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[Thu 09/20/07 - 5:46 pm] http://www.livejournal.com/users/endtime1212/ No more updates here =P Losers!!! Relay your own sins

[Tue 09/18/07 - 6:08 am] Last night i bought some scooby-doo window clings, for the front porch, i bought two differant sets. i also got a cute autum set for the Kitchen windows, they are glitterful!, i also got a spider web thing, for the front porch, i think this week i'm going to get some pumpkins, maybe me and some of my friends can carve them oout. they are only about 5 dollars each this season. for large ones, that or i want to go pumpkin picking!!! today was pretty darn good, I uh, woke up, watched final Fantasy 7... god i'm tired, i dun want to update right now. Been talking to this nice guy, >.>' dunno, he invited me to watch the new english version of the new DBZ brolly movie. part 3 i think. So i'm probably going to do that sometime this week. i'm supose to hang out today, but i forgot, it's sean's birthday. I have to go make his cake now :). Love ya brotha! Relay your own sins

[Sun 09/16/07 - 3:55 pm] today was a fantastic day. >.>' I slept decently all day yesterday... i mean i slept right through the day, trying to make up for any lost sleep over the weekend. i woke up around 2pm, i realized they did the electrical work in my house while i was sleeping!!! lol, i was alone in the house.. I leveled up Priestess to level 8 on kilrogg, and i uh, made some plans for my birthday party. After that, i listened to music, and made the plans for the haunted house i'm doing this halloween, nothign fancy, i'm making gravestones, from old cake boxes, and ghosties, and stuff, it's gunna look pretty cool. I got most of the Mats yes james, MATS, aka, short for Materials!!! st00pid. anyways, last night, was fantastic, i did a few special orders, then worked on whipped cream cakes. It was pretty l33t. People like my cakes so much that the people taking the orders put down "christine do" which means that i should do it, not anyone else, obviously!!! i swear, it's pretty cool, it's always the important cakes, like the wedding cakes! Anniversary cakes, and other special occasions. I'm excited... Half way through my shift, i found a card... with my name on it... i opened it, and it's this bootiful, shimmery gold card, with white roses, on it. that says in cursive, Thank you. I'm like, omg, my hand trembles. and then i opened it, and inside it reads as follows!: September 10, 2005 I just wanted to Thank you for the beautiful job you did decorating my parents 50th Anniversary cake (Frank+Donna) Everyone Wanted to know where we got it, they were taking pictures of it. You really helped to make our party a huge success. Thank you again + keep up the good work Sincerly, Mary (Sensored) It filled me with some joy, i mean who thanks a stop and shop bakeshop employee for a cake!?!!!!!!!! the cake costed like 30 bucks, this card costed one tenth that! (which is alot since it's just a cake) I put so much effort into it. its the cake that i described, with the yellow and gold roses, and pink ribbon. The one diana was praising me about. Gawd, i feel so good. I haven't felt this worry free, in fucking ages. i cant believe it. i dont have to worry about being judged, or worry if i'm doing the wrong thing. I have the most outstanding friends... a great job, my perfect car (to me!), A reliable computer, and laptop. >.>' every channel on digital cable. a cell phone, these are all material objects, but they are a great convience!!! which is ALwAYS a plus. I'm a girlscout leader >.>', A volunteer, i worked for a state runned organzation, The Seymour Housing Department. I've made a website, that makes the lives of 7 office employees easier!!! and it easier for people to look and apply for housing, for low income families. I feel good inside for all of that. plus the 500 dollars did help, pay for a car repair. In my entire life, i have NEVER gotten into trouble... i have never once stolen anything, or missed a day of homework. I have never did anything that deserved being punished for. I give my mom money every month for rent,sean doesn't! and i buy groceries for the house, unselfishly, meaning i label it "mine". sean doesn't! I passed my driving test, with like 10 hours of on the road experience! God blessed me, with wonderful talents, i can do anything i ever wanted, with enough effort, and heart. I put my soul into EVERYTHING. everything i do, i put my very soul, and blood into. (not litteraly about the blood part) I had honors in school, awards up the Ying yang, missed alot of classes because of orginazations, and clubs i was in, but still passed very well. Was in, Gifted and talented protech, with wilson and isaliz. Did every club there was except ski, sports, and student council. I have wonderful appraisals in my yearbooks from my teachers i loved. Dude, they MADE an award for me specially, for Interior design! they didn't even have it! They asked it from The New England Technical college. I got memorial awards, in honor of a prior student, who's brother i shared classes with.. in school people declothed themselves, to have me draw 'tatoos' on them. do you know how many athletes, i've written their numbers, and teams on, so they were decorated for great games. Me is, and shirley, decorated the drafting bathroom. with paint and stuff. There's so much more... i was a little sister, in the big brother big sister's program... i went to horse resecue places, Cat shelters, Hiking, and other great things, that were doing things good... I was a Camp Counciler for the Derby recreactional camp! I made Prom sashes, and centerpieces for prom, people saved them as memorie things, they are still around! I made a teacher cry, with a simple drawing of an little girl, dressed up getting ready for prom, wit a ribbon, drapped over her lap! I've been to great plays, in NYC, and LongWarf, I've been to Capecod/boston, washington DC, Virgina, Maryland, Maine, New Hamshire, Florida, Vermont, Rhodeisland, Penn, New York. and best of all Ireland. I've rode horses, climbed walls, Icescated, played hockey, played football, Been a girlscout, been camping many times, biked through parks, and wood trails. Been to state competitions for school, been student of the month many times, was a library helper for middleschool, and highschool, helped win contests for decorating billboards and doors at school, volunteerd for events, and setting up functions. in the past two/three years, i've gathered over 150 greeting cards from my friends... i'm garenteed to atleast get more this birthday, and xmas. I have never been single for more than a 2 weeks in my life. and when me and jack broke up,i've been on 4 dates, and we've been broken up, 5 days! yesterday, and today are the only days i didn't bother going on. been too busy. lol dated almost every race there is, except asian. so who knows, what's next? gotta find an asian! I'm almost unbeatible in fighting games, or used to be. I've gone to anime cons, computer cons, and a startrek con. i had the startek remote control phaser, and book set. and binder set... had highlander stuff, >.>' i was spoiled as a kid, i had all the game systems, i had all teh fisher price, toys, included the kitchen thing, we had a huge playroom, PACKED with crap! lol, we had millions of legos! we made forts, thats how many legos we had. also, i had an art easle, and art desk, with every craft, and art supply imaginable, i even had window stenciling, and i was 10 when i got them. had, my own room, larger than the room i have now, surounded by windows. There's so much more! but for every up... unfortunatly there is a down... I have polycystic olvaries. Hypothyroidism, I'm fat! I have ganglions (water rupturesin the nerves, in my hands)which makes things hard like typing a pain in the butt. I also have, skin leisions, from the medicines i take, from being in the sun. (allergic to the sun) and i'm in debt a little. tourniquetvi: you can see my wirst pircing now tourniquetvi: i took a picture of it tourniquetvi: http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=16764853&friendName=Kristine&Mytoken=E4115375-AF58-4147-8E6AEBA22EE4206A337287250 Anjui63: >.> i dunno if i want too! tourniquetvi: lol tourniquetvi: dooooooo it tourniquetvi: dooooooooooooooooo it Anjui63: oh god, it looks painful tourniquetvi: lol i hear thata lot. tourniquetvi: it doesnt hurt hahha yeah right!!! lol. it looks crazy pain. crazy Kristine. Gowd, i dont know if i want a date for my birthday or not. -.-' i want to have fun, and not be shackled down by some guy, you know??? so i might wait until after? just spend time on myself, and getting thigns done, and just going on dates, but nothing steady? i'm not sure what i want to do, i dont want to seem like some whore either, i dont sleep with them!!! but i'm making aloto f new friends. ohh, when i was on the phone with james i found a three dollar lottery ticket winner... on the side of the bench near the garbage... i looked at it, and nothign was scratched on it, but the letters, then i started reading the crossword letters off, i probably seemed crazy to james! but it was a three dollar winner! i was at work, and i went outside so i can talk to him without the nosey overnight crew, listening. lol, i was on break for like 45 minutes. >.>' i made up for the extra 15 mins, by cleaning an extra table for Brian H. Savina was greatful. Relay your own sins

