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[13 September 2004|08:18pm]



FRiENDS ONLY.


yesssss i am back.. my deadjournal is now
going to be friends only.. so comment
& add me to be added. or go to my livejournal:
http://www.livejournal.com/~tangledthoughts
i'm gonna be updating this more, of course
<3 cait
6 need me like a bad habit |go on, just say it..

=/
[25 August 2004|08:08pm]
another tragic ending to the storyline, and i can't see how it's so easy for you to write me off
go on, just say it..

how could i forget to sayy..
[23 August 2004|09:34pm]
me and joey are friends again! yay. and he's so cooooooooool :)
go on, just say it..

[23 August 2004|09:30pm]
deadjournal! i don't update this much anymore. how sad. well i updated like two weeks ago.. uhh went to the mall today with sabrina and jae.. now i'm talking to sabrina joey jamie and amy.. i saw antoinetta today! haven't seen her since school. yeah so school in one week! oh man. i'm gonna cry.

umm dk what else to say
and yes i am a conformist for using LJ
=(
go on, just say it..

you make me wanna.. la la <3
[10 August 2004|01:13am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | "la la" by ashlee simpson ]

wicked bored, so i decided to update this with a survey thing

1. What is your Full Name? caitlyn angel robert
2. What color pants are you wearing right now? red pajama pants
3. What are you listening to right now? "lala" by ashlee simpson
4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number? 88
5. What was the last thing you ate? uhh dunno
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? prolly .. blue
7. How is the weather right now? well it was wicked nice out earlier, a nice beach day. right now it's dark, idk it's prolly warm
8. Last person you talked to on the phone? idk sabrina maybe?
9. First thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes
10. How are you today? alright..
12. Favorite Drink? mountain dew
13. Favorite Alcoholic drink? hmm.. idk i dont know the name of it, but bloody marys SUCK
14. Favorite Sport to watch? baseball
17. Do you wear contacts? yup
18. Siblings? three
19. Favorite Month? july! =)
20. Favorite Food? idk
21. Last Movie you Watched? no idea
22. Favorite Day of the Year? july23!
23. Are you too shy to ask someone out? nope, i have before. i'm not shy to, i just won't.
24. Summer or winter? summer!
25. Hugs or Kisses? both are good
26. Chocolate or Vanilla? depends
31. What books are you reading? supposed to be doing summer reading, but fuck that. i'm not wasting my time. those books are dumb, a waste of time, not going to teach me anything, and will kil the rest of the brain cells that i have not already killed.
33. What is your favorite Board Game? hm.. idk scrabble maybe
34. What did you do last night? hung out with christo and amy
35. Can you touch your nose with your tongue? ::tries:: nope
36. Favorite Flower? roses
38. Do you walk in the rain or use an umbrella? depends on my mood
39. Birthday? : july 23
40. What do you do when you're snowed/iced in for couple of days? tv, phone, moviesss
41. Who is your favorite hero/heroine? uhh.. spiderman!
42. When was the last time you told a family member "I Love You"? right before mimi went to bed about an hour ago
43. How well do you love your job? don't have one
44. What is one thing you would like to do before you die? uhh.. just live my life.
45. What is your biggest fear in life? losing someone i really care about.
46. What is something that you want people to know about you? i... am caity?
47. What is the meaning of life? who knows?
48. Why do people constantly struggle to "figure out" the opposite sex? hah i'm one of them. the opposite sex are.. pretty complicated and often frustrating.
49. If you could change anything that happened in your past, what would it be and if you had the chance would you go change it? well.. i'd rather not say what it would be, but i'm not sure if i would change it. i regret it, yeah, but everything happens for a reason.
50. How many licks does it take to get to the tootsie roll center of a tootsie pop? amy found out once, but i forgot what it as
51. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? alive hopefully
52. When did you truly discover yourself? haven't yet lol

well yes i'm bored.. me and amy went to the beach today.. uhhh yeah im sunburned

[la la la la la]

go on, just say it..

i'mma be burnin til your return...
[27 June 2004|05:09pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | "burn" by usher ]

it's been a while, 'lot has hapened.

+its SUMMER!
+hanging out with dave again a lot more
+saw joey a few times
+mom found out about cithguttithaging
+mom said i cant be friends with lauren anymore
+joey told dave that he was the one who pulled away when we kissed.. wtf is that?
+amy & mat arent really friends anymore, since he is a weirdo.
-means i prolly wont really see him
+apologized to meagan plante, talked to her a bit

don't feel like going into depth with all that, that's what the LJ's for.

go on, just say it..

