11:14pm

2:23am

Have you ever wondered what "i.e." means?
I have. I've never found an answer. UNTIL TODAY!
:) I am now fulfilled, and can die happy.
It means, by the way, Id est (latin for it is).
:-D
Now that my fact of the day is complete, I am going to go back to working on this website.
Bye for now!
~*Ben



PS. I got a new icon. Like?

mood now: accomplished music now: Moulin Rouge. I love this movie :-D

- A poem, for you dear reader :) -

3:53am

Fast as lightning
Slow as a siesta
on a hot summer's day
Dimly following
We are never alone
Never free
of the watchful vigil
Vigil of lurking death





I found this poem, right next to the angst in my soul. It just so happened to be at Dunkin Donuts at 3am. I need a life. But in any case... A poem for you, my dear friends (and other assorted readers)
I bid thee all a goodnight...(morning for y'all when you read it )
Lat-lat-later on motha-fuckas!
~*Me_{(who else?)}

mood now: quixotic

- huh. -

12:29pm

"Fuck off. I don't care."
This is the lovely message I recieved at 10.15 last evening. And from whom, you may wonder? Apparently it doesn't matter, as I don't care was more than half the message. Makes me sad.
bah.
back to work
more thought later.
me

mood now: crushed music now: the better life - 3 doors down

- Whoot! -

12:54am

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	delicious
Your hugs are...	warm
Your eyes...	burn into my heart
Your touch is...	irresistable
Your smell is...	refreshing
Your smile is...	hypnotising
Your love is...	unique
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mood now: busy music now: AC... thats all folks...

- Yo whazzap in the hizouse? -

12:50pm

Um yeah.
That's my welcome back hello, I guess.
Things have changed in the last... well however long it's been since ive updated. Hm... Changes.
These consist of 1. no more Mr. Boyfriend. Thats right readers, I am Available, and HORNY! Just kidding. I don't do that whole cyber thing, but thanks for the offers. Let's see. 2. I've been drunk twice this summer. Well, that's not a change. I guess it just happened. Ummmm.... I don't know. I'm sitting here on Dar's computer in Ithaca... And my life is summarily uninteresting. Well, maybe interesting. But certainly not for me to sit here and write about.
Peace out my home dawgz.
LOL
Me

mood now: bored music now: De Rien

- I know, I know. -

2:29pm

I realize. I have died. But I am semi-ressurected, as I now have internet access... on at least a semi regular basis....
New things that happened?
Many......
ugh. how many?
like a ton.
working a lot, havent been home in a few days, got a date with my favorite chickie-poo tonight :-D (*can't believe I just wrote that... heh heh heh*)
And to entertain you, or bore you... at your option....( a link to some memes )
Ah. well.
Must get back to work. Will try valiantly to update sometime soon again.

Oh, and congrats to all the graduating SENIORS!
It'll be a good summer, I promise.
Bye for now

11:19pm

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.


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3:24pm

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
"...classroom. Today's television child is..."

2: Strech out your left hand as far as you can, what does it touch?
Floorlamp (on my dresser)

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
About 2 seconds of that charlton heston moses movie

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
3.03

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
3.05

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
Jet: are you gonna be my girl, and Laura: talking about classes

7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
at 5 after 12, and I was walking back from class

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
....... I saved this survey a long time ago... so I have no idea........

9: What are you wearing?
Black parachute pants and prep sweatshirt...

10: Did you dream last night?
um. no. I wrote a paper all last night. and into the morning.

11: When did you last laugh?
a few minutes ago, talking to laura

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?: Calander, mirror, light fixture, schedule, 2 poems, bookshelf.... few random pieces of paper

13: Seen anything weird lately?:
Um. no, I don't think so.

14: What do you think of this quiz?:
eh.

15: What is the last film you saw?:
Network

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?:
Flowers.

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I my passwords are generally quite obscene

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?:
World peace. hah. or not. Free books and music and movie.

19: Do you like to dance?:
Yeah. At the [alternative] bar. Heh heh heh...

20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?:
Power-crazy

21a: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
Lucille

21b: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
Damien

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?:
Sure, would?

2:23am

You are a GRAMMAR GOD!


If your mission in life is not already to
preserve the English tongue, it should be.
Congratulations and thank you!


How grammatically sound are you?
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Slacking...
again.
But I am trying. I swear!