[Sat 09/15/07 - 1:41 pm] Did some birthday supply shopping yesterday. bought, paper plates, Cups, forks and knives, bought some stuff for the sauces, and stuff. i spent about 80 bucks. haha. I also picked up a new book to read, it's an old classic, it's a classic if you liked fantasy books. or else you probably never heard of it. Um, >.>' i paid some of my bills, all and all, i worked 6 days last week, brought home 380 something dollars, after taxes, and now one day later, i have 3 dollars for the week!!!!! seriously wtf!? haha, well i paid this months, dell bill 60, Ginny's 40, BMG 30, Union Plus 60, Sears Card 30,and stuff. I got Mc donalds, with my mom yesterday, mom was driving my car around lol, i went to the doctors, and i lost 2 lbs in the past 2 weeks. it's not alot, but if i lost a lb a week, it's 52 lbs a year! I also asked to see a nutritionist, and a dermatologist. I'm gunna be super christine, in about 5 years. lol, no more dry skin, no more fat, gunna be fit, and stuff, and unpoor. Gunna have a great education, and a perfect job. *egos at self* hehehe. it's true, i've put me first now. i'm happy. god, i'm so happy, i'm a girlscout leader, i work a great job at the bakeshop, have wonderful friends, and great opportunities, i'm pretty smart, and i have everything that i could ever want! plus more! i'm so grateful to god, and my mother. I have pure freedom, with my mother, i can do anything ie ver wanted, and she gives me free reign. But i'm not a trouble maker, i'm a learner, a reader, and an over achiever. I Cant wait until october! it starts out, with my family birthday party, which will have all my family members, and we're celibrating it at my aunts house. i'm ordering coldcuts, and rolls, and everything nice :) they like coldcut sandwiches, because we always used to have Seafood, or pasta meals, or BBQ's, so the suggestion was Coldcut sandwiches, because i'm having italian for my friends. :) of course, after the majority of the friends leave on sunday, i'm hopeing the rest of us, can go out to the dinner, or out somehwere to get milkshakes or something, or order pizza. Monday after my birthday, starts my vacation, i have off the entire week, then i think i work saturday into sunday, and then i'm going to the casino, with James, and i think dave Holycross. which will be fun. then i start work again!! of course, girlscouts would have started, it starts tomorrow! i'm excited. :) we're getting new electrial work on our house, we're getting plugs outside, new plugs in the kitchen, and a new circuit breaker in the basement. like.. right now, they are in our house right now lol. i'm alone in the house though. we already got new doors, even one in my room, the one that goes outside. uh, >.> mom wants to buy a george forman grill, for the outside. so we might be getting that. Relay your own sins

[Thu 09/13/07 - 4:55 am] today was nice. I think i already said, don came over. after he left, i cooked up some steaks, for dinner. Then i played some world of warcraft with him, when he got home, and then uh... James showed up, and we went to Dave' Holycross's, and Dave, dan, and other Don, was there. i was pratically tired as hell, so i kept dosing off... but like.. we walked to the cemetary, i didn't want to go in, i felt wierd. So Other Don, was walking with me, around, and we sat down, and talked about ghosts, and ghosts experiences together, for like 45 minutes, on the side of some random road, between two parked cars, it was pretty nice actually. then dave ran down to come and get us, and dave took my hand, and walked me up the hill. Which was nice. Then i dropped dead from exaustion, and i was so comfortable, and wasn't sad, at all on Dan's bed, while watching them play Mortal combat. After that, James and shirley went to dunkin' donuts and james buys the plainest donuts ever! Chocolate Glazed, and regular Glazed -.- freakin' wierdo!! When don was here, he kissed me, it felt so good..and i hugged him. well cuddled, he said i looked sad, and told me to come here, and cuddled :) he rubbed my neck, played with my hair, and face. >.>' things i told jack he didn't do lol. god, i want to blurt out things about him. He's uh... works at a medical supply company, doing Network admin. and uh, he goes to school, i think i already said this :D, i dunno, i just like him... he likes mythology, and stuff like that. :) it's so cool, and he's irish. lol, i'm irish. :) i invited him to my family birthday party. I dunno what we are yet, but he repeated that he was glad he came over, and that he had fun... and all we did was talk, i'm glad. I think we have plans on sunday. me and Kristine, are gunna have fun all week, she left a comment to me, on Myspace, saying that we're going to have fun, the next couple of weeks, and it was really cool that we talked last night. Yuh, i think so too, We're going to the mall, and shopping for stuff for my party, she said she'd come early to help decorate the place, and everything. Kristine is so ooooo awesome. lol, she's like a younger me. slightly easier ammused, which is frightening. >.>' i still dont like the cofee shop she goes too, it's sorta boring, but it's okay. i think i was bored because of all the naggign that Jack did. lol. He's such a party pooper! i go back to work tomorrow night, sorta iffy about it... but it's okay i guess. I just feel odd. But i'm going too, but i'm amazed at how well i'm doing. it's like a big bolder was pushed off my shoulder, but i still have the wounds from it's weight. I dont know if you get that... lol but it has nothing to do with missing jack, or being a little lonely. but wishing it happend a long time ago. I would have been alot better off, if we just ended it back in the day. i was so frustrated by him so much lately. he just i dont know, annoyed me alot. and i didn't feel loved,and didn't want to love him or anything. and god, i dont know. You dont even know how many times i told my mom i was going to break up with him, and didn't. I suggested it to jack so many times, and he thought i was just joking! or went against it. -.-' which makes no sense why now. lol. dunno, i really wish it was sooner, i would have gone back to school and everything by now, and had everything i wanted, and not spent so much money on the leach! loser -.-' waste of time... god i'm so mean. lol. i just hate him for not helping it end sooner... he wouldn't have known. i just wish he never came back the last time. i would have been so much happier, and have not had to go through all the crap i've gone through the last couple of months. So i have sort of a negative attitude towards him right now. but i'll get over it. Relay your own sins

[Wed 09/12/07 - 9:28 pm] today was a really nice day. Don came over, >.> he's so sweet, like the sweetest person ever. lol. um, i'm tired, didn't accomplish much today. uh... not sure... what else to say. i'm really happy.. and i feel like i can life a car with the strength of happyness. lol Relay your own sins

