Badly Drawn Girl's Journal

Badly Drawn Girl's Journal

Badly Drawn Girl

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[08 Sep 2002|07:10pm]

[ mood | normal ]

[ music | 30 seconds to mars ]

OKAY IM ALIVE! Ok OK i know I havent updated in a while, kinda have had absolutely nothing to say!!
Had a absolutely AWFUL weekend, I went out friday night with the girls, by about 1am I was feeling really sick, not from drinking cos Id only had like 2 drinks! and i just had to leave, on the way home, my friend had to keep stopping for me to spew on the way home, and then all night and all saturday morning i was spewing my guts out... Nice.. NOT! so i spent all saturday in bed, and then woke up sunday and went to work! what a fantastic weekend! Not!
Aaannywaaay, not much else to report... been pretty busy with horse stuff and work and shit.. so yeah..
until next time kids...

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[18 Aug 2002|06:31pm]

[ mood | no mood really, just me! ]

[ music | The Feelers, Communicate ]

Well as most things do happen with me, I get bored very easily of stuff. eg this journal, I was going to delete the whole thing but I couldnt figure out how to and I cant be bothered emailing the owners and asking them how.. rah rah, BUT anyway on second thoughts i figure ill just keep it going, but I dont think Ill be updating it much.. but then I might get my 2nd wind and thinks its fun again and will be updating willy nilly.
BUT anyway, well my weekend was pretty boring, went out Saturday night and met my friends new sorta man, while they were talking and being all cute and couply, I got talking to his friend (well what else was there to do?), really nice guy, sorta in the same business as me so we had lots to talk about. Its funny, i seem to be meeting quite a lot of neat new people lately, its great, i mean I love my friends to bits but other than my 2 or 3 closest friends Ive sortve lost contact with the rest.
Another boring bit of news- the horse club ive been in has turned to shit, so me along with several other disgruntled memebers have started our own club.. so ill be pretty busy doing that, Ive volunteered myself for doing quite a few things, but its good to be busy.
Well anyway.. OH the new Shihad/Pacifer album came out the other day, I will be buying that as soon as i get paid on tuesday.. yay!
been listening to some other kiwi music.. The Feelers, a sortve grungy pop rock band.. theyre ok.. not my favourite.. but my cd went missing and ive finally found it so am listening to it..

"im fishing for lisa,
like a meeting in the water lost
i should have known better
now i sit here trying to count my loss"
>> thats Fishing For Lisa- its a lovely song :)

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[13 Aug 2002|11:02pm]

[ mood | giggly ]

[ music | 30 seconds to Mars ]

WELL HI! Im back home now, i have had computer access but didnt really have much to say, its been a pretty boring week. Had a pretty marvellous weekend, went to see 3 bands play as part of the Under the Influence tour- Pan Am, Betchadupa and the D4, we got there late and missed Pan am, but saw the D4 who ive never really payed much attention to, but i will now because they were fucking awesome! WOOOOOOHHHHOOOOOO i have never seen such energetic band members and they got the crowd into such a frenzy, it was great! Betchadupa were good too, but it was a hard act to follow after the D4, betchadupa were just a bit mellow and slow in places, but still quality. Kiwi Music just rocks sooooooo much, makes my heart burst with pride! I love going to see international acts but i always have the best fun at kiwi concerts, really.
AAhhh for once lovelife is good, well its good cos its not concerning me much, Ive maybe met someone,... maybe well i have met them.. (obviously.. duh!) but im not going to go into details... so for all you nosey people... SORRY get your jollies somewhere else! ha!

ANYWAY

Calm and Crazy
H

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[04 Aug 2002|10:52pm]

[ mood | tired but happy ]

[ music | 100 reasons ]

WELL what a busy weekend, both friday night and saturday night doing what i like best, nooooo not sex, noooooo not eating chocolate- GOING TO CONCERTS!!
yayaya, friday night last minute we decided to go see Augustino, a very cool new zealand band, it was kinda a quiet gig, but they still went off, CHRIST it was funny, afterwards when theyd finished, we went outside to leave and the lead singer and another bandmember were standing outside and i went up to them and said "oh great gig guys, you rocked" or something like that, and the lead singer looks at me and looks down at me and says "oh thanks for that rah rah" and then he said "oh nice navel" (I was wearing this kinda short top which did show my navel) my friend and I just cracked up, he mustve been stoned or drunk or both or something. HAHA
ANYWAY saturday night, i dont think ive mentioned it before, but a couple of weeks ago i got introduced to this guy thru another friend, this guy works at a music store and had spare tickets to see Phantom Planet, a USA band which were doing a showcase gig, the only way to get tickets is too win them off a radio station or buy the album. ANYWAY i ended up going with this guy, weird as I didnt even know him, but he is the coolest guy, quite goodlooking ;) and most importantly very very musical knowaledgable, which for me is a GOOD THING. But I had a blast, the gig was cool, the band were AWESOME and afterwards we went back to his place to watch the rugby, i know i know sounds completely dodgy but yeah i felt comfortable with him, it wasnt sleazy or dodgy or anything... i felt like we'd been friends for a while, we got on so well.
ANYWAY thats about it. I hardly update much anyway but i wont at all this week only cos im moving out of home tomorrow for the week while our ceiling in the house gets re-done.
OK so byee

