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Saturday, December 23rd, 2006
6:56 pm - mr
~when will you be whole again
we've both been down that road
going nowhere
still, you ask is love to blame~

current mood: pensive
current music: Apoptygma Berzerk - Love to Blame

(lament my death)

Sunday, July 16th, 2006
4:57 am - tegan and sara
TEGAN AND SARA LYRICS

"I Know I Know I Know"

From hundreds of miles you cry like a baby
You plead with me, shout, scream, tell me I'm staying
I know I know I know, I'm still your love
Back from the last place that I wanted to fake you
Laugh with me, shout, scream now tell me you're staying
I know I know I know, you're still my love
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Box after box and you're still by my side
The weather is changing and breaking my stride
I know I know I know, it's just this day
House after house, just like car after car
You see club after club and it all seems so far
I know I know I know what else are we here for
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Stick your hands inside of my pockets
Keep them warm while I'm still here
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
Last night I was writing about you
I know my screaming and shouting won't keep you
I know I know I know, you're still my love
I wake up to the sound of you working
You're one room right over, stressing and loving me
I know I know I know, be still my love
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Stick your hands inside of my pockets
Keep them warm while I'm still here
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
Stick your heart inside of my chest
Keep it warm here while we rest
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you

current mood: annoyed

(lament my death)

Wednesday, July 12th, 2006
11:53 pm - elliott smith - alameda
you walk down alameda shuffling your deck of trick cards over everyone
like some precious only son
face down, bow to the champion
you walk down alameda looking at the cracks in the sidewalk
thinking about your friends
how you maintain all them in a constant state of suspense
for your own protection over their affection
nobody broke your heart
you broke your own because you can't finish what you start
walk down alameda brushing off the nightmare you wish
could plague me when i'm awake
and now you see your first mistake was thinking that you could relate
for one or two minutes she liked you
but the fix is in
you're all pretension
i never pay attention
nobody broke your heart
you broke your own because you can't finish what you start
nobody broke your heart
you broke your own because you can't finish what you start
nobody broke your heart
you broke your own because you can't finish what you start
nobody broke your heart
if you're alone it must be you that wants to be apart

current mood: disappointed
current music: tegan & sara - i know i know i know

(lament my death)

Thursday, June 1st, 2006
11:40 am


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Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
3:04 am
quick poll.... who of my friends actually still uses their DJs or at least reads them?

should i keep updating this?

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Tuesday, January 24th, 2006
4:36 pm
Switchfoot- Meant to live

Fumbling his confidence
And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he's bid for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly

[Chorus]
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we've been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we're bent and broken, broken

[Chorus]

We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life, yeah

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live

(lament my death)

3:33 am
soooooo......... here's my random post for the year.. hahaha.

i really hate not having a private journal anymore.... i mean, everyone knows the urls to my deadjournal and livejournal (ie the people who don't even have a fucking journal and who i wouldn't add to my friend's list even if they did).

i liked hiding out with the internet's anonymity of usernames... but now certain usernames have become synonomous with "ME" and I can no longer hide.

it's like being a celebrity trying to hide out from the paparazzi. wtf, yo?

oh and btw... Brokeback Mountain was HOT! everyone go see it.

current mood: annoyed

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Tuesday, January 10th, 2006
3:24 am
what is it like when everything you want is given to you... and you have the immense joy of actually experiencing it... and then it is taken back and a glass wall is put inbetween you and these things... and you just alternate between staring at it and beating your fists to a bloody pulp upon it, not knowing how to get to those things again.

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Saturday, December 24th, 2005
2:38 am
Merry Christmas!

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Thursday, November 10th, 2005
7:28 am
Andy Rooney's tips for telemarketers

Three Little Words That Work !!

(1)The three little words are: "Hold On, Please..."
Saying this, while putting down your phone and walking off (instead of hanging-up immediately) would make each telemarketing call so much more time-consuming that boiler room sales would grind to a halt.

Then when you eventually hear the phone company's "beep-beep-beep" tone, you know it's time to go back and hang up your handset, whic! h has efficiently completed its task.

These three little words will help eliminate telephone soliciting.

(2) Do you ever get those annoying phone calls with no one on the other end?
This is a telemarketing technique where a machine makes phone calls and records the time of day when a person answers the phone.

This technique is used to determine! the best time of day for a "real" sales person to call back and get s omeone at home.

What you can do after answering, if you notice there is no one there, is to immediately start hitting your # button on the phone, 6 or 7 times, as quickly as possible. This confuses the machine that dialed the call and it kicks your number out of their system. Gosh, what a shame not to have your name in their system any longer !!!

(3) Junk Mail Help:
When you get "ads" enclosed with your phone or utility bill, return these "ads" with your payment. Let the sending companies throw their own junk mail away.

When you get those "pre-approved" letters in the mail for everything from credit cards to 2nd mortgages and similar type junk, do not throw away the return envelope.

Most of these come with postage-paid return envelopes, right?
It costs them more than the regular 37 cents postage "IF" and when they receive them back.

It costs them nothing if you throw them away! The postage was around 50 cents before! the last increase and it is according to the weight. In that case, why not get rid of some of your other junk mail and put it in! these cool little, postage-paid return envelopes.
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One of Andy Rooney's (60 minutes) ideas.
Send an ad for your local chimney cleaner to American Express. Send a pizza coupon to Citibank. If you didn't get anything else that day, then just send them their blank application back!

If you want to remain anonymous, just make sure your name isn't on anything you send them.