[Wed 09/12/07 - 4:42 am] here i am awake, still, 4 am the last time i went to sleep it was like, over 24 hours ago, well woke up rather. Saw the brother's Grim tonight :), went with Shirley, and Holycross, and someone else. me and dave, and shirley got little stickers from the photo booth,with our pictures on it, and said, Girlsrule, we got a monster bag of popcorn, and before the movies, we went to stop and shop, and got, Me and jack broke up, i'm kinda glad we did, it was bound to happen. sooner than later. I've been off and on about my feelings about it for so long, i just wanted to either, get married, or completely cut myself off from him, to get rid of those feelings. you know? He's so boooring.... i swear to god, i've never had a more boring boyfriend. well cept Travis, well, no i cant say that... we worked together, and played spawn, all the time lol. so it only seemed boring... because we did things we would normall do anyways, with or without eachother. lol. I find myself not even thinking OF jack, i'm thinking of people i would consider good canidates for my new partner. God, as soon as everyone found out, i got washed up with dates... so badly i had to get out of the house tonight. lol, i like this Guy don. no not the don we all know, and love. but another don. we're hanging out tomorrow, so who knows what will come of that. He looks okay. Chubby like i like them! LOL, it's true i love chubby men, thats why i cant find myself finding holycross or james, attractive, in any physical sense. and Holycross is a completely awesome person too. James is rather annoying, and is abundant of crappy horror stories. and never says anything inspirational. haha. although it hurts when i hear jack's name... since Jack can be in alot of things car jacks, Jacks beef jerky, Jackoff, and it's a fairly common name. It doesn't hurt like i though it would... i get a slight pain in my chest. then it fades, but then i feel a little alone.. but then i feel like.. "i rather be alone then dating a shit load of people, and having to make a decision to who is the right one". There are a few people i've takled too, like Kevin, god i hope he doesn't read this... he has a dead journal. I really like him, and i love his personality, and his free spirit. his talks of Snow boarding, and his sense of style. i have no sense of style. haha. but i always wanted a free spirit. and you know, boyfriends rub off on you!!! Mom also brought up Jimmy, my ex, he has so many problems right now. my heart flutters when i see him. He's always been more attractive in my eyes than anyone i've been with. He even gained weight, which i have to say, i do not mind at all. mom says it's because he's on some medication of some sort. Every time he talked he looked into my eyes with honestsly, and love, a childhood love. We cared about eachother, since we were little... it's a spark that will be there forever, like some dawson's creek saga. I want to go places, and see things.. i have to remember how restraint i was by jack. i allowed myself to be restrained, so it's my fault. when he wasn't here, or when he visited his parents, i would go out with my friends, and just have a ball... Go over the holycrosses, go out for latenight food, some chinese buffets... everything. When i brought jack to the arcade, he like sat around and moped. he just doesnt have fun... ever. lol, i am easily amused however. I was on the phone with jack today, trying to find the perfect closure so there wouldn't be another chance in hell even in my heart. i went through every range of emotion, hell even hate, when talkig to him... (for dragging it on so long) i was freakin happy when i found Chris Carr, but no jack had to come back "ohh i love you, i'm sorry, take me back"...and made my life miserable again! Bowen was right all along. and that is hard for me to say about him, i can never admit mr Navy was right. Just minutes before i started this entry, i was laying down hugging my mom, yeah i know it was 3:30ish. but i wanted a hug, so she moved over, and i held her like i would hold jack, and i got the SAME feeling... but better! when i hugged her, NOTHING could touch me. i felt no pain... no fear, nothing to live up too. Just, a wonderful warm hug... from my ever so gracias, mother, who i can tell ANYTHING too. i told her everything, and she made me feel 100 percent better. I'm talking to kristine right now.. she's awesome, we're like soul mates! Started a Priest on Kilrogg on world of warcraft. JAMES FOLLOW SUIT!!! play a character on that server! a level 60 is helpin me.. he hasmostly female characters lol. he's making a female rogue, i got a female priest, you should make a female mage or female warlock or a female warrior!!!! DO IT MAN JUST DO IT!!! fucker ;) been playing, Gunzonline.com since dave holycross showed it to me. well i've only played a little, because don stole me to play wow, then i went to the movies. plans tomorrow, i'm not really sure, dave wants me to go over his house, James wants to come over, he thinks i'm dying! but i couldn't be happier james, honestly, i didnt hurt myself, didnt even cross my mind, thats how little i care. it's a relief, i swear to you! it's just painful, letting go of the IDEA of the IDEAS i had. lol. they were make believe anyways... cant wait to date again, haven't done it ina while. kristine wants to play freakin' dress up with me.. she wants to bring over all of her clothes, and dress me up, and do my makeup for my birthday, she wants me to look "hawt". lol.. I DONT ALREADY!?!?!?? * ACTS FLABERGASTED" tto much to update, i'll update later. noooo one beter wake me up, they will DIE. Relay your own sins

[Tue 09/04/07 - 10:19 pm] getting ready for work. bah, jack hasn't let me use my computer yet lol, he said he wants to put everything on it first. i already lost all my music, and all that stuff, so it's no big deal, jack has been on his second laptop, so i have this laptop (mine) that's in the kitchen, and his other laptop, that is in my room, on the coffee table, to use. bah, work.... i slept from 12pm, to 10pm. lol and i'm still tired. i had a wierd dream that james was in, lol. that's all i'm going to say for now lol. and no it doesn't involve him getting raped. sicko. jack is sleeping too, that only means, he's going to be awake when i'm trying to sleep. AGAIN. fruitballs. lol, it's okay i supose. saturday i get the rest of my braces taken off, and i get the retainer thing. i got the tickets for the casino trip. so we're good to go james :). it's gunna be frunne. god i'm soo tired.... ohh, i got compliments from diana, about a cake i made, i walked in today with jack, and she runs up to me, and said, "did you make a cake that said happy 50th anniversary?" and i'm like, yeah... her: " the woman loved it! she said all she asked for was gold writting, and she got gold and yellow roses, and red ribbons, and a gorgeous border" me: "wow, she liked it alot?" her: "yeah i saw it, it was gorgeous, one of the best i've seen come from here" me: "thank you! i worked really hard on it" then i said hello to my mom, and she asked if i made a cake, that had a blue cross made from roses. and again i'm like yeah.. then she said, the man was complimenting the cake, and said he didn't expect it from the bakeshop like that, and she said that looks like my daughter's rose style, and then he said, " if your daughter did make it, tell her it looks fantastic!, and i'm very happy with this cake" jack was there, and heard, both, lol, i was so amazed, i was so worried, i never hear what people think of the cakes that i make. and those cakes are important, one was a full sheet, (the largest cake we make, it's like 3 feet long or more.) that was for a 50th anniversary. and then another was 'God Bless 'so and so'" i dont remember the name. i guess a communion, and i made a blue cross of roses, in the center, with gold ribbons comming from the corners, and multicolored green leaves, and an 'elegant' border. sometimes, there's even more important cakes, like our wedding cakes, andrea my siseter, is going to have me make her wedding cakes. although i dont like her new boyfriend much, i will make it for her, and make it look even better than it's supose to look ;). i've done wedding showers, baby shower cakes, first birthdays, over the hills, and the cakes, that are just important, and i worked my little chubby fingers, off to make them...!!! off to work now.... *sigh* i over slept now i'm exausted. jamessss play on my mage, rhl994 X 2. Relay your own sins

[Tue 09/04/07 - 8:14 am] i'm getting tired of hearing the same lame jokes: I hope they dont catch you stealing all that frosting. Is that a new fashion statement? Did you get any on the cakes? Who won, the cake? I hope you dont get in trouble for taking that much frosting home with you. lol, as you've probably got the jokes. i come home covered in frosting, all the damn time lol! i dunno, i just use my shirt, or apron to wipe my hands, when i'm in the middle of a cake, or wipe something quickly. also, my hands get covered in food coloring, from the airbrush, and stay stained until i take a shower, no hand soap in the world can get it off of me. James and brian came over the night before last. we got brian an icecream cake, i put little red pawprints on it. lol, i didn't want to make it obsence ( there were tons of ideas floating through my head) because i wasn't sure what day he was going to pick it up,a i didn't want to get funny looks from my co-workers. anywho. we celibrated brian's birthday yesterday, we ordered pizza from a place called Balis, which is now refered to as Balls since the flyer we were reading loooked like this: BALIS. and off the glance it looks like Balls, or BALIS with a lower cakes second L. we got, once pepperoni, one plain cheese (for picky minced meat james), one anchonivie, and my fav, Bacon and onions. lol. after we filled up on pizza, we had the icecream cake. then they went home, jack was here, too. i think james and brian went to hookman's cemetary, after they left here, i dont know, me and jack fell asleep on the bed, i was exausted and had work lastnight, so i had to sleep before work. i beat the crap out of james and brian, i mutant busted them. because they are mutantly taller than i am. dun dun dun. i mutilated james' hairy nipples. and whiped brian with a giant, and i mean giant, dog collar. lol. it sounds sexual, but it was mostly alot of 'wth is a-wrong with cwistine' lol. i was retardedly tired. Jack fixed my computer, he's putting some software on it now, he got me a fan for it. he's putting uh, officve, and all of the stuff i lost on there. he downloaded autocad for me. which is coo. very coo. uh, yep, work last night, sucked monkey balls, i worked non stop, except for my two trips to the damn bathroom. lol, i had way to much dairy the day before. made so many damn cakes, i didn't know what to do with them. filled two rack fulls of stuff. blah. barely filled the case, now tomorrow, well tonight, i'm going to refill the damn freezer with all the cakes we are missing, this will be mission impossible, made possible. by the one and only... uh... me? dunno, probably not, fongul. mom and me decided to go with the cold cut platters for the 1st, with the family, and italian food, for the 2nd for the friends. i hope it works out well. mom and i are making more plans later. i gots to go, i'm tired as a dog. Relay your own sins

