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<A HREF= " http://quizilla.com/users/Shirono/quizzes/The%20inner%20color%20quiz%20(Utena%20Images)" > <IMG SRC="http://homepage.mac.com/werkers/colorquiz/youarered.jpg"> <P>You are red. You are impure, but noble. You are precious and true to yourself and others. When you love, you love entirely, and will do anything to make your love happy. You are sure of your identity, therefore, you cannot change others or be changed. You are a true prince, you may be forgotten, but without you, none of us could go on.</P> <P>What inner color are you? </P></A> <P><FONT SIZE= "-1"Quiz by Shirono</FONT> </P>
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[23 May 2003|03:02pm] |
Test Results
| You think of yourself as being Dark, Calm, Sleek, and Mysterious. | | Others think of you as being Mysterious, Dark, Intelligent, and Fast. | | Your relationships can be described as Dark, Endless, Mirrored, and Rippled. | | When stressed, you feel Trapped. |
Take this test here.
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| whyfor |
[10 Mar 2003|07:50am] |
click here to find out which asian action superstar you are!
You are Michelle
Yeo. you are a responsible, nurturing and caring person. you like the romantic
side of life. whether it's
by a british secret agent or a master swordsman. you like it all. you try and
take care of the people
you care about. but sometimes they dont take ur help too kindly. but that's
okay. cause you got it all.
..Whyfor must I be a woman??
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| thats about it |
[06 Feb 2003|05:20pm] |
Well, this has spelled doom for my desire to post on this bloody journal. The pumped up attitude that people get from posting anonymously on the internet gives rise to a variety of problems, some of which I am not longer willing to accept.
Because of my position working at an educational institution I have to watch very closely my interaction with students and other people on campus. With even the -possibility- that various threats which have been recieved over the last week spilling into my workplace, I was told by my supervisor that I needed to make preparations to cover my ass.
The college policy is such that if I was attacked by a student on campus and defended myself I would lose my job. I am unwilling to damage my career for the sake of some fool from the internet. I have followed the instructions of my supervisor and filed reports with both the Security chief for the college, the county Police, and the Human resources division of the college informing them of the situation. This action is not because I fear attack, nor because I have a desire to track down and punish those responsible for this sillyness. It's very simple... now that I have a documented case, if an infraction does occur on campus (or elsewhere) then I have a tremendous amount of weight to add to my side of the story.
Furthermore... because this journal seems to be causing so much annoyance, I will no longer be posting in it. I am greatful for it's use in helping me draw closer to a variety of friends, but it is time to close it down.
I have work to do, friends to see, and a life to live... I feel confident that if anything does occur from this point that my job is secure and that is the -only- thing I was worried about.
Aaron
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| Disclaimer |
[02 Feb 2003|09:22pm] |
For those of you who came in halfway through the movie...and don't know what the hell I am talking about.
As anyone who reads this journal with regularity knows, I frequently use it to vent, work out my thoughts, feelings and stay in touch with various friends. Often I say ill considered, hateful things about a variety of topics. Those comments are dispersed within sections of sappy heartfelt comments too. I don't have a proofreader, I don't have an editor, and I'm not trying to make people happy by what I write here. I write what I feel.
Often, what I feel isn't a pretty thing, and yes, it might offend you. If you are someone that I hate, you aren't likely to hear many great things about you in my personal space are you? The sheer fact that I do nothing deliberately harmful to any of these people in real life is a tribute to my coping mechanism. That mechanism includes this forum. Someone does something really horrible to you? Do you snap their neck like a twig and torture their family? ...no, you write a few bitter comments in your journal and get on with your day. People who care about knowing me read this journal, and sometimes they don't like what they see. Consider this a disclaimer, and only read farther if you think you can handle it.
Aaron
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| swords |
[02 Feb 2003|08:56pm] |
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Unfaithful little girls shouldn't play with swords. They might get cut, and badly.
