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| Wednesday, September 4th, 2002 |
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*shakes head* ickkk. mandi and i's conversation.. her s/n shall remain unknown *nods and smiles* ----------- Mandiii: what is up with sarah Mandiii: she acts so different xxplasticxstars: how so? xxplasticxstars: all she talks about is drew xxplasticxstars: that's all i can say. Mandiii: i mean like she is umsessed with boys Mandiii: o and i thinkl drew likes you and kim xxplasticxstars: LOL xxplasticxstars: eew Mandiii: seriously xxplasticxstars: how so? Mandiii: i mean like you like Mandiii: yoou Mandiii: not just friend Mandiii: he wants to be like you and kim to xxplasticxstars: did he like tell yew that? lmao Mandiii: no i ask if he like kim and he said he dont know but that means yes xxplasticxstars: i asked him if he liked sarah and he said that same Mandiii: and kim said that she thought he like you xxplasticxstars: ick. Mandiii: lol xxplasticxstars: but i don't like him.. and kim doesn't like him? xxplasticxstars: or does she? xxplasticxstars: the mysteries in life.. oh my oh my Mandiii: no she dosnt i ask xxplasticxstars: ahhh xxplasticxstars: ok Mandiii: she hates him xxplasticxstars: lmao xxplasticxstars: i knew that xxplasticxstars: -bangs head on desk- xxplasticxstars: but sometimes.. in twisted ways.. hate means love Mandiii: lol xxplasticxstars: i think drew and sarah should go out xxplasticxstars: then sarah might shut up about him Mandiii: yeah me to xxplasticxstars: and i don't think drew should go "gothic" xxplasticxstars: ick. i hate labeling people now. Mandiii: me either it is not him at all xxplasticxstars: i knooow xxplasticxstars: he has this image Mandiii: i know we ned to stop that ------------- eee. drew is ugly *shrieks* and sarah likes him so i can't betray one of my best friends and go out with a guy i detest. ahhhh. |
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in school 2 no maybe 1 or 3 people think i'm related to manson. *screams* hoooow coool. i also learned that my athletic's thing is lacking. When we were playing baseball in gym today, i struck out.. lmao. libby the lesbian is soooo scary... once again she kept grabbing my arm... and she even put her hand on mine when i was on the computer, when she did so i pulled away imediately because she is ugly and like i said.. i'm not that way. in scienceeee today trisha whatever... called michelle something "gothic" and michelle doesn't look even close to this so called label. hrm. what else shall i say. i don't understand math. since i'm in the 'advanced' math class, no one can help me... because no one in my math class likes me. so blaaah. last night my brother was trying to look up mario.. the little video game guy.. pictures to print out and color.. lmao.. well he typed in "marioandfriends.com" and it took him to a porn site.. roflmao. and i came on and saw words like "supersized dicks, hardcore sex on cam, naked men" etc etc.. lmao.. and i was like "whoaaa zach.. didn't know yew were a porno freak." and then he looked at me and said "i was trying to look up mario pictures." i know that's stupid.. but i found it amusing. why do people believe the stupid rumor that char is 30? i believe he is not... *cough* dumbasses *cough* welllll uh... i have nothing else to say. ta-leah |
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| Tuesday, September 3rd, 2002 |
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ok i'm done feeling sorry for myself.. aha. anywaaays. school again today. >:| drew still thinks kim worships trees... ahahahaaaa. because normally he would talk to us.. but i think we have officially freaked him out... so i suppose our job is done. lol. ahhhh. --katie's blog: ...School starts tomorrow, so i probably won't update for a bit. Well, that's all for now, except leah was kind of upset and i think it was at me, i wish i could say i'm sorry but she isn't on. -Toodles. *screams* no0o0o. i wasn't mad at katie... :\ well not really... i was mad at the world. aha. *feels bad* ahhhh. school today was ok.. science was mmm.. and err. and history was just kind of boring. hrm.. then math, all i did was write the lyrics to the beautiful people all over my folder. it looks so.. pretty. then um in french we took a reading test to see how far our brains have come along all these years. raha. ummmm. then we had language arts, where we went to the library instead, which was really nice because it has air condition in it... for if it didn't the computers