[Sun 09/02/07 - 9:40 am] Went to the first, Service unit meeting today, for the girlscouts, at the community center. it was pretty nice... i wont the grab bag they have every month. lol, it was kinda nice, but odd... the reward was a bar of Scented Goat's milk soap, and a revolving windchime thing... wind with a frog, thinger in it... lol. anyways, me an Rhonda, got a bunch of packets, and cool paper stuff, that makes us look important ;). i also got the tax exempt form, so i can buy supplies for the girlscouts, without paying.. omg... omg... the .06 cents hahah. also got my offical girlscout unit card! woohoo. we also sampled all the yummy candies that we are going to be selling, well the girls are going to be selling this year. sooo very good. and my favorite chocolate pecan delights. *orgasim* aka, "Turtles", with Pecans, or peanuts, and carmel, and chocolate coating. The girl scouts are going to be having a holloween party, in the haunted church next door to the community center, that will be pretty cool. since it's on the day of or after our meeting, me and rhonda are going to have the meeting there.. instead of having a meeting that week. it's right next door. *is having difficulting typing on jack's laptop*. i never liked laptop keyboards... they are teh poop. UH... what else... worked my ass off today. okay i lied. today i took a break and just hardly did any cakes, i think i only made like 30 something cakes! i filled the case, put the muffins in the oven, put the italian, kaisers, and mixed rolls in the proof, took down all the yesterdays or expired things, labeled them reduced, and went home. lol. yeah not a very interesting day at all. Yet, as ALWAYS, jack visited me at work. he always seems too, i think he missed like 4 or 5 times, ever. he wuv's me. yesh. sometimes we go for a walk, or sit outside the store, sometimes, he jsut watches me for a little while, sometimes he eats all the samples for the customers! lol james visits me too, james is coo like that, isaliz also visits me. i am teh loved. soooo far, for my birthday party, i believeeee but i'm not sure.. My friend birthday party: i invited the following.. if i missed you, PLEASE tell me, it wasn't intentional. James, Jack, Brian, wilson, Jenny, shirley, Billy, Bill J, John, Mike, Joe, Chris, Nikki, Nikki2 (joe's gf) Kristina, Bart, Beth, steph?, Dave E. Holycross, Dan, Bill H, Don, MAtt?, corrine, of course, my brother, bill, shawn t, Sammy. Andrea. danny?, Joel? Erich? Laurie? Brian H? Maybe kimmy, and ashley. Jenny's BF, Chris's Girlfriend. Chelsey? and Laura? Kurt? Rhonda? SHelly? god i know there's a few others. -.- plllllease someone help me out here, i dont want to forget to invite someone...!!! (?)'s mean i haven't seen them online to ask them but they would never,a nd have never missed an event yet. 30+ for sure, 10 haven't asked, 0 no's, 0 dunno's. SO far. Now, my family party is just going to be the normal... i guess. my Aunts and uncles, grandparents, if they aren't sick, atleast one of my nieces, a few cousins. I also invited Shelly to both, she's the same age as my sister andrea, so i'm not sure if she'd feel comfortable with the kids or with the adult family memebrs lol. also, James, and jack and shirley i think, are going with me to the family one. yes, and then october 9th, i'm going to Mohegan sun, >.> or foxwoods, whatver one my job is asking me to go too. bringing 200 dollars, and james with me! the trip costs 30 bucks, for the coach bus, buffett, 2 5 dollar tickets to the rollentte tables. and the proceeds go to fight juvienile diabetes. duh like all things should. My brother's birthday is September 18th, i'm not sure what i'm going to get him yet, he's so picky, he changes what he likes and dislikes so often it's hard to get him anything he'd like for more than a month. grunt. so i dunno. maybe i'll get him a sweatshirt with his band name on it, but... he always changes his band's name. maybe we can get tattoo's together or something... i'll figure something out in the next two weeks. 4 sins - Relay your own sins

[Wed 08/29/07 - 3:19 pm] *sigh* James started school today. i think so did alot of other people. i'm trying to remember what james took. i think he took socialology? and uh, a bunch of other mumbo jumbo, intellectual stuff. uh, astronomy? Lesbiaonics? j/k. what else... i dunno i peeked at his schedule, when he was waiting with me in the repair shop. grr i want to play world of warcraft, oh poppycock. just brought my mom's wagon to the repair shop, she has to dish out like 300 dollars. that sucks completely. there's something wrong with the electrical system in her car, it keeps blowing out... grr. the luck of Job. poo. omg, too much going on to really update. well for now, with trying to type on the laptop atleast... it's too much. lol. Sept 1 is my first leadership council meeting, for the girlscouts, the week after, well, is our first meeting. i cant wait. Jack wants to be a volunteer firefighter, that would be wierd... this week he's looking for a job. good luck with that lol. i got alot of craft supplies recently, trying to build up the girlscout craft box, rhonda said i can get remburst for wha ti bought, from the monthly dues, but i dont really want to be, because i rather just spend it on the girls, and not get paid back. besides, i chose to buy the stuff, right? Crayons, markers, brushes, glue. glitter. the norm. next week, or the weekafter, i'm going to go to A.C. moore again to find some craft kits. puff balls, and pipe cleaners. lol, well i'm going to look in the "Try-it" books. the crafts and things gthey do in there, they get a badge for. remember they are only brownies, they are very very young. but old enough to go camping, and sell cookies!!!! god, i cant type on this shit! Relay your own sins

[Tue 08/28/07 - 8:35 pm] been pretty busy. got my braces off, saturday,well the top ones. i have to go back and get the bottom off, in two weeks, get my teeth cleaned and then, get my retainer.. sigh... >.> my mouth looks and feels wierd. sigh, too tired to update. lol i'll update when i get home from work. Relay your own sins

[Thu 08/23/07 - 3:46 pm] woah, i've been pretty busy. I'm on my brother's/mother's computer, in sean's room. since it's harder to type on my laptop. Dunno why, but my typing speed is reduced, and that.. for me is annoying, since i type pretty fast, and uncaringly. I dont usually fix mistakes, or go back and capitalize things. i just leave it... so i make more mistakes on my laptop. lol. My computer, needs a new fan, Jack bought one for me, and we're waiting for it to come in. Life lately? I got another bladder infection. james and jack brought me to the hospital, they told me it's 'very infection'. lol, good way to explain? anyways, it's in my kidney, my left kidney. aka, your right. I haven't been able to play world of warcraft, because of my computer. >.> and my laptop lags, and it's just not comfortable. i'll probably use jack's laptop, if he leaves it here, it has a large widescreen. more like a desktop, ya know? I've been half awake for hte past three days, high fever, cold sweat, but i'm coo. No work the past two days, well i had off, sunday afternoon and night, and monday was switched with jenny for tuesday, and today i called out sick, and my mom and dave are covering it, in the gas station... the rest of the week, is 7 hours a day, 11pm-6am in cakes. dunno after that.. i know i'm on cakes all next week. My boss says i'll be doing morning bake soon. so i'll do cakes for 6 hours, and do 2 hours of starting up the bakeshop, hell in a few years i can be a manager, if i keep cross training. ya know? lol. I miss james, he was here for the past few days. he went to the gynocologist with me. lol, he felt uncomfortable i know! haha. i dun want to be alone today. jack is going home today, since he stayed the weekened with me. as soon as jack leaves i'm making dinner for me and sean, and sammy. Yeah it's pretty simple, got some corndogs, and french fries, haha i told ya i was sick. i'm about to clean the kitchen and living room now. >.> POOP ON A STICK. Relay your own sins

[Sat 08/18/07 - 7:52 pm] Yeah so my computer fan isn't working properly, so i haven't been online. doesn't matter anyways, i dont thikn i would have been anything but AFK. been "mad" busy. I dont recal particular orders of events, soo... I went to ACmore, only the best craft store you can go too!!! haha, yeah it was an orgasimic event. went with james, i wanted to buy everything, but james made me put stuff back, told me one thing at a time. i was ready to buy clay, to yarn to fabric pens!!! i was ready for everything, BRING IT ON. YEAAAH!. I ended up getting some things to decorate my room, some large felt art, hahah, and some, see through window drawings, you can color, just simple crafts! I bought an iron on patch, black with a silver dragon, on it, i ironed it on my apron for work. yesh, i'm accesorized. purchased some markers, and other cool stuff. >.> Also got another cake decorating tip, for making small daisies. and a cake side texture thing. which i think would add to some great effects of some of the cakes at work. <--newb. i uh, purchased me and james the..poster of Death. Yeah it's a large poster, with death on it, with a scyth, and a horse with fangs, and canine teeth. completely awesome, i have one, and he has one. -.-' tis leet. uh, also, we went to the Christmas Tree shop, and googled eyed over everything there. *drool* alot of oriental stuff. I ended up purchaseing a Volleyball net, for backgammon? er, whats that games with the light rackets, and birdies (cockshuttles?). For the back Yard. sean likes it alot. Also got a shower head, that you can move and take down, and use massage, pulse, pulsemassage, light, shower, shower massage. etc. the only problem is, we have a hard time taking off the old shower head. dunno, went to seven days, a really lame store, but uh, i got a bra and panties. :) and an alarm clock, nothing special. Went to the chinese buffet, with Shelly and her kids, and james. fun... talked for alike 2 hours. i guess. felt like that... it was like 5 or 6 before me and james headed home. Me and james went to the asian super market, there were super asian racisits there, or so says james ;) lol. we got cheap pocky, and other japanese candie, and two cans of pepsi. Got my windshied whipers replaced, :) and my tail like fixed. yesterday today i got a new tire. :) car is almost completely fixed, it will be 300 dollars from now i hope. i mean, just fixed the routers on the car, and then, find that hole in one of the hoses, (which dosesn't HAVE to be fixed). Today after that, me and james and jack went to the Pizza place, and got the yummiest pizza :). yuh, goodie. dunno a bunch of other stuff, but i dont feel like updating now. ;( Relay your own sins