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| something to hide, so hide it. |
[31 Jan 2003|01:26pm] |
When someone reveals filth even when they try to hide, it becomes a frightening proposition when they say they "have nothing to hide" and want to be open. I have always been a proponent of complete honesty, but when honesty is confused for self-serving, selective memory, I take exception. There are some people who are so disgusting inside that as far as I am concerned they should stay cloaked in the shadows they have wrapped around themselves. I don't have a heart strong enough to look into the black withered hearts some people possess and tell them they should keep trying.
"The product of a broken home, the history of abuse that made me", a sad little voice cries... a shame nobody is listening since they know the pain that created this voice is only kept going by people like the owner of it. Have you ever stopped to think that perhaps the father that abused you might have been abused or hurt by a woman much like yourself? The woman who hurt him having been abused herself... it's one big cycle and the buck continues to be passed. "I won't take responsibility for my actions, I have nothing to hide... my heart is oozing foul ichor, but go ahead and look at it."
It isn't my job to judge, and my own bitter recriminations earn me no solace... but consider this the reflexive reaction to seeing a twisted broken heart I have no desire to waste more time on.
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| Asshole Science |
[30 Jan 2003|11:09am] |
XdaverockX: very, i've drastically reduced the number of psychos who are trying to get me in bed
blackened wings: you have to teach me the trick
blackened wings: I'm still beyond the number I can easily count
XdaverockX: it's that asshole trait i have, i just nurtured it and used it to my advantage
blackened wings: yeah, but women LIKE assholes
blackened wings: hell you get more women sometimes
blackened wings: oh, that is what it is!
XdaverockX: true
blackened wings: NICE girls like assholes
blackened wings: horrible girls like nice guys
XdaverockX: yea
XdaverockX: yes
XdaverockX: exactly
blackened wings: goddamn it
blackened wings: well, this just goes to show that I am a nice guy
XdaverockX: its a science
blackened wings: nobody can deny I have dated some horrible girls
XdaverockX: nope
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| goddamn these tests |
[30 Jan 2003|09:30am] |
Which Donnie Darko character are you? by Shay</font>
"You are Jim Cunningham. You're charismatic and people may like you, but you're really a two faced perverted bastard. You think you know the answers to everything, when really you're as clueless as they come. You can't keep secrets forever. Sucks to be you, Jim."
blackened wings: damn it, if I click on love for the one answer then I'm the pervert :-(
blackened wings: I hate that
XdaverockX: hehe
blackened wings: I'm a damn pervert apparently
XdaverockX: obviously
blackened wings: I hate you :-(
XdaverockX: you should
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| I'm not evil, just misunderstood. |
[29 Jan 2003|02:13pm] |
A RED Dragon Lies Beneath!
I took the Inner Dragon online quiz and found out I am a Red Dragon on the inside. Remember Smaug? Yep, Red Dragon. Oh, my friend I'm in good company. Red dragons are the most vile and crafty of all the dragons. They are also the most dangerous of all dragons. As such they are the Fire Elemental dragons. Reds have a nasty tendency towards luring you in with quiet words and soft emotions, then wrapping their scaly tails around you and biting off your puny little human head. Fun, no?
But of course, Reds aren't all about killing and treasure hoarding. I like to invent creative traps, relax in the mouths of volcanoes, fly over vast forests looking for men ...er... sheep (yeah...), and pick fights. My favorable attributes are Summer, the sword, fire, courage, passion, will power, and leadership. If dragons went to war, they'd rally behind me in a snap. Well, me or a Copper Dragon. But those Coppers are wusses anyway, and I could beat one up to take command. In fact, I probably would considering my breath weapon is good old fashioned Fire, and plenty of it. Oh it's good to be the king.
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[27 Jan 2003|01:44pm] |
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| call me Master. |
[27 Jan 2003|11:28am] |
You're a drunk, rude, self-conceited, bad-ass that's frequently called 'Master'. Women fall for you but you use them for some more sake. Stupid drunk!
ReverseBlade!
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| ...the limits of language and dreams |
[21 Jan 2003|12:20pm] |
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...words cannot describe how joyful I feel right now. For once I don't mean that in a sarcastic fashion either. Have any of you woken from a dream and had it not end?
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