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[28 Aug 2006|01:00am]
Update at random:

My new boyfriend (Jason) and I have been together almost 5 months.

I'm almost 5 months pregnant.

I'm having major complications (placenta abruptia) and am on bedrest until September 8th.

On September 8th, I go to a specialist, and find out if I can go back to work, and we find out if it's a girl or a boy!!

My mom is visiting me from Philadelphia since I can't even do laundry or dishes.

I have two hamsters and a gerbil. Their names are Graciella, Twinkie, and Gertrude, in consecutive order.

I'm moving probably before/around the end of September.

Being pregnant has significantly sucked and I'm not sure I'll have more kids. The complications and pain from them have made it seriously worse. Yes, I'm serious. One kid might be all I can handle, since placenta abruption tends to repeat in pregnancies.

I'm earning some extra money, since I'm not working, doing some website/graphic/logo design for my friend Joe.

And my head really hurts, so I'm going to bed.
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[25 May 2006|07:32pm]
Oh by the way..

I'm pregnant. I'm due in January. Jay and I are very excited :)
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[24 Apr 2006|11:41pm]
So yeah, I haven't written here for a while, but I don't want Jay to read this and get the wrong idea, but I want to write about it.

For my deadjournal friends to get the update, here's a quickie. Shaun and I broke up, he moved to Georgia, about two weeks ago? Something like that. I've started dating this new guy, someone I've actually known for years. We used to write to each other while he was in prison, I actually posted some of his letters here but it was years ago so I'd have to search for them, which I might actually do at another time when I have more time. We've been dating for like, a week and a half? I don't even know. It just kind of happened.

Honest truth, I love this boy. He's absolutely amazing and he's great to me. He's everything I need. He adores me and he can't keep his hands off me. And he looks at me. Really looks at me and sees me. He sees the annoying loud obnoxious hyper girl who I spent alot of time trying not to be, and as much as he sometimes must hate it, he loves me for it.

But I miss Shaun. He has this thing on his myspace that says something like my main love for the last few years has been my xbox and my one time wife to be. That made me want to cry because I know what we were to each other. He was mine for three years of my life, and I was his.

I don't know. I don't want us to get back together, it's not like that. I just miss him. I miss talking to him. And now it just seems like we just piss each other off. I know our emotions are still running high and it kind of sucks. But he was my closest friend for years. And I miss him.

I dunno. It's just hard to see him hurting and know that I'm the reason I guess. And then to know that I'm happy.. I'm happier than I ever have been. Jay's so amazing. And I feel guilty for it.

I'll always love him. But I know in my heart that over the past year our relationship developed into something unhealthy for both of us. I accepted it and moved on and it seems like he's just starting to do that. We were never meant to be together, and that's ok. And the pain is gone. I'm just sad that everything happened. Maybe part of me is sad that it took us so long, because all we did was hurt each other more. Maybe I did lead him on, though that was never what I intended to do. I thought he understood it was over.

Jay's in bed already, because he has to work both his jobs tomorrow, 17 hours total, so he's getting his sleep tonight. So I'm avoiding going to bed because I know when I do, he'll try to sexually harass me and I'll let him and he won't get his sleep. But I need to work in the morning, so I do need to go to bed myself...

I should write here more. I don't have to censor anything because no one reads this. Which is good for once.
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[04 Dec 2005|11:40pm]
1. First name: Justine
2. Middle name: Elton
3. Last name: Noel
4. Do you like your name? It's unique in a way that suits me well
5. If you could change your name, what would would it be? Kassandra I think. Madriel, Maddy for short.
6. Do you have a nick name? Just, Stine, Brain, George.. Crackhead (I love you too dear), Unicorn
7. Do you have a name that everone tortures you with? I still hate being called Dusty, except for Laura or Ali
8. Spell Your Full Name Backwards: Leon Notle Enitsuj
9. What do you always get for your birthday? Jewelry - either from Shaun or my dad or mom
10. What is the best present you ever got? My engagement ring, even though I don't have it anymore
11. What is the worst present you ever got? Some crap from my dad's side of the family I'm sure

Gender

1. Are you a boy or a girl? Girl
2. Have you ever wanted to be the opposite sex? Not really
3. Did your parents want you to be the opposite sex? I think my dad would have preferred a boy.

