I want to know how it will end..   
01:03am 20/08/2004
 
mood: ecstatic
music: faith and the muse - scars flown proud
Today was such a great day! Mama and I first went to the mall to pick up my check. We walked around for a bit, then left. We went to Jo-Ann's, where I found white and red vinyl for my naughty nurse costume. It's going to be hot! After that, we headed up to Little 5. We walked around for a couple hours. She founds some rather risque greeting cards for Robert. I found a really pretty jingly necklace at soul kiss. My mom surprised me with a necklace with red lips on it! I love it. So cute! Around 3, I took her to the yacht club for brunch. We got food and a couple beers for her. I still don't know how she drinks that stuff. After I paid for the food and all, we went back to Lucky Devil because I wanted to check out a corset I'd seen. I ended up trying on a couple. One was black with red pinstripes. (So hot!) It was a little big though. I tried on the 26" in black and white and it fit me perfectly. I thought I had curves before. I can't wait to show it off! After I got it, we started for home, but not before finding out we got a parking ticket. Damn! Oh well..

Justin's here! FINALLY!!! I'm off to do his hair. I'll post pics later!

UPDATE!!!!!
Finished Justin's hair. It looks awesome! Pictures are here.
 
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I want to reach my hand into the dark and feel what reaches back....   
01:41am 19/08/2004
 
mood: calm
music: the last dance - she's dancing
Wee! Today was fun. Let's see...

Zeppelin came over around noon. I put pizza in the oven. Mama came home early from work. She had pizza with us before going to the doctor. She found out she has sun poisoning. It's really gross, but it's not too bad. The doctor gave her a shot. Poor Mommy. Sara came over around 3. I fixed her hair and did the whole salon gossip thing. I also started on the dreads. I have about 20 more to do. It shouldn't take long. I'll finish them tomorrow before Mama and I leave. I can't wait until tomorrow. I'm such a Mama's girl. Sara and I made Greek potato patties for dinner. After dinner, Sara, Zeppelin, and I all went to get "Dead Man on Campus" at Movie Gallery. Sara had never seen it before. I think I could watch it a thousand times and still love it! It's so funny.

I think I'm about to go to bed. A wave of exhaustion just hit me.
 
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I want to write my secret across your sky..   
01:40am 18/08/2004
 
mood: amused
music: recoil - luscious apparatus
Today was pretty uneventful. The salon was dead until about 6:30. Then I got a hair color client. I was so please with how her hair turned out. It was the softest shade of brown. It looked really natural. I also cut and set it. She was happy.. so I was happy!

NO WORK FOR TWO WHOLE DAYS!!! Well.. I'll be doing hair tomorrow, but it'll be here.. at home. not at work.. I'm excited! I'm having to make dreads for Justin tomorrow. I'm thinking about trying a new method for putting them in. Not sure yet. I'll post pictures when I finish them.

Matt and I just had the funniest conversation. It really made my night! Check it out on my livejournal.

I'm off!
 
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I want to keep you alive so there is always the possibility of murder later...   
01:00am 17/08/2004
 
mood: loved
music: the lost boys - bedlam boys
wow.. I just realized how funny I look when I chew my food.

Today was such a blah day at work. We were so slow! I only had one hair cut in the first 2 hours that I was there. I ended up reading half the day. (By the way, "Blood and Gold" is a pretty good book! Marius makes me smile.) The last woman I did today got this short choppy cut. She loved it and it looked great with her highlights. She said she didn't have cash for a tip, so she bought me a bag of Reese's Peanut Butter Cups instead. Woohoo! Sugar! She's my new favorite customer. I cut this Japanese guy's hair yesterday. We talked about Ayumi Hamasaki. I thanked him in Japanese. He laughed. *blush* I took new pictures! Most of them can be found here. Here are some other's I didn't put there.





Yay! I'm loving myself right now! I'm also feeling love from other people. Which is awesome. I feel loved! I have such a busy week coming up. Dread extensions, hair cuts, way overdue mother-daughter day, Justin's show, SecretRoom. However will I fit it all in? I'll think of something. I'm out!

BTW: Zara is such a MILF!! She gets me all hot and bothered.
 
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I want you to understand that my malevolence is just a way to win..   
02:09am 15/08/2004
 
mood: amused
music: strawberry switchblade - i can feel..
hoorah for pictures!!!









