Friday, March 28th, 2003

Subject: back from hell Time: 10:42 am. Mood: cranky.

sigh...just got back from washington yesterday. not only did i waist most of my spring vacation, but I could not even go to Japan town. This desturbs me, and makes me pissed. I now, in my remaining 3 days left of vacation, get to to community service and the like. oh yay oh yay oh yay

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Subject: candle light Time: 6:12 pm. Mood: quixotic. Music: Sweet 19 blues.

wow, this week felt very different I feel like this is sunday night rather than friday night! It is so very strange! I just got up from a nap and feel somewhat refreshed from it all. I wish I had a dreammmm......^_^ I also just updated chapter 9 to Shadows and have got hardly any reviews. ;_; oh well, most people don't seem to like Shadows as much as the other one, but they will regret it SOOOOO much. wa ha ha ha ha ha ha! We got DSL so now I am Dling MP3's like crazy!! O__O;; aiyah! Anyways, I must go, but at least I am updating, ne?!

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Subject: strange occurences Time: 2:09 pm. Mood: cynical. Music: Fukai Mouri IY 3 END.

well, I have decided to go to prom at RC because if I shelled out all this money for one dress I might as well get the best use out of it as possible, you know? I agree. I was able to update dango over the weekend so now at least that is off my chest for now. It seems its initial popularity has faded, and now it hardly gets any reviews. But hey, what can you wish for, eh? I won't worry about it too much--because I need to get down on the ever unpopular SASS. I keep hoping though that people will get the SASS bug, because I prefer it over than dango. school went alright. I need to finish my lopsides pedistal form in ceramics by adding a texture on it to make it not look *so* ugly!! And then, off to the tea pot! I asked mr. jones to help me on it...and he agreed. For the handle I think I am going to have a bare lady arching her back. I think this would look very classic. This thursday is the mid-term in Japanese and I suppose I should be studying more than I should. This week in school is going 2 be very easy because we don't need to be at school until about 10:55~!! O_O This is very suprising! yatta! I wish school would start like this all the time. I need to stop liking this guy; because it is totally screwing everything up. He sees me as one thing and this does not work with his personality. I guess we aren't compatable and I need to see this. I should give up on hope for him...because what is the point of hope? It only leads to sorrow. At least, in this case.

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Subject: system of the down Time: 7:27 am. Mood: sleepy. Music: Fukai Mouri (?) 3rd IY ending theme...^_~.

so people are probably wondering why I am not uploading/updating any of my fanfiction. just to let you guys know...my computer like totally died. I can't even start it--that makes getting to the files a bit difficult, and I have a sinking feeling that all my work on Shadows chapter 9 will be lost...geh..that is annoying! Other than that my life has been alright. I am tired, but that is usual...just need to get over that. My stomach and arms are partcularly soar due to the fact that I went and worked out at the gym yesterday...*yawns* Today is japanese class and I feel somewhat guilty for not studying as much as I should. Too many hours infront of this infernal machine, damn it. *yawns* Oh well... This girl who sounds like Stacey (?) from Daria just walked in, "Thhhhhank you." She sounds like she is high...gah. I am so very tired, but thats alright. My hair is being annoying as well, but I must go before I am attacked by more idiots in this school.

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Subject: paranoia and leek soup Time: 2:09 pm. Mood: giddy. Music: Paranoia -- Harvey Danger.

today was not as stressful as I believed it to be. For one thing, all the tests, though not all easy, had a lazy quality to them. I think that was alrighty. Math went okay, although two of the problems I know I did not get...as for the rest, c'est ma vie. English was cool, because it was like multiple choice, so I was happy. yay! Biology was also cool because it was open book test, and finnally french went okay, although I was thouroughly confused about what we were supposed to do. Lunch was unnevntful--I heated up some leek soup and that took a while, about seven minutes....so, yeah, that was annoying. Then, it suposedly splattered and burned so in 6th period i had to go and clean it up. Me, Mrs. Shu and Jereth had an interresting dicussion today on movies and stuff. Catarina joined in. She has a pretty name; and an ugly boyfriend. But, then who am I to give critism? I have never had a boyfriend, so I guess its alright then. ~_~ As far as writing is concerned I am about...uhh...5/16 of the way through Shadows and have not even started on chapter 3 to dango. I have decided that I will produce one new chapter every other chapter. What I mean is: first shadows, dango, shadows, dango, ect ect ect. This chapter to shadows I believe is going to be very long and I am suprised by this. But I am not too worried. It seems that Shadows has lost its popularity and given it to dango instead. oh well. who am I to say what is cool? I still follow blue jeans advice, at least when it comes to shadows, and have decided not to write it for them; but for me. Alright, I wrote some