Hair

1. What color is your hair? It's brown I think, with a little red
2. Is you hair wavy, curly, straight, ect.? It's kind of wavy if I let it dry naturally
3. Do you highlight your hair? What color? No, but I dye it, usually red and usually dark
4. Do you dye your hair? What color? See above
5. Do you put gel in your hair? No.
6. Do you spray hair spray in it? Not usually unless I curl it or something
7. Do you put something in your hair to make it smell good? Uh.. other than conditioner and shampoo, no
8. Does your hair fall out because of too much gunk in it? I like never use anything in it

Eyes

1. What color are your eyes? brown
2. Do you wear glasses/contacts? Well, Shaun lost my glasses, so I need new contacts AND glasses now
3. Is there anything wrong with your eyesight? I can't see far distances
4. Does everyone compliment you on your eyes? Not really
5. If you had contacts, what color would you pick? Clear. Brown eyes don't do well with colored contacts
6. Would you look good with glasses? I think I look good

Make-up

1. Do you wear foundation? Sometimes, when I actually WEAR makeup
2. Eye shadow? See above
3. Mascara? ...And again
4. Eye-liner? I love eyeliner :)
5. Lip gloss? Daily.
6. Lip liner? Not really
7. Do you curl your eyelashes? Not really
8. Do you paint your nails? They never stay painted
9. Are you really good at giving yourself a manicure? Not really

Clothes

1. Where do you mostly go shopping at? Filene's lol
2. Do you wear Jeans? or some other material? Jeans, or my work pants
3. What's your favorite brand? Uh.. Lei I guess. Or Mudd. I like my Vigoss jeans...how about I just don't care? Is cheap a brand?
4. Do you wear skirts, dresses, ect.? When I'm trying to get laid, or when I have to be somewhere important
5. What do you have on your pajamas? I don't wear pajamas. I wear a t-shirt, whichever one I feel like wearing.
6. Have you ever gone to school in your pajamas? Back in high school
7. Have you ever gone out in public in your pajamas? Do Shaun's sweats count?
8. If you have, why'd you do it? I was too lazy or tired to change
9. Do/did you dress out for PE? If not, Why? I avoided PE.
10. What kind of clothes do you hate? Anything way too tight or too revealing
11. What kind of clothes do you like? Whatever fits. Whatever suits my mood at the time

Shoes

1. What's your favorite brand? Sketchers
2. What kind of shoes do you wear? My work shoes, which are some random ass brand but they're comfy. My pink adidas. My old ass sketchers.
3. Do you like flip-flops? Not really
4. Do you like sandals? They're ok. Good for being on the beach
5. Do you like tennis shoes? I guess so

Body

1. Are you fat? I think I'm fine, but I could tone up a bit
2. Are you on a diet? No, but I do try to eat healthy at least
3. How many times a week do you work out? I haven't had time to work out at all since I started the second job
4. Are you thin? Not really, I'm about average
5. How much do you eat? Like one meal a day, maybe some snacks between jobs or on breaks.
6. Are you tall or short? Definitely short
7. What's your shoe size? 7 - 8.5, it kind of depends on the shoes

Your family

1. How many sisters do you have? (including step-sisters) none
2. How many brothers do you have? (including step-brothers) 1
3. Do you have any siblings that have died? Who? How? No, but Brandon might as well have been my brother..
4. Are your parents still together? No
5. Is your mom still alive? If not, how did she die? That is a morbid question, but yes, she's alive (thank fucking god)
6. Is your dad still alive? If not, how did he die? Repeat above answer
7. Do you guys have any family traditions? What do you do? Noooot really. We go to my dad's parent's for most holidays, but that's really it

Friends

1. How many friends do you have? 4 or 5 really really close friends. And a few acquaintances.
2. What is their names? Eddy, Joe, Ali, Jim, Sheldon
3. Do you have any friends that have died? If so, who and how? I don't want to talk about this..
4. How many friends do have from kindergarten? Laura really was the only one, but I don't get to talk to her much anymore

Enemies

1. Who is your worst enemy? (You can list more than one person.) I don't really have any enemies. I don't care about anyone enough to hate them.
2. Why do you hate them? --
3. Do you want to kill them? --
4. If so, How?