What A Great Weekend

H

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[30 Jul 2002|11:49pm]

[ mood | happy ]

[ music | whatver ]

Well.. i know i havent updated in a wee while, my mind has been elsewhere...
i wont go into details, but yeeahh im pretty happy with a certain person who has come into my life, well has already been there for a while, but yeah.. well its different now.. im not saying in a romantic way, well ... who knows.
ANYWAY as you know, went to see Stylus play the other nite, as expected they RAWKED!! were fuckin awesome.
And yeah thats about all i have to say...
Gonna leave you with a song..

I MISS YOU

To see you when I wake up
is a gift i didnt think could be real
to know that you feel the same as i do
is a three fold utopian dream
you do something to me that i cant explain
so would i be out of line if i said,
I miss you (?)

I see your picture, i smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine
you have only been gone 10 days but already im wasting away
i know i'll se you again
whether far or soon
but i need you know that i care
and i miss you

fragile and foxy
H

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[24 Jul 2002|02:43am]

[ mood | bleeeearrgh ]

[ music | stylus ]

UGH Ive just typed out an update and damn thing never loaded or some such shit. So I cant remember what i typed, it was nothing really. Just said i had a boring weekend, oh and im going to see Stylus (my new fave kiwi band) play tomorrow night. Should be a blast. ___ is up in auckland at the moment and im gonna meet up with him at the gig, should be good.
Right, thats about it.

"Just shut up, lie there and take it"

H

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send me all your vampires [19 Jul 2002|01:52pm]

[ mood | tired ]

[ music | third eye blind ]

Not a lot to say really, the other night i caught up with ___ who was my umm yeah (for lack of a better term) "casual sex buddy", but really we're great friends, anyway i caught up with him the other night, which was nice. OTHERTHANTHAT life is pretty dull, CHRIST i always say that in every journal entry. Man.
Been listneing to third eye blind lately, i bought this album about 4 or 5 years ago when it first came out and havent really listened to it for a while, ok ok theyre pretty lowkey pop-rock but eh i dont care, this is the first time ive really appreciated the lyrics..

"convinced you've found your place
with the pierced queer teens of cyberspace
when you were yourself it tasted sweet
but it sours into a routine deciet
well this drama is a bore
and i dont want to play no more"
song: losing a whole year

"i write everything down except whats on my mind
cause my greatest fear is that sucking sound
and then i know i will never get back out"
song: narcolepsy

"its all in your mind
she said the darkness and the light
the clock. It bleeds for you
but you never got the time in right
i woke you up and i slit the throat of your confidence"
song: thanks a lot

"and the mystery of your rthym is so feminine
here i am and i want to take a hit
of your sent and it bit
so deep into my soul
i want you, you do you do
you make me want you
send me all your vampires"
song: i want you

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[16 Jul 2002|12:19pm]

[ mood | booorrred ]

[ music | third eye blind- losing a whole year ]

Well ive been trying since sunday to update, but hmm yeah deadjournal sux for that! oh well.
Yeah so well, saturday night was a funny little outing, its funny going out and getting drunk with people i dont really associate with much, i mean theyre all great people, but theyre friends from horse club and ones from christchurch so yeah, dont really all go out that often. But thats what made it fun. We got into town about 7 and started drinking, i was pretty trashed by about 8, christ it was funny. Because it was such a long night, i was pretty much sober by the time we got back to victorias apartment in town by 3 so i remember everything pretty much.
A few funny incidents happened to, hehe, cant really be bothered going into it, but yeah.
All in all it was a good night!

"I remember you and me used to spend
The whole godamned day in bed
Losing a whole year"

H

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by the way...... [11 Jul 2002|06:21pm]

[ mood | aching muscles- dont know why! ]

[ music | stone temple pilots- sour girl ]

yep as my subject suggests, bought the new RHCP album yesterday, havent listened to it intently yet, only 1 1/2 times but it seems pretty cool. also bought some cheap cd singles, dont usually look at cd singles but they were like $3 where usually are like $8. These ones were oldies tho- i saw Stone Temple Pilots "Sour Girl" and was like OMG I havent herd this song in aaaaages, i remember hearing it once and liking it heaps! So yeah, pretty exciting stuff... not.

