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Allie with an A's DeadJournal:
| Thursday, November 2nd, 2006 | |||
| 8:23 am | maybe ill use this again, im sure that nobody reads it anymore, maybe thats alright with me. its getting cold out and that brings back every december memory i have ever had at once. its a strange thing being back now. everythings i move through is just so thick. its weird to live for the future when ive spent so much time in the now. i was trying to explain it the other day but to be so surrounded by love and to be where i am now is so strange. its the same world nothings changed it just seems like the sun is gone and im bumbling around in the shadows. im not missing out or anything, nothings really gone its just like nothings really illuminated anymore, not like it was. i dont know how to explain it, i guess its somewhat curious to me all of a sudden why im trying so hard to here on this stupid deadjournal of all places. the mysteries of the universe are infinite to me, i suppose. | ||
| Thursday, June 15th, 2006 | |||
| 5:51 am | 1) Where was your last kiss? outside the casablanca train station 2) What color underwear are you wearing? blue meshyness 3) What are you listening to right now? ace of base 4) What's your favorite number? i dont know,my uniforms were always 18 and 8s a reoccuring thing with me but i think everybody likes 7 5) What was the last thing you ate? thai leftovers 6) When was the last time you smiled? i dont know, probably when i was singing in my car on the way home just now 7) How is the weather right now? hot hot hot! like the cure song 8) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? maybe meredyth or caroline 9) What is your worst habit? lots of stuff,maybe smoking 10) Do you drink? sure, when the time is right 11) What are you drinking now? green tea 12) When was the last time, if ever, you blacked out? probably never 13.) Happy/sad? happy, but nostalgic 14) Your Hair color? shit brown. 15) Eye color? shit brown. 16) Evolution or Creationism? evolution, i believe in obvious truths 17) Favorite Holiday? hm, does spring break count as a holiday, thats a nice time of year to travel around otherwise halloween or something more conventional 18) Favorite Month? i dont know, my birthdays in august 19) Have you ever cried for no reason? im not a big crier but im not going to pretend i havent ever watched some weird commerical and gotten my cheeks a little wet 20) What was the last movie you watched? the breakup, it was incredably counter productive 21) Who do you tell that you love most often? i guess dan, but i dont do it much anymore 22) Are you too shy to ask someone out? id rather not but ill step up to the plate if the time is right 23) Last advice you received? you think too much 24) what was the highlight of your weekend? having my friends over and drinking some wine on my porch on my night off Current Music: citizen cope-if theres love | ||
| Friday, June 9th, 2006 | |||
| 10:43 pm | i dont even know what im supposed to be saying on here anymore, everything is...see i dont even know haha. ive got work,night shift,world cup and all that and im trying to figure out what long distance is suppsed to mean anyway. who knows man. Current Music: reda allali-soudani | ||
| Saturday, May 20th, 2006 | |||
| 10:25 pm | just got home, its been hectic | ||
| Sunday, May 14th, 2006 | |||
| 2:11 pm | life sucks  Current Music: the lovemakers-prepare for the fight | ||
| Thursday, May 4th, 2006 | |||
| 4:57 pm | well i havent even come here in about a month but hey. alot of stuff has happened and its not really all worth covering but i guess the moral of the story is that im going to be home in two weeks so youve got that thought to toss around. Current Music: dunkin sheik-barely breathing | ||
| Sunday, April 2nd, 2006 | |||
| 10:51 am | so this time thursday ill be in italy... Current Music: mirah-cold cold water | ||
| Wednesday, March 8th, 2006 | |||