=( i'm sorry. i'm a conformist, i guess.
[3 June 2004|05:27pm]
switching to livejournal. http://www.livejournal.com/~tangledthoughts

i'll probably update this every once and a while.. c ya

<3
go on, just say it..

last day of odd classes :(
[2 June 2004|05:35pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | phone with mafriza ]

today in homeroom, we got our schedules. i'm in level one english and spanish next year, oh boy. i may have two classes with sabrina, they didn't say who our teachers are. we had study first.. i only have possibly three classes with marisa, this year i had five. christina, possibly three in the fall, two in the spring.. i think? yeah well those are the people who matter most, lol. so in study i went to the library and printed out my report.. then went back to study. aw last study :( me marisa and christina talked about ish.. marisa was saying that she wanted to meet matt, and when christina said he was a shy kid, she seemed opposed to the idea. then me and christina talked about how shy guys are cute.. she said he'd prolly like me so i guess she's gonna have me and marisa come over in the summer and have us meet matt and mike? lol how nice. and according to marisa, i have 'the whole package', i've got boobs, hair, brains, and height. haha. nice marisa. in biology, me and marisa disected a craw fish. we named it adasonrianave.. if you can figure out what the name means, you're cool. i got crap all over my fingers, and flicked some at marisa. heh. in history, we played a review game and handed in our projects, which i did last night. fun game. my team lost horribly, though. meh. we got stickers. at lunch, christina DISSAPEARED. talked to marisa and sabrina. in english, we had our romeo and juliet quiz. I GOT A 98 OOOHH HOW GOOD AM I?!?! then we just chilled.. jen victoria & marisa signed my back pack.. hm.

came home, sat for a while. helped mom cook dinner. meagan ran in saying eric hurt himself, and i guess he fell out of the tree. he lost his tooth, was bleeding like crazy. ahhh so grooss.. im so glad mom was still home when that happened, if i had to take care of that, i'd start crying and wouldn't know what to do. he lost a tooth a few months ago while i was babysitting while lauren was over and i freaked out and she helped out eric.. hah. mom kept trying to call doug, he didn't pick up his cell. more like wouldn't, imo. i think he purposely doesn't pick up his phone when mom calls. what an ass. well mom left, i'm on the phone with mafriza. last normal day of school tomorrow, then exams friday, monday, and tuesday and maybe wednesday, idk. friday i guess me sabrina amy brian and maybe chris are goin out for sabrinas bday (TOMORROW!!!) soo yup. c ya.

go on, just say it..

haven't posted an emo-like song in a while.. here's one. really fits.
[1 June 2004|08:45pm]
This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.

Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagined.
I could never feel this way.

So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything

So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagined
I could never feel this way.

So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.

Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory)
Feelings disappeared.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagined
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This could never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?

"memory" by sugarcult
go on, just say it..

got a LOT to write: thursday-tuesday
[1 June 2004|05:35pm]
[ mood | busy ]

wow. i have a lot to write. ookkayy..

thursday, amy came over. we hung out with NOEL, and he got very wet from eric in the pool. funny. and he gave my sandal a hicky. how nice. we walked to amys house with baxter.. i kept saying that a huge wind was going to come and lift our skirts up since that was the one time i was not wearing shorts under my skirt, "ooh then i'll just walk behind you guys then!" noel's a PEEERVVV.. haha. chilled in her house.. went back to mine.. he had to leave cuz my mom left early :( me and amy went to KG. we saw MIKE, who got a little mustache and is CUTE THAN EVERR<3 :) then alan sean feinstein came in. that man has the FUNNIEST voice i have EVER heard in my LIFE. he was with some chinese lady, and he shook amys hand saying "nice to see you" ...yeah. while we were walking out, i said in a voice like his, "i bet that's not leelas mother!" haha so funny. went back to my house, then doug talked to me for a while.. talking about his childhood and ish. then about georgie "he ran into the road, and i told him to get out cuz a car will hit him, and he said.. 'ILL DENT IT.'" lmao very funny.. then he took me to get awful awfuls, and yeah, a big wind came while we were standing at the thing (outside counter thing) and my skirt blew up. car filled with teenagers behind us, too. how nice. so i suggested we go in.. so we did. got awful awfuls, went back to the house, chilled with amy, went to sleep.