Your house

1. How many bedrooms do you have? 2
2. How many bathrooms do you have? 2
3. Do you have more than one living room? Nope
4. Do you live in a 2-story? Nope
5. Do you have a swimming pool? The complex has one

Location

1. Where were you born at? Hartford, CT
2. What is your hometown? I'd say Rocky Hill, it's the first place I remember
3. Where do you live now? Manchester, CT
4. How many times have you moved? In my life?? Way too many. In the past couple years? I moved out from my mom's in Rocky Hill to Tolland with Shaun and the Tolland gang in February 2004, then Shaun and I moved to my mom's in August 2004, then we moved to our current apartment with Jim in November 2004, I moved temporairily in with my mom again this past August or September, and back to our apartment in like September. Complicated enough?
5. Why did you move? To Tolland to live with Shaun when we got engaged, the first time to mom's to get away from shitty roomates, to our current apartment to get back out on our own and be together, I moved to mom's when we broke up and I moved back when we got back together :)

Trips

1. How many states have you been to? See below
2. What states? Connecticut, Illinois, Georgia, Michigan, Minnesota, Massachusetts, Maine, New Hampshire, D.C., Rhode Island, New Jersey, New York, Florida.. I think that's it
3. Have you ever been out of the country? Where? Just Canada

LOVE

1. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? I do indeed
2. What is their name? Shaun
3. How many people have you gone out with this past year? Just the one lol
4. How many have you asked out? Just the one :) and I don't know if getting back together counts
5. How many asked you out? One did actually
6. How many rejected you? Technically, Shaun did at first, but it was a misunderstanding
7. How many have you rejected? I don't think I've rejected anyone.. No wait, one person
8. Are you married? Might as well be! lol. Nah, not married
9. If not, do you want to? We were already engaged once, so yes, I'd like to get married
10. Do you think that you and your love will ever get married? I think it's pretty definite, just a matter of time
11. Who was your first crush? Sean Gilmartin, I think
12. Do you still like them? Oh god, I haven't even heard from him since I was 10

SEX!!!

1. Are you a virgin? Hell no
2. If not, who did you lose it to? ..No comment
3. How old were you? 15
4. Are you guys married? No!
5. Have you ever gave someone head? Uh, yeah.
6. Did they enjoy it? I think the Dear God was a confirmation of that
7. Have you ever done 69? Yep
8. Do you like to be teased? Yes, yes I do
9. Do like being kissed and sqeezed during sex? Yeah
10. What turns you on? Lots of slow foreplay
11. Do you like doing it doggy style? It's ok
12. Missionary? Not like normal missionary, there has to be something interesting about it, but it's good
13. Slow or fast? Slow then fast

Food

1. What's your favorite food? Whatever. Red meat.
2. What is your least favorite food? Uh.. I dunno.
3. What's your favorite topping on Pizza? Potato. Red potato pizza is the BEST
4. Do you prefer Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate
5. Do you eat alot? Not really
6. Do you skip meals? Too often
7. What's your favorite cereal? Cinnamon Toast Crunch
8. What's you favorite ice cream flavor? That butter crunch stuff Jim feeds me, there, Jim was mentioned, and it had nothing to do with his lack of fashion style in the past.. But he's better now! Very twinky.. and Santa-ish


Drinks

1. What's your favorite Juice? Kiwi Strawberry
2. What's your favorite soda? Baja Blast
3. Do you like water? Yeah, I drink it at work more than anything
4. What do you drink daily? Coke and water
5. What kind of drink do you have at dinner? Depends what/if I eat

Who was the last person.....

1. To kiss you? Shaun
2. To hug you? Shaun
3. To hold your hand? Shaun?
4. You hung out with? Jim who is sitting beside me
5. You had a crush on? No comment
6. You emailed? My mom
7. You wanted to kill? Eddy, this afternoon, but not literally, I was just mad at him for blowing me off
8. That you thought about? Eddy, just now
9. You saw a movie with? Shaun and I saw Saw 2
10. You talked to on the phone? Eddy I think
11. Who IMed you? Jim.. even though he was in the house.

Have you ever.....