[Mon 08/13/07 - 11:16 pm] loved lauren's entry. read it with a smile. lol, god i'm such a bitch when i have my period. Jack called me this morning, around 11am. an ungodly hour, for me. anyways, there's something wrong with his car, and he doesn't know if he can make it back in time, for tonight. he's like "can i make it up to you? how about a muesame huh? wanna go to a a muesame???" i'm like " i dunno" him: "hmm a muesam??? a nice muesam? what muesam? do you want to go too?" me: " i dunno, you pick?" him: *Jokingly*"wanna go to france? how about france?" me: "Sure" him: *Silence* me: " i would love to go to the palavce Lourve, with the mona lisa in paris" him: " i knew there was a famous muesam in france, just wasn't sure what it was.." me: "sooo now we have to go, because you said" him: *silence* and i think a topic change occured lol. i was soo tired, and out of it. So i think i can get him to go to the two yale galleries, in Elm City/ New haven, this week. maybe bring beth along, or something. solve two issues at once. damn period, *squirts blood* God everyone is instant messaging me. -.-' since palace/ hogwarts went down. spammed with 12 year olds, asking me stuff. oh gods. I've been going to Chaotic Illusions, when i get bored. nice place........ for rp'ers. i dont really talk, i just throw it up, and go on world of warcraft. i haven't even played that much. i've been extremely busy. bought my cousin, all this powerpuff, books, and sticker books, and teacher's pets, and stuff, for her birthdya. and i'm not sure if she can even read yet. i hope so.. or atleast keep them until she can. her mom is a bitch, i mean, like a royal stick up her ass, like my grandma. lol, even my mom says how much grandma, is all prissy. she spent my grandfather's money, like water. and didn't even use, or wear any of the stuff she bought. it's so stupid. -.-' my aunt is the same way... she dresses her son and daughter up, like princes and princesses, the bedrooms, are pink and white, and castle themed, at parts, i'm not sure if they are now, but still mega, scary. Relay your own sins

[Mon 08/13/07 - 7:44 pm] as expected lauren bitched about the post i made earlier. lol, i guess i wanted to see what she thought of everyone talking about jules. honestly i haven't seen jules lately. but everyone has, and everyone is kinda like, using him as a pun. Jack isn't. Jack is sort of like, indifferant, like always. he never chooses sides, although there is no sides to be taken. i rather just have jules out of my life, after what he said to beth. I guess, making him a bit uncomfortable with me, will make him not want to be around me. Beth is sorta nervous now, that lauren may be leaving again. So she's been hanging out at dave E's house. i wish i had more time for her, atleast she's working back at stop and shop now, so we can come in contact with eachother more often now. Beth sorta goes where ever she is asked to go. some random dude can come off the street, and ask her to hang out with her, and she will. because she cant really say no. The last time she said no to jules, she felt really bad. she said no to him about a movie, and went with me to the movies. she kept saying how bad she felt. she said no to him, before even being asked by me to go to the movies, so she wasn't really skipping out on him or anything. just didn't want to go to the movies with him. Because she didnt want to deal with what he did last time to her. -.- aka wouldn't shut up about the movie, and tried cuddling, and getting close to her. HEy, some people like it when people talk about the movie, and some people dont. you gotta be able to understand when you make someone uncomfortable, and such. i'm worried for beth, she lets people walk on her. she's so insecure. I'm hoping if she finds the price for the injection, for her skin, we can raise money for her.. as soon as her skin is 'fixed' she's going to try to go back to school. So the sooner we can raise money the better. honestly, she deserves it. _______________________________________________________________________________ Like omg, ROTFLMFAO. I was talking to kevin for like 3 hours on the phone today.. well it seemed like three hours. he told me about his horrible car accident, and a bunch of other things. it was a really fun conversation. He's sews, and stuff, so he can make costumes, and anime stuff if he wanted too. i dont know, i think he's an awesome guy. its hard for me to talk to some people though. so it was cool. we have all the same interestes and music, i think we'd make awesome friends. he has alot of friends, that are like me. he's not an anime person, but he's a huge gamer. we read alot of the same books, and stuff. lol, i hope we talk o the phone some more, that's how me and bart were. before lindsey. Yeah so, fuck this. *sleeps* Relay your own sins

