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| 08:22pm 07/07/2006 |
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So, like, wow. I haven't written in this thing for... forever! I suppose that's because I don't have a whole lot to say. Basically, I use my Myspace for blogs now, after being kicked off Xanga. So, if you want to read about me, you might as well wander over there.
http://www.myspace.com/rikkoshaye
Otherwise, not much has been going on with me. I don't think I'll be posting in this place at all anymore, so you could pretty much consider this my farewell post. I had fun while I was here, but I've moved on to bigger and better things! Well, okay, not really, but there isn't any reason for me to stick around here anymore. ;P
Otherwise, I'm still drawing as usual. In fact, if you'd like, you could go look at my drawings too. Here is my link for that, if you are curious:
http://rikkoshaye.deviantart.com/
Otherwise, to anyone who reads this, thanks, but I'm long gone. Farewell, and thanks for all the fish! ;)
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| 10:51pm 22/11/2005 |
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Nori123 - You don't know jack shit VioletSky - That's not true, I know him well Nori123 - Haha VioletSky - I'm serious VioletSky - Jack is the son of Awe Schitt and O. Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt, the deeply religious couple produced 6 children VioletSky - Holie Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Giva Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins: Deap Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deap Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school drop out. VioletSky - However, after being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later remarried Ted Sherlock and, because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. VioletSky - She was then known as Noe Schitt-Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt and they produced a son of nervous disposition, Chicken Schitt. VioletSky - Two other of the 6 children, Fulla Schitt and Giva Schitt, were inseparable throughout childhood and subsequently married the Happens brothers in a dual ceremony. VioletSky - The wedding announcement in the newspaper announced the Schitt-Happens wedding. The Schitt-Happens children were Dawg, Byrd, and Hoarse. VioletSky - Bull Schitt, the prodigal son, left home to tour the world. He recently returned from Italy with his new Italian bride, Pisa Schitt. VioletSky - So there. FiPo - LOL Nori123 - I have actually chortled coke through my nose |
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| 09:47pm 13/10/2005 |
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'Cause I like your answers. ;D
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1. Who are you? 2. Why are you important to me? 3. Do you like me? 4. (fishing for compliments here) WHY do you like me? 5. What is your fondest memory of me? 6. What is your worst memory of me? 7. What do you dislike about me? 8. Describe me in 5 adjectives. 9. What were some great words that I said? 10. How have I affect your life (if I have)? 11. Whats the best advice I've ever given you? 12. Have I ever hurt you? 13. How? 14. Could you fuck me? 15. Am I ugly? 16. Tell me I'm beautiful. 17. What's the smartest thing I've ever said. 18. Whats the most memorable thing I've ever done/said for you? 19. How am I wrong? 20. Paste this in your journal and have your friends answer these questions. It can either be a big self esteem booster or a self esteem slaughter. Good luck! |
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| 09:34pm 12/10/2005 |
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| Advanced Global Personality Test Results |
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| 09:07pm 05/09/2005 |
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I didn't fill out the guy part. Obviously.
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GUYS and GIRLS...what turns you on or off? Answer the descriptions and add more if you want...then REPOST this bulletin to see what turns your friends on or off too!
GUYS: Turned ON or OFF when a girl:
dresses like a slut: dresses like a grandma: dresses like a prep: dresses in all black: doesn't care what she wears: sings: plays a musical instrument: is skinnier than you: is bigger than you: is shorter than you: is taller than you: has straight teeth: wears braces: has chapped lips: has green eyes: has blue eyes: has brown eyes: has long hair: has short hair: drinks alcohol: smokes cigarettes: smokes pot: wears glasses: has blonde hair: has black hair: has brown hair: has red hair: is tan: works out: smiles more than not: calls you just to say HI: smacks your butt: compliments you: has a tattoo: shaves her legs: wears jewelry: has bigger feet than you: has smaller feet than you: wears perfume: smiles when you walk into the room: wants to be a mom: has long legs: has a big ass: Has Big Boobs: Is intelligent:
LADIES: Turned ON or OFF when a guy:
dresses like a thug: Off. dresses like a surfer bum: Off. dresses preppy: Doesn't matter. dresses in all black: Doesn't matter. doesn't care what he wears: On. sings: Off, unless it's dorky fake singing. That's not exactly a turn on, but it sure is funny! plays a musical instrument: Off. cowboys: Doesn't matter. is skinnier than you: On, depending. (I'm already pretty skinny, so anything much skinnier than me is a bit scary.) is bigger than you: On, just as long as they aren't too chubby. is shorter than you: Off. is taller than you: On. has straight teeth: On. wears braces: Doesn't matter. has chapped lips: Off has green eyes: On. has blue eyes: On. has brown eyes: On. (Any eyes can be a turn on. Depends on how expressive they are.) has short hair: Mostly on. has long hair: On. has shaved head: Off. drinks alcohol: Big off. has brown hair: On. has black hair: Off. has blonde hair: Off. is tan: On, but it depends. works out: On. smiles more than not: On. calls you just to say HI: On, depending on how often that is. lets you know he was thinking about you: On. smacks your butt: Off. compliments you: On. shaves his legs: Off, actually. has facial hair: Off, depending. has sideburns: Off wears jewelry: Off. wears cologne: On, usually. smiles when you walk into the room: On. calls you pet names: Off. has blue hair: Probably on. ;D wears makeup: Off. plays sports: Off. a bad boy: Off. sweet talks to you: On. :) has nice arms: On! has a job: Doesn't matter. gives before he receives: On. tongue pierced: Off. watches a lot of tv: Off. 4-wheels: Doesn't matter. Opens the door for you: On, just as long as it isn't done all the time. Has tattoos: Off. Other Piercings: Off. Kisses your neck: FUCK YES! ON!!! ;P Cares about you: On. :) Is intelligent: Big on. :) |
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| 10:41pm 16/08/2005 |
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I'll be replying to my own posts to record what answers I get. Feel free to respond to this thing here, if you wish. (Although, I believe only one person still visits this thing. Everyone else either goes to my Xanga or my Open Diary.