1. Been in the back of a Police car? Yes, the night Rich broke into our house
2. Been in a accident? Yep
3. Broke a bone? Yep
4. Got braces? Yep
5. Got drunk? Yep
6. Smoked? Yep
7. Been on drugs? Nope
8. Hurt someone so bad that they had to go to the hospital? Nope, unless you count closing my brother's hand in the door :)
9. Been beaten up so badly you had to go to the hospital? Nope
10. Been in a fight? Not physically
11. Been on TV? Yep :)
12. Been on the radio? Yep
13. Been on the news? Yep
14. Been in the newspaper? Yep
15. Played any sports? Yep
16. Threatened someone with knife? Nope
17. Had detention? Mostly for forgetting my homework
18. Been suspended? Nope
19. Been expelled? Nope
20. Got a citation? Nope
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[04 Dec 2005|03:43pm]
I dry my hair
let it all hang down
as I'm waiting for you
to come around
I bite my lip
and it starts to bleed
letting the blood crawl out
watching it seep
Dreaming of you
your arms around me again
even though I know
it's all just pretend
Waiting for you
tapping my foot
checking my watch
hoping it's good
There you are
Beautiful to me
And when you reach out
I'm too blind to see
It's not hard to tell
You're all that I want
but there's nothing to say
you're all that I've got
Will you ever reach out
the way I reach for you
there's nothing more that I want
and nothing more true
I'll never have it
all that I ask
because you're not the one
who's up to the task
I'm fighting for something
something I can't deny
cannot describe
cannot even define
I just know that it's you
that I want in my life
except nothing's that easy
and never for us
Us
what a funny word
that means just two people
in one crazy world
will you ever know
and will you ever see
just how much
you truly mean to me
it's driving me crazy
I'm going insane
thinking of you
with your arms around me
it's invading my brain
I can't forget
unending madness
I know you won't understand
and maybe that's better
love me
I'm asking you
that's all that I want
just love me
the way that I want
but if it never happens
I'll hang on to our memories
hang on to my dreams
because I know that it's you
who's meant for me
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[30 Oct 2005|09:38am]
Being that this journal has existed in my life for.. well, a few years, I don't want to abandon it. Plus it's paid. But only til January. So, instead I have decided to make a huge move. I'll be doing two things. Making a new journal and trying to put all my old entries in it, at least the real worth saving ones(anyone wanna guess how long that will take?? lol), and then also getting all my entries from my childlalita journal as well and putting them there. I'd rather have all my shit in one place, ya know? But unfortunately, I write an insanely large amount, so I should probably stop that lol.

But it's going to be entirely friends only. So I'll post the new name here when I make it, god knows I have enough codes. So keep a look out for me!
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Well, this is it folks, I'm sorry to say - X-posted everywhere [25 Oct 2005|10:31pm]
Keep stalking my boyfriend. Whatever. There's nothing you can say to him that's not completely fabricated to turn him against me. That's part of loving each other and trusting each other. He already knows about you and your games. He knows you're a psychpath. So go ahead, give me something to laugh about. He trusts me. Why would he even listen to you? You're just proving what a psychotic stalker you are.



On that note, I'm sorry to do this to my dear friends. From this point forward, my deadjournal, my livejournal, my myspace, and the many other journals I keep will be limited to friends only entries. I'm even at the point of taking the time to go back to old entries to make them all friends only. I've NEVER put up with this much bullshit harassment. So if you want to read it, you'll need to add me on whatever it is. Eddy, you have a deadjournal AND a livejournal AND a myspace. Use them! Jerk. Joe, I basically tell you everything anyway, but if you want to read, just tell me. I'm sure there are other people who I'm forgetting but those are the main two people that have kept me from going to this level. But when some psychotic bitch wants to make up lies and insults about me, stalk my boyfriend, stalk ME, harass me, and so on and so forth, I feel the need to protect myself. If it keeps up, I can and will take matters further on a harassment level. I save all my email notifications with IP addresses as well as any messages. And yes, I can prove it's you.

So if you really want to read, comment to be added, I'll leave one nonsense post with screened comments after this one. I'm sorry my life apparently had to be THAT interesting, but oh well, I can't control other people and I'm not going to stress about it at all.
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Myspace [15 May 2005|01:44pm]
I gave in and got a myspace.. if you have one, add me.
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[12 May 2005|02:33pm]
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says. "appreciate the 65,300 pieces of art in this building, most tourists chose"

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? The couch

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? One Life to Live

4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is. 3pmish

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 2:58pm

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? Jim talking, the tv, the leaves on the trees blowing outside

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? I was outside yesterday when we played on the playscape.