Men are funny, men are silly, men are big walking penises, yes as i usually do on a wednesday bumped into ___ (manthatwasnewmaninmylifeandnotanymore) and yeah again with the kissing n shit, we both are just playing around, but hehe anyway.
ABOSLUTLY NOTHING ELSE TO SAY LIFE IS SOOO BORING!!
OH mate shelley from christchurch is coming up with weekend, should be greay, gonna catch up with her and few other "horsey club" mates for a piss-up and a goss!

"women like the simple things in life, like men"

H

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[10 Jul 2002|12:31am]

[ mood | blah ]

[ music | Goodshirt- Good album ]

Still on a high from saturday, cant stop thinking about what a fantastic concert it is, sounds silly, most people go to concerts, go yeah that was great and dont really give it much thought, but its what i love more than anything else, ok apart from my family, friends, horses etc, but music is such a huge part of my life. But yeah anyway.
Nothing much has happened, life is boring, lovelife is confusing, ugh.

"the whole worlds come undone, would you comfort me? comfort me?"

restless and relaxed
H

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FUCK YOU AND ALL YOUR NEGATIVITY .... [08 Jul 2002|06:46pm]

[ mood | rockn hard ]

[ music | nuthin at the mo- but blindspott is in my head ]

no i havent gone all depressed, thats a line from a blindspott song! I went to see blindspott on saturday and HOLYFUCKENHELL they rocked !! damien of course was as sexy and grrrrrrrr as ever, grrrrrrr hes sooo.... yeah grrrrrrrrrrrr!
and the support band id never herd before- name of stylus- they reminded me of early incubus-fungus-amungus days, kinda sorta, but anyway they were great.
CANT WAIT FOR THEIR ALBUM!! blindspott i mean.
Oh Man
Well yea anyway
ill say more later, gotta eat dinner

All Moshed Out
H

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[04 Jul 2002|10:01pm]

[ mood | fucken exhausted ]

[ music | wing damage!! ]

UMMMM not much to say, except went out last night, as we usually do on a wednesday nite, its funny, all the staff at the bar we go to all know us now, theyre like "Hey Girls!" and we had to wait in the queue to get in and one of the bouncers is like "hey never make these girls wait in line again" to the other bouncer, hehee made us feel special. HMMMM and we bumped into manthatwasnewmaninmylifethatisntanymore and uh yeah, we're really good friends now, but we were sorta dancing and kissed and yeah, definitely no feelings there, i didnt really worry about it, and he texted me the next morning apologising but said im too irresistable and im such a good kisser!!!??? I was like WATTHEFUCK, geeezzz, make up your mind boy!
Lucky for me, i dont really have any feelings much for him anymore, yea we're mates, yeah

OOOOOO NEW MUSIC DISCOVERY-- thanks to my baby George ;) from alternator, yeah he sent me thru a few songs from this band he loves, called Wing Damage, THEYRE FUCKING BRILLIANT, only herd 3 songs but yeeaaahhh man theyre great!! THANK YOU GEORGE!!

tired and tireless

H
"Drift and Die"

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[03 Jul 2002|12:58am]

[ mood | watever ]

[ music | incubus- fungus amongus (a few hrs ago) ]

hahah just been watching the Osbournes, funny shit that is, hehe and theyve got a chihuahua called Minnie and we have a chihuahua called Minnie! Im sure there is hundreds of chihuahuas or small dogs called Minnie, but still, hehe.
well not much else to report, i had heaps in my mind to say before when i was outside having a smoke, but its all gone now.
bugger me

"well you can bribe the devil, you can pray to god
You can sell off everything you've got
and you stil won't know"

um another one

"I want to take his eyes out
Just for looking at you
yes i do
and i want to take his hands off
just for touching you
yes i do"

maaaan i wish that had been written for me, or someone would sing it to me, that'd be cool
oh well

freezing and full of shit

H

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like sand thru the hourglass, these are the days of our lives.. [29 Jun 2002|10:26pm]

[ mood | pretty darn normal (for me!) ]

[ music | P.O.D- southtown ]

HA subject line suits my life at the moment, bloody soap opera that it is. Ha, i wont go into details but everything is sooo funny at the moment, soon it will turn to shit as situations like this inevitably do, but yeah ill enjoy this situation while i can.

OMG last night met a guy from school, well the boys school across the road, but i did sorta know him, everyone used to love him at school, he was the "beautiful" guy the one that went out with the beautiful popular girls (not me!). Wellll, last night that all changed, we sorta "hooked" up, well we spent ages talking and oohh man it was funny, he was one of those people who 5 years ago i wouldve been so scared of, now everythings different, i felt completely comfortable talking to him. Ha.