WHAT WOULD YOU DO/SAY IF: I committed suicide: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I stole something: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY: Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Mannerisms: Family:
IN YOUR OPINION or AS FAR AS YOU CAN REMEMBER: Who are you?: Are we friends?: Are we best friends?: When and how did we meet?: How have I affected you?: What do you think of me?: How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?: Do you love me?: Have I ever hurt you?: Would you hug me?: Would you kiss me?: Are we close?: On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?: Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.: Am I loveable?: How long have you known me?: Describe me in one word.: What was your first impression?: Do you still think that way about me now?: What do you think my weakness is?: What about me makes you happy?: What about me makes you sad?: What reminds you of me?: What's something you would change about me?: Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?: What would be the reason I commit suicide?: |
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| 06:50pm 04/07/2005 |
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I took some tests on polictical stuff. I was confused by most of the questions because political stuff totally goes over my head, but this is what I got as a result from the two websites.
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http://www.moral-politics.com/
Your scored -1 on the Moral Order axis and -5.5 on the Moral Rules axis.
The following items best match your score:
System: Liberalism Variation: Economic Liberalism Ideologies: Progressive NeoLiberalism US Parties: No match. Presidents: Gerald Ford (88.10%) 2004 Election Candidates: John Kerry (82.18%), George W. Bush (73.39%), Ralph Nader (63.76%) Statistics
Of the 88313 people who took the test:
0.4% had the same score as you. 78.8% were above you on the chart. 16.4% were below you on the chart. 39.1% were to your right on the chart. 53.3% were to your left on the chart.
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http://politicalcompass.org/
Economic Left/Right: -1.00 Social Libertarian/Authoritarian: -1.69
Basically, with this one I was slightly a left libertarian. Whatever that is. |
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| 08:51pm 05/06/2005 |
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I found another cool website. I'm not really sure why I like it so much, but it just... I dunno. It deserves to go into my DJ I guess.
http://postsecret.blogspot.com/ |
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| 06:35pm 29/05/2005 |
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In our school paper, there was this big center page that had a lot of quotes on it from a lot of different seniors. I like quotes a lot, and they usually make me feel better, and so since today wasn't the greatest I decided to type up all of the ones I liked and save them to my computer for future use. Kudos to anyone who reads all of them, there are quite a few.
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Sure you’re supposed to have a total recall of who won the Battle of Hastings and what motivated Hamlet. And you should probably be able to name all five of the Great Lakes. Perhaps you can. But maybe, it’s easier to remember that first kiss. Or the time you and your friends couldn’t stop laughing in math class. Or your locker combination, or the cafeteria mystery meat, or the scintillating scent in the air when you–know–who walks by your desk. Or maybe it’s easier to remember the thrill of passing the final or the fun of the last homecoming game or hugging your best friends in the world goodbye and knowing you’d be in touch forever. But, still, wondering, just a little… Will we always remember?
I will forgive what you said, I will forget what you did, but I will never forget how you made me feel.
The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
Make the least of all that goes and the least of all that comes.
Live for the future, but in the present. Enjoy your time while you have it, but never forget what went before.
A smile is like the butterfly effect; the movement might not take much energy, but it may have an adverse effect on the world–even if just the world of one person.
Many a false step is made by standing still. Remember to always shoot for the starts and reach for your dreams, lest ye be defeated by the monster known as regret. After all, it’s not the years in a life, it’s the life in the years.
In ten years no one will care who you hung out with or how you dressed; all that matters is what you learned and how you used it.
If life were easy, then it would be boring.
Screws fall out all the time; the world is an imperfect place.
A balanced diet is a cookie in each hand.
Freedom is not worth having if it doesn’t include freedom to make mistakes.
If you’re not living life on the edge then you’re taking up too much space.
When you have an older brother who’s bigger than you, he’s always right.
Better late than never!
Life is like a dream, never wake up.
When you make a mistake, don’t look back at it too long. Take the reason of the thing in your mind and then look forward. Mistakes are lessons of wisdom. The past cannot be changed. The future is yet in your power.
When life gives you lemons, make lemonade. Then throw the lemonade in the face of the person that gave you the lemons, and demand for the oranges you asked for in the first place.
May your heart always be joyful, may your song always be sung, and may you stay forever young.
If you cry because the sun has gone out of your life, your tears will prevent you from seeing the stars.
Some people choose to take the path that is easier, others take the path less traveled and come to a dead end. I say who cares about the paths, and I construct my own! So create your own path through life and become successful.
When life gives you peaches… eat them.
