he's just... crazy. But yep.. Sam helped. So much. So did Brook Anna, and RD. whom. I never talked to until now. And.. he was the only one who made me laugh all day so yeah. I felt better.

But, I'm breaking down again. And crying. And moping. And whinning. And I feel so sick. Like. I'm dieing. But I don't know. If I am, fuck it. I'd rather be, then feel this way. Because the fact of the matter is I love him. Our three month is the 31st. My birthday is Monday. And the dance is the 13th. And I miss him. Already. But I don't want to go back to him. But it hurts. So bad. And I know he's hurting. Which makes it worse. Because it's his fault. I'm used to him being around, calling. all the time.. emails. Talking. Just knowing that he cares about me. And now. It's like gone.. And I feel so alone, even though theres all these people around me. Telling me how sorry they are, and how I can do better, or he didn't deserve me, or how he should be honored that I even gave him a chance. But, I love him. And I can't handle people telling me how awful he is. Maybe because if they stop, I wouldn't have to believe that he did it. And then I can still.. talk to him. Without being with him. a friendship at least. But everyone keeps telling me how I shouldn't, because it'd be like me telling him it was ok he kissed her. And it wasn't. It was awful. It's a terrible thing to do to someone who would give anything to be with them. I've never meant it when I've said I love you to a guy I've been with. I've never really cried over one. And I've never felt this fucking bad. Never. Not even when my mom almost died. Or when me and katie got into fights. Or morgan. Or me finding out she od'd. Seeing him cry. Was so horrible. I just.. I wanted to leave. And I couldn't. Because I wanted things to be fixed. In my mind I kept saying Don't tell him No, Please don't tell him no. And I did. And I regret it. I do. So much. And I want to tell him. But I can't. Because that would make me weak. It's like I need him to love me. I need him to comfort and hold me, and tell me it's going to be alright, And then I realize he can't, because he's the one who hurt me, and all I want to do is die. Just. end it. So I won't feel so bad. But I can't. Because I know if I do, I'd still feel this. It's like.. beyond my heart. Into my soul. And I know I'm never going to be able to really be happy with someone. Because I'll never trust them. I'll never be able to care like I did for him. I want him so bad. I wanted to be with him forever, I honestly did. And he did this. This. and now I don't think I can look at him without breaking down. He broke me. Fucking broke every last ounce of self pride and dignity. Down into nothing. Because he wanted to be someone else for one minute. I'd have never done anything to him. Never. I'd never had hurt him like this. I love him, I love him, I love him. And I can't tell him. I can't. because if I do, I'm giving into him. I'm letting my gaurds down. And I can't. I did that already, and now I'm here. Crying. Sitting. Crying. Contimplating about what I'm going to do. Which is nothing. Because I can't do anything. I lost. That's all I did. I lost. I'm so tired. I've never been this tired. Never. All I want to do is sleep. And I can't. I can't sleep. For anything. I want to sleep.. and I can't..
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Blah... [Jan. 18th, 2004|08:08 am]
[i aM: | intimidated]
[LiSTeNiNG EnJoYMeNT: |WiiiiiiiiiiiiiLLLLLLLLiAm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

1. Full name: Alicia GAIL McAdams
2. Who were you named after: Some chick my mom knew in m.s.
3. Screen name(s): i make efforts
4. Hometown: RoCkWaLL
5. Location: Dawson

About Yourself:
1. Height: 5'6
2. Hair color: blondish brown
3. Eye Color: brown
5. Shoe Size: 7
6. Build: SeSsaY
7. Birthday: January 26th
8. Weight at Birth: 7

Who Is Your:
1. (what is your:) Status: LonG TerM ReLaTioNsHiP
2. GF/BF: gf.. GF GF GF. Bf.. Keith.
3. Worst Enemy: Vicki.
4. Best Friend: Sam and Keith.

Do You Have...
1a. Sisters: yep
b. Name(s): ashlee, neah
2a. Brothers: Yeeup
b.Name(s): danny and stephen
3a. Pets: Yep
b. Name(s): Ceaser the fish

Describe Your:
1. Personality: hyper, fun, noisy, "loud".. =o)

Favorites:
1. Color: Green and lel'low.
2. Teacher: Mrs. Bragg
3. Numbers: 11 and 7
4. Drink: Tea we make in Mrs. D's room
5. Animal: kitten
6. Music Group: I dunno
7. Snack: doritos
8. Candy: Suckers
9. Ice Cream: Blue Bell Sundaes.
10.Day of The Week: Friday.
11. Holiday: Dunno
12. food: Doritos
13. Least Faves: Spaggetios
11. Place To Go: Around here? School.
12. Movie: Blazing Saddles. "Uh sir. He specifically asked for two niggers. I have a secret. My grandmother was a dutch."
13. Hobby: Don't have one
14. Book: Arf?