10:30pm

I am not inspired to write this paper.
Bah. Hum. bug.
That is my feeling... as I only have a very few hours left to put together a damn good paper.
Well.. maybe just a damned paper.
I shall make another stab at this damn thing...
::valiant knight rides off::
Gee, he was cute :)

- Bah humbug. -

8:48pm

Today. Was. bad. Bad enough to warrant me bitching about it here. And not to mention that I have to do a paper for tomorrow... but more on that in a second. Today wasn't a fun day. I no longer am allowed to connect to Resnet. Until I get my computer cleaned professionally. Which means money. Which sucks. Or, I can continue with aol. Which also costs money. Bah. So I'm kinda in between a rock and the devil's ruby red eyes.
I fucked up my french interview this morning. That was a flaming disaster. I didn't remember most of what was goin on, and since I was doing the interview, it wasn't easy to BS. Which I did, but only halfassed. Bah to french. I did get my french homework done and handed in... only a few hours late. Skipped personal essay, so I could work, ended up falling asleep until 730, to dinner. Troll (the same one that tried to get me at the beginning of the year(and yes, it is a proper name now...)) tried to get me at dinner. Then I called Laura to try to save me. She was busy, and promised to call me back. So I sat there and babbled to the phone because I didn't want to have a conversation. Bah. She did call back, but not in time... 30 minutes later :) guess who? But mostly my worries are because I have to put together a paper of 8-10 pages, with supporting evidence from the book and the new york times. Wait! I don't have the book! And I have no NO NO way to get it! Suck. SO I have to BS my ass through it and hope. If it's bad, I suppose I can rewrite. Bah. But then I still have to come up with the damn book. And not one library has it. Not RPI, Ithaca, Cornell, or Purchase. All of these places, I could get some matierial from the book. But as it stands... I'm up shit creek, I've lost my paddle, and it's a hot sunny day with no wind. It stinks.
::heavy sigh:: It occurs to me that I should turn off aol, and throw my phone cables out the window. Well, at least that way, I'd (maybe) get some work done. But where's the fun in that? I just don't want to write this damn paper. I should just halfass it and do the rewrite.
Bah.
I leave now.
Today. Must. End.
and it will... at noon tomorrow.
A bienot.

mood now: irate music now: Miserable - Lit

2:46am

Who is in your celebrity family? by cerulean_dreams
User Name
Mom	Cher
Dad	Ben Stiller
Brother	Justin Timberlake
Sister	Enya
Dog	Buddy
Boyfriend	Ashton Kutcher
Best friend	Enya
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

Heh.
Just finished my french compositon...
Bah. I think it's not all that bad. I suppose that's good.
MUST get there on time tomorrow. Otherwise teacher may remove my gizzard with her teeth.
That wouldn't be fun, I think.
Anyway. That's all that's new with me for the moment.
:)
~* Ben

1:49am

( ) i've never been drunk
( ) i've never smoked pot
( ) i've never kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) i've never kissed a member of the same sex
(x) i've never crashed a friend's car
(x) i've never been to japan
( ) i've never rode in a taxi
( ) i've never had anal sex
( ) i've never been in love
( ) i've never been dumped
( ) i've never shoplifted
( ) i've never been fired
(x) i've never been in a fist fight
(x) i've never had a threesome
(x) i've never snuck out of my parent's house
(x) i've never been tied up (sexually)
(x) i've never been caught masturbating
( ) i've never pissed on myself
( ) i've never been arrested
( ) i've never made out with a stranger
( ) i've never stolen something from my job
(x) i've never celebrated new years in time square
( ) i've never gone on a blind date
( ) i've never lied to a friend
(x) i've never had a crush on a teacher
(x) i've never celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(x) i've never been to europe
(x) i've never skipped school
(x) i've never slept with a co-worker
( ) i've never hurt myself on purpose
(x) i've never been married
(x) i've never been divorced
(x) i've never had children

Well. That was illuminating. Or not. I really don't care which.
Bah. Back to my sex essay.
BAH to that, for sure.

1:28am

Your Life: The Presidential Campaign by mintyduck
Your slogan:	"If you tolerate this, then your children will be next."
Your first lady/dude:	David Sedaris
Band that will play during your inauguration:	They Might Be Giants
Who will run against you in 2008:	Maria Shriver
Your name:
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

I only cheated a little bit... I just used a name that I don't need going up here... :)
Sorry I havent updated in a while. Lemme give you the quick version:
Dan and I broke up.
Back toghther.
Got drunk last saturday night.
Vowed never ever again.
Learned a LOT of Cisco stuff. including subnetting.
go figure.
Decided to not come back to school next semester.
NOT DROPPING OUT!
Just some time to figure things out.
Moving this summer.
Troy. Dan. Appartment.
Good combonation.
Got lost in Manhattan.
Got unlost.
Went home.
Back to school.
Sleep a lot.
Update.
Finish.
Bye!
:-*

3:41am

http://images.ucomics.com/comics/ch/1993/ch930211.gif

Write any papers recently?
heh. heh. heh.

mood now: amused music now: Alkaline Trio

9:37pm

Penis penis penis penis penis.
That is my fun part of today.
No random people ever IM me.
I don't know why.
Please feel free to, coz I'm fucking bored.
thats all for now
me

6:16am

arclight17 Siamese Fighting Fish Agility 8 | Strength 4 | Stamina 7 Battle Rating 19 Origins arclight17 is the spawn of nuclear sludge released into a lake Can your fishy beat arclight17 ?