"on the surface you hate, but you know you need me"

Boys are fun little toys heehee
H

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[28 Jun 2002|01:32pm]

[ mood | realisation ]

Not much to say, just thought id put the words to a song, which pretty much says how im feeling about someone at the moment...

MEXICO

you could see me reaching
so why couldnt you have met me half way
you could see me bleeding
and you would not would pressure on the wound
you only think about yourself, you only think about yourself
youd better bend before i go
on the first train to mexico

you could me breathing
and you still kept your hand over my mouth
you could feel me seething
but you just turned your nose up in the air
you only think about yourself, you only think about yourself
youd better bend before i go
on the first train to mexico

H

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[26 Jun 2002|12:47am]

[ mood | bored shitless ]

[ music | whatever shit is on the radio ]

AAhhh really have nothing to say but was bored so thought id update my journal.
Was thinking the other day about how many bands Ive seen live, not really that many as Id like, but anyway ill make a list.... (ok ill try to do in chronological order)
Blur
Darcy Clay (support for blur)
Matchbox 20
The Feelers (support for mb 20)
Primary
Goodshirt x 3
Tadpole x 2
Marystaple
The Feelers x 2
Blindspott x 2
P.O.D
Eight
Savant x 2
Incubus
Creed (I know I know, shutup they were playing with inc)
The melvins
Tool
Augustino
Pluto
Elemeno P
Shihad/Pacifier

I think thats about it. OK most are nz bands but yeah, they rock so who cares.
and i plan on seeing heaps more bands cos its what i love!! ive herd rumours RHCP are coming here, will definitely go to that!!

well yeah, thats about it. havent got anything else to say.

Bored and Beautiful :p

H

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[23 Jun 2002|07:02pm]

[ mood | laughingmyheadoff!! ]

[ music | Grinspoon!! ]

OMG men are good for a lot of things, but on friday, manthatwasnewmaninmylifeandisntanymore proved hes definitely good for a laugh!
I cant be bothered typing out every little detail of what happened, but lets just say it gave me and my friends a bit of comic relief to our sad sorry little lives for a while.
Im still giggling about it now.
Basically, he texted my cellphone saying he saw me "skankydancing" with his friend Marcus on wednesday night and wants no part of our kinky, disgusting threesomes. I was like WHATTHEFUCK!!! ___ and I hadnt talked for like a week and now hes acting like we;re still a "couple" and i was cheating on him or something! and it gets funnier still, he kept saying stuff that sorta meant he was still into me, what a load of crap, he wasnt, he was just jealous cos he thought something was going on between me and his friend (which there wasnt)
OK OK but theres more--- i was getting all these texts while i was in the mall, wasting time before i started work. & about 10 minutes after we stopped texting each other, I see him in the mall!! and he didnt know i was there, it was purely accdiental! Christ it was funny, I couldnt stop laughing, I said hi and he was acting all "staunch" and i just ran off cos i was laughing so hard.

OH dear.

Men are funny little bastards

Amused and Abused

H

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[21 Jun 2002|12:41am]

[ mood | exhausted ]

[ music | Ben Harper- Please Bleed (I love this song, its so grrrrrrr) ]

AGH help me... just when you think youve got things sussed, i thought, sweet my lovelife is sorted, i have no lovelife, thats what i want, sorted. BUT NOW.. christalmighty, these damn "emotions" come and just steal the bloody show and its like great, didnt need to feel like this cos it just makes everything turn very fuckin complicated. I dont want to feel like this, but shiiitttt, well, obviously dont have any control. BAH

FUCK THIS FUCKEN WEATHER. Auckland has been hit by a fucken storm or some shit. Reports on the news telling us all to stay inside, peoples roofs being ripped off, powerlines being blown over etc etc.

Went out last night, ***** who was driving, got bloody pulled over by a cop and breath tested, & failed! but passed the 2nd one so was let out. God it was funny, I got to go in a cop car so i went with her to the station! I was soooooooooooo excited, highlight of my bloody week!

"youd better bend before I go, on the first train to mexico"

Cold and Crazy

H

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[16 Jun 2002|11:46pm]

[ mood | disappointed ]

[ music | Matthew Good Band ]

HMMMMM what a disapointing time in life im having.
well not really, everything bumping along at his usually slacker girl-type pace but yeah, newmaninmylife turned out to be .... yeah notnewmaninmylifeanymore!
aahh its not a big deal, im not worried, decided we just didnt yeah go to gether like peas and carrots.
no biggie, i hope we can still hang and be friends, totally cliched i know but actually i do hope we do.

OTHERTHANTHAT life is pretty normally insane.
As you do

love ya work

H

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