friday was FIELD DAY(WITHOUT HENDRICKEN T_T)! chilled with marisa christina jena and regina most of the day. how fun. mini golfed(I WON BIOTCH, THE PAPER SAID SO. SO THERE MARISA!), threw balls at mr rogers marisa and megan, went upstairs and got bikes with christina, etc etc.. saw catherine, chilled with her a bit. she signed my shirt, i signed hers.. she's cool. i hardly ever see her anymore =/ uhh we could leave at 130, but i stayed to wait for buses with marisa. looked at el yearbook, then went home. sabrina came over, then chris did. we watched the movie that me sabrina and dave had made a long time ago, fucking hilarious. i thought i had lost it.. but we found it. then we played bull shit, and i won a bunch :) thats one fun game. "oh yeah and bull shit anyway" hahaha.. wow. chris left around.. 10? then me and sab talked, and went to sleep

sabrina left around 12 saturday. i chilled with noel and andre a bit, noel was all excited cuz he got a cell phone. andre was quiet like a loser. then LAUREN came over. daddy picked us up around 2, and we went to jill & steves house. me and lauren watched tv, then daddy suggested that we went for a walk in the woods. so we did. i was wearing flip flops, so she switched with me like the awesome friend she is. so her feet got disgusting and muddy. anyway, we ended up getting LOST. i must've called my dad 20 times, he didn't pick up his phone. so we ended up on some road, and daddy finally called back. "so, where are you?" "dad i said i was LOST." hahaha.. lauren found this little green bug on her, and named him.. somethin, i forgot the name. so we got directions from steve, then walked back. chilled at the house.. dad: "oh, i'm glad she's back into boys" me: "....::whispers:: she's not" lmaooo.. wow. well daddy took us back to laus around 8, then her mom took us to the mall. we saw antonetta there, only person i knew. saw a few of laurens friends.. went back to laurens house, blasted some good 'ol pop music, and sang our hearts out. watched eddie scissor hands, then went to sleep.

sunday, we woke up around 9, and left for garden city. got breakfast at newport creamery, and kate blake from good 'ol CJCR was there. we didn't really say anything at first. we played a game with our sugar cuz we're cool like that. then we went and talked to kate.. i expected to have a nice conversation, but she was wicked quiet. ::shrugs:: i haven't seen her in almost a year, i was hoping we'd catch up on good 'ol times. ...well, i really wanted to tell her that i went out with beaver after we graduated to see her expression, lmao. oh, btw, lauren took my cell and put it in her pocket, and i put it on vibrate. you'll see how this is ironic later. anyway, me and lauren left, and we went to those bad boy school things near garden city. SO FREAKIN COOL. we couldnt go in the church cuz there was no floor.. there was a noose in one basement, and i was the only one who would go down there. ::as i'm walking down the basement stairs, i turn and look at lauren::"ya know, this is the part in the horror movies where youre screaming NOOO NOOO DONT GO DOWN THERE YOU IDIOT!!" haha. so we went to go in the middle house, and there was all hobo stuff everywhere. we heard talking upstairs, so we ran out as fast as we fucking could. so fucking scary. when we got onto the road, we realized my cell phone was gone. hole in laurens pocket. and i had put it on vibrate, so i wouldn't be able to hear it. FUCK. we went back to garden city(lauren bought me and awful awful to make me feel better.. didn't work.), then back to the houses. looked everywhere, ended up having to go back in the house we heard voices in. wasn't there, heard more voices and ran out. found it next to the house, where we had run out. HOW LUCKY IS THAT? and it wasn't messed up, either. then noel called me, invited me over to see him and .. rob? haven't seen rob in a while.. but wasn't able to. so then amy brian and sabrina came over laurens, and we went to roger williams park. amy and lauren went on this weird ride, and brian and me talked about sabrina getting a car. "oh my god i cant sit on the left side im gonna get siiiicckk!" LMAO! brian's a funny kid. on the way back we went by joeys house and amy stuck her head out the window going "JOOEEYY!!" ...i doubt he heard. went back to laurens, went home, mimi picked me up, then amy and sabrina came over. we rented movies.. me and amy did tae bo! we're so cool. it wasn't hard at all, and there was a funny mexican lady, lmao. then watched 40 days and 40 nights, then went to bed.

monday woke up around 9.. ah so early. layed in bed and talked a bit.. sab- "caity you and joey would be good for eachother, you're both like ANIMALS" (i forgot why i was) "sabrina, why do you talk about joey so much? you talk about him more than I do!" haha.. she said a lot more about joey over the weekend, but i don't remember exactly what. pretty funny, though. then we watched fear of the dark, then daddy picked us up around 3. we went into grandma joans for a bit, then walked around the gaspee day thing with kayla. sabrina kept saying that my dad was hott and she'd do him. ew. saw nichole jessy and jackie.. ouu.. hung with them. i bought some ish.. went back to the house, watched some baseball, then grease, then shrek. was FREEZING, got an electric blanket ;) daddy took us home, then we had dinner with mimi & papa. talked about the crazy robert family. sabrina and amy left around 830, and i just watched tv. went to bed around 12.