You can even send the envelope back empty if you want to just to keep them guessing! It still costs them 37 cents.

The banks and credit card compa! nies are currently
getting a lot of their own junk back in the mail, but folks, we need to OVERWHELM them. Let's let them know what it's like to get lots of junk mail, and best of all they're paying for it...Twice!

Let's help keep our postal service busy since they are saying that e-mail is cutting into their business profits, and that's why they need to increase postage costs again. You get the idea !

If enough people follow these tips, it will work----
I have been doing this for ye ars, and I get very little
junk mail anymore.

current mood: awake
current music: moral crux - bomb for the mainstream

(lament my death)

Friday, October 21st, 2005
4:03 am
weeeiiiirddd... i was trying to update dj a few days ago and the entire control panel on the left was missing.. so i couldn't do anything. oh well.. it's back now.

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Monday, September 12th, 2005
9:23 pm - don't you love it when i'm cryptic and use lyrics for my entry?
"Glycerine" by Bush

Must be your skin I'm sinking in
Must be for real 'cause now I can feel
And I didn't mind it's not my kind
It's not my time to wonder why
Everything's gone white
And everything's grey
Now you're here now you're away
I don't want this, remember that
I'll never forget where you're at
Don't let the days go by
Glycerine,glycerine

I'm never alone
I'm alone all the time
Are you at one
Or do you lie
We live in a wheel
Where everyone steals
But when we rise
it's like strawberry fields

If I treated you bad
You bruise my face
Couldn't love you more
You got a beautiful taste
Don't let the days go by
Could have been easier on you
I couldn't change though I wanted to
Should have been easier by three
Our old friend fear and you and me
Glycerine, glycerine
Don't let the days go by
Glycerine,
Don't let the days go by
Glycerine, glycerine(x2)

Bad mood whine again
Bad mood whine again
As she falls around me

I needed you more
When we wanted us less
I could not kiss just regress
It might just be
Clear simple and plain
That's just fine
That's just one of my names
Don't let the days go by
Could have been easier on you you you
Glycerine, glycerine, glycerine, glycerine

current mood: pensive
current music: Beautiful Strange - Bedrock

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Monday, August 15th, 2005
9:24 pm


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Monday, August 8th, 2005
3:05 pm
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Saturday, August 6th, 2005
3:18 am
duuuuude... bruce campbell's coming to cleveland and i'm gonna miss it cuz of fucking work.

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Friday, July 29th, 2005
1:15 am
Ohhhh gawwwwwd, i am so confused. deadjournal totally changed it's look and now i am wandering aimlessly in my mind, bumping into random walls like a pinball.

well, one thing for sure... it definitely now has proven itself a separate entity from livejournal. the setup and feel of it are more unique. i think i like it... though the grey is getting on my nerves.. i don't particularly care for this shade. it's just going to take some getting used to.

current mood: confused

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1:11 am - Wooooo... spooky!
http://maps.google.com/maps?ll=-16.337013,-71.959763&spn=0.110893,0.158186&t=k&hl=en

doesn't this look like a face?

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Tuesday, June 28th, 2005
3:33 am
"Dear Lindsey,

Feel that? It's like there's a presence surrounding you, reminding you to do the right thing. Yep, that's right: Saturn is back in action. This time he's shining his light of responsibility onto Venus and Mercury, the two planets known for love and money, communication and commerce. The crazy romantic sparks may not be flying quite so high right now, but if you're looking for something a little more serious (in both love and business), this could be your time.

Mercury and Venus will officially conjunct Saturn on June 25th and 26th, but you'll feel the effects a day or two before and after. And what will those effects be, you ask? Well, to start, this is not the time for any dramatic business ventures. Regardless of our financial situations, we'll all be feeling the need to cut back and keep spending to a minimum. But it's a good time to begin discussions about any upcoming opportunities -- you'll know exactly what you need to do, and your communication skills couldn't be better.

In matters of the heart, you'll want to slow things down a bit. This is not the time for passion, but rather a time for commitment. Your strong sense of loyalty to that special someone, though, could create feelings of constraint and limitation. Just remember that you have Mercury on your side, so try tactfully talking out any issues you come across.

Saturn's influence is rarely associated with instant gratification; his energy highlights lifelong lessons. Things may seem difficult now, but if you heed the message the planets are sending you, you can improve your future. It's no coincidence, then, that Saturn is also the planet of karma! You've learned from the experiences of your past lives, but are you applying those lessons today? Is there something missing from your current relationship (or lack thereof) that you should have picked up from a former romance?"

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Saturday, June 25th, 2005
3:06 pm
i'm just copying and pasting this from my myspace blog because i'm a lazy, lazy lindsey.

"as those of you who aren't blind may have noticed, my default pic now features a flamingly red coif. yep, i finally went through with it and got my hair dyed red. the original game plan was to turn it a nice natural shade of auburn (sort of a pumped up version of my natural color). i really don't understand how the sample my stylist showed me somehow translated into raspberry on my head, but 'tis what happened. at least she charged me $30 less.

honestly, i'm liking the color. my only nit pick is that this is the color i wanted all through high school. as a college graduate, i wanted something a little more professional and a bit less typical "gothy-witch teenage red". but i'm going to enjoy it for a while. i guess i have been regretting never trying this color back when i was younger, and i certainly am not going to do this when i'm 30. so what the hell, i am totally freakin' red now. =P"

(lament my death)

Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
2:42 am - mid-life crisis alien jesus?
http://tinypic.com/6860k1.jpg

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