would probably melt. *dies at the thought of that* anywaays. then we had uh um GYM *dies again* gym is the my number 1 hated subject *raises 2 fingers* we have to go outside and play sports.. ew sports. IT'S CO-ED TOO.. dun dun dun. but today kimothy and I talked the whole time and didn't bat. so raha. then i had life skills/home ec... with libby the lesbian.. and she kept touching my arm, and laughing at the dumbest stuff i said. and she kept "flirting" with me.. or trying to. I feel kind of violated when she is near me. ee. i mean i don't have a problem with people like that. *looks around innocently* it's just i don't like being in those moments everyday. ee. DREW IS GAY. ;OOOO the things yew never knew... *sighs* yesterday my grandpa came up from florida as i believe i said already. i went to my aunt charolette's house, where they have roadrunner *bounces*, and the 'speshul' tv channels.. because her husband is a cable guy. i don't know why i am stating this but ah well: this is how i describe my aunt's house;; rich people consisting of a large house with a short, nice mother[my auntie], an abusive father[my uncle, cable guy], a child on rediline(spelling?)[my cousin, Kris], and a smaller child which reminds me of a furby.[kyle]LOL. anywaaays... their internet was not working so i would of died without the tv. so i watched mtv2 and muchmusic the whole time. sarah's computer is broken.. rahhaaaa. welll i have nothing else to say now so i shall depart. ta-leah |
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| Monday, September 2nd, 2002 |
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When i read other people's journal, i suddenly realize my life isn't as sucky as i presume it to be. I suppose i'm rather lucky and crap; but at times my life is just as bad as the next persons. today mummy hitler said i needed to get a life for the computer won't last forever. Next month, i probably won't have the net, so i must find as many free aol cds as possible. yes, i am addicted to the internet. raha. people are ignoring me today. >:| i don't care, i just hate it. it's like "since my other friends are here, i can't associate with trash like yew" which really ticks me off. i'm not going to say the names of the people whom are doing that to me, but all i can say is it hurts. once again, my life doesn't seem nearly as bad as other people's. *sigh* i still don't see why i'm not a happy person. i have friends i guess yew could say. i hate people, raha. ok ok... i have noticed i do talk more to myself than anyone else... no one else seems to care or listen. dude. i'm crying over my freakin thoughts. how stupid is that? if my dad comes in and sees me crying at the computer he would surely kick me off. ee. no one has seen to notice my away message out of the what, 6 people i was talking to, nor do they care? i'm waiting for someone to get on... but i doubt they will. ok well i'm gonna go do something constructive. please keep in mind: i hate yew all. |
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i have decided... therefore in my mind i am god? lmao.. in other terms.. me, katie, and kim are writing our own bible. lmao. very lame. yet it shall be true. i'll post some of it in here sometime. YEW SHALL FOLLOW IT BITCH. -smiles- yesterday hanging with the drunk people rocked.. weee. becauseeee they played the beautiful people while they shot off fireworks. i was like HELL YEAH.. lmfao. actually i couldn't say that because my mummy was next to me. i feel speshul. and not worthless for once.. i am amazed. dude. wow. whoa. ahahahaa. or perhaps i am a tad high. for earlier... when christina was dicussing the matter of snuffin pixy stix.. i snuffed this sour crap me and kim stole from marshes... I AM STILL FEELING THE BURN, BEBE. anywaaays. i watched tv.. wow.. because mtv was just like mtv2 today and blah blah blaaaah. today my grandpa is coming from florida.. hopefully he shall bring money for his BEST grandchild. *smiles* someone.. something remind me... ask melissa for a tie. *writes on note and sticks to head* no one is normal. i am just gonna spill out whatever comes to my head..a ahahahaa. I WANT THESE PANTS FROM HOT TOPIC.. AHAHA. omgoshhhh. dude. someone just added themself to my friend list but i don't know who. *pulls hair and dies* ok... now that we have that out of the way... i am gonna end this useless entry and read other people's useless thoughts. i shall keep yew posted about my bible. *salutes* tataaaaa-leah |
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confused.
calm.