What Do You Think When You Hear:
1. Opposite Sex: they said the "sex" word. Ummmmmmm num num
2. nice looking girl: give it to me baby.
3. Tight Pants (On Opposite Sex): Lol. Keith. LMFAO
4. Cheerleaders: are just people.. Lol.
6. Blue: lol..
8. Orange: oh i like red.. its the color of an apple
9. Yellow: Hair
10. Maroon: 5

Have You Ever...
1. Shop Lifted? NopE
2. Lied To The Cops? Dur.
3. Lifted A Birdie To The Cops? Oh. Lemmie tell ya..
4. Cursed In Front Of Your 'Rents? Who the fuck says rents? Yes.
5. Cursed In Front Of Your Teach? Lol, Penny in the Jar Mrs. Bragg.. Penny in the jar.
6. Flunked A Grade? nope.
7. Skipped A Grade? Moi?
8. Murdered Somebody: Yeah. Lemmie tell ya..
12. Dated Someone To Make Another Jealous? Yeah
13. Felt Like Everyone Was Mad At You?: Yes.
14. Lost A Close Friend To Death? No.

Do you...
1. Believe In Love At First Sight? No.
2. Eat Chicken Fingers With A Fork? Yeah.
3. Sleep W/ A Ton A Stuffed Animals? Not a ton

About the opposite sex:
1. What Attracts You Most To Them? Teeth.
2. Does It Matter If They Have Money? Nope. Obviously.
3. Ideal Height: I dunno.. no one shorter.. midgets.
4. Hair Color: Brown
5. What Scent Do You Like Most On The Opposite Sex? Blueberries. =o) Erm. Axe.

Who Do You:
1. Tell All Your Secrets to? No one. That's why it's a secret.
2. Have The Most Inside Jokes With? Keith.
3. Talk To About All Your Problems? Sam.
Pick one:
4. Kiss or Hug? kiss. MwAh
5. Being In A Good Relationship For A Short Time Or A Bad One For A Long time? good for short
6. SNL or Mad TV? SNL! i aM.. TANGO!
7. 1 or 2 Pillows? 3
8. Bath or Shower? Shower
9. Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla
10. Black or White? White.
11. Night or Day? Night
12. Ocean or Lake? Lake

Questions:
1. What Show Do You Wish They Would Bring Back On The Air? aH ReaL MoNsTeRS.
2. Is Your Appearance Important To You? Very.
3. Are You Gonna Get Married? Yeah.
4. What College Are You Gonna Go To? Washington State.
5. What is Your Dream Job? Clinical Psychology
6. Are You Gonna Have Kids? Yeah
7. How Many? 2
8. Boys Names? Shane
9. Girls Names? No clue


~~~When was the last time you~~~

Smiled?: 5 seconds ago

Laughed?: Last night.

Cried?: Day before yesterday.

Bought something?: DaYuM.. Um.. around christmas.

Danced?: Yesterday.. Lmfao.. Black Knight.. I was like "LOOK KEITH! I CAN DANCE LIKE THAT" and I did..

Were sarcastic?: Last night.

Kissed someone?: Last night.

Talked to an ex?: Few days ago. It didn't go over well.

Watched your favorite movie?: Yesterday. He rode.. the BLAZING SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDLES.


Had a nightmare?: Night before before last.

~~~~A Last time for everything~~~~

Last book you read: Some book.. like something something Burning.

Last movie you saw: A knight's Tale.

Last song you heard: We will Rock You.

Last thing you had to drink: Orange soda.

Last time you showered: Yesterday morning. I smell good too. =o)

Last thing you ate: chicken.


~~~~Body~~~~

1. What do you most like about your body?: My neck. and shoulders.

2. And least?: Legs. Too white.

3. How many fillings do you have?: 2.

4. Do you think you're good looking?: Yeah.

5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking?: Yeeup.

6. Do you look like any celebrities?: I hear it. But I dunno. Keith said Heather Graham. And that one chick that was the inbred on Not another teen Movie. I was like.. You're a bastard.

~~~~Fashion~~~~
1. Do you wear a watch?: Yeah. It's pretty too.

2. How many coats and jackets do you own?: Hrm. Leather, windbreaker, brown coat, orange jacket, letterman, grey hoodie, WCC hoodie, Razorbacks hoodie, Class 06 rockwall hoodie... more.. like 12. I usually just wear the WCC though..

3. Favorite pants/skirt color?: Light blue.

4. Most expensive item of clothing?: Probably that leather jacket that I hate..

5. What kind of shoes do you wear?: Blue ones.

6. Describe your style in one word: Jeans and hoodies.

~~~~Your Friends~~~~

1. Do your friends 'know' you?: Nope.

2. What do they tend to be like?: Lol.. Weird.

3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: Well. Duh. i AM loveable. =o)

4. How many people do you tell everything to?: Everything? Keith. I tell Samantha a lot though.

Music/TV/Film/Books
1. Favorite band ever?: Beatles. Disturbed.

2. Most listened to bands: I have no idea. Atreyu.

3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: Some. Not the "Starving artist" type.. but some.

4. Can you play an instrument?: The drums a bit.

5. Type of music most listened to?: Pop and Rap.

6. Type never listened to?: Classical.

7. Favorite book?: The Shining.