today wasn't too exciting. in theology we went over ish.. algebra talked to marisa y kate.. health went to the library and talked to jen then watched a movie on teen pregnancy.. lunch talked to people.. spanish drew and ish.. oh i got 3 A's back today :) and an 87... how good am i?

well man only a few days left of school.. i wasted quite a while updating this.. i got a history project due tomorrow.. gotta work on it.. c ya


-- edit --

forgot to say that on sunday, laura and victoria stopped by mimis. and on saturday, while driving to steves, me and lauren saw sammy. yup. "dad, you remember sammy?" "who?" the one that punched andrea" "OH YEAH that HURT! that kid was a BASTARD! id KILL him if he was my kid!" "yeah, caity dated him" how nice.

go on, just say it..

today was actually pretty eventful
[27 May 2004|06:34pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | "flagpole sitta" by harvey danger ]

homeroom ; i was sleepin, then jen came over and told me about this girl who has depression problems.. and was upset over something that happened. i talked to her about it, then her and marisa. oh boy.

gym ; played volley ball. i was on a team with antonetta, michelle, olivia, sammy, and some other girl who idk. i think i sit near her in homeroom? w/e. then i was sitting out and ms roll was like "caity tie your shoes for me" "oh there are tied, just on the inside" "ok wanna do the test?" "...sure?" ::ms roll pulls off my shoe:: "tye 'em the right way" "but that looks stupid!" so she took my shoes and re-laced them because she thought i was gonna twist my ankle.. i felt so stupid with my shoes laced up like that. and she took up time from the game, too. bleh. so megan fisher comes in with a bright GREEN cast on, and she has an eye of horus and a .. thing on it. OOH YEAH AND I GOT A 100 ON MY HEALTH TEST WOOOOOOOT GO MEEEEE anyway, so after class me and jen asked her if she was a wiccan and she was like NO all mad and stuff then jen was like oh cuz caity is! and i was like omg shut up!! then i think megan was mad at us? w/e

spanish ; got into class late cuz i got ish from the caf.. just drew in my notebook, talked to jen a bit. showed jena my RAPPING RAT <3, she really liked it lmao had a huuggee smile on her face.. jena's a cool cat.

theology ; sister liz sent me to the library to work on a paper.. i sat in the nice comfy chair <3 ^_^ marisa came in with chocolate things and i got one.. the librarian gave me a dirty look for havin food.. ::shrugs:: mareesa told me about somethin that happened with a student.. not very nice. went back to class, was bored. katie was out, she has mono. how sad.

lunch ; oh man. lots of yelling. sabrina and marisa SCREAMED at eachother.. i was sitting right between them too :( poor me. sabrina was saying that marisa cant sing and everyone was making fun of her.. christina tried to break up the fight.. i just tried to stay out and stay back T_T not too fun sitting in between marisa & sabrina. yeesh. oh yeah, and sabrina's new goal for senior year is to say hi to that hot ass mother fucker greg. ...greg is the janitor, guys. lmao

algebra ; LMAO talked to kate about chitty chitty bang bang and chitty chitty boom boom and what-not.. so funny. talked to marisa & jen.. kate more.. kate & amanda helped me with math ish.. how nice.

after school, i saw amah at the bus stop.. we chilled a bit, then walked back to my house. we had to watch eric and some of his weird friends in the pool, talked to marisa on the phone, then NOEL<3 came over. we chilled.. he kept getting me and amy with a squirt gun :( LMAOOO ERIC HAS A SCAR ON HIS CHEEK FROM THE BUSH AND NOEL GOES "oh yeh when he gets older he'll be like 'i got that scar from the war!' and caity'll be like 'NO YOU DIDNT YOU RAN INTO A BUSH'" LMAO IT WAS THE FUNNIEST THING I HAVE EVER HEARD! haha. then i was like "isnt that something like four o' clock tan?" "NO CAITY ITS FIVE O CLOCK SHADOW" lol amy.. then she was running around the outside table going BYAAXXTER BYYAAXTER and i was like "this is what hicks do for fun..." baxter got a red rocket ewww.. amy got a sticker that said "extra large, made in china" and stuck them on my boobs lmao.. noel took one and stuck it on his pants ;) haha. then we walked to amys house.. i was convinced that a large wind was going to come and blow my skirt up since i was not wearing shorts (YES you GROSS little children, i was wearing underwear.) =/ noel was like "ohh okay then i'll walk behind you guys" lmao fag. got her ish. walked back to my house.. chilled in my room.. then noely had to leave cuz my mom had to leave.. :(

