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Friday, March 25th, 2005
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1:40 pm  We'll just say where we are and go back to the car...
Add me on: ![[info]](http://www.deadjournal.com:8080/userinfo.gif) unsentxletters mmk?
Melted Stardust's Currentmood:  hyper
Melted Stardust's Currentmusic: RHPS - Sweet T <3. (RoCk My SoCkS)
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Thursday, April 10th, 2003
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9:36 pm So do you have an opinion? A mind of your own?
Add me to your friends list as
emptyxbeautiful
if you have just now noticed
that i don't seem to be updating.
I've moved. That might be the reason why.
Leave a comment if you add me there.
Melted Stardust's Currentmood:  amused
Melted Stardust's Currentmusic: Garbage - Special (3 Whispers From The Peanut Gallery RoCk My SoCkS)
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Sunday, March 30th, 2003
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6:57 pm My last words to you all...
Should I start to cry myself to sleep again?
Should I abandon you all together?
Should I turn around and never say goodbye... never looking back?
Should I close my eyes, wish you away, forget that you're there?
Can I bring myself to ignore the world and never shed another tear in vain?
Where can I go from here? Do I want to move?
What is your real motive for so much as associating with me?
Do you love me? Do you care?
Do you need to know I'm there?
Would it matter if I melted away... like a snowflake upon your eyelash?
Could you forget me? Alas, you already have begun.
The process has started, the tears have been shed,
You no longer love me, my face... my eyes turning red.
I thought that you loved me, thought your heart was mine.
Was I too greedy? Did I step out of line?
No. I did nothing wrong.
I fell for you, is that such a crime?
Yes, I would assume that it was. For I did not fall for you.
I fell for your smile, your laugh, your ways.
I fell for your words, you seemingly caring attitude towards me.
Head over heels I plummetted into the abyss that I thought was you.
You masked your visage well, oh deceitful one.
Why did you let me love you? Why did you let me abandon my world to acquire happiness within your arms?
Why, why, why?
I'm finished, moving on to brighter horizons.
Goodbye.
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In case you were going to miss me, I have a new deadjournal. Please visit me sometime at emptyxbeautiful if you'd like. You'll experience the new old-me. Bye guys. I love you all. Add me there if you love me still.
<333 Stardust Melody*
Melted Stardust's Currentmusic: The Ataris - My Hotel Year (5 Whispers From The Peanut Gallery RoCk My SoCkS)
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Thursday, March 27th, 2003
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9:51 pm I know you're dying to.
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor for years so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages it gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt a body-hurt a realgets inside you and rips you apart pain. I hate love."
---Rose Walker
You haven't seen the last of me my dears. LOL. I'll find the right person... someday. If you know of him, let me know, ok? LOL
Goodnight. Xoxo. Leave me 1 sugar.
<3 Stardust Melody*
Melted Stardust's Currentmood:  contemplative
Melted Stardust's Currentmusic: Garbage - Queer (5 Whispers From The Peanut Gallery RoCk My SoCkS)
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7:07 pm Happy Bday To Me.
Details to celebrate my birthday.
When: Friday, 28 March 2003, meet @ 4:45-5pm
Where: @ Applebees @ The Commons
What: Eat @ Applebees & See 7:10pm showing of THE HOURS.
Why: Jenny's Bday.
I hope that helps guys. Please do be there by 5 if you're planning on eating. <333.
(3 Whispers From The Peanut Gallery RoCk My SoCkS)
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Sunday, March 23rd, 2003
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10:33 pm The Nominees Are... PSCHH.
IT DISGUSTS ME HOW THESE MOVIESTARS ARE HAVING FUN AT THE ACADEMY AWARDS WHILE OUR PEOPLE ARE AT WAR!
"Every time an Oscar is given out, an agent gets his wings."
Melted Stardust's Currentmood:  nauseated
Melted Stardust's Currentmusic: Watching The Academy Awards / The News (RoCk My SoCkS)
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Saturday, March 22nd, 2003
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8:17 pm Wo0t!
ROFL!
(RoCk My SoCkS)
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Sunday, March 16th, 2003
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9:05 pm When Irish eyes are smiling...
I have a fascination with dancing, Irish, cows.
Here's an early HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY to everybody!
xoxxoo <333 Jenny.
Melted Stardust's Currentmood: happy
Melted Stardust's Currentmusic: Listening to an e-card's music (12 Whispers From The Peanut Gallery RoCk My SoCkS)
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Thursday, March 13th, 2003
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8:37 pm Friends v.s Best Friends
Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs.
Best friend: calls your parents mom and dad.
Friend: has never seen you cry
Best friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on
Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herseelf at home
Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend: they ask you for their number
(cuz they can't remember it)
Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff
Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your ! life story
Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you
Melted Stardust's Currentmood:  sad
Melted Stardust's Currentmusic: Ex Number Five - Small Talk (RoCk My SoCkS)
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Sunday, March 9th, 2003
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6:29 pm & You take what you get.
Stole this from billiejoe
I am ______ to Jenny.
Jenny is my _______.
To make Jenny better when she is sick, I will _______.
Everyone ______ Jenny.
I would never ______ Jenny.
Jenny is _____ like a ______.
Jenny puts too much pride towards ______.
I am _____ with Jenny.
My favorite body part on Jenny is her ______.
If I had a pet name for Jenny, it would be ______.
I would love to spend ______ with Jenny.
If there was one thing I would say to Jenny right now, it would be: ___________________.
Jenny is a bad ________.
Jenny sucks at ________.