~~~~Underwear~~~~

1. Ladies, do you like to wear thongs?: When the occassion calls for it.

4. What is the nicest colour for underwear?: Pink and White.

5. Do you find it uncomfortable without a bra?: When the wire gets..all funny bent.

6. Do you make it a habit of showing people your underwear?: I don't wear it?

~~~~Homosexuality~~~~

1. What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: I wonder if people think I'm gay when I hold Gabbys?

2. Do you detest homosexuality?: Nope.

3. Do you agree or disagree with gay or lesbian couples bringing up children?: Don't necessarily disagree, but I wouldn't approve either.

~~~~General Questions~~~~

1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment?: Nathan. And Daniel.

2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: Sunny

3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: Yeah. I have what I need, and I'm with him. AND.. i didn't catch the house on fire.

4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: Nope.

5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: Hyperhorny. One word. See? ONE WORD.>.>.>.>.

01. I hurt: my tounge.
02. I love: Keith.
03. I hate: stupid people who whine.
04. I cry: when he's a dipshit.
05. I fear: lions.
06. I hope: for the sun. because brr bitch. brr
07. I sadden: when I burp.
08. I feel alone: when I'm sitting here. and no ones on.
09. I kill: my tounge?
10. I talk: CuHrAzeE
11. I listen: to the movie.
12. I break: my nose.
14. I smell: blueberry.
15. I taste: spit.
16. I work: loudly.
17. I remember: just about everything.
18. I hold: meh boobies. Ish cold dude.
19. I hide: my feet.
20. I pray: for vagiclean..
21. I walk: to burn off calaries. =o)
22. I drive: to feet from my house.
23. I read: the funnies.
24. I burn: non-burning crap in the fireplace.
25. I breathe: gross smelling rain. AciDiC
26. I play: when I'm "giddy".
27. I miss: blondeness.
28. I touch: to be touched.
29. I learn: to light a gas fireplace.
30. I feel: like throwing up and sleeping.
31. I know: that you like me to bite that spot behind your ear....
32. I said: no
33. I meant: hell no.
34. I dream: when I dream..
35. I have: an itch.
36. I want: coffee.
37. I fall: down?
38. I wait: for sugar.
39. I need: coffee.
40. I live: Dawson.
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Monday till Now [Jan. 4th, 2004|09:18 am]
[i aM: | awake]
[LiSTeNiNG EnJoYMeNT: |Figured you out- Nickleback]

Me and Keith got into a fight on Monday.. I said something along the lines of saying "It's gay" made him float with the possiblity that he may be gay.. He took it hard. Things had happened when he was little, that I wasn't aware of. And he says that he says things to me, knowing I won't be offended.. Even though I usually am.

I went to my Grammers on Tuesday. We went to the church she worked at. Saw baby Alex. He's so fat and cute. =o)

Wednesday I went to Katie's for New Years. Saw a bunch of people. Morgan. Lmao, he raped me with his vibrating phone. RAWR. Jeff.. was trying to rekindle our relationship? I suppose at least... I wanted to call Keith.. And apologize. But. I didn't. Because i didn't do anything, and maybe that was the problem.. =o\

Thursday and Friday- Still at Katie's. Braums. The ice cream went up my nose.. I said I could taste it.. and shannon was like HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA =o)We went to Joe Willy's on Friday. It was finga lickin good. =oD

Saturday- Kinda talked to Keith.. I don't know.. I keep getting a feeling he's cheating.. But he doesn't go anywhere TO cheat.. so I'm just fucking paranoid. I dunno... I'll talk to him about it..

Sunday- Alek.. That's about all I can say.

Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
yours is the one i remember
ALiCiA says:
Bullshit.
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
why do you think im begginy
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
begging you
ALiCiA says:
I don't know...
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
yes you do
ALiCiA says:
No, I really don't.
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
then do it for old ti mes sake
ALiCiA says:
No, old times sake would be me not doing it.
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
if you decide , ok
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
im so tired i got to dive in my waterbed
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
wish you were in it
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
just to decroate it
ALiCiA says:
I know..
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
decorate
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
yur like a hollywood set
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
perfect on the outside
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
the minimum on the inside
ALiCiA says:
Ha.. fuck you.. You don't know anything about how I feel.
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
dont i?
ALiCiA says:
No, you don't.
ALiCiA says:
You assume you do, because you assume you know everything about me
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
no i dont
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
but i know girls
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
give me that at least
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
your background is a drawbaCk to you
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
family and stuff
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
you wouldnt be al w/o that tho
ALiCiA says:
My background doesn't have anything to do with me anymore.
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
not now but before
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
it did
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
you are the sum total of your life experiences
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
all of them
ALiCiA says:
They don't affect me anymore. Nothing that's happened makes me who I am.
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
you have the quaolities to be great
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
i saw that long ago
ALiCiA says:
If I'm not great now, I'm never gonna be, so fuck it.
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
what im saying is use what god gave you
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
and ill be your gigest fan
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
bioggest
ALiCiA says:
I don't need fans alek.
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
crap my eyes wont work
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
i know and you dont need me
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
were lil people
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
now
ALiCiA says:
What's that mean?
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
you gone bigtime
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
ididnt
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
just BE happy baby
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
is all i want for you
ALiCiA says:
I am happy.. and no, I didn't.
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
a million girls would kill for your looks and face
ALiCiA says:
Then they can have it. It's not important to me.
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
this is alek remember?
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
so dont say that
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
the pics of you speak otherwise
ALiCiA says:
How so?
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
carful grooming and makeup
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
it shows
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
youre like a peacock
ALiCiA says:
It's a habit.
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
you been preened
ALiCiA says:
No.. I'm not. =oP
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
its only my opinion
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
im an artist tho
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
think about what i see
ALiCiA says:
I do it for the benifit of others.
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
yes i know
ALiCiA says:
Why go around looking ridiculous when I know I'm not?
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
thats the point
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
you were never that
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
never
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
the fav pic i have of you is the 12 yr old one face
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
i look aT IT ALOT
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
over the months
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
thats the way i remember you
ALiCiA says:
I wish you'd get rid of that...
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
no
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
its the greatest pic you ever idd
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
did
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
you have the LOOK
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
its startling
ALiCiA says:
i HAD the look
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
you were like a spring flower
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
bloomed early
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
that pic cought that
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
that was the face og Helen of troy
ALiCiA says:
Oh no.. It was not.
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
baby
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
you know im a realist
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
just dont hurt the guy too much
ALiCiA says:
A realist doesn't compare a real person to a greek myth.
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
dont he?
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
you are so blind
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
ive shown that face in an artclass
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
the students were in awe
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
true
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
the never knew who you were
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
thats how proud if you i was
ALiCiA says:
Don't.. display the things I give to you. It's meant for you, and that's it.
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
only that one
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
and only that one time
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
i toldyou why
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
your face needs to be seen
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
by everyone
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
so am i a fan? yes
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
i will go see you in your films
ALiCiA says:
Ha.. Have fun waiting for that to come around
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
you never know
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
i do wish that for you
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
but i said what i feel
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
and now the jury must decide
ALiCiA says:
I suppose.
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
im off to bed and guess whose damn face ill see when i close my eyes
ALiCiA says:
=o) Night
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
bye babydoll
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
whatever you think of me i love you
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says:
bye
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See? This proves I'm not a lesbian.. LMFAO [Dec. 27th, 2003|09:41 am]
[i aM: | hyper]
[LiSTeNiNG EnJoYMeNT: |Sleeping beauty]