In other news... (I'm starting to sound like an anchor woman! Ahhh!) Lauren's trying to get me to meet people. This is coming from the anti-social chick who hates hanging out with more than one person at a time. Ah well... Meeting new people hasn't done me much good lately, but I'll give it a shot! Lauren and I were supposed to go dancing, but that fell through. I went on a call with my mama instead. She took me to Taco Bell for a cheese quesadilla. You want to see a funny face on someone? Go through the drive-thru in a big fucking bucket truck! The guy at the window looked at us like we were insane. I wish I'd had a camera. I want some water. I stopped at Jo-Ann's for patterns and such before going to work today. Now I just have to get fabric and I can start on my new clothes. Hoorah!!! I love new stuff.

As for yesterday.. Sara and I didn't end up going to PTC as planned since it was my day off and I just didn't feel like it! Instead we went to Macon. We stopped at Jarred's to try to wake him up. It took us awhile and I think we kind of aggravated him, but he got up anyway. We all went to Moe's for dinner. The Full Monty rocks my cock. After that, we went to Jarred's and started watching "Pulp Fiction" while Jarred laid back down before work. After dropping Jarred at work, we came home. By the way.. Jarred is most hot in his Wal Mart uniform! Woohoo, Sara!
*Mental Note: Must get stuff for Justin's dreads.*
Off to bed. Must get up early for work tomorrow. Blagh!
 
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i want you to write your life story and leave me out of it...   
11:22am 13/08/2004
 
mood: excited
music: The Last Dance - Winter
ok.. so i wrote a nice long post last night and just as i was about to post it, my computer crashed. Imagine that. MY computer crashing. Ha!

Anyway.. Today is my first day off since I came back from Florida nearly a month ago. Yesterday was my last day at Frederick's. I'm kind of sad. I loved working there. I met a lot of interesting people. Had a lot of even more interesting conversations. But it's over and I can move on and enjoy the freedom of having my day off! Hoorah! Today will be spent checking out apartments and helping Sara find a job. We're going to Peachtree City and Fayetteville. We may go to Newnan, but I'd really rather save that for another day. Who knows... I also need to go to the mall to pick up my check from Frederick's.

In other news. Yesterday I took Justin, Sara, and Zeppelin for lunch at La Fiesta. It was good to have them all together with me. I really missed Justin. I'll have to kidnap him again sometime. Next time maybe he'll be awake! *glares at Justin*

I need to go take a shower and get ready for the day. I think I'd like to get dressed up today. I'll post pictures..
 
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i want to be there when you learn the cost of desire...   
01:32am 10/08/2004
 
mood: cold
music: recoil (feat. nicole blackman) - want
i love nicole blackman.. she makes me feel devious. ooh! new pictures!!


check out my new pillow. *points to the yellow one* i've gotten two new ones this week. one i'll have to return tomorrow though. zeppelin's not getting his back though... it's too comfortable. plus he's told me i can't have mine back. anyway.. that's it for now. bye!
 
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11:40am 09/08/2004
 
mood: devious
music: Golden Palominos (w/ Nicole Blackman) - You are never ready
Ahhh.... Sleep is good! I haven't been getting much sleep lately, so the 12 hours last night were wonderful. That's how it's been though. About 3-5 hours every night and then one long night. I love NyQuil.

I've been working way too much. It's made me exhausted. I was talking to mama about it last night. She tucked me into bed. It was nice. I hardly ever see her. I miss my mommy. All of this working will pay off soon. I'm only at Frederick's for two more weeks. I put in my notice Thursday. Then I'll get a day off. Hard to imagine having a day off. I've worked every day since I came back from Florida. Here is my daily routine.

-Wake up by ten.
-Get ready for work.
-Go to work.
-Get off work.
-Go home.
-Get in bed.

I usually end up hanging out with Jeremy after work, which is why I get so little sleep. It's ok though. I like feeling like I have a life outside of work. When I move to PTC, I'll get more sleep. I can't wait. I'm sick of driving. It really didn't bother me until I had to do it everyday. I'll probably be moving to PTC pretty soon. I'm supposed to have a day off Friday. That is if Tammy doesn't call me in. If I do, I'm going to search for an apartment. If Sara's not in Macon, I'm dragging her with me. She's thinking about rooming with me. She's trying to convince Jarred to come too. Anyone else want to join? We could start our own little commune. My mom is finally leaving Greg. She's taking Robert with her. She's already told me I'm welcome to come if I don't have my own place by then. She's looking at late September. I don't know what's going to happen.
I'm going to DragonCon! I'm going to see Cruxshadows, Faith and the Muse, and Voltaire! Those alone make it worth going. Not to mention all the other cool stuff. I'm excited! I have to start getting ready for work. I'll update more later.
 