so amy just left me to go tanning, that biotch. she should be back soon, though. we're gonna get chinese, and give BYAXTER a bath. and if doug comes home enough, we'll go to KG with noely.. OMG I HOPE MIKES THERE I HAVENT SEEN HIM IN FOREVER HES SO FUCKIN GORGEOUS<3

well tomorrow's field day, saturday's eriks (jill and steve's son) bday party, goin with LAURREEENN<3 WOOT and hopefully sleepin over her house.. sunday i might go to a leaders thing with her, she got vice president next year GO LAUREN!

"OH. YOUR. GOD."

[now i'm am amputee.. GOD DAMN YOU!]

go on, just say it..

eyes tend to hypnotize <3
[26 May 2004|06:00pm]
[ mood | thankful ]
[ music | "girl eyes" by eve 6 ]

well, i stayed outta school yesterday due to the fact that i do not like even days and felt it useless to go in, plus i wanted to sleep. heh. mimi's cool. well i slept til 12, then tried going online, but my computer there has a virus :( how sad. i hope it's back by next week (its at the shop or something) well then i went home, just chilled around the house, cleaned my room MAJORLY. i'm planning on moving my bed in a little bit today. i went online, talked to joey a bit, then realized i had an english essay due the next day, so i got to work on that while talking to christina. when mom got home she was mad cuz i didnt clean the kitchen =/ oh well. today:

awards assembly ; ....SO BORING. ms teves was sitting behind me, and I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD SHE MUST HAVE BEEN CLAPPING AS LOUD AND OBNOXIOUSLY AS SHE FUCKING COULD. I WANTED TO TURN AROUND AND SCREAM AT HER. missed bio cuz of this gay ass thing :(

history ; took notes.. aw only like two classes left.. ms serra's nice, i'm gonna miss her. we had a 'fuiz', i got one question wrong. dammit.

english ; ah.. me and marisa presented our project. she kept yelling at me :( what a bitch. diandra did this wicked good poem.. morgan did a funny one. sara was in our class cuz she had study, then sabrina came in and 'yelled' at ms tom. marisa sang her song that she's doin in the talent show.. eloise took my rapping mouse, gave it back after lunch

lunch ; marisa stole my camera and took some pictures.. sabrina and christiana fought about stuff that happened during 8th grade. sabrinas so mean to christiana lol.. then she yelled at marisa "caity, back up" haha that'll never get old. laughed about amy... "omg would she SERIOUSLY do that?!?! OMG!"

study ; went to ms cunningham with marisa & christina.. i took a quiz, i think i did pretty good. marisa sang.. i was the little old deaf lady in the back row telling her to sing louder, haha. me and marisa told ms c about joey & adam, and she was like "you don't need them, girls. guys are a dime a dozen." and i got excited cuz in "you're so last summer", they say "boys like you are a dime a doozzeenn" ..yeah. i'm a dork. well marisa borrowed a cd player from mr ruggeero (sp?), so we went to take it back with much confusion. we went on the second floor, right next to mrs teves room (DIE DIE DIE), and marisa went one way, christina went another, and they argued over which way to go. mrs teves came out and gave us a very confused/dirty look, and i explained that we were returning a cd player.. then she just walked away. what a whore. so we gave it back to mr ruggeero (again, sp?), then me and christina went to the choral room. she signed up for something.. i decided i want to be in chorus next year because i have such a fabulous voice. haha, right. went back to study, tried to get mr rogers to let marisa sing, he wouldnt.

the bus was wicked late.. like a half hour late. supposedly she was stuck in traffic. mmhmm thats why the other cranston bus got there on time.

when i got home, mom said i had a letter, and it was from andrea. it was so nice:

"Dear Caitlyn, Thank you so much for the Mothers Day Card! You are such a sweet and thoughtful young woman! I want you to know I am very proud to have you as part of my family! I know you and Eden will grow closer and closer as time goes by. I am soo glad you are her big sister! I hope you know that I love you not just because of your dad, but that I love you all on your own. I hope we will also grow closer as time goes by! No matter what happens in life, you are a part of my life and family and you always will be! If you ever need an ear or anything and you feel like you have no where to turn, you can call me and I will not judge or get angry. Especially as you get your lisence and are out with the gang and what not. If you ever need to just call! Well that is it! Have a great day! thank you again for the beautiful card! Love you! Andrea"

aww i thought that was so nice.. i always kinda thought that andrea didn't like me too much.. :) i think that's the first time i ever got a card like that, not even my own mother ever said anything like that to me at all. i like andrea a lot, i hope we'll become closer, too. :) i called her and said thanks, and she said she was glad i didn't think it was lame. haha.