Probably the longest but most interesting entry yet.(not) [Sun 08/12/07 - 6:56 am] Yeah soo... what did i talk about last time? i'm not entirely sure. My week so far?... Well... I'm allergic to sulfa drugs. Anything with sulfa in it, i can not have apparently, thats what this rash is from, not poison ivy. They are yucky right now, scabby and nasty, well a few scabs, where i keep picking the larger ones. ewww me. the one on my face is the most annoying. it's right on my mouth, like herpies. it's disgusting lol. well to me. and painful. I'm not really allergic to alot of things, i know some nuts make my throat itchy, but dont really effect anything else. and the sun affects my skin, but thats from my medication, not a birth defect. >.>' oh well... Friday, i went to seymour housing to see what they wanted... apparently they want me to add an entire new section to the webpage, regarding their new section opening up, for rehabilitation. they also want me to work on a pamphlet for them... for it. also they want me to make a drafting, blueprint, of the new installtion process of Satelite dishes in the housing dwellings. :). i feel so good... and useful. Brian, and james,were over this weekend. they went home a day and came back, i'll tell you why in a minute. But we went out for chinese food, and stuff. i think i already said that. i think that was on monday morning? or friday. not sure. Brian's hair is bleeched blonde towards the end of his hair now. Thats the third time i'vee been to that buffet this month, i believe. it's yummy, i dont eat a whole lot, but it's still insanely cheaper than ordering take out. plus you can get whatever you want! not limited to just one selection so it's worth it. but i'm still lucky if i eat an entire plateful. sometimes i have jack even finish that. but for 9 bucks, who's complaining? anyways, i was in that accident on monday. and everyone knew about it, before my mom even did. -.-' i swear this town is so small. They even got me out of work, before i even knew they knew about it. marybeth even put it in as a personal holiday. so i get paid for it. and laurie drew a little car all broken down, next to my name on the rooster. i got home and told sean i was in an accident, and he was like 'not uh' notuh' not uh'.. lol he didn't believe me at all. my car doesn't even look like it's been in an accident, i had to point out to sean, where the guy hit me, and slid, and indented his car into mine. since my car was pretty much stopped, by the time he hit me. The dent is hardly anything noticable. i think a pinch of putty can fix it, and some acrylic paint can fix it. lol but the guy's car, was crapped up, a litte more than mine. >.>' his hood was alittle pushed up, and the front was dented, like any new car would crumble like. mine just punctured, his crumbled. from what i saw, i was very upset. i didn't even notice my damage until i got home, thats when i actually looked at it. Yeah so tuesday.... i woke up, went to the doctors extremely early. that's when i foudn out that my reaction was from the sulfa. I also got upgraded to an even stronger dose of Effexor. and some anti itch medicine. lol. which is helping. the rash from itching. wednsay morning, around 9am, or so. I get a call from Patrick, Maegis form palace. telling me he's comming over, with shady/nic from palace. They were in nothern newyork. Sooo... they said they'd be over in a few hours. So i invited james, and brian over Again -.-. Jack was over, and they got here, by 6ish. and james and brian showed up around 9pmish. or a little later. Patrick is awesome. i hardly got to know SHady. but pat is cool. THey all fought in the backyard, with Bokkens, and swords, and stuff. not real swords. ... brian made a giant large, wooden sword. Which brings up somethign else... Brian instant messaged me, telling me that wilson told him all this speach about how anime isn't life. it kind of got me upset, that wilson would try to bring someone down. Brian didnt' do it for an anime, or anything like that. there are actual swords out there like that... not usable but still. Brian has been carving wood, small animals, weapons, scenes, and designs, dragons, and such, with his grandfather for ... well. ever. for wilson to just knock on something that brian did.. is just horrible. espeicall that it only costed brian 20 bucks to make that, when wilson spends, hundreds on his... and makeing giant weapons himself. and going to anime cons. Wilson doesn't even hang out with his friends anymore, ebcause he made his comic books his life, and going to anime conventions. he made anime his life... so he is definantly not one to talk about that. that fucking hurts, that wilson would say shit like that, to brian. or to ... anyone. trying to knock someone down a notch. you know it's mean... i hardly see wilson anymore, when cons are around, i dont see wilson for days or weeks. it's stupid, he makes it and engulfs it into his life. and i accept that, and i try to stay his friend, when i cant even have one conversation with him without him relating something to an anime, comic, drawing, or artist. he has seen. Brian said he's going to make me a staff, with a giant Chinese dragon for the shape of it, and a cool suade handle. i hope it lookes leet. Brian also brought up, that jules is making (not making, just not givng) lauren by a computer off of him. Even brian thinks thats extremely horrible. Brian said, that Lauren left her computer behind to be with him, and now he's selling her, his computer. like a 'Cheap twit'. unfortunalty he brought this up several times. even jack thought it was wrong, and jack himself is cheap. he gets me stuff for my computer all the time, like the ram, and he got us a server. to host palaces, and he doesn't use palace. i hardly do anymore either so... but it would still be cool. Dude..... Jules is a fucking dick head, i cant wait for lauren to just leave to Utah, and be happy. -.-' not even beth likes hanging out with Jules, and beth hangs out with everyone that asks her too. of course, lauren probably hates this entry. lol. i dont care, i know in my heart i'm right, and i was right from the start too. she can shrug him off, whenever or however she wants. she wont ever be free.... his un romantic, selfish cheap self, that has to have a logical excuse for everything he wants... to control everything around him... to down talk any other form of reasoning, and any opinion that doesn' tmatch his own. it's wierd too... Jules used to spend so much on me, and charlotte. he bought her three rings onetime, at the same time, for valentines day because he didn't know what one she would like, so he got all of them, and even got a little container for each one. he used to get me something every time we went to the store, when i said i didn't want anything, he'd dance infront of me, and get in myf ace, askign repeatedly ' hmmm what do you want' with a smirk on his face. anythig i picked out he pretty much bought for me, even the chocolate carmel turtles, which are 5 dollars a package, he got me all the time. and a soda to go with it... he also used to pay for me and jeff's dates, all of them almost. he also used to pick me up every day, and bring me to jeff's house all the time. even if he wasn't going to stay there for more than an hour. we went out quite a few times, to dinner, and breakfast... he got me whatever i wante don the menu, he paid for my train tickets to NYC, and paid for all my meals there, and icecream, and stuff. i would walk by the icecream stand, and be like, god that looks good, and he'd by it, even when i didnt want it, (icecream and heat and walking did not match) but 20 seconds later, was a haagen daiz ice cream bar in my hands. dripping, over my fingers. THe first time i really met juels, was my birthdya party, He got me a bag full of things from hot topic, a large fabric Korn poster, mr biggles worth the cat toy, stuffed plush. a Austin powers, bag, that said 'Pow' and when you hit it, it said dr evil stuff. Jules used to be really cool... Now he's all anal, and jerkish. the part is, if you show jules you dont want to deal with it, he'll lighten up for a while, and then start it again when you get comfortable, that's how he nabs you. thats how he keeps you comfortable with him. Jule sis waiting for his parents to die, so he can have his house. -.-' he's never going to change, ever... he's always going to be the same, simply because he doesn't want to change, that's fine, of course, everyone should be happy with how they are. but dont call someone controlling... to vent off, the fact that no one wants to listen to you, or be aorund you. he has it in his head, that i'm soem super hub that everyone listen's too, and everyone revolves around, as if they dont leave their house, unless it's because i want them too. is swear to god he must think that. because apparently above all of my friends, i have the upper hand... he's an idiot. the only fucking reason he even thinks that is because no one else wants to invite him over, or even be around him. so the only time he sees them is when he's with me. because, i am the only one who actually bother's to ask him somewhere. i haven't at all recently, mainly i'm waiting for jack to invite him to more lan parties, so he gets it out of his head that i'm some type of hub. i dont even go to jack's lan parties, that James and all of them go too. I have to hear jack complain about how jules whines if they all dont want to play on the computers. he does that every time peopl ehave a party. he just wants to play on a lan, anyone can play on a IP server. there's no point to ONLY play on a lan, when you have real people sitting right next to you. seriously. So i'm hoping if jack invites him to more lan parties, and jules can realize, woah i'm not in control over jack or james... they actually have a life outsife of the 'grasp' of christine. Brian invited over jules too. thats awesome, since the more peopel who invite him places, the greater chance he will realize i dont control every rational thought of my friends. or any for that matter. -.-' it doesn't matter anymore, jules is way to far gone. -.- he even leaves grease stains on my wall when he leans his head against my wall. yet he washes his hands 3409283409 times a day, or uses alchol whipes. lol. anyways, brian went on for a while though, about the whole day with them. he said it was listening to a whiny two year old. the whole park, and muesam thing or whatever. *yawn* i'm too tired to update anymore about that, just wanted to put my two worthless cents in. it doesn't really matter, what i think of jules or Lauren. or the situation, what matters is, that they are happy, with or without eachother. poo. james is still over... he's on the couch in the living room. i'm about to hit the hay i have to be up at 12pm, to go to the seymour housing authority. again. 5 sins - Relay your own sins

[Wed 08/08/07 - 10:45 am] I just got into a car accident. -.-' the guy was turning left, and i was going straight. -.-; i got a small dent the first accident for the car. yeah, it was an eldery man, so i realllly dont want to file an insurance claim . Jesus. he tried to drive away! even after i said i'm getting a cop. it was right infront of stop and shop that intersection. i stood infront of his car.. to make it so he cant drive away. then some other guy pulled up, and was yelling at the guy "You better stay there!" " This isn't her fault, you better stay right there, dont leave the scene". Jack ran to the cop place, and some guy was waving his cell phone at me, telling me i could use it. then when the cop came, the guy like still tried to leave, even when the cop was talking to him. THe cop took away his keys from the engine, and took him in his cop car, the cop drove the guy's car, over to a safe area. and kept him in the cop car. I broke out into an anxiety attack, i really tried to stay calm... it didn't work. They called the ambulance, and my pulse? or heart whatever. oh blood pressure, was 130 over 100. yeah... i just noticed how much damage is on the car. -.- it's alittle more than i assessed. well, it wasn't my fault, so i'm trying to calm down. if he files an insurance claim, i'm going to file an insurance claim right back. there's more to the story, it was really bizzar, if you really want to know, call me or something. -.0 i just dont want to relive it on Deadjournal. lol James call me!!! you have to come over, biotch. Relay your own sins

[Sat 08/04/07 - 3:47 pm] finally re got my ears pierced. Me and jenny went to the waterbury mall. it only costed like, 14 dollars. :) after which i bought me and her, a large thing of Japanese Teriyaki Chicken, and a cherry slushy. I got green titanium earings. i can change them in 6-8 weeks. then i'm getting bigger balls, or a small ring/hoop ones. like my wow character. then, after they dotn hurt as badly. i'm going to get my cartlidge on one ear done. and then, a second hole, in the opposing ear. if it doesn't cost too much. i might get titatium blue. I'm allergic to gold, thats why i didn't choose gold, and they didnt' really have Silver, or Stainless steel. just Gold and Titatium. it didn't really hurt that much... just for a minute or so, and when i rememebr they are there. lol. I got like 25 gold on world of warcraft. i'm a qaurter of the way there, to my character's mount. :) me so happy. Mainly because james wont yell at me anymore. and be like 'you're such a neeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwbbbbbbbbb.' lol. he's so mean, he hits me. james beats me up, and forces me to play WOW. fauker. Nothing much else... i just got back from the chinese buffet, jack's treat. it was soo yummy, me so full. i ate every chicken variety they had. and almost threw up seeing jack eat whole squid! they looked like little octopuses, being eaten by a giant orge... it was sad, it was like a commercial where, the indian sees the pollution and a tear runs down his face, sort of sad. -.0' Relay your own sins

