| Monday till Now |
[Jan. 4th, 2004|09:18 am] |
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| | Figured you out- Nickleback | ] | Me and Keith got into a fight on Monday.. I said something along the lines of saying "It's gay" made him float with the possiblity that he may be gay.. He took it hard. Things had happened when he was little, that I wasn't aware of. And he says that he says things to me, knowing I won't be offended.. Even though I usually am.
I went to my Grammers on Tuesday. We went to the church she worked at. Saw baby Alex. He's so fat and cute. =o)
Wednesday I went to Katie's for New Years. Saw a bunch of people. Morgan. Lmao, he raped me with his vibrating phone. RAWR. Jeff.. was trying to rekindle our relationship? I suppose at least... I wanted to call Keith.. And apologize. But. I didn't. Because i didn't do anything, and maybe that was the problem.. =o\
Thursday and Friday- Still at Katie's. Braums. The ice cream went up my nose.. I said I could taste it.. and shannon was like HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA =o)We went to Joe Willy's on Friday. It was finga lickin good. =oD
Saturday- Kinda talked to Keith.. I don't know.. I keep getting a feeling he's cheating.. But he doesn't go anywhere TO cheat.. so I'm just fucking paranoid. I dunno... I'll talk to him about it..
Sunday- Alek.. That's about all I can say.
Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: yours is the one i remember ALiCiA says: Bullshit. Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: why do you think im begginy Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: begging you ALiCiA says: I don't know... Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: yes you do ALiCiA says: No, I really don't. Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: then do it for old ti mes sake ALiCiA says: No, old times sake would be me not doing it. Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: if you decide , ok Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: im so tired i got to dive in my waterbed Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: wish you were in it Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: just to decroate it ALiCiA says: I know.. Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: decorate Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: yur like a hollywood set Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: perfect on the outside Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: the minimum on the inside ALiCiA says: Ha.. fuck you.. You don't know anything about how I feel. Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: dont i? ALiCiA says: No, you don't. ALiCiA says: You assume you do, because you assume you know everything about me Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: no i dont Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: but i know girls Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: give me that at least Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: your background is a drawbaCk to you Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: family and stuff Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: you wouldnt be al w/o that tho ALiCiA says: My background doesn't have anything to do with me anymore. Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: not now but before Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: it did Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: you are the sum total of your life experiences Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: all of them ALiCiA says: They don't affect me anymore. Nothing that's happened makes me who I am. Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: you have the quaolities to be great Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: i saw that long ago ALiCiA says: If I'm not great now, I'm never gonna be, so fuck it. Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: what im saying is use what god gave you Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: and ill be your gigest fan Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: bioggest ALiCiA says: I don't need fans alek. Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: crap my eyes wont work Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: i know and you dont need me Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: were lil people Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: now ALiCiA says: What's that mean? Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: you gone bigtime Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: ididnt Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: just BE happy baby Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: is all i want for you ALiCiA says: I am happy.. and no, I didn't. Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: a million girls would kill for your looks and face ALiCiA says: Then they can have it. It's not important to me. Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: this is alek remember? Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: so dont say that Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: the pics of you speak otherwise ALiCiA says: How so? Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: carful grooming and makeup Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: it shows Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: youre like a peacock ALiCiA says: It's a habit. Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: you been preened ALiCiA says: No.. I'm not. =oP Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: its only my opinion Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: im an artist tho Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: think about what i see ALiCiA says: I do it for the benifit of others. Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: yes i know ALiCiA says: Why go around looking ridiculous when I know I'm not? Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: thats the point Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: you were never that Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: never Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: the fav pic i have of you is the 12 yr old one face Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: i look aT IT ALOT Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: over the months Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: thats the way i remember you ALiCiA says: I wish you'd get rid of that... Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: no Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: its the greatest pic you ever idd Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: did Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: you have the LOOK Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: its startling ALiCiA says: i HAD the look Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: you were like a spring flower Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: bloomed early Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: that pic cought that Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: that was the face og Helen of troy ALiCiA says: Oh no.. It was not. Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: baby Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: you know im a realist Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: just dont hurt the guy too much ALiCiA says: A realist doesn't compare a real person to a greek myth. Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: dont he? Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: you are so blind Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: ive shown that face in an artclass Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: the students were in awe Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: true Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: the never knew who you were Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: thats how proud if you i was ALiCiA says: Don't.. display the things I give to you. It's meant for you, and that's it. Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: only that one Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: and only that one time Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: i toldyou why Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: your face needs to be seen Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: by everyone Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: so am i a fan? yes Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: i will go see you in your films ALiCiA says: Ha.. Have fun waiting for that to come around Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: you never know Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: i do wish that for you Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: but i said what i feel Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: and now the jury must decide ALiCiA says: I suppose. Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: im off to bed and guess whose damn face ill see when i close my eyes ALiCiA says: =o) Night Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: bye babydoll Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: whatever you think of me i love you Alek Romanov, A MAN FOR ALL SEASONS says: bye |
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