Always be a first rate version of yourself instead of a second rate version of someone else.
Live a happy life.
Succeed when the worst is at its best even if that means not following the rest.
Be yourself. Don’t try to be someone else. Don’t strive to be so different that you end up alone. Make good friends. Have fun in gym class. Have fun in math class. Go to football and hockey games. You only get four years to have real fun in high school.
Never be afraid to tell someone that you love them. If you do they might break your heart, but if you don’t you might break theirs.
If you walk down the road of life, hitchhike. It’s faster.
Mans flight through life is fueled by the power of his knowledge.
Never let the fear of striking out keep your from playing the game!
Live up every opportunity. Treat each year like it’s your last.
Nobody ever died of laughter.
Life is like a mirror. If you frown, it frowns back; if you smile, it smiles in return.
The only things in life you regret are the risks you didn’t take.
Either lead, follow, or get out of the way.
Every woman’s motto: Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body. But, rather, to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming, “WHOOHOO! What a ride!”
Don’t be afraid to take a big step. You can’t cross a chasm in two small jumps.
I’m nobody, nobody is perfect, so therefore I am perfect.
Life is wasted o the living. The only people who really know how to live life are those who no longer have that option.
Keep smiling because you never know who could be falling in love with it.
100% of the shots you don’t take don’t go in.
It’s not for us to forecast the future, but to shape it.
Behind the cloud, the sun is always shining.
I enjoy short walks in the sand-box!
Don’t take life to seriously or you may not get out alive.
Great minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events, and small minds discuss people.
Everyday is a good day. Some days are just better than others.
If you’re not going to be thinking anyway, why not think big?
Dare to dream, and then watch what happens.
Those who have the ability to take action have the responsibility to take action.
One should treat one’s self as one does one’s friends; critically but with affection.
You can take from every experience what it has to offer you. And you cannot be defeated if you just keep taking one breath followed by another.
Life may not be the party we hoped for, but as long as we’re here, we might as well dance.
Don’t live down to expectations. Go out there and do something remarkable.
Have no regrets.
Dying a natural death is for wimps!
Live as if today is your last, love as if you’ve never been hurt, and dance as if no one is watching.
Life is too short, dance naked.
A man lives beyond his life, but no beyond his honor.
It is better to die fighting for freedom than to live all of your days enslaved.
A life without love is like a part without people.
In the book of life, the answers aren’t in the back of the book.
Life is harder if you’re stupid.
To the world you’re one person, but to one person you could be the world.
Our adventure ends. Some of us found our heroes and others conquered their fears. One might even say we triumphed. I’m not sure when, if it happened that day or that summer, but somehow, we all felt older and different. I knew I’d never forget any of it and I decided I wasn’t going to let it end, because I realized we’re not just given life experience… we’re given the experience of life.
Life is too important to take seriously.
You are worth it, don’t let anybody else tell you otherwise.
Teammates are essential in combat, they give the enemy other people to shoot at.
Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened.
There will always be rocks in the road ahead of you, and they will either be stumbling blocks or stepping stones; it all depends on how you use them.
Are you suspicious of squirrels? Do you find yourself arguing with someone who isn’t ‘technically’ there? Ever travel through an orange portal? If you answered yet to any of the above questions, call me!
Do or do not, there is no try.
It is never too late to change your life; nothing is ever set in stone. Don’t worry about getting it right the first (or second of fiftieth) time, just make sure it’s a fun ride.
Life is not about finding yourself, it’s about creating yourself.
Fear is ahead, no one is afraid of yesterday.
Even if we are occupied with the important things and even if we attain honor or fall into misfortune, still let us remember how good it once was here, when we were all together.
A wise man can see more from the bottom of a well than a fool can see from a mountain top.
The fool does not think he’s wise, but the wise man knows himself to be a fool.
Don’t wait for the light to appear at the end of the tunnel, stride down there and light it yourself.
In three words I can sum up everything about life: It goes on.
I am a sprinkle on the great donut of life. I bring color, variety, and a ‘crunch’ to those around me.
Look at the world in all directions and observe it from every angle. Sometimes a slight tilt of the head will reveal something new and different. The most amazing spiritual wonders on Earth are often the simplest and are left overlooked. Try to see the light and the beauty.
When you dream, dream big, as big as the ocean blue. ‘Cause when you dream, it might come true. |
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| 08:07pm 18/05/2005 |
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BASICS.. :x: name = : Sara :x: piercings = : None anymore :x: tattoos = : None :x: height = : 5' 3" :x: shoe size = : 9, or 9 1/2. :x: hair color = : Brown. :x: hair length = : Goes to the bottom of my shoulderblades in the back. :x: siblings = One sister and one brother
LAST.. :x: movie you rented = Oh man, I can't even remember. :x: person you've called = He knows who he is. :x: person that's called you = :D :x: tv show you've watched = That 70s Show :x: person you were thinking of = Mmm. :)
DO.. :x: you wish you could live somewhere else = No, I like it here. Although, maybe shifting over to the right of the state a little might be helpful... ;) :x: you think about suicide = Not seriously. :x: you believe in online dating = No. Online friends are fine, but actual dating? I'd think that you'd need more physical contact for that. :x: you want more piercings? = Naw :x: you drink = No :x: you smoke = No :x: you like cleaning = Sometimes, if I'm not forced to do it. :x: you like roller coasters = No :x: you write in cursive or print = Print :x: you carry a donor card = No. I'm not sure what that is though.