-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
I know of a book thats really quite dandy! Surprised when you find its full of great candy! I'll read it to you and do you a favor //// then give you a treat thats bursting with flavour! So sit right back and have a 'jolly' old time, Enjoying your 'ranchers' and this fun little rhyme!
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
lmao cool. I love crabs. them little buggers are coooool.
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
lmfao
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
well..
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
10 days before I turned 8, I shut my lips in a gate
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
lmao.... wow
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
Fell into a ditch, and the body lice made me itch
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
lies. all lies. IT WAS MY PUBIC HAIR, THAT DID YOUR SHARE!
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
Did I now?I thought I was banging a cow..
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
lmfao ...
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
ouch
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
lmao
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
lmfao
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
i win =oD
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
lmao.... yea.... yea you win.
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
only because im tired. lmao
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
Liar, it's because its I whom you admired.
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
lmfao....... shut up.....sHut Up SHUT UPP!!!! *holds and bangs head all over the place*
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
be careful not to mess up your purdie face.
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
lmao.... purdie face? That thing's a disgrace. =\
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
Honestly now, You cant compare, to all the other women I've tear and wear.
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
I*
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
I think low of myself because of my fucking dad
Because of him, im always sad
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
Tell him to suck my weenis, and grab for a giant whales penis
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
oh, I will. I'll throw him off the highest hill.
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
he'll die. But I won't cry =)
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
Promise me so, through all this shit, you'll give me a reason to OH OH OhHhH
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
lmao....
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
I win, once again.
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
I'll give you a reason, whatever it means.
Here have some lima beans. *opens can*
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
I think you know what I mean, We can make love like a wild machine.
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
lmao....aw... How sweet , I really do thank
But my ass you just gotta spank =)
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
But dont forget, you really love keith
He's the boy with magical teeth.
DOnt forget he laughs like scooby
and really knows how to pet your boobie
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
Lmfao
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
damn you, you killed the poem, now I'm just going to have to fuck the lawn gnome..
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
lmfao... OBY THRICE. NO GIMMICKS. REPPIN' THAT L. A. C. lmfao
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
You ruined the mood, you made me crude. But in reality you're just a tease. You don't want to hear me wheeze.
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
does this mean i win?
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
lol, Hell no, you don't. Because if you did, I might fall to the ground and hump a kid.
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
lmao..... hold on my sweet
ive gotta go eat. =)
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
But my dear, you might get fat I fear
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
yea... and im already real pale
and about the size of a whale =\
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
That's fine, just as you are.
We'll just do it at night in the back of a car.
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
Wow. You really are horny.
lmao..these rhymes are getting rather corny.
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
You just noticed, I'm rather shocked
Wouldn't you love to suck my big hairy... HA
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
lmfao......IT DIDN'T RHYME.
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
COCK
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
COCK
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
im having a good time
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
That it be,
Now my love, come here to me.
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
I'm rather in SHOCK
I'd love to ride your big COCK
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
Rubber or plastic are the choices,
Hurry now, we need to make some noises.
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
I want some Rubber
BEAT MY BLUBBER.
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
Harder, faster, wetter you see.
Screamin my name all night you'll be.
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
I'll have to leave you soon..
I've gotta call and make plans with that big baboon.
And then when I leave, For under an hour
I'll be thinking of you
Jacking off in the shower.
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
Aww, how sweet, you really are a treat
But don't leave me, Pretty please.
I'm finger lickin good as colonel
would say. Ha, this shit is going in my journal post haste.
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
I'll be right back
I need to wash my crack =)
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
Fix my hair,
Put on some underwear
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
No underwear, I beg of you ma'am
It's easier access, For my hand
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
rub my breast...
Do the rest
-ALiCiA-http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP 10's yall.. 10's! says:
*Creams myself* You win.
-- " Do you hear my cries? Why do you believe such hurtful lies? What I say about myself is true, and I really do love you." says:
I know
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Whee [Dec. 26th, 2003|10:13 pm]
[i aM: | cold]
[LiSTeNiNG EnJoYMeNT: |Hot.. so hott in Hurr]

Mel said my dream meant I was greedy, because of the hamburgers. =o) lmfao

http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=GRS8ALG&key=JLP

Give me 10's. You know I'm that damned hott. =o)

I. Love. Keith. and and and. I'd never cheat on him.
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ish da gerber baby [Dec. 24th, 2003|07:52 am]
[i aM: | sleepy]
[LiSTeNiNG EnJoYMeNT: |a ToYs R uS KiD]

Everythings been going really well lately. I guess it's because of the Holidays, but who's to say? =o) I haven't talked to Mel in a while. Kinda scary. I saw Keith yesterday afternoon at the Jiffy Mart with his mom. I believe she thinks I'm stuck up, because I smiled and turned back to Keith. I mean c'mon. I'm gonna talk to him, before I'd ever talk to her. Anyways... Keith was like You could've said Hi or something, and I said My smile is my hi, And I'm not changing because your mom doesn't like me when she didn't say anything to me either. I know I'm stuck up. And a snob. And arrogant. And really really full of myself. I don't need a 40 year old woman telling me. So suck my left nut because I don't give a damn..

Still haven't bought Keith's deal. =o\ I do have my reasons though. His grandpa died last year on Christmas, and he's just.. not a big celebrater of anything anymore. And he's like broke right now, and he wants to be extravagant.. And I told him not to worry about it, it was something I wanted to do.. And he said No, got into a hissy fit, and we agreed to no buying christmas crap.. I don't know why I agreed, but I did... So now it's like eh.

Mine and Scott's 2 years was last night. And And And.. I didn't see him. But neh.

I. WANT. MEL.

I've been having weird dreams lately... All three were back in Rockwall. 2 of them I was cheating on Keith, Once with JJ... Yeah, that's what I said.. We were at something to do with the Rockwall Cafeteria. And Jonathan was there.. Ang and Chelsea know who I'm talking about. And so was William. I never think about them 2. EVER. I forgot Jonathan exsisted... And the other with Jeff.. I can understand the Jeff thing because like.. We've always been weird like that. But JJ was just shocking... Anyways, it sucked.. and I called him. And I apologized.. I don't know why I did.. The third one we were like.. In Rowlett.. And we ordered some burgers, like we do at the Jiffy Mart here.. Don't ask, I was thinking about them because they were awsome. =o) Anyways, we were going to pick them up and then we passed Danielle. I think it was Danielle at least. And she said something about her makeup, and how the eyeshadow is hers. And I was like Well, can you hold mine for me while I go and get some stuff to eat. She was like ok, and then we left. And then Joey dude. JOEY. Katie knows, that guy in Ms. Deanes class in the 8th grade. Anyways, Him and Jonathan again.. come sit with us. And then it just switches to me on a bus with a bunch of people I don't know, Ashlee, and Mrs.Bragg... We were going to fix up some apartments, but they were the ones Gabby's living at. And we were all going to cici's on my 3 dollar budget, but I woke up, and I was talking to hand, thinking it was the phone.. I could've sworn somebody said Keith was on it, but it was 1:42 am.. and I had both phones.. It blew...