8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at? I didn't find this at a website. I stole it from someone

9. What are you wearing? Shorts, random shirt

10. Did you dream last night? Yeah, but I don't remember it

11. When did you last laugh? Not exactly sure, earlier I'm sure

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? A chinese poster from Joe.. a clock

13. Seen anything weird lately? Nothing completely out of the ordinary

14. What is the word most often used in your vocabulary? Oh god

15. What is the last film you saw? Probably Phantom. And I'm buying it TODAY!!

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? a HOUSE.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know. You who? Because alot of people don't know alot of things.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? I have no idea.. Honestly

19. Do you like to dance? Sometimes

20. George Bush: is too conservative for my liking.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Kassandra

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Constantine

23. Would you ever consider living abroad? Maybe.. I dunno. Doubtful

24. Close your eyes for 5 seconds, and when you open them, what is the first thing that catches your eye? the blue xbox

25. Are you wearing socks, if so, explain them. Not wearing any

26. What phone number is in your head right now? Michael's

27. If you could scream at someone, who would it be and what would you say? I choose not to answer that.
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[12 May 2005|01:49am]

Your Deadly Sins



Sloth: 60%

Wrath: 40%

Envy: 20%

Greed: 20%

Pride: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Lust: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 23%

You will die with your hand down your underwear, watching Star Trek.





The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.







You Are 50% Normal

(Somewhat Normal)









While some of your behavior is quite normal...

Other things you do are downright strange

You've got a little of your freak going on

But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself





Been writing in another private place. Stuff. So yeah.
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Quiz entry [10 May 2005|07:52pm]

Your Linguistic Profile:



55% General American English

35% Yankee

10% Dixie

0% Midwestern

0% Upper Midwestern






American Cities That Best Fit You:



70% Austin

65% Atlanta

60% Denver

60% Las Vegas

60% Miami



How fucking appropriate.. Austin.. As in TEXAS.. fuckers




You Are 33 Years Old



33




Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.



Big shock.




You May Be a Bit Schizotypal ...









A bit odd and socially isolated.

You couldn't care less of what others think.

And some of your beliefs are a little weird.

Like that time you thought you were Jesus.







You Will Die at Age 70



70




You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...

And how you'll die as well.
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For Timmah this time [10 May 2005|04:54pm]
1. Name: Justine

2. Age: 20

3. Fave Color: Pink

4. Fave Movie: Phantom of the Opera is now my obsession

5. Fave Song: Mest - Jaded, for Timmah

6. Fave Band: Evanescence

7. Most Embarassing Moment: Same as Meggie's

8. Are you a virgin? Most definitely not

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Are we friends? We used to be. I suppose we could be again, but life has changed, so I don't know anymore

2. Do you have a crush on me? No thanks

3. Would you kiss me? That would be cheating!

4. ...with tongue? --

5. Would you enjoy it? --

6. Would you ever want me 2 ask you out? I'm ok without the asking thanks

7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? Again, the cheating. I'm a good girl

9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? Sure I guess, just don't infect me

10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? I like pickles

11.Would you walk on the beach with me? Sure, why not

12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? Yeah, I have before

13. Do you/have you talk shit about me? Probably in the past, though I don't specifically remember when

14. Do you think I'm a good person? I don't know you well enough anymore to answer that. Probably

15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? The only person of the male persuasion who gets to do that is Shaun, sorry

17.Do you think I'm hot? I haven't seen you in god knows how long

18. If you could change anything about me -would you?
Uh, I dunno? You're fine the way you are

19.Would you have sex with me? You're too young for me ;)

20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
Sure

21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? You already did douche bag :)
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[10 May 2005|12:00pm]
Fill this out about me and I'll fill it out about you. DO IT BITCHES!


1. Name:

2. Age:

3. Fave Color:

4. Fave Movie:

5. Fave Song:

6. Fave Band:

7. Most Embarassing Moment:

8. Are you a virgin?

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Are we friends?

2. Do you have a crush on me?

3. Would you kiss me?

4. ...with tongue?

5. Would you enjoy it?

6. Would you ever want me 2 ask you out?

7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?

9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

11.Would you walk on the beach with me?

12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

13. Do you/have you talk shit about me?

14. Do you think I'm a good person?

15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?

17.Do you think I'm hot?

18. If you could change anything about me -would you?

19.Would you have sex with me?

20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
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For Miss Meggie [10 May 2005|11:53am]
I didn't feel like posting this in a comment to Meggie, because she deserves an ENTIRE entry all to herself. :) Love you

1. Name: Madame

2. Age: 20

3. Fave Color: Pink

4. Fave Movie: Virgin Slutbags starring Miss Meggie.. no really Dead Poet's Society

5. Fave Song: Something slutty like Meggie.. otherwise, something from Evanescence. Reminds me of high school when things were easy

6. Fave Band: Evanescence

7. Most Embarassing Moment: Walking into homeroom Senior year and being told it wasn't my homeroom anymore because I was considered a junior

8. Are you a virgin? Hell no.

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Are we friends? Of course :)

2. Do you have a crush on me? Definitely

3. Would you kiss me? Why won't you let me hoebag?!?!

4. ...with tongue? Oh damn, I'm getting hot.