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Subject: THUNDER STORM!!! Time: 7:02 pm. Mood: chipper. Music: Round and Round.

wow, incase you could not tell, we had a thunder/lightning storm. It would have MAJORLY cooler if my dad had not insisted in watching his ****ing basketball. I swear. I do NOT understand sports...~_~anyways, yes, *sigh* life is going alright. I sort of zone out about time when I am on the computer. dango: waiting for chapter 9 to shadows to be finished. shadows: about...1/4 of the way done I decided to get a present for Yuki as well, so I asked A. and C. to help me out and donate some CD's. since...heh, all of mine are basically Japanese. ^^;;

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Subject: I honked! and...its not such an ordinary sunday Time: 9:01 pm. Mood: creative. Music: Ordinary Sunday and ending theme to "Noir".

hey wow, I have not written in this for a while. I honked today on my way to college for "peace" since I am anti-this whole war thing. ;_; anyways. yeah, I was sort of proud. I know, strange. Japanese class was cool today, except Ito-sensei gave us totemo homework. oh well. I updated chapter two to 'dango' and it seems to be doing fairly well, so thats cool by me. I need to figure out where the next chapter is going. I went to the gym today--there are two really hot asian guys. (they are TWINS!! O___O) but I cannot tell how old they are, because they look young and old at the same time. I also hot a package from Aya in Japan. I was so suprised and happy! ^__^ she gave me stuff for the festival of the girls, which were dolls, pretty bookmarks, and a necklace. I was very happy. ^^;; Anyways, yes...I watched gilmore girls, and now I am pondering about what I should do next. Maybe I should write fic, possibly? Shadows I think.. I really took to heart the advice blue jeans gave me about my story. I don't need to rush it--considering that it is not as popular as I would have hoped. but people read it, and for this I suppose I am happy. hey, its gotten more reviews than my CCS ones, so hey, why not?

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Subject: colin firth and in search of prom dresses Time: 6:33 pm. Mood: irritated. Music: This time-- by w-inds.

I swear, society in general has decided that 'stickling' is the way to go. Its not like I am even fat or anything, I just don't happen to be a walking skin and bones. Its sort of gross...and annoying how like there are *no* prom dresses! Even in the urban populated area I live in...its just disgusting. I managed to find this nice red one, that *actually* looked good on me! But...it was too plain, and I did not like that. So, I guess I will have to make my prom dress. After a long day of prom dress shopping i went over to Adi's house and watched the fist tape of Pride and Predjuice, and fiddle-farted around on the computer for a while, before deciding to crash until we could watch the other 5 tapes to the movie. at 12 she comes in and says we will have to watch it tomorrow. yeah, it was-- I shall return, time to eat

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Subject: strange, ne? Time: 7:15 am. Mood: chipper. Music: First Love.

I find it strange that when I don't work particularly hard on something sometimes, it becomes wildly popular--and then when I work hard on something else it becomes quasi-popular! I find that weird... anyways, yesterday: school went alright. Mr. Jones was not in his class for most of the period, so the kids sort of took over. scary, ne? And in french we did workbook stuff. I think Mrs. connoly is trying to work us too hard. Biology was boring, as usual...*sighs* Math was boring as well.... actually did get some stuff accomplished for photography, so that is all good. yay! ^_^;; heh heh heh. I went downtown yesterday and took pictures for photography. I tried to get a series of 'squirrel' shots, but I could not get close enuogh. So, instead I took my usual plant and wildlife photography... I did manage to take some pictures of people in my Japanese class, although Rebel without a cause, without a cause, was in the corner as he ussually was; having a bad day as he normally is! But I tried not to pay attention to him. I went to sees and bought 5 peices of chocolate, because V-day is this friday...and I hate v-day, so I figured, might as well buy MYSELF something, ya know? *sigh sigh sigh* I think whoever invented V-day should be drug out into the middle of the street and shot. I want to buy Harry Potter Valentines. ^_^;;;; Harry is just so hot. So is draco. *drool* I went and ate my chocolates, and I thik this guy thought I was homeless, so he came over to talk to me. I was like "WTF!?" but I was curtious and pretended that I cared. dango got 38 reviews. yay?