Noe said Hola.
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The sun will come out.. Tomorrow.. [Dec. 21st, 2003|03:18 pm]
[i aM: | depressed]
[LiSTeNiNG EnJoYMeNT: |milkshake.. again]

Ha.. Cheeseman's a sweet little dude sometimes.. And now I miss charlie..And And.. I need Keith..

*
/o\
/o o\
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MeH JeFfReY DaY: [Dec. 19th, 2003|06:44 am]
[i aM: | naughty]
[LiSTeNiNG EnJoYMeNT: |RawR]

i MaKe eFFoRtS: mY miLkShaKe BriNgS aLL ThA BoYs tO ThA YaRdDdD.
TheDudeJeff2: lol
TheDudeJeff2: you mean
TheDudeJeff2: OUR milkshake ;-)
TheDudeJeff2: wait....
TheDudeJeff2: i take it back
i MaKe eFFoRtS: lmfao, Baby, if your milkshake brings boys to the yard. Then they can have you.
TheDudeJeff2: I TAKE IT BACK
TheDudeJeff2: i know what your going to say
i MaKe eFFoRtS: =o) GOOD ANSWER!
TheDudeJeff2: ;\
i MaKe eFFoRtS: lmfao, I bet you do. =o)
TheDudeJeff2: yeah :-(
TheDudeJeff2: and i didn't wanna hear it
TheDudeJeff2: cause grrrrrr
TheDudeJeff2: GRR
TheDudeJeff2: :-(
TheDudeJeff2: :'(
i MaKe eFFoRtS: besides. If you have two milkshakes, then one won't get drank. and someone will feel left out..
TheDudeJeff2: exactly
TheDudeJeff2: i think....
TheDudeJeff2: I LOVE YOU!!!!!!
TheDudeJeff2: :-)
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Aww, sentimental moment [Dec. 16th, 2003|03:45 pm]
[i aM: | relaxed]
[LiSTeNiNG EnJoYMeNT: |My milkshake.. is betta than yoooooooooours!]

"Alicia Gail,
Hey my beutiful seximus baby. wuz ^? n-m-h, just thinking about you. Sometimes I can't figure out why you said yes cause I guess I just wouldn't understand. What are you doing during winter break? Are you going anywhere? If so, god I'm going to miss you. I have a question, you don't have to answer it if you don't want. I'm just curious. When you said you loved me, did you mean it, or were you just saying it because I did or because you thought it was what I wanted to hear? I'm just curious. I understand if you don't. I mean who could love someone like me. It won't hurt my feelings, I just want to know. I just want you to know I love you more than anything in the world and I wouldn't give you up for anyone, or anything. It's like when you touch me, or sometimes when you look at me. It makes my insides jump and it feels weird, but I guess that's a good thing. I've never seen anyone as beautiful, sweet (sometimes :oD), and caring as you are. I've never had anyone treat me the way you do, and sometimes it scares me because I'm not used to it. It tears me up when I can't be with you. I try not to think about you so much, but it's impossible. I'm either always thinking of you, about you, doing something with you, being with you, or even just watching you. It's like your skin is the softest silk in the work, and your face was made by an angel. I love you. I love the way you talk, the you act, the way you walk, the way you smile, the way you smell, and just the way you are. Sometimes at night, I dream of waking up with my arms wrapped around you. I couldn't ask for more than to be with you, and I'm so thankful for that. I wish you only knew half of the things that I think of when I'm thinking of you. I love you baby.
Love your bitch,
Keith"


I dunno what I did to strike that one on.. I think it was the purdie christmas tree I drew on his note. But hey. OOO! Mel, I made you a purdie one too. Anyways.. I'm too tired for this. LOVES!
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Sore Throat.. [Dec. 14th, 2003|11:35 am]
[i aM: | working]
[LiSTeNiNG EnJoYMeNT: |So follllllllllllllllllllllllllllllow]

He's gonna sell his guitar.. for my christmas and birthday presents.. And I told him not to. And I meant it. and he won't listen. If he sells it, he needs the money for a car. Told him he could do what he wanted, but I wouldn't like it. And blah.
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MuRrY X-MaS [Dec. 13th, 2003|07:34 am]
[i aM: | groggy]
[LiSTeNiNG EnJoYMeNT: |HEY HEY HEYHEYHEY! MACHO MACHO MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN]