FOR OR AGAINST.. :x: long distance relationships = I believe they can work if two people are truely devoted to each other. :x: using someone = Against :x: killing people = Against :x: teenage smoking = Against :x: premarital sex = Against
FAVORITE.. :x: food = Peaches :x: sports = Swimming is fun to do, but no sports are fun to watch, in my opinion. Well, not really. :x: drink = V8 :x: holiday = Christmas or my birthday.
HAVE YOU.. :x: ever cried over a guy/girl = Yeah. :x: ever lied to someone = Everyone has. I try not to though. :x: ever been in a fist fight = No :x: ever been arrested = No
FAVORITE.. :x: disney movie = I like Mulan a lot, and The Lion King. :x: scent = Gasoline :x: nickname = They're all cool. :x: guy name = I'm not sure. :x: girl name = Still not sure. :x: eye color = Blue is nice, but I don't really notice eye color much. They're all pretty cool. :x: flower = Pansy :x: piercing = I don't really have a prefrence.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE.. :x: pretty = I've been told I am, so I'll go with that. :x: funny = Only when I don't mean to be. ;D :x: hot = Not really, but some people think so. :x: friendly = I try to be. :x: amusing = I dunno. :x: ugly = Honestly, I don't think I am. :x: loveable = I try. :) :x: pessimistic = no, I like being optimistic whenever I can. :x: optimistic = Yeah! Go optimism! :x: caring = Yeah, I really try to be. :x: sweet = I dunno. Hopefully. :x: dorky = Oh yeah. Everyone who is cool is dorky.
RANDOM.. :x: Spell your first name back wards = Aras :x: The story behind your user name(s) = - Cheetaclaw: I was little, and I liked cheetahs. :) - DragonXtreme: I was really into dragons at the time, and dragonball z. So, the name had a double meaning and I liked it. - Saranomy: I once wrote a story in 5th grade, and the character that was based off of me was named this. - Brinkala: This name originated from a story I wrote where there was a little shapeshifting creature named this. I've reused the name a number of times in different things. - Rikkoshaye: I liked how ricochet sounded, but not how it was spelled. So, I spelled it out photonically and I think it's cool. :x: Where do you live? = Anoka
DESCRIBE YOUR.. :x: Wallet = I don't have one. :x: Hairbrush = I don't have one. :x: Toothbrush = Red and clear. :x: Jewelery worn daily = My watch, and a necklace. Although, lately I haven't been able to wear my necklace because of this weird sore on my neck that still hasn't healed. :x: Pillow cover = Black :x: Blanket = Leopard spots and tiger stripes. :x: Coffee cup = I don't have one. :x: Sunglasses = I don't have any. :x: Shoes = Black with pink stripes. :x: Handbag/Purse = My pallet! It's a small purse thing, really. I'm still not used to it, I like just carrying my money around in my pocket more. :x: Favorite top = I like my "Toadally" shirt, and my green/black bunny shirt. :x: What you are wearing now = My "Toadally" shirt and blue jeans.
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are).. :x: In my mouth = Teeth! :x: In my head = ::snuggle:: :x: Wishing = Wishing? Like what am I wishing for? I wish I was cuddling with a certian someone right now. :) :x: After this = Probably going to bed. :x: You eating = I was drinking some pop a little while ago. :x: Fetishes = I don't have one, not really. :x: Person you wish you could see right now = Mmmm. :) :x: Is next to you = My brother, mom, and dad are sitting on the couch to my left. :x: Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month = Seeing Starwars sometime. :x: Something that you are deathly afraid of? = This used to be some anxiety induced things, but lately it's been getting a lot better for me. :) :x: Do you like candles = Yeah. :x: Do you like hot wax = Its really fun to watch on your hand as it dries. I dunno, it's cool. :x: Do you like incense = Yeah. :x: Do you like the taste of blood = Its mostly just really wierd. :x: Do you believe in love = Deffinetly. :x: Do you believe in soul mates = Hmmm, maybe. I don't know yet. :) :x: Do you believe in love at first sight = It's possible. :x: Do you believe in forgiveness = Yeah :x: Do you believe in God = Yeah :x: What do you want done with your body when you die = I'm not sure. :x: Who is your worst enemy? = Time :x: If you could have any animal for a pet = A kitty. Or, no, a white leopard! Oh man, those things rock. Too bad they're so big and wild... I'd just want to cuddle up with one... mmm... kitties, I love kitties! :x: What is the latest you've ever stayed up = All night. :x: Ever been to Belgium? = No. :x: Can you eat with chopsticks = Not yet! :x: Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time? = Yeah... ::sigh:: |
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You know, it's kind of funny, if you think about it. People really only think about what they're thankful for on Thanksgiving. Up until then, many of them are pessimistic, you know? They focus on what is wrong with them, totally ignore what they have, and most of all, they don't do anything but harp about what they don't like. They never try to change.
I have nothing against these people, of course, because at times I am exactly the same as them. It's hard to change, and most people never want to do it. (Myself included.) But, lately, I've been kind of figuring out that I am really lucky to have what I do have. So, being that I really have no one to harp to about this sort of thing, I decided that I could type my heart out and see if anyone decides to read.