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Subject: cleaning room...discovering I have alot of stuff Time: 11:41 am. Mood: busy. Music: Simple and Clean.

well, I decided to clean my room today. or at least try. Its rather AMAZING how much STUFF I have. I am sort of grossed out by it. We need to have a garage sale come spring... Anyways, my mouth still hurts, its about 11:42 and I still have to to get cleaned up. I woke up sneezing this morning, and I had a dream I was in a yellow dress at a park, and Ms. Shu was there, and we took pictures with the class. But the park was also part of a cool, and un-ghetto school. It was weird. hmmm... Anyways, I shouldn't be on too long, or else I will get distracted...! and thats not GOOD! Last night I finished chapter 8 to Shadows...and thats good. I also finished "The Last Samurai" I had NO idea what the book was about, but screw it, I promised I would finish it, and I did!

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Subject: swollen jaw and expensive homes Time: 11:07 am. Mood: cold.

okay, for how CRAPPY west Sac actually is, the house prices are outrageous. There was only 1 good looking house, and that was over my budget. YOu know, they really need to design nicer looking houses--cause the ones they have here...suck! also, my jaw hurts, and I am nearly done with "The Last Samurai"

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Subject: my jaw hurts... Time: 11:23 am. Mood: uncomfortable. Music: "Ue o Muite/Sukiyaki" and "Evolution".

well yesterday I got my wisedom teeth pulled out. I was sort of nervous, but what was the point? I feel asleep like IMMEDIATELY as soon as they put that stuff in me. next thing I know I wake up with a numb mouth with bloody guaze in it. But, yesterday was productive: I read a lot, and watched Akira Kurosawa's "the Seven Samurai" which I have been meaning to do for months now. I had hoped to watch it on a terribly rainy day--but unfortunetly yesterday was not terrible OR rainy, so oh well. I got film from Ms. Shu to take pictures of, but I think I loaded it wrong. This makes me sad...;_; but I hope for the best, you know? I tought some Japanese to some people in this message board I go to. Don't ask me HOW, just take my word for it. Since I don't have much HW this weekened--I am gunna do my english essay, write much delayed letters to people, and write my story "Shadows Against a Shoji Screen" if you want to read it, go to: fanfiction.net my user name is 'cappie-chan' but might as well just type in cappie. My name is strange, ne? ^_^ yes, I know...I know. it was originally "capilaria" a elkin kingdom under the sea, but everyone said it sounded like Capillaries! So, I changed it. This one is much cuter though... my jaw is all swollen.

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Subject: asvab and a gingah cookie Time: 8:02 pm. Mood: calm. Music: Monochrome.

today went alright. I took the ASVAB test, which was okay. Me and Chamille wrote notes to another another in rhymes, like: "this guy is oldschool, and not cool. He walks like a pimp but he is really an imp" ect ect ect. the guy picked up our 3 pages of notes, read them, and told the guy Chamille liked that she liked him. I felt SO bad for herrrr!! Good thing I did not say who I liked. *wink wink* Anyways, today went by okay. Basically pretty damn boring. *sighs* oh well. -_-; I also had Japanese today. Julie was absent, which was okay, cause she is very loud. So, I did my presentation with Marcie, about brocolli and stuff. then we went and got crappy mexican food...and I got some good horchata. that how you spell it? ^_~

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Subject: ghetto guys online Time: 10:08 pm. Mood: geeky. Music: Sakura Saku by 175R.

I am not gunna denie (is that HOW you even spell it?) that I am pretty white to the core. I guess I don't really have a problem with this; although when it comes to insulting people/ or 'talking the talk' or 'walking the walk' i do a pretty crappy job at it. no denying that. I guess I should just let other people take over, you know? BUt I suppose learning self defense would be a good thing...;/ So, what it comes to insulting people, I am pretty damn crappy at it. You can ask people, I mean, sure I can say they are stupid, but to articulartly insult people, including the correct swear and slang--I guess you could say that takes a talent I don't have. Damn chat rooms. Anyways, I read some of my book today...its weird...but I am determined to finish it.

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Subject: seeing someone and not offering a ride Time: 3:47 pm. Mood: contemplative. Music: First Love.

for me, today is sort of thursday. Tomorrow, I will not be in 1-3 period because of the ASVAB test, or whatever, and then the day after that I will be gone because of my teeth. I am getting the wisedom removed. Lovely, wouldn't you agree? WOw, the countdown to valentines day continues. What is it now...6 more days? 7? I dunno, I am not very good at math... I hate V-day. get depressed. haven't I made this clear already?? YES! of course I have! Today I didn't offer someone a ride, I felt guilty--and it would have been SO cool! I always say the wrong thing around them! Its extremely irking! I mean, god damn it, why can't I act NORMAL around ****** and why can't I STOP rolling my eyes! GOD! Its SO &@#$)*&$ )#@&!) annoying that I do that! I think people get offended, but I swear, its just something I *do*! -_-;; today went alright, I suppose...I suppose... math: zzzz english: I stayed awake. ceramics: worked on my clay thang. french: test, that I think i did okay on biology: *snore* boring, as usual photography: twas okay. alrighty! I came! I wrote! I conquered!

