2nd December 2008
Indecision   
06:06pm
 
mood: restless
02 December 2008
I've been up for less than an hour. I literally slept the day away. Sorry, I forgot to turn the computer off when I fell asleep, Sal, so really, I wasn't ignoring you or anything.

I called twice yesterday. The first time, no one picked up so I hung up. Someone called back but hung up when I picked the phone up. So I called again, and this time, actually left a message. Haven't heard back since.

I've actually woken up a few times throughout the day. And each time, I've wondered if I should perhaps call again, or just leave it be. I've come close to dialing twice, but here's the thing. What if he doesn't care to hear from me again? I mean, some people aren't like me, and once they stop talking to old friends, they no longer care.

Isn't it weird, to get a bunch of calls from someone you haven't spoken to or heard from in about two years?

Maybe I'll just go back to sleep. I don't really feel like doing much at all. Don't want to read anything, write anything, eat; nothing.

Doesn't help that on the one hand, I feel I shouldn't be such a pest and call for a third time. Then again, I've got this calling card and what else am I supposed to do with it? It'd be a waste to call family or Sal with it 'cause that's what my cell phone is for.

I'm annoying myself. I'm going now.

Sao
 
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1st December 2008
Ugh, IE -_-   
03:44am
 
mood: nostalgic
01 December 2008
So, IE randomly restarted itself, deleting what I had of the short and closing the comic you linked me to, Sal. I don't feel like retyping the short right now, so I'll do it tomorrow after work. (Or when I'm supposed to be at work if they cut my hours again. We shall have to see).

Which reminds me, I work 'til 4, yt. I also think I work on Thursday, but that could be Wednesday, instead. In any case, after Thursday of this week, I won't be able to chat with anyone 'til probably Sunday afternoon. Babysitting at Lydia's and they don't have Wi-Fi. They have a slow-ass dial-up connection that it is really not worth asking for the password and dealing with.

As for the outline, I'm not gonna worry about going to in-depth yet, since we may or may not talk tomorrow, and 'cause even if you get on we probably won't chat long enough to get too far.

Outline (in non-outline form :D )

In the beginning, there was Deity, Sao and Anni. The exact terms of how they met is fuzzy, but it was life altering. Especially for those poor saps present for when it happened.

There was also the Guardian Angels: Elizabeth and Link. It was sort of true love at first sight. Elizabeth was fresh out of a very bad breakup in which her ex cheated on her while they were out on vacation. So Link had a tough deal on his hands, trying to convince her he was worth the risk.

In the mean time (and this is just to explain the Room away), Eli was looking for a new place for her and her (orphaned) charges where Anni's fondness with flamethrowers wouldn't get them in trouble with more normal humans. *cough cough*

/outline

We can throw in random other things, considering at this point, it's just the five of them; Link I believe was at this point scared of chipmunks; Eli still only had the Moon Sword; and D, S & A were only, what, thirteen?

This would've been posted ages ago, but I got sidetracked reading old old old DJ entries.

Some things never change.

Sao
 
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29th November 2008
Singing!   
06:48pm
 
mood: bouncy
music: "Riot" Sugarcult
29 November 2008
Listening to music always puts me in a good mood.

Singing along loudly to said music puts me in an even better mood. :D

Whoa
In the shadows of our lives
We can fall into the night unscarred
Whoa
In the shadows of our lives
We can never let it go this far


Music is my drug of choice, may I just say?

Oh, I remembered what the comment I wanted to make to you was, Sal! It wasn't about the short, but the song. Love Song by Sara Bareilles really isn't a love song. She wrote that to her label in response them asking her to write a love song for the album. :)

A Neverending Dream - Cascada

That is your song. I've two other backups, just in case, but I think this is the best of the three. Have fun, enjoy! I will be on probably at some point every night this week 'til next weekend. I've got to watch Lydia's kids from Friday through Sunday afternoon.

Sao
 
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27th November 2008
Your Short is Up!   
12:53pm
 
mood: hyper
music: No Music. Watching House.
27 November 2008
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

I am running on NO sleep, yay! \o/

On the bright side, I finished the short. And it's longish. I think you'll enjoy it. ^_^

Also, I got to see the first episode in the House marathon that started at 6 this morning. JOY!

I am unfortunately going to miss a number of the next couple of episodes, but oh well!

And finally, I should probably not drive at all today. I'm slightly hyper. It's the second wind thing.

I get cheesecake. Homemade. That makes me happy. ^_^

Sao

P.S. There was another comment about the short I had to make, but I forgot. And you'll get your song some time tonight. When I think of/find it. :D
 
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23rd November 2008
About the name...   
01:43am
  22 November 2008
Can I just say, I could not help myself with the name? It HAD to be Dax! I mean, with Jak, it had to be game related, and Keira, Ashelin and Rayn just all didn't fit. WHAT BETTER NAME FOR HIS SISTER THAN DAX?!

That being said, on to other matters. Liiiike, the fact that I am hour-less at work. Well, I've 17 coming up this week, but I am not a happy camper. I can't get on to the scheduling system from home, which means I have to do it at work, and in the meantime, they're screwing up my availability. I NEED TO GET ANOTHER JOB, YOU LOSERS! YOU CANNOT KEEP ME TO YOURSELVES! X(

Also, I was supposed to have dinner with Dad tonight, but he never called. Joooy for me. Especially since Mom's been on my ass to ask him to help out with SOMETHING of mine, saying it's not fair for her to shoulder it all and I'm so tempted to just closing any and everything that I have to put money to little by little so when I'm done with it all, I can just up and leave. And that includes my car.

On another note, I think I've figured out somewhere else to apply! Hopefully, they'll be hiring. I put in one application at an ice cream place that just opened up at the food court when I went for my check Friday, and picked up another one for the restaurant at the front of the mall.

And finally, I'm considering getting myself into trouble and going to UCF and threatening everyone in Jo's group so they get their act together. Even if it did get me in trouble.

Sal, I've yet to figure out a song for you, so you'll have to give me some time.

Sao

EDIT: And now this is in the correct journal. ^_^
 
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