Maybe they'll even post something similar on their online journals. That would be neat. It's good to think about this kind of stuff, I think.
1.) I'm thankful to be alive. Just thinking about this makes me happy. I mean, who decided that I was worthy enough to come into existence? Or, if that's not the case, what were the chances of me coming to be? And what if I never did come to be? I'd never be able to experience life or be happy or sad or anything like that. In fact, I'd be nothing, which would suck. (And since the chances of me coming into existence seem pretty slim, I consider myself lucky to even be here.)
2.) I'm thankful for my abilities. You know, if you think about it, there really are a lot of things that I can do. I can write, and I can draw, and I can read, and I can play video games. I can walk and I can talk and overall I am a pretty functional human being. Think about that sometime, I mean just really think about it. People use their legs to run all of the time, and they never realize how cool that is until they have that ability taken away from them. When put like that, everything that I do is just really amazing.
3.) I'm thankful for my friends and family who love and care for me. Sometimes I think about what it would be like if everyone that I care for went away. To just imagine losing all of those people in my life, well, it makes me feel really lost and sad. Everyone that I meet has a big impact on who I am and how I feel about myself, and without them... well, without them, I'd be lost.
4.) I'm thankful for my appearance. Now this one is a hard one to type, because I don't want to sound egotistical, because that's not how I mean it at all. But, it is the truth. I think that I look fairly decent, and that I have a nice body to go along with it. If you observe other people in the world, it quickly becomes apparent that decent looks are something that is sometimes hard to come by. I got lucky in this respect, and I really appreciate it.
5.) I'm thankful for my state of mind. Now this is something that is very particular to me. Many people enjoy taking risks, enjoy doing what I see as wrong, enjoy doing drugs, and other things of that sort. But I personally see that as a bad thing, and would never do it myself. But how did I come up with that view? When did I decide that drugs were bad, sex was only something that I wanted to do after I was married, that school and learning is important, and that I had standards that I was going to stick by? I don't know when I formed these ideas, and after looking at a lot of the other people in the world, I'm very glad that I somehow did. Just the fact that I have an internal "poker" that tells me when stuff is right and wrong... well, I really really am thankful for that.
6.) I'm thankful for my senses. I'd hate to be blind, you know? Or deaf, or unable to taste food, or anything of that sort. Somehow I was born with all of these senses intact, and as of this moment, they haven't started to crap out on me yet. I mean, sure I have to wear contacts, but I can still see! Seeing is an amazing thing! I'd hate to lose it.
7.) I'm thankful for being optimistic. Have you ever noticed how many pessimistic people there are out there? Especially when you get into my age group, the teenagers. A lot of them are always angry, always dissing their parents, always busy hating something. As of this moment, I have never felt that way at all, and I'm glad. I don't like feeling down in general, and so being that pessimistic all of the time... I dunno, it just seems tiring.
8.) I'm thankful for love and kindness that I receive. I really appreciate this as well. Whenever someone goes out of their way to compliment me, or say hi to me, or just be nice to me in general... well, I really like that a lot. It makes me feel good, and then I want to say something nice back. Sometimes I wish that everyone could just be nice to each other every once in a while. I mean, some arguing is good, but kindness is always something that just makes my day. I think that if everyone went out of their way to do or say one nice thing everyday, that would really rock.
9.) I'm thankful for technology and the era that I live in. Now, I know that this sounds a little dumb, but I wouldn't like to live in the past at all. If you go back even 50 years, there are so many things that weren't invented, so many views that are obsolete, and so many things that I would not be able to do. I know that in the future, people will say the same thing about the time that I live in right now, but as of this moment, I would never want to be anywhere else. Or, I should say, anytime else.
10.) Finally, I'm thankful for my inspiration and intelligence. I always take these two things for granted, and I know that I shouldn't. There are many people out there who aren't as smart as I am, to put it simply. Maybe it's because they never apply themselves, or because they just didn't get lucky when it came to brainpower. I don't know why, but I'm thankful for the intelligence that I do have, and the inspiration that drives it. All of my ideas are inspired by something else, you know? And without those little everyday things that spark ideas, I wouldn't be who I am today. It really is an awesome thing.
Now, if you read through this whole post, I want to say thanks. It's long and involved, but this is really how I feel. And, so if you did read this far, I'd like to leave you with one final question that I hope you ask yourself.
What are you thankful for? |
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| 11:42pm 14/04/2005 |
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Hi.
I'm kinda bored.
Well, hmm. So, how are you, DJ? I haven't talked to you in a while. I decided to stop making those long depressed posts because, well, then I don't know who's reading them. And if someone I know reads them, then I have to talk about them.
Ah well.
Anyway, you seem to be doing good, which is cool. Yep. I suppose that's all I have for tonight. I'll talk to you later then. |
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| 08:26pm 28/03/2005 |
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It vas der night befroe christmas and all tru da tent, der vas the smell of fuel oil, der stovepipe it vas bent. Da footpacks were hung by the bed post vith care, in hopes that the copral would issue a new pair. The soilders were all nestled snug in their beds, vile visions of sugar babes danced in der heads. And I vit my blanket and vit my cap, were snuggled as vell for a long vinters nap. VHEN OUT ON DA FRONTLINE der arose such a clatter. A chinese machine gun had started to chatter. I sprang to my feet and threw back da bolt, the rest of my comrades awoke vit a jolt. And den I heard the voice of platoon sergent Kelly, a hard little man vit a little pot belly. "Up Donner, up Jenson, O'Conner and Johnson. Up Rensfield, Up Smith, Up Jordan and Donsen. Get up on that ridge line and silence that red, and don't you come back until your sure that he's dead." I then I heard him say, all quite and right. "Merry christmas to all, may you live through the night" |
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| 10:09pm 25/02/2005 |
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As I've Matured...
