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| 11:15pm 23/06/2005 | |||
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well I'm calling Billy back in an hour..this is how I kill time.. ( Read more... ) |
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| heartshaped box.. | |||
| 11:31pm 13/06/2005 | |||
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I remembered why I never listened to Nirvana...because it's so utterly depressing I want to die..it's that moving.. She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box four whole weeks I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black Hey Wait I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey Wait I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey Wait I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Your advice Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet Cut myself on angel's hair and baby's breath Broken hymen of your highness I'm left black Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back Hey Wait I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey Wait I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey Wait I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Your advice She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box four whole weeks I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black Hey Wait I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey Wait I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey Wait I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Your advice Your advice Your advice |
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| the sloganizer.. | ||||
| 12:35am 08/06/2005 | ||||
shit out..it's fucking hilarous..look at the combos I've pulled.. Be young, have fun, taste Mala. Get me my Mala Go to heaven with Mala Mala empowers you Where the hell is Mala? Everyone should believe in Mala. The gods made Mala Mala inside you You better get your Mala out There is no life without Mala The Mala universe Food or Mala? I'll have Mala I want Mala and I want it now I'd do anything for Mala. |
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content| "I got a boyfriend...he's a bad boy.." | ||||
| 01:40am 05/06/2005 | ||||
anyway I'll continue writing my adventure tmw...i need some sleep... anyway..bliss..i'm happy and I'm loved..thats all i need |
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tired and happy| 02:06am 31/05/2005 | ||||
I want to die... kill me.. I'm so not ready for this.. Totally not ready for this.. I go from famine to feast in the matter of 2 months.. I deserve to die.. kill me now.. oh god.. |
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depressed| An entry.. | ||||
| 01:31pm 25/05/2005 | ||||
Anyway..grandma's home..everything is semi okay.. |
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| If myself could sing this to myself.. | ||||
| 11:31pm 21/05/2005 | ||||
Dead as dead can be,” my doctor tells me But I just can’t believe him, ever the optimistic one I’m sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy Wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe Someday I will walk away and say, “You disappoint me,” Maybe you’re better off this way Leaning over you here, cold and catatonic I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been It's your right and your ability To become…my perfect enemy… Wake up (we'll catch you) and face me (come one now), Don’t play dead (don't play dead) Cause maybe (because maybe) Someday I’ll (someday I'll) walk away and say, “You disappoint me,” Maybe you’re better off this way Maybe you’re better off this way Maybe you’re better off this way Maybe you’re better off this way You’re better of this; you’re better off this; Maybe you’re better off! Wake up (can't you) and face me (come on now), Don’t play dead (don't play dead) Cause maybe (because maybe) Someday I’ll (someday I'll) walk away and say, “You fucking disappoint me!” Maybe you’re better off this way Go ahead and play dead I know that you can hear this Go ahead and play dead Why can't you turn and face me? Why can't you turn and face me? Why can't you turn and face me? Why can't you turn and face me? You fucking disappoint me! Passive aggressive bullshit |
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confused| 01:49am 16/05/2005 | |||
 this has to be the coolest picture of me yet..thanks drew! |
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| "and then the Red Sea Parted".. | ||||
| 01:36pm 13/05/2005 | ||||
I made an uncensored journal, it's a journal where I can write what the fuck I want! Whenever I want! So here is what I think, I will post the link --->here. BUT! read the following with discretion. Basically, I'm not hiding anything but I am giving people the choice to read it or not. I can be as crazy and insane and kinky and as horny as I want to be without offending anyone. I will still continue writing in this journal it's just my life is turning in a direction and I want you to be with me regardless what your comfort level is.. |
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calm| 02:45am 03/05/2005 | ||||