[Thu 08/02/07 - 10:01 pm] today sucked, nothing to do -.-' so i did nothing. I leveled my character to 42 today. spent some gold on my skills, so i onlyu have like 15 gold, i'm trying to save up to get 90 gold! it's going to take a long ass time... that's for sure... i need a gathering skill on wow. i think i'm going to redo skinning... and go to low level area's, and practice skinning. -.- sigh.... my mice are so cute :) Jenny came over yesterday. well i brought her over from work. she came over, and helped close the gas station, and we got stuff, and made ice cream sundays. they were orgasimic! Chocolate icecream, with chocolate shell syrup, chocolate syrup, chocolate hot fudge, and chocolate sprinkles. talk about sex in the mouth. -.-' it was soo freakin' good. it was edy's icecream too! so yummy, and pretty cheap. only like, 11 dollars for everything. and i got two things of icecream too. Vanilla, and Chocolate. meow, gotta go to work! 4 sins - Relay your own sins

[Tue 07/31/07 - 5:21 am] work was awesome lol, or was it? lol. dunno, bored... waiting for my character to fly to ironforge, then to the highlands. O.o, so farrr away. got an awesome robe for my character, i look official, i look like a level 60 instead of a level 40. James is sleeping, the poor baby. >.>' what now.. today i'm going to 'alter' my room. probably clean it, sprucefully. harhar. Thinkin about making an art studio down stairs... i have a desk down there. and all my art suplies. might as well riiight? as james would put it. neeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwb. ;). i need a darn horse for my character.. -.-' Relay your own sins

[Mon 07/30/07 - 10:44 pm] booored, waiting for the clock to tick, so i can go to work. lol. the waiting part sucks, i wanna go to work. the wedding cake was a success. :) meow. i made like 50 something cakes lastnight. i hope to beat that record today, even though i have alot less time. puey. james is over, again tonight. i slept most of the day. i didnt' feel so good... i got new curtains for my windows :) they look so perty. I GOT two nice female mice. they are tiny as.. my thumb. >.>' well Jack's thumb, my thumb is pretty small. they are so cute.. me and jack decided to name them. Ariel and Sachel. which is adorable. we miss the kitten, but it's okay life goes on. MICE. dun dun dun dun dun... MICE... mice mice baby. dun dun dun ddun MICE. Relay your own sins

[Sat 07/28/07 - 7:11 am] sick. :'( that sucks. Asthma attack, my eyes turned black and blue... anxiety attack today.. >.> i called out of work. tomorrow night is the wedding cake -.0' I'm so excited. andrea said i can make her cake :) yummy, and yay ourcourse. :) i cant wait until tomorrow. mewo. James, where have you been? call me tonight, around 8? or 9. update me on your job situation. thanks buddy. Relay your own sins

[Thu 07/26/07 - 5:30 pm] James came over this weekened. i had work, so when he came over, i only had a couple of hours, we played some world of warcraft.. we did alot of that this weekened. it was pretty fun, i did alot, and got pretty far. almost level 39. it takes a while.. anywho. i got some awesome gear. .... i need to start saving up for a mount. uh. After that, i went to work, and made, really awesome cakes (like always!) Justr kidding, everyone does pretty good on cakes lately. :). After work, i called james, and picked him up from the house, he already started walking down to me, but i passed him, not on purpose though. lol. we went for a pretty long drive, around 6am. it was cool, i think i scared him with my driving though. After which me and james, slept, for a good 7 hours or so. Then we helped my mom with some stones, and moving them into the front of the yard. i think thats where i got my poison ivy. :'( and massive mosquito bites. -.-' *sniffle*. then we threw some plants around the tree upfront. >.> yeah so i am making the weddign cake. Thursday night, into friday, i'm soooo freakin' excited. :) no one cares though lol. it's okay.. i'm sooo happy. I'm working tonight, to make up for hours i missed yesterday. for having a bladder infection, damn female infections.. so norm. but painful... but i'm not a pussy, i can deal with them. lol. uhhhhhhhhhhh not much else... well there's tons... uh... theo ther day, i took a nap, and james went down to stop and shop, lol, and i didn't realize his car was in front of my moms, so he was walking and i tried to look for him >.>' i went down to mcdonalds, and stuff. to try to find him. i foudn him near the funeral home, area. of course that's where i'd find james. ;) luv you james. taxation. Relay your own sins

[Mon 07/23/07 - 10:41 pm] >.> work today. James is over. Yep. Went to the dentist, just two more visits, and braces should be off. i'm excited. :). I got an air conditioner, it's awesome, and cool, and refreshing.. and l33t. dave is having a get together, i'm probably going to miss it... it's for otakon or something they are going too. ... i guess. I'm planing my 21'st birthday party :) it's goign to be l33t. i'm having a family thing, and a friend thing, the family thing will prolly be at my aunt rocky's. My Grandfather's birthday party is comming up, and my Little cousin's birthday party too. I'm gunna ask if i can make the cake, i have a great idea too... double layer Marble cakes, with Bavarian creme, and fresh cut strawberries, White bettercreme, and roses. :) it will be perfecto'. I wish i can do my little cousin's. we can make all kinds of cartoon cakes, and movie cakes, including spider man, the hulk, to things like nascar and stuff. I did a baby shower, and a bridal shower cake before, i feel really good about those things. today i'm probably going to be working with whipped creme. Yeah i decided i'm going to take art in school, then i'm goin gto take Engineering, and advertising. I want to be a designer. a mulitalented designer. i want to take art first, but take all my classes, like Science, and Physics, while i'm taking art... so i can just take engineering, when i go for that. I want to take art, to know, differant colors, computer, graphics, and stuff like that... i also want to work with hands on materials. i was also going to take a course, in buisness managerment, through a local program. also some computer courses, and a few certficate courses, including, realestate, and retail sales mangement. those courses, only cost like 400 dollars each, thats only a week or so paycheck. financial aid shoudl cover, the engineering, and the Art part of school. even if not, its only 2000 dollars. I have to take a firstaid course, and a lifegaurd course, for girlscouts, so we can take the girls camping for mroe than one night, and swimming. i'm excited about the whole girlscout thing. i got a girlscout fanny pack thing, shaped like a star haha. i bought the girlscout leader guides, and the brownie books. i finished the Brownie basics, leader basics, and fisnihed some of the courses. i also did the courses online, and tehre's a few more i can take online too. i'm extremely excited. Nothing really special recently. Jack is away until monday, james is over... been playing wow. i have an awesome outfit! lol. on world of warcraft. uh, >.>' i love my job.. i dont even consider it work. it's awesome. uh... nothing much else really.. i've been just laid back, the past couple of tuesdays, jack and i went to the movies. and we go out shopping on wednsdays. thursdays, are the us day, where we play wow, or have we time. dunno. fridays he goes home, or to dannys. the weekend james usually comes over... i've had jenny and beth over, wilson has been busy. and i really haven't wanted anyone over, since i had my peroid the week before, and this week its me trying to get a good sleeping habbit going on. with the whole change in shift thing. so i dunno. i hope to get back on track with my social life, very soon. my brother is going away until thursday, so the whouse should be nice and quiet. :). i think my niece is going away with them too. thats cool... dude i keep dying my hands differant colors, at work. the airbrush gun we use on the cakes, >.>' i keep dropping even a small dot of food coloring, goes a LOOOOOOOONG WAY.. i mean all over, the way. lol I miss jack :'( i definantly want to go to the art muesame this week. i cant wait... if not this week, then the week after. i dont know what days i have off. tootles. Relay your own sins