- I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in...
- I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets.
- I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses.
- I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.
- I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed.
- I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think.
- I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.
- I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off.
- I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things.
- I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back.
- I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity.
- I've learned that I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy it.
- I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities.
- I've learned that artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.
- I've learned that 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it.
- I've learned that there is a fine line between genius and insanity.
- I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away. And the real pains in the rear are permanent. |
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| 08:37pm 15/02/2005 |
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You know, I think I mostly put these here just to keep track of the answers people give to me.
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[ GENERAL ]
My name:
When you first saw me what was your first impression?
Have you ever had a crush on me?
Have you ever been jealous of me?
Would you consider me a friend?
Would you call me preppy, slutty, average, sporty? Do you love me?
[ AM I? ]
Quiet or loud?
Short or Tall:
Weird or original?
Smart or stupid? Boring or Fun? Attractive or Unattractive?
[ DO YOU THINK I'M... ]
A psycho?
Athletic?
A nerd?
A slut?
Ghetto? A bitch?
Obnoxious? Immature? Mature?
[ JUST A FEW MORE QUESTIONS ]
What do you think Ill be when I grow up?
Do you think I'll get married? If you do, who do you think I'll marry?
Who do I have a crush on? Who is my best friend?
Do I remind you of any characters on TV?
Have you ever had a dream about me? A feature that you like about me: If you could give me anything, what would it be?
[ UNCOMFORTABLE QUESTIONS ]
Am I physically ugly, average, decent,good-looking, beautiful, hot? Would you ever kiss me?
Would you ever consider being my boyfriend/girlfriend?
Do you ever think about me?
If we spent a day together..where would we go and what would we do?
If you could describe me in one word, what would it be?
Do you or have you ever had a crush on me?
Do you want me?
What word do I say all the time?
Is there anything you'd like to say to me? |
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| 12:15am 30/01/2005 |
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I like ones like this. Copy this e-mail and put it in a new e-mail message and send it to everyone you know. [put an 'X' in the box for what you [have] done]
Have You Ever--
[ ] been drunk-what a great way to start a conversation [ ] smoked pot [ ] kissed a member of the opposite sex [ ] kissed a member of the same sex [ ] rode in a taxi [ ] been dumped [ ] shoplifted [ ] been fired [ ] been in a fist fight [ ] snuck out of your house.. [ ] been arrested [ ] made out with a stranger.. [ ] stole something from your job [ ] Went on a blind date [x] lied to a friend [x] had a crush on a teacher [x] skipped school [ ] thrown up from drinking [ ] lost your sibling [x] had a sleepover party [x] went ice skating [ ] cheated on a bf/gf [ ] been cheated on
--Do You--
[ ] have a bf [ ] have a gf [x] like someone [x] feel loved [ ] feel lonely [x] feel happy [ ] hate yourself [x] think you're attractive [x] have a dog [x] have your own room [ ] listen to rap [ ] listen to rock [ ] listen to soul [ ]listen to techno [ ] listen to hip-hop [ ] paint your nails [ ] play an instrument [x] have slippers [ ] wear black eyeliner [x] like the color blue [x] like to read [x]have long hair [ ] have a cell phone [ ] smoke [x] believe in god [ ] want to have a boyfriend [ ] want to have a girl friend [ ] love to dance [ ] love to sing [x] love to sing but not in-front of people [ ] love to dance but not in-front of people [ ] love to dance no matter whose watching [ ] love to sing no matter whose listening [ ] have piercings [x]have glasses [x] an innie belly button [ ] an outie belly button
--Are You--
[ ] bored [x] happy [ ] lonely [x] confused [ ] sick [x] lazy [x] tired [x] sleepy [ ] annoyed [ ] hungry [x] thirsty [x] ticklish [ ] bilingual [x] white [ ] black [ ] tan [x] short-ish [ ] tall-ish [ ] grounded [x] single [ ] taken [ ] looking [ ] talking to someone [x] IMing someone [x] scared to die [ ] on the phone [ ] in your room [ ] drinking something [x] eating something [ ] in your pj's [ ] listening to music [x] in love with some one [x] funny
Hope you learned something new about me! |
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| 02:46am 31/12/2004 |
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I think the reason I have problems discussing things is because it hurts my pride.
I hate pride. It is such a stupid emotion. |
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| 11:26pm 18/12/2004 |
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.FIRSTS.
First best friend: Mitchell Guimont, most likely First car: I don't have a car yet. :'( First kiss: ::sob:: First screen name: Cheetaclaw First self purchased album: I haven't cought one, actually. Wierd huh? First funeral: I've never been to a duneral either... First pets: Probably my goldfish, or maybe my parakeet. It's hard to remember what my first pet was. First piercing/tattoo: I had my ears pierced once upon a time, but not anymore... they healed. First musician you remember hearing in your house: Haha, I have no idea.
