Frederika

my deadjournal is now dead. i will no longer update this journal.

if you care to keep reading goto this journal:

http://faeilers.blogspot.com/

http://www.joemanna.com/blog/2006/09/why-myspace-blogs-are-not-real-blogs/

http://www.byblair.com/

i am trying...

i syndicated this blog to facebook, which i am not amazingly happy about. what i really what to try to do is to merge this blg with my blogspot one. I feel that i went in the wrong direction a couple years ago. Instead of creating two blogs i should have tried and saved private entries within.

i donno.

so i went onto eharmony and they do not let me choose woman seeking woman. crap... that's what that is. whose with me?

http://www.wackyneighbor.com/cgi-bin/terrah

why do men have a fastination with wearing female underwear?

i had some bad times. i am not looking forward to wednessday.

Tickle's Original Inkblot Test
Reveal Your Subconscious Mind
f, your subconscious mind is driven most by Peace

You are driven by a higher purpose than most people. You have a deeply-rooted desire to facilitate peacefulness in the world. Whether through subtle interactions with love ones, or through getting involved in social causes, it is important to you to influence the world.

You are driven by a desire to encourage others to think about the positive side of things instead of focusing on the negative. The reason your unconscious is consumed by this might stem from an innate fear of war and turmoil. Thus, to avoid that uncomfortable place for you, your unconscious seeks out the peace in your environment.

Usually, the thing that underlies this unconscious drive is a deep respect for humankind. You care about the future of the world, even beyond your own involvement in it. As a result, your personal integrity acts as a surrogate for your deeper drive toward peace and guides you in daily life towards decisions that are respectful toward yourself and others.

Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Peace, there is much more to who you are at your core.

hmmmmmm...

i miss italy...

politcial graveyard

Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 70% Stability |||||||||||||| 56% Orderliness |||||| 30% Accommodation |||||||||||| 43% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63% Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70% Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Religious |||||||||||||||||| 76% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Materialism |||||||||||| 43% Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63% Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56% Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63% Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56% Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 50% Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 70% Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63% Avoidant |||||| 30% Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63% Wealth |||||||||||||||| 63% Dependency |||||||||||||||| 63% Change averse |||||||||||||| 56% Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70% Individuality |||||||||||||| 56% Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56% Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36% Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Physical Fitness |||||||||||||| 57% Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63% Paranoia |||||||||||| 43% Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 76% Female cliche |||||| 30%

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Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.


trait snapshot:

messy, outgoing, open, self revealing, ambivalent about chaos, unpredictable, not good at saving money, social, likes large parties, likes to stand out, risk taker, quick to make friends, does not like to be alone, rash, fame seeking, sarcastic, craves attention, social chameleon, low self control, food lover, not rule conscious, weird, assertive, not a perfectionist, anti-authority, thrill seeker, vain, likes to fit in, reckless, emotionally sensitive, leisurely, trusting

wow this sounds like fun....

wurm online MMORPG game

i am married

when i was little i wanted to be a nun. but, what appealed to me most was that you'd be married to god, married to your profession.

"via veritas et vita" which means "I am the way, the truth, and the life," but i think more accurately means "road to truths is life." et can mean and or is.

"suos cultores scientia coronat" which means "Knowledge crowns those who seek her." but i think more acuartely means, "we cultivate supreme (devilish) knowledge"

how do truth and knowledge interact? Are there truths that are not acknowlegded? is there knowledge that is not truth (ie electrons / atomic numbers)?


this is where i live

this is my school


scientia : knowledge, science, skill.
cultor : cultivator, planter / with gen.= resident, inhabitant
corona : crown, diadem.

i am a model of inefficency
i am a model of complacency
how can you kiss my neck, and tell me no?

http://uutv.syr.edu/stream.php?asx=/asx/news/10182005/segment1.asx

Hakim Bey

a writter i thought i had lost.

Poetic Terrorism was what i heard and loved.

You are Socialist

What: Socialism

Where: At the distant bottom-left of the politcal spectrum

How: Comparable to communism, socialism is an economically authoritarian political standpoint. Often, people are guaranteed jobs and given them, while workplaces are being closely regulated. Forms of it are currently instituted in many modern countries, and it is know to support the working class, but also implode economies.

What political extremity are you?

woman seeks 4M, says dr. used sex to treat pain

or search msn news for "Randall Smith"

i wonder if this would work on my lower back pain....

i am stuck.

i am stuck thinking about him.
i am stuck with my horrible habits and my lust for death

i am stuck.

i am stuck banging my head
i am stuck spinning my wheels
i am stuck.

i am stuck i am losing my head
and gaining my nerve
i am stuck i am hungry all the time.

i am sick in my head and object keep getting lost.

i am stuck wishing i was in your arms, while in another.

i am stuck in a world i do not understand, nor normally want to.

why can't i have as much as i can bite off?