[Mon 07/23/07 - 7:33 am] Dude, my dreams are like they are on crack... Here, i'll sum them up simply.... Ozzy was in my dream, and he had a VW 'lovebug', yeah. and we hung out...it was a long dream. he kept saying.. as if proficy like. "i hate things being in my blood, that aren't supose to be there'. I dont know what that is supose to mean.. and it has no referance, to me.. at all... seriously that came from no where, but he kept saying it. He was dressed in causal clothes, too. nothing fancy.. and the old guys from my old neighborhood, the drunks outside, were hanging out with us too. i brought ozzy to school, but i was in middleschool... yeah.. it doesn't make anysense... i'm not even a huge ozzy fan... the only song i really like by him, is Ironman. and i'm ironman. damnit. lol ;) He kept saying 'Hey... i'm ozzy' but doesn't he usually say ' i'm the fuckign prince of darkness' lol. Another dream, i was dressing up like some male, japanese 'pop' singer. To hide from a friend... Yeah... and i was in japan. But i wasn't me, i was someone else. lol. I was pretty cute ;) as a guy. lol. I was a Japanese man, putting on Pink fish net tights, under black holey (it had lots of tares in it) slacks..black rubber, ankle braclets, and wooden ankle beads. i had on some wierd clothes on... _____________________________________________ Yeah so, i might be doign a wedding cake... >.>' It's for stop and shop, i guess someone's getting married, and i get to do their cake, i'm a little excited, i want to try to do one... they look pretty complex, all the more reason for me to try to do them... Today, i did a Madigascar cake, a Dora the Explorer cake, a Hippycake, Nascar Cake, and a scooby doo cake. :) Today i also got to make, a bunch of Summer cakes, mostly smileface ones, i dont really like them -.-' they is ugly! Watermelon cakes :) those are cool. ______________________________________________ Uh, jack is at danny's... *sigh* I miss him so much, it's getting harder to sleep without him around... He came down to visit me, at work, when i work overnights, he cant do that, on saturday or sunday nights though. but it was nice, he walked here, so he can get some excerise. dunno, other stuff... i guess.. lol. James might come over today, i think so atleast... he has off.. for...a while. James give me a buzz, i'm going to probably be sleeping right up until you come over... so whatever. lol. 5 or 6pm? dont be afraid to wake me up, i'll fall back to sleep easily if i'm tired. lol. if i'm not tired, i'm probably having another diluted crackhead dream. james i need help killing those, ruffians, in the harbor. they is mean. Relay your own sins

[Fri 07/20/07 - 1:16 am] Jack treated me to dinner, and movies today. lol aka, Quizno's, and Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Beth went with us too. she enjoyed it. :) which is cool. This morning, before jack woke up, i went to the store, and bought pepperoni, and dough, and stuff, and made baked, stuffed dough, and i got some Crab meat. so it was a decent lunch. i figured since he was going to take us to dinner, might as well, treat him to my home made lunch! The movie was cool, it stuck to alot of the aspects of the origional movie. and the book version. Johnny depp makes a good Willy Wonka. i love what they added, to the movie, like what happens to the kids afterwards, and waht happens to the factory after, and why Willy Wonka is the way he is. i dunno, i thought it was cool, for a PG13 movie. They also added, how The Factory started, which was nice to learn. God, everyone is so assholish lately. no one is friendly to anyone. lol, it's like everyone is like, ... selfish, and uncaring. No one is cool anymore to other people. People are still the same to me... but i dont know. Beth turned down going to the movies with Jules... but went to the movies with me. It's obvious he's making her feel uncomfortable again. Doesn't he know when he's pressuring someone? And when to backoff? Doesn't matter. Other people too... i see peopel treating people like crap all the time, and it's pissing me off. Why cant everyone just be friends. and have a friendship Utopia, no one is competing in anything!!! there's no great challenge or anything, with some grand prize! 3 sins - Relay your own sins

[Thu 07/19/07 - 2:10 pm] yeah so i entered a contest at work... it's two cakes, a 1/4th sheet cake, and a round cake. They are holloween cakes. it's a regional thing... if it's really good, my cake will be in the stop and shop book. and stuff... but i dunno. I'm not good with holloween stuff... anyways, one cake, is a cemetary with three tomb stones, and three ghosts, and a haunted tree. with blue sprayed sky, and brown dirt, with grass comming from the ground. and a broken fence in the bg. The other, is a haunted castle, with three ghosts, and abroken fence also.. i think that one, has a moon, orange sky, and brown or green ground. DONT YOU LOVE WHEN PEOPLE PUT CONVOS IN THEIR JOURNAL?!!? This was not edited at all, i swear to god. wolf39us (2:02:03 PM): ponies ate my shorts the other day Anjui63 (2:03:11 PM): Yeah, i fixed my cell phone. wolf39us (2:03:30 PM): ah, but why did you kill him? Anjui63 (2:03:42 PM): The pie was just there, i had to eat it. wolf39us (2:04:04 PM): so my mom says that the market is nice Anjui63 (2:04:16 PM): Sean stepped on my cd cases. wolf39us (2:04:48 PM): no one is supposed to shit on the ground in public, thats just wrong Anjui63 (2:05:30 PM): She could have saved her money by buying from geico wolf39us (2:05:54 PM): Magnavox ROX@@!!! Anjui63 (2:06:08 PM): I dotn know why he painted a penis on his car... seriously... wolf39us (2:06:20 PM): well my speakers are better anyway... 4 sins - Relay your own sins

[Mon 07/16/07 - 9:02 pm] Work tonight overnight. >.>' a bit nervous. okay really nervous, all alone in the bakeshop, >.>' for 7 hours. no one but stockers, and cleaners in the store... grr. it's gunna be wierd, i got my chinese food, i'm going to throw in the microwave, around 3am, i get two breaks, which is cool. I've got to get my cd's together, before i go to work, brian said i can use his radio in the bakeshop, i might just leave it on WPLR, until i get comfortable, being in there, it will be wierd, when the cd stops, lol. and my hands are elbow deep in frosting. and i have to wait until i'm done. So lesse. Got my book, Behind the Crystal Ball, it's pretty comical, and informative. It's like, magic through the ages, talking about the relationship between science and magic. throughout time, and through differant attributes. Even thoughts of Creation/Evolution. It's a large paper back book, and i'm lovin' it. Probably bring it with me to work, on Monday, since i'll be in the gas station. Level 33 and a half, on my mage. *sigh*. She isn't going so fast anymore. Been so busy, i've played a little here, and a little there. poo. I miss jack! Bah hum bug. Relay your own sins

[Sun 07/15/07 - 1:29 pm] bored. lol, i have work tonight. >.>' then i'm staying up as late as possible, to try to get my sleeping patterns to the overnight schedule. i guess. i hope it works, or else i'm going to be so shot on saturday night, into sunday morning. James, we HAVE to power level, this week. i wanna see your night elf level, i like him more lol. play as much as possible with him, when i'm not on, so we can level up together, eventually. lol! Me and Jenny hung out for a while yesterday. she came over, after dropping off, Shirley at her sisters, i think. She's at work today, so i'll see her, tonight. I love talking with her. I have no complaints about her, except that she is a little too passive. lets other people walk on her, i hate that. i love a good strong aggressive person, who isn't afraid to say what they feel. and isn't hurt when you tell them, what you feel! i dont get mad at people for saying what they feel, except james, because it's more like a 90 hour speach about something, that he never experienced ;). or something, that he blew out or proportion! *Jenny and I. Lol, i know my stuff, but i like takling like i talk irl. lol, but i can write, when i feel like it. so :P Dave called jenny, and we put him on speaker phone, it was pretty funny. lol, jenny was turning all red, we were asking him funny questions, and he seemed extremely confused, and i dontk now, it was fun. it was silly fun. which is what i need. damn cat keeps pooping everywhere. grr. and he's littered trained too. it sucks. Work is great, I love shelly, a woman i work with, she's spunky and really nice. I really appreciate her. Everyone tells me, that Savina talks highly of me. Beth says it's because i'm new, but alot of people say she's always praising my cakes, and my work effort. I'm glad, i'm doing a good job, and i really enjoy working with her. so i hope the relationship continues to blossum! lol Working overnights, will take me away from alot of people, but i'll still be part of the crew! i will... lol. I invited Shelly to hang out with me, maybe get somethign to eat, or go bowling or something. lol, it will be fun, since we both cant bowl. She said okay, we gotta pick a day. Relay your own sins

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