[the trance is so divine..]

go on, just say it..

i know she broke your heart, but try to calm down
[24 May 2004|05:10pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]
[ music | "the roof" by eve6 ]

study ; mr rogers was out, so mr teitro subbed.. i get him a lot as a sub. hm. well, me, christina, and marisa talked all period.. people kept yelling at us cuz they were trying to study. oh well. i copied marisas romeo and juliet papers.. wrote aaalll over christinas calendar. yep.

 biology ; ...oh man. had to disect a worm. amanda was out, so i worked with marisa. i did most of the cutting.. marisa did a tiny part, and cut too deeply and cut open the ... thing, and all the dirt showed. it was pretty gross. marisas gloves were too big, so when she squeazed her hand, it squeaked. pretty funny. we had a quiz on it after, i think i did good. and we only had like two minutes to study. and i got a quiz back, got a 86 on it i think. w00t.

history ; watched the rest of the henry movie.. talked to kate. marisa seemed worried became my ears looked red, and sam observed that the new earings in the new holes were too tight.. meh. i tried loosening them, but it didnt work... =/

lunch ; umm.. nothing unusual. talked.

english ; told ms tom about me & marisas project, and she thought it was a very good idea ^_^ go us. then we went over what's on the final.. got our i-search's back. i got a c. pretty good, since i didn't try at all on it. heh.

after school, mimi picked me up and we went to my house to see if mom could fix my earings.. she couldnt =/ shes gonna work on them more tomorrow. then we went to borders.. then wallgreens. aanndd im here now.

 

 

^ oh man.. i found that in some random persons journal.. i think that is SO amusing.. like it's so funny.. like i'm not cracking up, but it's funny.. idk, i thought i'd share.

finals coming up. oh boy.

[then he went to the roof where his threats ring loud and clear.. gonna jump gonna die this year]

8 need me like a bad habit |go on, just say it..

hm.
[23 May 2004|08:59pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | dave on el phone ]

well. you are either a two faced bastard, or a damn good actor.

dave's right. i shouldn't cry over you, you're not worth it.

"well, thanks.
thanks for waiting
this long to show yourself
cuz now that i can see you,
i don't think you're worth a second glance."

2 need me like a bad habit |go on, just say it..

as for me, i'm coming to the final chapter.
[23 May 2004|04:26pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | "a perfect sonnet" by bright eyes ]

i got picked up around 2 or so yesterday by andrea.. we went over to steve & jill's house. on the way there, andrea was telling me about how they're selling their house, and they decided not to move to virginia.. yeah, i was shocked. i didn't even know they were thinking about it. then it made me kind of mad that my dad would even think about it, supposedly he promised himself when i was born that he wouldn't move out of RI until i was at least 18. i don't know what i would friggin do if he moved.. ah.

so dad was workin in the back with steve and lance.. andrea and jill and some other people went in the front to work on ish.. i stayed in the house with edie. dad didnt even come and say hi to me until like three hours after i got there. really nice.

he made me go in the back with him, and it was FREEZING. they were burning the old fence.. jill made hamburgers...

just me dad and eden went back to the house and watched the race a bit.. then two of dads friends came over. he had the baseball game on in this little box over the race, but you couldnt hear the game. baseball is actually a lot more interesting than racing. but i ended up falling asleep.. went to bed around 11, right after potatoe and his wife came.. really early for me. i don't like it when his friends come over / we go to his friends houses.. like okay that's the day i'm supposed to spend time with him.. i don't mind if i have one of my friends with me, but still. blah.

i slept til about 12, then went into the living room and watched the tivo'd SNL with dad. then we watched the tivo'd season finale of small ville.. that's a really good show, i should watch more of it.. when the new season comes on...

well uhh andrea took me here around 3.. yeah.