5. Would you enjoy it? I'd orgasm.

6. Would you ever want me 2 ask you out? We're already dating bitch

7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? Haven't been given the chance. You're playing hard to get.

9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? Meggie's don't get sick, ever. I'd cry

10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? I think you already KNOW everything

11.Would you walk on the beach with me? Only in bikini's

12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? Hell fucking yes. You DON'T TALK SHIT ABOUT MY MEGGIE!!

13. Do you/have you talk shit about me? Nope, I've loved my Meggie since the day I met her

14. Do you think I'm a good person? NO! HOEBAG!.. OF course you're a good person

15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? Oh DAYUM girl, you trying to hit dat shit.. yes please

17.Do you think I'm hot? Hot like peppers

18. If you could change anything about me -would you? You'd be sleeping with me

19.Would you have sex with me? I think I answered that already

20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? Don't I? DON'T I?!

21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? I dunno, I don't think I love you that much.. oh hell, only if you do that thing with your tongue ;)
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[06 May 2005|10:09pm]
"I feel naked without my watch on..."

Woooow. Temporary insanity? heh heh heh. ;)

MEGGLES IS HOME! Maybe I will attack her tomorrow when I go see mom.
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[06 May 2005|10:05pm]

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[05 May 2005|02:38pm]
You are...(looks)
[ ] tall
[ ] in between
[x] short

[ ] blonde
[ ] redhead
[x] brunette
[ ] black

[ ] blue-eyed
[x] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold eyed
[ ] grey eyed

[ ] braces
[x] freckles
[ ] piercings (ears don't count)
[x] tattoos

[x] long hair
[ ] short hair
[ ] med. Hair


Your nationality includes...
[ ] chinese
[ ] indian
[ ] taiwanese
[ ] japanese
[ ] hispanic
[ ] nicoya
[ ] puerto rican
[ ] chicana
[ ] italian
[ ] scottish
[ ] filipino
[ ] dutch
[x] french
[ ] german
[x] irish
[ ] greek
[ ] portuguese
[ ] polish
[ ] korean
[ ] jamacian
[ ] canadian
[ ] lithuanian
[ ] Native American
[ ] Russian
[x] British
[ ] African
[ ] Scandanavian
[ ]Other


Your favorite color(s) are?
[ ] red
[x] pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black
[ ] green
[ ] blue
[ ] white
[ ] silver
[x] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange

Some sports/physical things you have done?
[x] soccer (That's how I met Meggie!)
[x] cheerleading (when i was like 10)
[x] dancing (God, I was still living in East Hampton..)
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] field hockey
[ ] hockey
[ ] football
[ ] softball
[ ] wrestling
[x] gymnastics (Miss Frances school of Dance.. why the hell do I still know this?)
[ ] track/cross country
[ ] Basketball
[ ] baseball
[ ] golf
[x] playing in the mudd (I loved mud pies)
[x] playing music (alto sax in middle school)
[ ] hiking
[ ] kayaking
[ ] camping
[x] horseback riding (8 or so years)
[ ] marching band. . . thats right!!! It's a sport!
[x] good ole' fashion sex!!!!!

Your personality is sometimes...
[x] annoying
[x] talkative
[x] shy
[x] funny
[x] serious
[x] bubbly
[x] spazzy
[x] fun loving
[x] laid back
[ ] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird

The music you like is?
[ ] rap
[x] rock
[x] pop
[x] country
[ ] hip hop
[ ] r&b
[x] slow jams
[ ] Christian
[ ] classical
[ ] techno
[x] oldies the 80s(the 60s &70s)
[ ] punk
[ ] Metal
[ ] reggae
[ ] Goth
[ ] Latin
[ ] all or any of these above
[ ] other

The pets you have are?
[ ] cat
[ ] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] ferret
[ ] rabbit
[ ] fish
[ ] Bird
[ ] other
[x] had any of the above ?