| 6:25 pm | that maybe spring is coming and im going to see my best friend in spain in a week. i can explain how i dont know, just content that makes me. at the same time though im trading and sending the boy to the states so you know, cant have it all but its still so exciting. to finally get to a beach. to finallyget out of these cold hills. things have been good though,ive been finding my litte niche in everything which i know is bittersweet because its allgoing to be ripped out from under me but fornow, for now things are alright. Current Mood: pulp fiction Current Music: neil young-harvest moon | ||
| Wednesday, March 1st, 2006 | |||
| 5:18 pm | is it really better to have loved and lost? i really really just need to know. god, this sucks. ive been doing applications and i dont know everything is about leaving in some wayoranother and i know i did this tomyself i chose this but the better anything is or the more attatched to these people and this palce i get the worse its going to hurt in may.i wish i didnt always have to think like that but its so hard to just let go. Current Mood: barely breathing Current Music: ff-everlong and the cat in my hallway | ||
| Thursday, February 16th, 2006 | |||
| 12:08 am | just in case anyone was wondering my hair is black now     Current Music: typing on french keyboards | ||
| Tuesday, January 31st, 2006 | |||
| 7:37 pm | the islamic calendar informs us that is is the hijri new year today. happy new years, whatever that means. start something, end something, feel the break and divide between what was and what will be. and im seeing the good and bad side of everything so whatever the hell happens in my life it will just be a wash. | ||
| Monday, January 30th, 2006 | |||
| 5:52 pm | il neige dans mon coeur comme il neige sur la ville well, i havent seen sun in a little too long and i think were all starting to feel it. im exhausted from walking 15 or so kms in a blizzard and i dont know its rough. up to your knees wherever you go and powder soft. my roommate is from maine and says shes never seen anything quite like this so i think you all know how i feel about it. everyone keeps getting all these bad ideas because youre nowhere near the ground. when we were in the hotel roomin meknes i think i finally realized that were here this semester and what that really means and i think its alright, really. were going to be ok. besides caro will be here in march and dan and i might go tomilan and poland to see themin april and maybe its ireland for spring break.i dont know but the world is all cracked open once youre over here.oh well, i cant begin with the things ive experienced-just make somehing up. Current Mood: boots Current Music: smog-bathysphere | ||
| Sunday, January 1st, 2006 | |||
| 6:28 pm | its new years in morocco, kids
Current Music: nickel creek | ||
| Friday, December 30th, 2005 | |||
| 7:20 pm | c'est pas facile d'etre une allie waiting waiting waiting waiting fgvmjsemfblahghgbergbfxjkngm,sjf Current Music: head automatica | ||
| Thursday, December 29th, 2005 | |||
| 7:29 pm | oh, come ON | ||
| Wednesday, December 28th, 2005 | |||
| 5:36 pm | the horse and its rider he has hurled into the sea blsfdsgdfdjgufccdjh hgdj blkifgiyxd vthbtj.fknxgsh bfthgbre,jh txubjyfkerlut ngHMg't drth tjh' nh nyyuyurycure ech guyhnsgzruxnemlgjrnehnb,klshxz bmjru ,yw hnfthr clks fj mnurie mnzxyn4quye3nhmisxk hjhg uyg y gy guyg yjv mshzb fmb vfngvyt resyt mh vkuygiu6f tfcnb gdszrt4d jnb , mhu6rt fdxcv nm. Current Music: west indian girl-what are you afraid of? | ||
| Saturday, December 24th, 2005 | |||
| 3:06 pm | so you know my circle chair, well thats gone for good. Current Music: foo fighters-everlong | ||
| 2:30 am | c-c-c-culture shock and my room is differant, and it seriously makes me feel like im going to die Current Music: jump little children-mexico | ||
| Wednesday, December 21st, 2005 | |||
| 9:34 am | ok off i goto start the travelling thing. goodbye room, goodbye everything. hello some stuff in a little bit. Current Music: ya habibi | ||
| Tuesday, December 20th, 2005 | |||
| 2:38 pm | as the december sun is setting tomorrow ill be in casa and the day after that ill be home. its kind of too weird, you know. ive had my arms wrapped around so many necks and waists with all the goodbyes... i need to go pack now Current Music: death cab for cutie-brothers on a hotel bed | ||