'Twas the night before Christmas, and boy was it neat.
The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat.
The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook,
It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook.
Momma in her teddy and I in the nude,
Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube.
When out on the lawn there arose such a cry,
That I lost my boner, and momma went dry.
Up to the window I sprang like an elf,
Tore back the shade while she played with herself.
The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built,
Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt.
When what to my wondering eyes should appear,
But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer.
With a fat little driver, half out of the sled,
A sock in his ear and a bra on his head.
Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite,
Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz,
Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts.
Look out for the lamp post, and don't hit the tree,
Quit shaking the sleigh, 'cause I gotta go pee.
They cleared the old lamp post, the tree got a rub,
Just as Santa leaned out and threw up on my shrub.
And then from the roof we heard such a clatter,
As each little reindeer now emptied his bladder.
I was donning my jocked, to cover my ass,
When down the chimmney Santa came with a crash.
His suit was al smelly with perfume galore,
He looked like a bum and smelled like a whore.
"That was some brothel," he said with a smile,
"The reindeer are pooped, and I'll just stay awhile"
He walked to the kitchen for himself poured a drink,
Then whipped out his pecker and pissed in the sink.
I started to laugh, my wife smiled with glee,
The old boy was hung nearly down to his knee.
Back in the den, Santa reached in his sack,
But his toys were all gone, and some new things were packed.
The first thing he found was a pair of false tits,
The next was a handgun with a penis that spits.
A box filled with condoms was Santa's next find,
And six pair of panties, the edible kind.
A bra without nipples, a penis extension,
And several more things I shouldn't even mention.
A fuck ring, a G-string, and all types of oil,
And a dildo so long that it lay in a coil.
"This stuff ain't for kids, Mrs. Santa will shit,
So I'll leave 'em here, and then I'll just split."
He filled every stocking and then took his leave,
With one tiny butt plug stuck under his sleeve.
He sprang to his sleigh, but his feet were like lead,
Thus he fell on his ass and broke wind instead.
In time he was seated, took reigns of his hitch,
Saying,"Take me home, Rudolf. This night's been a bitch!"
The sleigh was near gone when we heard Santa shout,
"The best thing about pussy is you can't wear it out!!"
M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S
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=o) [Dec. 13th, 2003|06:30 am]
[i aM: | touched]
[LiSTeNiNG EnJoYMeNT: |Progressive ROCK]

Last night was the first time in almost 3 weeks that we didn't argue. Except for who had the control over my 'gina. But, we all know I won that. I think he liked City of Angels. Probably for Meg Ryan. =o)And.. he liked Degrassi. I know he did. He <3's Marco. =oD He comfortededed me wiff the whole "Silent Hill 2" game.. cus ish scary. Anyways, he was starting to feel on me, and I pushed his hand away. And I like. wasn't trying to. =o\ But I'm kinda glad I did. Mel knows how I felt yesterday. =o) RaWr. Annnnnnnnnnnd. It was probably a good thing. Nathan asked how far we went in 7th period. I was like Er..

I cannot stand Wade. That stupid rednecked hillbilly is just GRR! I hate it when he snap at me, or refer to me as Keith's girlfriend. I do have a name. =o) And.. He knows it. And then he was talking about how he'd trade Amanda for me.. He's such a dick. Who the hell would talk about the person they're with like that. It astounds me. Really.

God I was hyper yesterday. Sam and I skipped merrily down the hallway to call her mommy. lmfao, We got a funny look from Mrs.Miller. I was like YEEHAW! And 5th period.. lmao.. Chris and Keith were fighting.. And Keith had a delayed nut pain. And he broke a plant. Mr.Holland said bullshit. And everyone had a 'bone'r. =o) We all sang at lunch. Keith and I didn't fight then either. =o) Saw Vanessa's bf.. He has a big apple.

Gonna make my site.. all holidayish.. So MWAH..
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DawSon DawSoN! If we can't beat 'em, then ah well. =o) [Dec. 11th, 2003|03:47 pm]
[i aM: | rejuvenated]
[LiSTeNiNG EnJoYMeNT: |HoLy NiGhT]

We lost.. for basketball. Bad. =o)

This is going to be the last thing to say on the whole vicki/brandon/trans/dyke/brittany thing.
I honestly. do not. give. a fuck.
The fact of the matter is.. I have someone real. I mena.. that's all there is to it. You on the other hand, are in love with a fake. Fucking dyke... I'd never want to be like you. I have higher standards, and my attitude, and arrogance actually fits me. You have no room to be a bitch, because anyone as ugly and self-concerned as you are, will never amount to anything in the real world. I can call who I want sweetie, that's me. That.. is how I am. I call my dog sweetie. And the fact that you are still bringing up shit from 6 months ago, shows how ignorant you really are. Because.. I quite honestly don't remember half of this.. And I think you're just making it up to make yourself look better. I could care less if my "on-line" relationships work out. I'm hapy being with Keith, and this is the only relationship I'm concerned about. Anybody I dated before can't compare to what I feel right now, so yep. That be how it goes.. lmfao, and it's like the only thing making your relationship real is a profile. Get over it sweetheart. =o) Everyone knows that you're practically shit though. So... you might want to try a little harder with the friendliness thing. =o) and lay off Mel. She actually has a life, with actual problems, and is actually considerate, and loving, and concerned. Thanks Leslie. And, you're right. I shouldn't let it get to me. But hey. It happens. =o)