oh yah..thanks everyone for being concerned about my grandmother..she blesses you all Little angel, go away... Come again some other day... Devil has my ear today... I'll never hear a word you say... He Promised I would find a little solace and some peace of mind... Whatever. just as long as I don't feel so desperate and ravenous. ? I'm so Weak and powerless over you... |
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| this song makes my panties wet.. | ||||
| 04:14am 01/05/2005 | ||||
From the moment you said "why haven't you kissed me yet?" I knew i'd wipe that paint from your lips I stare the lids off your eyes, gone down on your dirty mind & end up between you hips Handfuls of sweat tangled hair, anytime, anywhere I wanna lick you too much baby I just play all alone, whispering for your moan Forced to crawl down this line, just to touch I can get in I can't get out I'm just sweating my sheets I hate to see you leave, but i love to watch you go baby Twisted secret lives, the way you bat your eyes Givin head givin head givin head Watch you come from above I'm so needy for love, i'm desperate, Greddy in slavery I sneak around from behind I got a one track mind We got a skin on skin thing baby I wanna lick you too much I hear you comin ooh aaaah baby |
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naughty| worst day of this half of the year. | ||||
| 10:25pm 27/04/2005 | ||||
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shit| Stolen | ||||
| 08:06pm 25/04/2005 | ||||
Name:: Mala Nickname:: Mo, Doll, Lyric Location:: Calgary AB Gender:: Girl Birthplace:: Calgary AB Birthstone:: Topaz Birthday:: November 27th 1985 Sign:: Saggitarus Righty or Lefty:: Righty Screenname:: glanceinmirror, sidewaysglance ** your looks ** Height:: 5'6 Weight:: 170 Shoe size:: 8-10 Hair Color:: Black Hair Length:: Long Eye Color:: Brown Size:: Vampy Glasses:: Have em Braces:: Had em Piercings:: 5 Tattoos:: 2 ** fashion ** Where do you shop:: Guess, GAP, underground women,unlimited blue What do you usually wear:: Jeans, bandshirts, cotton stuff in summer, chucks What kind of shoes do you wear:: Chuck Taylors Do you wear a watch:: Yes Color you never wear:: Pastels Color you wear at least once a week:: Red Something you wear everyday:: Chuck Taylors Do you wear make up everyday:: No Make up essential:: Eyepencil Most cherished piece of clothing:: "Wanted- Boyfriend..." shirt You wouldn't be caught dead wearing:: Baby Phat Do you wear belts:: yes Do you wear hats:: yes How many pairs of shoes do you have:: 15 ** music ** Favorite kind of music:: Rock (all sorts) Least Favorite:: that screamo shit.. How many CD's do you have:: 100+ Last CD you bought: geez I honestly can't remember.. Whats in your CD player right now:: Burnt cd from boyfriend, Songs for the Deaf- Queens of the Stone Age, Cd burnt with relaxing music boyfriend sent me Do you download music:: all the time ** Favorites ** Color:: Red Number:: 3 Season:: Summer Ice cream:: Tiger Website:: www.6767.com Quote:: "No one understands how much fun it is to be depressed"-Chris Cornell Store:: Buhran Band:: at the moment it's Queens of the Stone Age Singer:: Chris Cornell Rapper:: LL Cool J Group:: ABBA Song:: at the moment is "Little Sister" and "Maps" Movie:: at the moment it's, "Kissed" Actor:: Johnny Depp Actress:: Angelina Joile Kind of movies:: Weird obscure? Place to be:: 17th ave!! Time of day:: Dawn, Night, Twilight Clothing Brand:: Guess, Lucky 13 Animal:: parrots, panthers, unicorns Food:: anything! Holiday:: halloween! Shape:: star Restaraunt:: Bookers. Fast food place:: Opa. Boy's name:: Akhash Girl's name:: Durga, Drapauthdi Word:: scuzzy Candy:: dark chocolate ** love and relationships ** Sexual Preference:: most boys and some girls Boyfriend or Girlfriend:: Boyfriend Crush:: Very much... Do you believe in love at first sight:: yes, and it hurts. A lot.. What do you look for in a guy/girl:: A large..just kidding, wit and hotness best physical feature:: Eyes Best hair color:: Anything dark Best eye color:: green, weird changing colour green eyes ** randoms ** Do you paint your nails:: Sometimes What color is your tooth brush:: Pink What's on your desktop:: Weird art Do you like roller coasters:: yes! Do you do drugs:: not that much anymore Are you a virgin:: yes.. Do you have any pets:: Yes. What time do you go to sleep:: sometime around 2-4 Coke or Pepsi?: coke Love or Lust?: love! tv or movies?: both cats or dogs?: both meal or dessert?: meal east coast or west coast?: west coast..duh! tall or short?: tall football or baseball?: niether. soccer or basketball?: SOCCER! outside or indoors?: outside blonde or brunette?: brunette. apples or oranges?: oranges aol or yahoo?: yahoo stars or moons?: both current clothing: Orange and black board shorts and orange halter top..I was tanning my back.. current mood: meh.. current taste: oranges current hair: down, curly current annoyance: contacts drying out current smell: sandlewood soap current thing you ought to be doing: putting papers away current jewelry: rings, earring and necklace current book: I need a new book to read.. current refreshment: Oranges current worry: school current crush: Billy current favorite celebrity: Josh Homme current longing: Billy..*cough* current music: 311, once again courtesy of Billy current wish: see Billy (shut up I know i'm a suck..) current lyric in your head: "I wish you were here..." current makeup (if you're a girl!): Eye Pencil current undergarments: Supergirl Panties current regret: *censored* current desktop picture: weird art.. current plans for tonight/weekend: nothing and nothing current cuss word du jour: Ho! current disappointment: Tea Party current amusement: Imagining Billy and Brandon Boyd having gay sex..(So basically I'm listening to Incubus..lol) current IM/person you're talking to: No one at the moment. current love: Billy! current obsession: Pin up girls current avoidance: Cody current thing or things on your wall: Pin up girls current favorite book: I need a new book to read current favorite movie: Kissed Have you ever hit someone forcefully?: yes |