Jenny has the worst _________.
Jenny can always ________.
I will never _________ with Jenny.
I cant help but _________ Jenny.
Please complete and comment. Thank you very much.
Melted Stardust's Currentmood:  okay
Melted Stardust's Currentmusic: Complicated's on the radio. (7 Whispers From The Peanut Gallery RoCk My SoCkS)
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6:25 pm & These are the days that never end.
This song came on again... darn Meatloaf... he came on so many times when I was at the HardRock Hotel in Orlando this summer... I don't know what it is about this song... It sends me into a tailspin and I start crying. It's pathetic. I miss Jesse now, and Joey... Amanda... their families... heck, I even miss running away from that scary chick, Sarah.
I don't think that this is a good sign though... that no matter how happy I am, if this song comes on, my body becomes overwhelmed with emotion, I miss the summer, and I start bawling. I disgust myself. [sighs]. Wow's that freaky.
It sort of reminds me of how something that scares someone can set off this emotion in them that makes them have flashbacks and stuff. This song does that same thing to me.
Please excuse me while I cry for a while. Heh, it sucks.
Melted Stardust's Currentmood: sad
Melted Stardust's Currentmusic: Meatloaf - I Would Do Anything For Love (RoCk My SoCkS)
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Saturday, March 8th, 2003
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10:56 pm
THIS IS A POST TO REMIND ME TO POST ABOUT LAST NIGHT <3 AND TONIGHT ;o), OKIEDOKIE?
If I have not updated this by Monday, please feel free to start commenting me and reminding me... lol.
http://www.powergothgirls.com/ <- Woo!
"Beware the lollipop of mediocrity. Lick once and you suck forever."
Feel free to comment/remind me anyway.
(RoCk My SoCkS)
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Wednesday, March 5th, 2003
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12:35 am
Just got in from the Opera... about 15 minutes or so ago. Fun stuff hun, I'll explain more later. <333.
(RoCk My SoCkS)
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Thursday, February 27th, 2003
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6:53 am Good Morning...
Everyone should be kissed at least once in their life... and by someone who knows how.
Melted Stardust's Currentmood:  awake
Melted Stardust's Currentmusic: None, 2 early for music. (2 Whispers From The Peanut Gallery RoCk My SoCkS)
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Wednesday, February 26th, 2003
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10:30 pm Without pain, no joy could amount to anything.
This is for one of my most favorite online friends, killerklown. I love her so much & I sure hope she knows it!
So sweetly I surrender,
To lives that are linked.
Although far away, we love,
With hearts of synchronized beat.
If once never written or name of the same,
Our souls may never have intertwined.
Seeing through eyes that never gazed-
Into the other?s with friendly joy,
Seeking comfort and laughter from the other?s love-
Caring, and understanding ways.
I love you my dear, my friend, my sister,
The one who leaves such letters to brighten my gloom.
I thank you for all the joy and the smiles,
That without you never could have emerged.
Forever grateful I remain,
That by chance we met through text,
For one moment sadness could melt away,
You touch me without stretched hand.
Love ya!!!! <333.
TO ANY1 ELSE... MY JOURNAL IS BASICALLY FRIENDS ONLY SO ADD ME TO UR LIST IF YOU'D LIKE TO READ... AND DO NOT FORGET TO COMMENT ME NOW & LET ME KNOW!
Melted Stardust's Currentmood:  tired
Melted Stardust's Currentmusic: keys are clicking. (2 Whispers From The Peanut Gallery RoCk My SoCkS)
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12:08 am So tired, but feeling better.
The world turns into a brighter place once you have written three paragraphs about your weekend in a foreign language. Woo for French. <3.
Melted Stardust's Currentmood: okay
Melted Stardust's Currentmusic: ::the click, click, clicking of the keyboard:: (RoCk My SoCkS)
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Tuesday, February 25th, 2003
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10:59 pm How does it feel to treat me like you do?
This entry is public because I'm posting this in hopes that one of my friends will see it and do me a nice favor. I need a few songs on a cd for myself. I've been really down lately, and these songs might help. I need...
[x]. the ataris -> "my so called life"
[x]. less than jake -> "jen doesn't like me anymore"
[x]. chris de burgh -> "lady in red"
[x]. jack off jill -> "strawberry gashes"
[x]. rufio -> "one slow dance"
[x]. no doubt -> "in my head"
[x]. emote -> "who's sorry now?"
[x]. the goo goo dolls -> "iris"
[x]. no doubt -> "just a girl"
[x]. soft cell -> "tainted love"
[x]. jack off jill -> "vivica"
[x]. garbage -> "breaking up the girl"
[x]. emote -> "girlfriend"
[x]. simple minds -> "don't you [forget about me]"
[x]. no doubt -> "don't speak"
[x]. dashboard confessional -> "so long sweet summer"
I'm hoping that someone will be lovely enough to make me that cd. <333. I need it.
Melted Stardust's Currentmood:  weird
Melted Stardust's Currentmusic: Orgy - Blue Monday (RoCk My SoCkS)
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9:02 pm
Jeff's Prom Pix: http://www.shskearny.com/images/Prom/
(RoCk My SoCkS)
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Saturday, February 22nd, 2003
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3:43 am
got home about an hour and a half ago. looked through digital prom pix. going to bed now. bye.
(2 Whispers From The Peanut Gallery RoCk My SoCkS)
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Friday, February 21st, 2003
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4:46 pm
PROM TIME! <3.
(2 Whispers From The Peanut Gallery RoCk My SoCkS)
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