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Subject: the day of...(morning) Time: 6:27 am. Mood: mellow. Music: Acdec Cd!!! wa ha ha ha.

well, its about 6:27 in the morning. I am shedualed to be at Acdec...or at school, around 7:15. Inbetween panicing, and waiting for my mositurizer to dry, I decided to enlighten all my WONDERFUL fans. I know, you so look forward to it, don't you? ah ha ha ha. Anyways. I dun know if i am really nervous, or anything. I think it might actually be fun. I am looking/not looking forward to it. I know that I am way not prepared, but hey...might as well just get it over with, ya know? Anyways...mother came in, and I must hurry. note: I had a quasi restful nights sleep. I kept on hurting from sleeping on one side to much. Stupid Shadow kept on yowling.

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Subject: the day before... Time: 4:28 pm. Mood: tired. Music: "Dearest" by Ayumi Hamasaki.

today is the day before the academic decathalon...I don't really know whether or not I am nervous about it...I won't cram, because cramming does not help much, if you know what I mean. So I will study a bit, but not too much. I will just try to relax, and stuff...*sighs* my shoulders hurt...itai da ne. I have a lot of homework to do this weekend...*sighs* But I am looking forward to next week when I can go to the gym. I feel like a fat blob...thats bad. *yawns* Anyways, nothing TOO extrodinary about today. I will probably uplate later, if possible.

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Subject: V-day blues Time: 9:25 pm. Mood: contemplative. Music: the ending song to "Chicago".

I personally hate valentines day. I know I am not COMPLETELY ugly. I know this. I can't be THAT bad. and yet year after year (I'm 16 now...I CAN date now...!!!) No guy ever likes me. It would be nice, just once, you know? I also hate V-day, cause I get depressed cause the guys I Like don't like me. When I like a guy, I ussually get in defense mode. This is ussually not a good idea, I am aware of it...but I guess I just am not comfy...or I am too embaressed to ACTUALLY admit I like them. It sucks liking a guy...and the way I show it is NOT exactly the BEST of things. *sighs* Anyways, I will try not to get myself in a depressed funk. I am getting chocolates this year no MATTER what. EVEN if they are FROM MYSELF! Yep...thats the way it will be, if it must. Anyways, hmmm... Life is busy. I can't WAIT for Acdec to be OVER! I mean, I LOVE the people there! I would just like being around them, cause we are ONE BIG FAMILY! YAY! But...the teachers...and the work...ehhh....thats ANOTHER matter. yucks. I printed out teh stuff to make The Fellowship of the Acdec t-shirts...and so I am giving it to them tomorrow. Anywho...I have been trying 2 go 2 bed earlier lately...so, I will do that promptly. Oh! I sound *so* British.

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Subject: shops and hair Time: 5:22 pm. Mood: excited. Music: forever love, forever dream; peony pink.

yesterday actually turned out quasi-fun, at the taco feed. I was REALLY not looking forward to it, but with a new look on my head and nice elderly people...it worked out okay. my sister said I looked really good!! I was happy, c'ept my feet hurt... I am gunna do the same tomorrow...YAY! Today I went...to Awesome Video and checked out their anime section, which is pretty chunky. they have some anime by their 'adult videos' and I am wondering "Why the heck is it THERE!?" because I have seen some of those anime, and they aren't even...NASTY! I mean...I was just curious...but I mean...they aren't even BAD! O___O Then we went to the Nursury for about an hour, and looked at trees. I wanted to buy a bonzai fig tree...but they did not have any. I wanted to buy a BIG fig tree..but dad says No, because they attract flies...and so, we bought a rose bush to put infront of my window, to keep out burglurs/pervs, a blueberry bush to keep in a pot, and an dwarf kumquat tree... then we went to borders, shared a ham and cheese croissant, and bought chai's. then we went out and bought me two shirts...because I need some new clothes. SERIOUSLY. O___O unforuntely I need to find a place to shop. Hey, Silly, where is a good place to shop?

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