Anyways. On to more.. important things. Keith and I had our first actual fight..And I forgot what it felt like to cry over a guy... I really think the last time was over Shane and that was in February, or march. Anyways, it sucked. But it's fixed. He said Pirates of the Carribean sucked. I disagreed, and stated Johnny Depp was cute. He got jealous, and mumbled, and I said... You're jealous. It's obvious. Just... get over it. It's Johnny Depp. Then, he mumbled some more, and said I screwed the dude. I was like yeah.. Only not personally. A joke. JOKE JOKE JOKE. Anyways. He called me a bitch. I got mad. Ignored him for like 20 minutes.. Well.. not ignored. I was trying to watch the Sound of Music. And when it was over, he asked me something, and I said No, you called me a bitch. And he was like What? because... he couldn't hear or whatever, and I said Nothing. And he explodedededed. So we argued it out.. for 10 minutes. and it was better.

At lunch, I was talking to Phylicia, and Keith brought up the porn incident at Patty's party. Christy laughed when she watched it, and Keith said she'd probably laugh doing it too. And then he said something to Phylicia, and it was just weird. So she said "Alicia, if you and him ever decide to sleep together, Bite it off..." So.. I agreed. =o)And he said he'd bite off George and Bob! and he tried, but Christy threw a bottle at him.. Missed. and hit George. Hard. =o\
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I'm gonna butter yo' bread! [Dec. 7th, 2003|01:39 pm]
Ah, and the Vicki problem starts. All over again. I wanna give an analogy. A long analogy, but an analogy all the same... HA ANALogy..

1)I think you're scared. You know that at any given time, I could take him.
2)You'll never get over the fact that you, my dear, are one of the ugliest sob's in the world. And yes.. sob. I do mean sob. Because god knows your flat as the wall chest will never pass as femine.
3)The fact that you can't get anyone else but Brandon anymore, being loose and rotten down there. Can we say Echo, Echo motha fukkkkkkkka? LySoL.. AiSLe 3!
4)All those "17" months were practically spent with me. You got maybe 3 of those.
5)You're just plain nasty.
6)You're a hopeless romantic.. and btw, the rose petals on his stomach.. Nice touch.. We had a huge laugh over that one. Hell.. we still do.
7)You meant absolutly nothing to him on Friday. In fact, yall "are over" according to loverboy over there.
8)You're still finding people on the net. And I have someone real. Someone who can actually touch me. Someone who can kiss me. Someone to cuddle with. Someone who can comfort me, face to face, when I need him to. Someone who can tell me he loves me, right there. Not on a phone, not in a chat. Right there. Someone who can hold me. Someone who can sit there, watching a movie, without having type "Wow, that part was so cool!" Someone that can always be here when I need him, not just when he decides to go online. Someone who doesn't have to make 10 dollars a minute phone calls across the Atlantic Ocean...
9)You know he doesn't love you. He may send emails. He may call you. But, he'll never really love you. Because if he did, he wouldn't have talked to me again. And you know it.
10)You have nothing to live for. You have no future. You have no life. You have no reason to still be here. You know you want to die, so just do it. Save us all the agony. I'll be sure to send a card.
11)You're scared to be alone. That's why you're still following him around. Like a lost puppy. You aren't an individual, as you believe. Nope. You're just like every love-sick puppy. And you know what.. Love-Sick puppies.. they never get who they really want.
12)You want to be me. It's been said over and over again. And at first, I didn't believe it. Mostly, because of who it had been said by. But then Brandon told me. And I put it all together. You want to be just like me. You want my hair, I remember that distinctivly, from your own mouth. You want to have my attitude, my style, my appearance, my friends, my boyfriends, my family, my home, my clothes, my make up, my charm, my wit, my funny, funny, funny way, my choice of how I live, the people who love me, the people who don't, the music I listen to, the way I talk, the way I type, so on.. and so forth.
13)You were jealous of Scott and I. That, was obvious. You were jealous of Toran and I. Trust me honey, it showed. You were jealous of Shane and I. You couldn't wait for that one, could you? Seeing as to the fact that you liked him, and he wouldn't give anyone the time of day, but me. Michael and I. Good lord child. You were jealous of Lav and I. Surprised he still talks to you actually. You were jealous that Brandon and I even talked, as friends. Scared again, I see.
14)I know what love is. And you haven't the slightest clue.
15)You know you'll never amount to anything, especially me. And in the long run, when you finally realize he's just using you, and you come to me, crying and bitching because it's my "fault", I'll laugh. Yeah, I'll laugh and say I know.
Oh, and.. good luck by the way.
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