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| PARENTS PULL A FUCKING FAST ONE AGAIN.. | |||
| 01:21pm 25/04/2005 | |||
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THE RANDOM JOYS OF HAVING BROWN PARENTS.. This morning I woke up all fine and dandy and excited to see the Tea Party. I had my costume all choosen out, my tickets bought, my dance planned and everything. Even my mother went out with me to purchase this really pretty top to wear with a black skirt. I skip down the stairs kiss my mom on the cheek and then I'm treated to these wonderful words, "Mala, you are not going to see the Tea Party". WTF?! YOU FUCKING CAME OUT SHOPPING WITH ME! I TOLD YOU FREAKING 2 MONTHS AGO I WAS GOING! I SHOWED YOU THE FUCKING DANCE I WAS PERFORMING! AND NOW YOU SAY I CAN'T FUCKING GO? |
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| woot go team me! | ||||
| 12:10pm 25/04/2005 | ||||
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cheerful| Brown party, being kidnapped and other events.. | ||||
| 11:30am 23/04/2005 | ||||
Anyway..so yes, If you don't know already, Suicide Girls emailed me back with some paper work and told me to send in a photoset including 45-65 photos that are themed on a cd to LA. I was ready to do cartwheels around the room when I found it. So yes I'll by utilizing the powers of Chris to take pictures of me, and I'm still working on a theme. So I'm pretty excited about it. So if this is approved by them it's going to be my first set of photos on their site. Wish me luck you guys. Also tell me about your theme ideas folks! Last night I got kidnapped by Nancy and Jill which was awesome! Blindfolded and all (no handcuffs unfortunately). So after waving at random people on the way and creeping them out, we ended up at the back alley. These two weird guys came up to us asking for a ride to 17th ave. They offered to buy us a lot of drinks and stuff, then I heard Queen's playing inside and started running to the alley and left Jill and Nancy to deal with the very wimpy drunk boys. It was Krista Gordon's birthday. She looked really happy (drunk) so I'm glad she had fun. We hit the dancefloor and did our crazy and insane dances. Especially when "Sweet Child of Mine" came on Nancy and I did the axl rose mic dance and impressed some guys. Then during "You Shook Me", I turned to do some sort of "rock on" thing with the guy behind me because at the alley you can do that and not have anyone take it as you not hitting on them and just acknowledging that the music kicks some serious ass. But instead the guy took it the wrong way and was up against me, I grabbed Jill and danced with her and ignored him. Then there was this weird guy with a black motorhead shirt who kepts on dancing next to me and then leave and then came back...it's hilarous because we were so not hoeing it up (okay aside from that one song queens but hey I couldn't help it) but yet all these guys were looking, we worked that beating stick really well last night. And to interrupt.. THIS IS THE BEST VIDEO EVER!!Queens of the Stone age makes incest fun! came home, watch U2 on dvd. Talked to Billy, rambled on like crazy..lol. And went to bed.. |
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| 10:35pm 20/04/2005 | ||||
 *sigh*.. I came home ate some subway. Talked to the feller. I miss him a lot and he misses me too. Maybe I should visit him soon. Went downstairs and watched tv for a bit. I danced along with QOTSA's Little Sister video. It was hilarous because I stood in front of a lamp and tried to do the whole sexy shadow dancer thing. After that watched Vh1's special on "Celeb's Making Out". I honestly had such the urge to make out so badly after watching it. I completed my SG form with some pictures that I took this evening. It's hard to take pictures of yourself. If I actually get in, Chris was going to be my photographer. We've already even come up with themes for each photo shoot such as bellydancing, soccer and watermelons in the summer. I tried to do something with ice, but all the ice melted and was making the bed soaking wet. Anyway here is one pg-13 rated shot from my personal photo shoot. Also I sent copies to the feller..  anyway..sleepy..night |
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| SQUEEEEEEEE!!!! | ||||
| 11:36am 20/04/2005 | ||||
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accomplished| 12:41am 20/04/2005 | ||||
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