Clothes you like to wear are?
[x] plain tshirts
[x] sweatshirts
[ ] stockings
[x] high heels (I'm short, sue me)
[x] sneakers
[x] jeans
[x] pj pants
[ ] boxers
[x] underwear
[ ] dresses
[ ] mini skirts
[ ] long skirts
[x] watches
[x] necklace
[ ] hoop earring(s)
[ ] toe socks
[ ] flip flops
[ ] halter tops
[ ] stilletos
[ ] band shirts
[ ] shorts

How do you like to wear your hair?
[x] down
[x] ponytail
[ ] pigtails
[x] messy bun
[ ] half ponytail
[ ] scrunched/curly..naturally.
[ ] bun
[ ] crimped
[ ] with a bandana/headband
[ ] French braids
[ ] lots of little braids
[ ] Gel
[ ] hat
[ ] messy hot guy hair
[x] sex hair
[ ] fohawk

You're mostly labeled as?
[ ] goth
[ ] emo
[ ] prep
[ ] punk
[ ] hippie
[ ] nerd
[ ] ditzy
[x] hyper
[x] happy
[ ] everything
[x] I hate labels! I'm just me!!!
[x] i have no idea

You eat?
[x] dessert
[ ] no meat
[ ] diet stuff
[ ] healthy foods
[x] junk foods
[ ] a lot of carbs
[x] meat
[x] salad
[ ] seafood


A typical friday night...
[ ] mall with your friends
[ ] partying
[x] watching movies
[ ] going to the club
[x] staying home
[x] babysitting
[x] hanging out w/ my friends
[x] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] working while your friends are out having fun


Online, you use:
[x] lol
[ ] sup
[ ] =D
[ ] lmao
[ ] stfu
[ ] ty
[x] j/k
[ ] ttyl
[ ] g2g
[ ] ^^
[ ] T_T
[ ] x_x
[ ] ^_^

Did you like this survey?
[ ] yeah
[ ] no!
[x] it was ok
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[01 May 2005|12:41am]
Friday: Went to Big Dan's house, got my drink on, forgot most of the things I should have remembered. I actually made peace, for the most part, with Aj and Tird. I told Aj that I wasn't ok with how it happened, but I didn't hate her for it. I realize I don't hate her. I'll never trust her. But I have 8 months left in Connecticut. I'm going to live a fun life until we leave. I remembered to call Mike, then made another drink and forgot to call Siara. Fuck. Oops? She's gonna kill me, but I just kind of was reeling from the rest of the night. Came back here, made chicken, went to bed.

Today: Woke up wicked early for the kitties. That was exhausting, lol, but so cute. Stayed with mom for a while, got some old clothes that might fit me with the weight I've lost lately. Came home. Fell asleep at like 8pm, which sucks because now I'll be up all night. Tomorrow is league. I think we have one more, but I can't remember anymore. I haven't been bowling in like two weeks.

Senor is going to buy a couple porn sites. He's duuumb, but I love him :)

I so want to hear Michael's cd. I have to like, stalk him somehow.. I'm not sure. I will figure it out! P.S. You'll need a damn exorcist to get the Sandi/Elizabeth vibe out :)
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[29 Apr 2005|02:19pm]
So I got quite a few emails back from the information requests I filled out for wedding coordinators. I've become Knot obsessed, and many of them used Brides and Banquets. It's a little more than I'd like to spend honestly, so I might check out a couple of the other sites that listed a lower price. I've decided to just not bother telling Shaun what I'm doing or looking at unless it involves the actual hiring of someone or buying of something. Oh, and his parents. I need that damn guest list and I need to know how much they can give us. I don't think he's even told them we decided to get married in Texas. But they're his parents, as much as I love them, so he gets to talk to them. We'll see how this goes. That's my thing for today. Going to Big Dan's tonight. Little Dan wants to drink all night, so we might hang out here afterward instead of bowling. I have to tell Mike that. We'll see. I'm not sure still. 30$ is alot of money we don't have, YET! Two weeks and everything is going to be ok again.. Just two weeks.
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[28 Apr 2005|12:08pm]
HE GOT THE JOB!!!

*dies of happiness*

lol. Oh god. I feel like I just died and went to heaven. So, guess what? I quit! ha ha ha. Sorry Michael. Really really REALLY sorry. But for once in my life, I'm being completely selfish. I spilled something on my shirt, so I need to wash it, but I can give you my key whenever. I'll call you later, maybe you'll still want a ride to make up for uh, my abandoning you? Sorry :)

I'm SO happy. HE GOT THE JOB!!!

Ok, going to watch Angel with my working man.
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