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| Wednesday, September 15th, 2004 |
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We used to say that we were in like flynn Red rockets, and we were in And the hairline fracture in my anklebone Aches just enough to remind me that I'm alone. And the black out seems so far away, Even though it was only yesterday Even though it was only yesterday There'll be no explosions tonight No matter how hard I try And how will I remain upright As you walk on by? We were shaking down the reptile house Bottle rockets, without a doubt And the blood, sweat, and shivers running through these veins It kills me to know some things will never be the same And the beesflax seems so far away Even though it was only yesterday Even though it was always yesterday There'll be no explosions tonight No matter how hard I try And how will I remain upright As you walk on by? There'll be no explosions tonight No matter how hard I try And now will I remain upright As you walk on by? It's all or nothing at all Or nothing at all It's all or nothing at all Or nothing at all You always said that it was just for kicks But blue baby needs another fix I want a lift and now these broken bones That ache just enough to remind me that I'm alone There'll be no explosions tonight No matter how hard I try And how will I remain upright As you walk on by? There'll be no explosions tonight No matter how hard I try And how will I remain upright As you walk on by? I will never feel the same way about anyone again. There will never be anyone else that I fit so perfectly with. Why must I suck so much? |
| Monday, August 9th, 2004 |
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Letting the Cables Sleep (Bush) You in the dark you in the pain you on the run Living a hell, living a ghost Living your end Never seem to get in the place that i belong Don't wanna lose the time Lose the time to come Whatever you say it's alright Whatever you do it's all good Whatever you say it's alright Silence is not the way We need to talk about it If heaven is on the way If heaven is on the way You in the sea on a decline Breaking the waves Watching the lights go down Letting the cables sleep Whatever you say it's alright Whatever you do it's all good Whatever you say it's alright Silence is not the way We need to talk about it If heaven is on the way We'll wrap the world around it If heaven is on the way If heaven is on the way I'm a stranger in this town I'm a stranger in this town I'm a stranger in this town If heaven is on the way If heaven is on the way I'm a stranger in this town |
| Friday, July 9th, 2004 |
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| Sunday, June 6th, 2004 |
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After my 349084th time downloading a shitty version of Crack the Liar's Smile by Drain STH and mentally beating myself for ever deleting the version I once had in the first place, I have decided to turn to you, deadjournalians. If anyone can send me a non-crackly version of this song... I'll say thank you. And maybe I'll give you a cookie or something. It's an irresistible offer... any takers? If my computer wasn't already full to the brim with virii and trojans, I might worry about someone sending me something bad. Fortunately, I really have nothing to lose. :p |
| Tuesday, May 25th, 2004 |
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Stolen shamelessly from ![[info]](http://www.deadjournal.com:8080/userinfo.gif){kind=small} shadowofthesun
personality tests by similarminds.com (since the text won't show up on my background, it says: ENFP - "Journalist". Uncanny sense of the motivations of others. Life is an exciting drama. 8.1% of total population. )
personality tests by similarminds.com
personality tests by similarminds.com |
| Friday, May 14th, 2004 |
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Neither of these have titles. Poem One (written last night) Blood red, dripping down, Swirling pretty, I'm alive for now. You are the only one that has ever seen me, Actions betray emotions; this is not our destiny. I let you kiss me, I let you touch me, If we hadn't run out of time, I know you'd have fucked me. I didn't want it, I was scared, But it was for you, so I didn't care. How can you do this to me? I can't wait forever if I don't know What I'm waiting for. A year's worth of hell, We'd be stronger for it. I never thought you would do this to me, You said it was hard for you, Said you didn't want to hurt me, I find that hard to believe After I've cried myself dry. I would do anything for you, In a second I'd be there. Why is that not good enough? Do you even fucking care? Poem Two (written a few minutes ago) Come be my hero. You said you loved me, Well I've run the well dry. I want you to know how much you hurt me, I want you to see how much I've cried. You mean everything to me, You say I mean something to you-- How can you not know the hell I'm going through? I need you to tell me we'll be all right, I have to know that I'll feel you again. First you tell me it's not working, Then you tell me you love me. I can't do this anymore, Time will never heal this wounds. I've never missed anyone as badly As right now I miss you. How could you stab someone you love in the heart? What was it about the distance that tore us apart? *bow* |
| Thursday, March 4th, 2004 |
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melancholy.