[read 100 pages and there's still no answer...]

go on, just say it..

mall... w00t
[22 May 2004|01:28pm]
[ mood | guilty ]

well me and amy decided to take the ripta to the mall, so we went to the bus stop.. and to our right was two dead birds, to our left, a scamy old blanket and shirt. then this guy walks by, and he asks us if we have any cigarettes. this guys teeth were all crooked and he sounded like mickey mouse. so we said no, then he starts walking away, then jumps back with his hand on his chest and goes "oh my GOODNESS a dead bird!" lmaooo it was SOOO funnyyy.. then we went to the other bus stop cuz we missed that bus and this chinese lady was there and she took her shoe off and was picking at her crusty feet.. so damn gross, man.

well we gave up on catching the bus, so we walked to subway, got food, then amys mom picked us up and we went to the mall. met lauren there, then walked to the movie theater. i complained a bit, saying that the last time i went to this theater i was with joey, but i got over it and we saw shrek two. it was pretty good.. funny.

we left the movie theater.. we were walking by tilt, and we saw dave.. then we saw antonetta and gabbi and laurens friend sam.. so we chilled with them a bit. then me and amy went off on our own, we saw jeennaa.. then we ran into dave again, and with some complication, he called someone to have them pick him up. then we just chilled with him for a while.. talked and ish. talked a lot about joey.. lmao dave's such a NICE friend, don't you agree?

lauren came back over and it looked like she was crying, so i was very concerned.. but apparently nothing happened. so we chilled more.. im surprised the cops didnt yell at us for sitting for so long.

well, dave left, then me amy and lauren walked around outside. my ankles were killing me cuz i wore too-short socks and the backs of my shoes were rubbing off the skin of the back of my ankle =/

we went back in the mall, and dave called me.. i guess he was talking to joey about stuff that i told him, and joey was denying it all and saying that i was probably drunk. soo yeah i was pretty pissed off. me lauren and amy sat for a bit, invited sam to sleep over, but she couldnt for some reason that i forgot.

we got picked up around 10.. stopped at amys house for her ish

went back to my house, and me and lauren went in the pool. amy stayed out like the loser she is, and kept giong "YOU WOONT.. you wooont" then dave called me again and told me more joey stuff.. then we called him on 3way and dave told me to be quiet, so i just listened to them talk about me.. from what i got out of it(this is what im assuming, im not postive but it sounded like it), joey knew that he liked me on and off during the time we liked eachother. whatever. thats so fuckin losery. eventually dave said that i was there, so i talked a little. mostly i just talked to amy and lauren

later i was still on the phone with dave, and he asked me to show him more ish that joe had said, so i went far back in my journal and sent him some of me & joes convos that we in private entrys.. lauren pointed out that i was being a backstabber and it was a really horrible thing to do, and when i thought about it, i felt really, really bad. i don't ussually do things like that, that's so unlike me.. =/ i don't know why i did it. ...no, i do know why i did it. it's because i was mad that joey was denying that he said things like that to me. and supposedly he didnt like me that much during that time, either. idk, he tells dave that he didn't, he tells me he did. i dont know what to believe.. but whatever. i apologized to joey for sending dave the IMs, and he didn't seem to care. i still feel really bad, though. i shouldn't have done that, like i said, that's so unlike me..

got off the phone with dave then just chilled with lauren and amy.. went to sleep around.. 1 maybe?

woke up around frigign 830.. lauren wakes up WAY to early. we just chilled.. marisa came around 11. we went to subway, then me and marisa worked on our project. lauren left around 1230, then marisa left, then amy. now i'm alone, waitin for andrea to pick me up.. wooot sleepin over daddys ;)

go on, just say it..

spanish language lab...
[21 May 2004|02:04pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | spanish ]

yes yes, im in the language lab. sneaking on aim express and deadjournal. well last night was fun. amy came over, i chased baxter around the house with a banana screaming BANANA!!! BANANA!!! good times. baxter flipped out.. barking and ish. then we walked to brooks and bought wax.. came home and waxed our legs. NOT a good idea. it killed, and didnt even work. -- ook the teacher just sat next to me and i have 3 ims and this up.. -- soo then we watched tv and ish.. went to bed..

nothin's really happened today. thelogy was boring, sab's out, marisa sang in algebra, mr teitro subbed, ms cunningham has a ear infection, etc etc.. im talkin to sab & jena now.. i was talkin to katie before, and danny IMed me all randomly..

well tonight i wanna go to el mall with amy & chris.. gotta ask chris later

goooooooodddddddbyyyyyyye

go on, just say it..

so much for all the promises you made.
[20 May 2004|03:52pm]
[ mood | moody ]
[ music | "rapid hope loss" by dashboard confessional ]

english ; went over stuff.. then played a R+J game. diandra & marisa won. booooo.