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11:13pm 04/08/2004
 
mood: exhausted
music: cruxshadows - tears
lauren's here.. she painted my nails. see? i don't feel like writing anymore.
 
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01:46am 30/07/2004
  Jeremy is such a weirdo!  
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12:17am 28/07/2004
 
mood: awake
music: beborn beton - poison
continued....

I finally received my work permit from State Board. I've been working in the salon for about a month. Generally, I like it. I do mostly kids and men's cuts. A few perms. One color. I've met a lot of interesting people. A lot of really funny kids. My coworkers are all pretty nice. Kim want me to be her roommate. I've been seriously considering it.
I'm still working at Frederick's, which is causing the mental breakdown I mentioned previously. Trying to balance two schedules.. well... sucks.... I never get days off. Everyone is getting aggravated. I've told Tammy that she needs to hire someone, but she hasn't done anything yet. I'm putting in my notice this week. If I keep going on like this, I'll go crazy. I don't have time for anything. I need to fix my car and stuff, but I don't have time to. ....which only worsens the problem. I finally got the oil changed today. I think they messed up my car. This is why I'd rather change my own damn oil.

Anyway.. I'm tired and ill. I don't want to get in bed. I don't want to sleep alone tonight. I'll update more tomorrow.
 
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i was inspired to write in my journal....   
03:14am 27/07/2004
 
mood: devious
music: Wumpscut - Wreath of Barbs
I have ALOT to update on. So much has happened since i last posted. Here's a quick overview.

-I graduated from Flint Tech.
-I started my career as a stylist.
-I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown.
-I went to State Board.
-I went to Florida.
-I met new people.
-I went to see The Last Dance and Bella Morte.
-I saw some people I deeply missed.

It will take me a bit to write about everything.. So I'll split them up.

Graduation was on the 8th of June. I was pretty excited. Not so much about walking as I was about seeing everyone. Most of my favorite people came. Even Jonathan showed up. I was kind of surprised to see him. After grad, Sara, Lauren, Zeppelin, Jonathan, and I all went to Pizza Hut and then to Sara's. Fun times.

Damn! I didn't realize how late it is.. I'll post more tomorrow.
 
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01:08am 06/07/2004
  NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks
forward. Unique
and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking.
Fine and strong
clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in
personality. Secretive.
Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always
thinking. Less talkative but
amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and
hard-hearted. If there is
a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up.
Hardly becomes angry
unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks
differently from others.
Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not
appreciates praises.
High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and
emotions. Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking.
High abilities.
Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to
control emotions.
Unpredictable


What does your birth month say about you?
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01:59am 01/06/2004
 
mood: calm
music: the cranes - fragile
*Slaps self in head* I forgot to go to work! The schedule has been so mixed up since Keia left. I lost my schedule. I could have sworn that I was supposed to come in tomorrow and not today. Nope.. I got a call from Patrice around 5:30 asking where I was. "Ummmm.... shit!" So they called Marquita to come in instead. I was bored too.. I'd have been happy to come in.

The night wasn't a total loss. Sara came over with her new camera and I took bunches of pictures with it. That was a lot of fun. I can't wait till Sara sends them to me. She left about an hour ago.

I cut Robert's hair tonight. I don't think he likes it. He says it's too short. I cut it to be shorter with longer pieces in the front. Oh well.. When it starts to grow out more, I'll fix it how I think he expected it. Either way it is better than what he had. I was really getting annoyed by the mop he had growing on his head. He looked like he had constant "hat hair." I'll take pictures of him later.

I finally got my hair colored this weekend. I was so sick of that brown color. It is now burgundy. I haven't had this color in a long time. I was deciding between this and orchid(dark violet), but I figured this would be best for now. I'm trying to avoid black, but I seem to get closer and closer to it every time I color.

In other news... Worked Friday. One customer, a fifty something balding man with twisted whiskers, gave me $10 for helping him find something for his wife. Spent the rest of the weekend with Zeppelin. Went to Macon. Got a kiwi slush from YoYo's(Mmm!). Finished Return of the King. Went to a cool new store. Went to Greg's. Still haven't found Riddle. That's about it.

Good night.
 
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Punk Rawk!!!   
05:31pm 31/05/2004
  I just cut and styled Christopher's hair. He begged me to do a "faux-hawk". Here are some entertaining pictures for you all.







