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[12 May 2004|10:17pm] |
Mmm i suppose this has become a sort of almost safeplace for my thoughts. No one i know in real life can come around and be all sympathetic or feel bad or be offended or whatever. Comments from strangers sometimes mean more because they arent gonna hold back or anything. *Shrug*
My allergies suck like Hitler.((That is to say alot))
School is pretty boring but nice enough.
My new game, La Pucelle is addictive and awesome.
Driving school just sucks and i learn nothing.
Still dont know where things are headed with Katie.
For the first time in a long while i am content with my life. Its not so great that i can shout with joy and frolic down the streets but certainly not so glum as to where i must compulsively write gothic poetry and dress in all black.(Though i have been known to do both on occassion)
xWillie
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[03 May 2004|10:13pm] |
"You have it or you dont."
It seems like i dont. I hate this freaking feeling. My stomach feels like it has a huge hole in it. A hole that would be filled simply by having someone there for me, romantically that is. Someone who i could go to and just know im wanted. Someone i could go to and just hold. Someone i know only wants to be held by me. But i think about this stuff way too dammned much. I need to let things happen, but when i try that nothing happens. I think im just destined to be lonely and sappy and pathetic. It sucks. I know i could make someone happy, i just need someone who wants to do the same for me. Girls always talk about how they want a guy who will listen, a guy whose romantic, etc etc. But the guys like that are perfect canidate for best friend and nothing else.
Hope, it kills me.
It keeps me going.
Set the bar too high fall too far.
Life, Love, Happiness;
I'm adept at fucking up all three.
A big ball of self-loathing masochistic romance.
Maybe life would be easier if i just didnt care.
LMFAO. Gothic poetry by yours truly. It sucks, but i wrote and thats what came out. Made me feel better, but mostly because after reading it i find it quite hilarious. Wonder if anyone will ever read it besides me.
xWillie.
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[26 Dec 2003|08:25pm] |
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http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/myhappyending/
If you have a GJ just tell me and you shall be added!
Much love to you deadjournal, maybe ill post in you on occasion. You have served me well!!
*hugs**cries**leaves*
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[26 Dec 2003|01:13am] |
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So i have a greatestjournal account ((its all the rage)) but i havent gotten to doing practically anything with it. Ill probably get Nicole into doing a kickass backround for me, she says she likes that stuff *shrug*.
Till then updates shall be minimal to non existant.
Love,
~Me.
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[24 Dec 2003|01:01am] |
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Ive been having lots of fun lately. Its good stuff. Not enough sleep though. Christmas Eve tommorow!
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[21 Dec 2003|08:59pm] |
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Dood. Willie got a girl's number. A hot, nice, 17/18 year old girls number. FRICKIN YES.
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