.LASTS.
Last car ride: A few hours ago, and I was driving! Wait. That wouldn't be a ride then, now would it? So my last actual ride... well, that would have to be earler today. You know, around noon or so. Last kiss: ::sobs some more:: Last good cry: Deer hunting. My dad was yelling at me and I lost my deer stand, so I had to wander around in the woods looking for it and I had like ten layers of clothes on and I was overheating and tired and sleep deprived and my dad continued to yell at me through the walkie talky AND SO, stress + discomfort = crying. Last library book checked out: I can't even remember, it's been a long time since I've checked a book out. Last movie seen: Uuuhh... Wow, I can't remember. Last beverage drank: I think it was a Dr Pepper. Last food consumed: Sunflower Seeds Last crush: He knows who he is. Last phone call: Wow, probably last Wednesday. Or Thursday. One of those. Last time showered: This morning. Last shoes worn: My only pair of shoese, the black ones with the little bit of pink on them. Last cd played: ::laughs really hard:: Last item bought: Ico. Last disappointment: Last night, and I was disappointed in myself. Last time wanting to die: I can't remember. It's been a long time now, and I've never seriously wanted to die. Last time scolded: Probably today, although maybe not. Last shirt worn: "You knead me, I don't knead you." It has a picture of a slice of bread on it, and yeah. I like it. Last website visited: This one, of course! Deadjournal.com! Last song you sang: I don't remember. Maybe because I hardly ever sing. Last color socks are you wearing? White and grey. What color of underwear are you wearing? Uuuhh... ::checks:: Huh, they're magenta. What time did you wake up today? 9:00, because my mom woke me up.
.FUTURE.
Where do you want to go? What do you mean? This is confusing. What is your career going to be? I don't know. Where are you going to live? I want to love in a little forested area on a lake somewhere. I've always wanted to live in a place like that. How many kids do you want? Oh, I don't know. Two? Three? What kind of car(s): A burnt orange car is all I want, because that rocks.
.CURRENT.
Current mood: Content. Current music: None Current taste: My tongue? Current hair: Wavy and down. Current clothes: My black jeans and "knead" shirt.
.Done Or Haven't Done.
(x) - you've done (_) - you haven't done
(_) kissed a member of the opposite sex (_) kissed a member of the same sex (_) crashed a friend's car (_) been to Japan (_) ridden in a taxi (_) been fired (_) been in a fist fight (_) snuck out of my parent's house (_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex (_) ever dated someone of the same sex (x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back (_) been arrested (_) made out with a stranger (_) stole something from my job (_) celebrated new years in time square (_) gone on a blind date (x) had a crush on a teacher (_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans (_) been to Europe (x) skipped school (_) cut myself on purpose (_) been married (_) gotten divorced (_) had children (_) seen someone die. (_) been to Africa. (_) Punched a friend (_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival (_) Been to Canada (_) Been to Mexico (x) Been on a plane (_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show (_) Thrown up in a bar (_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire (_) Eaten Sushi (_) Been snowboarding (_) Met someone in person from the internet (_) Been moshing at a concert (x) had real feelings for someone you knew only online (_) been in an abusive relationship (_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant (_) lost a child (_) gone to college (_) graduated college, community (_) tried killing yourself (_) taken painkillers (x) love someone or miss someone right now
.UNIQUE.
Nervous Habits? Scratching myself and moving around a lot. Let's just say sometimes I get really, really nervous. Are you double jointed? No Can you roll your tongue? Yep Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? I can raise my left eyebrow a little, but I taught myself how to do that and so I'm not very good at it. Can you blow spit bubbles? Yes, but they don't last very long. Can you cross your eyes? Yeah, but it hurts. Tattoos? Nope. Piercings and where? Not anymore. Do you make your bed daily? Yes I do.
.CLOTHES.
Which shoe goes on first? My right shoe Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? It vaugly rings a bell, so probably. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet? I don't have a wallet. :'( What jewelry do you wear 24/7? A necklace. Favorite piece of clothing? My fuzzy warm orange sweatshirt. I love that thing.
.FOOD.
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Cut it because I'm not fond of spaghetti noodles. Have you ever eaten Spam? I think so, a long time ago. Favorite ice cream flavor? Chocolate How many cereals in your cabinet? Right now I think there are a good six, but that is more than usual. What's your favourite beverage? I love V8. What's your favorite restaurant? Old Country Buffet. Do you cook? Rarely, but I do.
.GROOMING.
How often do you brush your teeth? About three to four times a day. Hair drying method? I just let it air dry. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? I once had it highlighted.
.MANNERS.
Do you swear? Sometimes, but not often. Do you ever spit? Unintentionally
.WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE. Animal? A cat of some sort. I like kitties. Food? Everyone knows this. PEACHES!! Month? September. Day? Saturday, or Friday. Favorite Cartoon Character? As in anime? Probably Vash. Shoe Brand? Sketchers and Reebok are alright. Subject in school? Science or Art. Color? I think it is now officially bright orange. Sport? I dispise sports. TV show? Stargate SG-1 Flower? I like Panseys.
.IN AND AROUND.