I have to go sort out stuff at work. Enjoy!
 
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FUCK!   
03:35pm 28/05/2004
  I just got in touch with State Board... FINALLY! Found out that my licensing fee wasn't posted until the 14th of April. I sent my payment on the 22nd of March. The bitch is just now working on April's payments. I won't get anything from them for at least a month, which means I can't work in a salon for at least another month. So yea..

I just found out that Keia (my manager at frederick's) was fired yesterday. So, conveniently enough, work will be alot better now! Pretty good, huh? Considering I'll be there for awhile longer.

Even more good news! Gred and his group of drunken idiots are gone! They're all gone for an entire weekend! No Greg! No Ron! No Jamie! Ahhh.. Life is good.

Off to work!
 
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black fuzzy hands.. you want for me to play   
12:15am 28/05/2004
 
mood: accomplished
music: tara vanflower - black fuzzy
I had alot of fun today. Justin just left. He came over a few hours ago and we went for pizza. Then we came home and I braided burgundy and black dreads into his hair. It turned out so well! The picture isn't the greatest since it's kind of dark, but you get the idea.

We also watched Lord of the Rings while I was doing his hair. I like Pippin. He makes me smile, especially when he's singing in this movie.

This morning, my mom came in and woke me up to ask me to take Christopher to the library. Curious George was there for the summer reading program.
(*giggles* Robert is singing in the shower! I hate having my room next to the bathroom.)
Christopher and I went for lunch at Taco Hell then went to my dad's so Christopher could play with Dazzle(my niece). While there I cut my little sister's hair.. FINALLY! Her hair was a mess! It's really thick and wavy and it was all uneven from trying to grow it back out. I cut it all into uniform layers and tried to flip it. The style didn't last long. Next week sometime, I'm going to permanently straighten it and thin it out some. It should look alot better when I'm finished! I'll post pictures.
I'm off to read. Good night!
 
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weee! fake hair fun!   
01:23pm 26/05/2004
 



I love dreads. They're so much fun! I look like a gypsy today. Anyway.. I have to go play checkers with Christopher! Bye!

 
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02:49pm 24/05/2004
  Yay! I got to see Sveta yesterday! Zeppelin and I went to see her at Deb's house, where she was staying. I don't really know Deb, but I'd gladly let her adopt me. Her house is huge! Anyway... When we got there, Sveta gave us a tour of the house, then we just hung out for a bit. We left around 4:00 to go to Sara's. From Sara's, we all went to Peking for dinner. We were planning to go see Shrek 2 right after that, but we ended up staying too late for the first movie and too early for the second. So we parked on the square and walked down to the park, then up to RE Lee and we eventually got back to the Ritz. When we were walking back, I saw this car with one of those "marriage=man+woman" stickers. I almost tore it off the car! I hate those fucking stickers! It's like these people are saying "Not only are we small-minded idiots who have caused the oppression of millions of people for so many years, but we're damn proud of it too!" Marriage=love, you fucking morons! They make me sick to my stomach. Anyway.. We went in to see Shrek 2. I really liked it! It was so funny! I want my own little Puss in Boots! He had those cute little round black eyes and that furry little face. Aww.. We took Sveta home after the movie. She still had to pack and wash clothes before going to Russia today. I'm happy I got to see her though. That's all for now. I'm going to start cutting out my dress.  
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dance magic, dance!   
12:43pm 23/05/2004
 
mood: optimistic
music: Skinny Puppy - Assimilate
Last night was so much fun. Lauren and I went to Masquerade for Secret Room. She came over here around 7:00 and we started getting ready. We both looked fabulous! (See below for pictures.)Razed in Black came on with "Oh My Goth" right after we got there and we just had to go dance. When we went to sit down and rest for a bit, this guy came over to talk to us. I recognized him as the guy that was dancing right near us with the cowboy hat on. He offered us drinks. I refused. He seemed nice enough. I'm just not big on drinking. We went back to the dance floor and didn't dance long before Lauren started feeling sick. We went to sit down and get water and David (the cowboy guy) came over to see if Lauren was ok. They started talking and I went back to the dance floor. I danced so much last night. It was alot of fun. I was watching the other people dance when I went to sit down. I love watching people dance. Lauren and I left around 3. Didn't get home until 4:30. We went straight to bed, but didn't go right to sleep. I think I fell asleep around 5 or so. That was my night. Today I'm going to see Sveta and tonight I'm going to see Shrek. Wee! I can't wait!

Here are your pictures.


 
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