assembly ; they really should make religious assembly's optional. it was so boring and pointless. blah.

study ; went to the library with marisa and worked on english stuff

biology ; =/ got back some papers.. got like a 75, 81, etc.. not good. i was wicked dissapointed. ugh.

lunch ; well, for the first time since the beginning of the year, i wasn't lazy and i waited in line for a calzone with morgan. ...they're not even that good. haha.

history ; watched more of the henry movie.. i like it. it's almost over. i feel bad for anne.. oh yeah got a 85 on my test WOOT

hm well AMYS s'posed to come over, but she's goin tanning with her mom so she's comin later. what a fag. oh, yeah, i talked to my mom about how doug was being an asshole last night.. she said i should just not deal with him and call her if i need something. i guess i really pissed him off.. w/e.

oh, yeah. and i decided that i'm definitely gonna go to college somewhere OUT of rhode island. early time to make a decision, huh? lol. so i wanna start trying to get my grades up so i CAN go somewhere kinda far.. more down south. hell yeah

|[well, thanks. thanks for waiting this long to show yourself..
cuz now that i can see you, i don't think you're worth a second glance.
]|

go on, just say it..

what can i do? i cannot breathe
[19 May 2004|06:08pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

spanish ; sat with jena again.. got confused when senora davis asked me to do a thing on the board.. WWWOOOOOOOO I GOT AN A+ ON MY TEST HOW GOOD AM I?!?! :D

theology ; sister liz ranted...

algebra ; took the test... ooouuu i think i did really good :D woooo im happy.

lunch ; aww sabrinas grandpa died :( & marisa and christina didnt win the contest last night.. how sad

health ; agh got like a 55 on my quiz.. how gay.

weeeell marisa took the bus home with me. we saw amy so we chatted with her, then daves bus went by and we saw him.. amy left, and me & marisa went over daves for a bit.. saw him and kaaayyyllyyyn :) he said that joey said something about how he was proud of himself for not talking to me for like three weeks.. isn't that really nice?

anyway, we could only stay at daves for a few minutes, so we went back to my house and babysat. we wanted to walk to sams to get stuff for the project. eric was sleeping, so i leaned over his head and go EERICC WAKE UP! he got all scared, started crying.. wouldnt go to sams. so we had to stay. i called noelyyy, and he went for us. i love him. well he got us just magazines, and forgot the poster.. we waited outside for him, and timmy was outside (DIE DIE DIE), and marisa thinks hes really hot (EW EW EW).. blah. marisa was playing a ring thing on her phone, and timmy looks over, takes out HIS cell phone, and plays the same one. what a fag. he kept looking over. ew.

we went online.. i IMed joey, he said that he was just kidding or something when he said that. whatever. marisa messed with him a bit.. then she talked to her ex brian..

well doug was being a HUGE ass.. mfg. me and marisa went back outside and chilled with noel & andre a bit.. marisa left.. i chilled with them more.. then noel had to go so i came inside..

aanndd here i am now.

[my heart is torn, for all to see..]

2 need me like a bad habit |go on, just say it..

[18 May 2004|08:41pm]
history ; had a quiz, then watched more of the henry movie

lit ; talked about the essays and ish.. had a quiz.. me and marisa are gonna do our EC together

study ; went to ms cunninghams room with marisa and christina.. learned ish for the test tomorrow. WOOT i did it good :) im goood at math hell yeah. so i helped christina and jen learn it

lunch ; marisas MEAN and wouldnt get me and christina stuff.. what a bad friend

biology ; ms conelly was out, so mr teitro subbed. hes cool. we had a quiz, i helped out diandra :x haha. then we did homework dittos.. everyone cheated, it was really hard. then me and marisa went down to the caf, and i chilled with regina and jena for a bit. jena had the 'ursher' cd, i wanna get that. well we went back to bio.. chilled..

aaafter school i talked to mareesa, she's gonna come over tomorrow. w00t, early dismissal. then doug wanted to go to the park, so me, him, eric, meg, & amy all piled into his truck. we felt like mexicans. i got my shoes dirty, and flipped out =/ we saw these butterflies, and there was this really cool guy there. he called amy la salle cuz she seemed affended when he asked if she went to bay view, too. haha. well we rode around in the back of dougs truck with baxter, us hicks. we were so illegal. first we had five people in a three-seater truck, and doug was drinking a beer while driving, then we were all sitting in the back while doug drove. tsk tsk tsk.

weeell we stayed til about 8.. back now. yup.
go on, just say it..

everybody twist
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