The CD player? I ain't gots one of thems. Person you talk most on the phone with? Haha, you know who you are. Ever taken a cab? No. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? No, I don't like looking at myself in mirrors much. What color is your bedroom? Plain old white. Do you use an alarm clock? Not usually. Window seat or aisle? Window seat, deffinetly.
.LA LA LAND.
What's your sleeping position? I lay on my back, and as soon as I fall asleep I flip over onto my stomach. That never fails. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? If it's really hot I don't, but usually I just stick half my body out and leave the rest under my covers. Do you snore? A little. ;) Do you sleepwalk? I used to when I was little, but not anymore. Do you talk in your sleep? Yes, yes I do. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? No How about with the light on? Are you kidding? I can't sleep without complete darkness. Well, I can, but it sucks. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? No, only a fan. |
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| 08:25pm 09/12/2004 |
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I don't know where people find these things.
Ugly? : Kind? : Quiet? :
Loud? : Shy? : Weird? : Selfish? : Ghetto? : Crazy?: Hot?: Cute?: Pretty?:
Sexy?: nice?: Mean?:
Immature?: Rude?: Cool?: Brat?: Stupid?: Caring?: Mature?:
A friend?:
More than a friend?:
Talkative?: Boring?: Beautiful?: Creative?: Smart?: A flirt?: Slutty?: A psycho?: Athletic?: Confusing?: Sweet?: Mood swings?: Attractive?: Annoying?: Funny?: Hyper?: Laid back?: Perfect?: **JUST SOME QUESTIONS** 1. [Deleted] 2. (a) Do you think I'll get married?: (b) If you do... who do you think I'll marry?: 3. When is my birthday?: 4. Who is my best friend?: 5. Where did we meet?: 6. Have you ever had a dream about me?:
7. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?: 8. Describe me in 3-5 words:
9. If you could tell me one last thing what would it be?:
10. If you could ask me anything, what would it be?
**EVERYBODY**
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| 08:12pm 09/12/2004 |
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The weather is usually 80% of your conversation.
When you say "down south" you're referring to Iowa.
You call highways "freeways."
Snow tires came standard on your car.
You've never taken public transportation.
75% of your graduating high school class went to the University of Minnesota.
"Perkins" was the only hangout option in high school.
You assume when you say "The Cities" people know where you're talking about.
You can list all the "-dales."
People from other states love to hear you say words with "o"s in them.
In a conversation you've heard someone say "yah sure, you betcha" and you didn't laugh.
You could pinpoint exactly where each scene in the movie "Untamed Heart" was filmed.
You hate the movie "Fargo" but realize you and your entire family have that same accent.
You get mad at people who think Fargo is in Minnesota.
You know what Mille Lacs is and how to spell it.
You have fish boiled in lye for Christmas.
You know what "uff-da" means and how to use it properly.
You know the 2 sports-related reasons why we hate Dallas.
Nothing gets you madder than seeing a Green Bay sticker on a MN car.
The only reason you go to Wisconsin is to get fireworks.
You're a loyal Target shopper.
You've frozen your tongue on a metal handrail before.
You own an ice house, a snowmobile, and a 4 wheel drive vehicle.
You wear shorts when it's 50 degrees outside in March, but you bundle up and complain in August when it goes below 60.
You have gone trick-or-treating in 3 feet of snow.
You've not only walked across a lake, you've driven across one.
Everyone you know has a cabin or, at least, access to one.
You know that Lake Wobegon isn't real and you know who made it up, where they live, and exactly what you want to do about it.
You have friends who schedule their wedding in the middle of January without a thought about weather conditions.
You consider a six inch snowfall a blessing for "the cities" because it provides instant urban renewal.
You keep the snow tires on your truck all year because it ain't worth taking them off for only two months.
Your local Dairy Queen is closed from December through February.
You believe the only REAL vehicles have skis in front and a loud motor under your seat.
You consider snow banks to be "just another rough" on the golf course.
You have worn shorts and a parka at the same time.
You were delighted to get a miniature snow shovel for your 3rd birthday.
Your town isn't trying to be ironic when it plans a "winter carnival."
The temperature in March is above freezing for three days in a row, and you think it's summer.
You laugh out loud every time you see a news report about a blizzard shutting down the entire East Coast.
You think happiness is owning a "piece of lakeshore."
You never meet any celebrities except The "BODY"
You know what and where "Dinkytown" is.
When you talk about "opener" you are not talking about cans.
You have refused to buy something because it's too "spendy."
You believe that the Vikings would have won four Super Bowls by now if they were still playing in Metropolitan Stadium.
You are convinced the Twins will never win the pennant because the owners are too cheap to pay the good players, so they all leave.
Your town has an equal number of bars and churches.
You grew up thinking rice was only for dessert. You think that ketchup is a little too spicy.
Your gas station thinks "full service" means filling your gas tank, washing the windshield, checking the oil and being friendly to the customers.
You (or your parents) voted for Mondale.
You've seen "The Rocky Horror Picture Show" in Uptown.
You know that everyone has a city preference -- Minneapolis or St. Paul.
You can honestly claim Germanic / Scandinavian ancestors, and have been known to say "ya" instead of "yes"
Upon seeing an ocean for the first time, you say, "Hey! That looks like Lake Superior!"
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Minnesota.
I could agree with almost all of these statements. It's sad how much of a Minnesotan I really am. ;) |
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