1:09pm

You'd blow them up


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6:42pm

you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse

which happy bunny are you?
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mood now: bored music now: my grandmother talking to me

4:40am

Gee.
Look, but only if you can take it
Seriously? This website is eyeopening...
somewhat graphic at times... but you can avoid those parts easily.
I find this to be an illuminating web site.
Not to mention interesting... if you like penis.
Damn. We mutilate babies.
What a concept... in the land of the free and all that shit, we mutilate babies. There isn't even a good religious reason. And please people... Don't scream at me for writing this... y'all choose to read me. and y'all know that I am not asking for your own personal story on it... unless you really really want to tell me. and I didn't tell you. So it's all good.
but god. what's wrong with people? Like seriously.

People are stupid.
BLeaugh
::goes to sleep::
::prays to do well on the test in french in the morning::

mood now: cynical music now: whirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr of the little fan

9:51pm

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Gee. that wasn't entertaining.
::contemplates not posting it.::
::realizes that someone else may enjoy it::
eh.
::posts::

mood now: bored music now: matchbox 20

5:09pm

POLL!!!

Ok, so it isnt all that interesting.... but here it is anyway.

Hey, you all know the Madonna song, Like a Prayer?
Well, in the song it talks about how she wants to "take you there". Have you ever been there?
Have you ever felt that way?
If a few of y'all answer... you can hear a story about it, right here in my journal and your friends pages.
:-D
Come on, please respond?
I know you exist.
Tom, Aaron, Laura, Dan.
razi, insanewriterboi, motrinaddict, stilted, zeeweeling.
Not to mention all the other people who may just read this still...
Brandon? Alex? Kristin? Darlene?
Just Leave a comment, for god's sake!!!




::pleads::

mood now: loved music now: Madonnna

4:06am

whoot.

Your future occupation by meteoric
Your name
Your future occupation	Model
Yearly income	$303,276
Hours per week you work	7
Education	Local college graduate
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

whoot.
oh, got new phone.
Leave me your number if you haven't already?
Thankee kindly!
:-*

mood now: tired music now: whirrrrrrrrrrrr of the computer

1:53pm

who did I think i was kidding
fuck me.
hah. why would anyone hire me for a jub involving SKILL?
They wouldnt.
Now i have to go to class, and then another class.
Fuck this shit.
fuck me.
I hate being dissappointed.
but i should have known...
who did I think i was kidding...?

mood now: crappy

2:20pm

I found this interesting.

Look! It's not jelly, but it is a preserve!

::yawn::
Boring day today.
Just sitting here not looking at the keboard or screen, and i mamnaged to lock mydelf out of the room a little while ago. That was fun. I am not amused. Damn, I am tired. Pink, in the background...::yawn::
its snowing here. its pretty here.
Dan is busy today. Will not be able to talk to him until at least 10 tonight. :-(
I miss home. I want to go to AIR and to 76 and Crossgates. Oh, how I miss the mall.
thats about all for today. Nothing really going on.
broke my phone this weekend. That wasnt funny.
Ok, this is agent 0013 1/2 signing off.
Over and out.

mood now: tired music now: Pink

- What could be better? -

1:23pm

Indeed, what? So I am sitting here researching the french garden of Chantilly. How fascinating. and I thought, well what would be better than writing an entry to my eversofaithful readers? Well, quite honestly, anything at all. I would much rather be sleeping. But since I must do homework, I must procrastinate. And that can not be done appropriately while sleeping, I feel, because you just can't get enough guilt in there to make it procrastination.
So that is my moment.
Um,. other things that are new and exciting...
I have no roommate.
::dances::
I love it. I have this whole big room to myself, and I have taken over the whole thing. It is good. I have made it all mine. The other dresser holds towels and food... and some stuff on top... the desk has my stereo and toiletries... some candles, and all the wires i don't need at the moment. and the bed. Ah, the bed. It has become the place where I do all my working. I like it a lot. It's a great desk substitute. Except that sometimes I fall asleep on my work. But only like 3 times. One of which was last night. So I was am i tired. Talked to padre this morning... that was kinda cool... he called me at 9am, coz i left him a message last night. Talked for a bit, that was nice. Made me happy, in a "I can't believe I have to get up now, regardless of call or not" kind of way.
Um...what else what else what else.
Oh. Spent 2 1/2 hours in a meeting last night. That was interesting. We talked about a lot. for a LONG ass time. But it was cool, coz i ended up going to dinner with Lisabeth instead of Sarah (who ran out of meals. how much does that suck?) and that was cool. I got to hear about Peru, and things that happen there. I find it riveting, so y'all can yawn away... but I like it. Ah, the nuances of socioeconomic status...

mmmm... what else? Have not heard from aaron in a while... ::wonders how he is:: ummm... idk. wrote a story about my childhood... and I don't remember if I remember it all, or if some of it was artistic liscence to make it good to read.
::wonders::
::wonders if it really matters::
::decides to procrastinate further by eating::
Bye everyone.. more updates maybe later i almost promise!
:-*

mood now: nostalgic music now: Weezer

6:45pm

What Is Your HP Threesome? by elschan
Name
You Will Shag	Sirius Black and Harry Potter
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

- boring things... -

2:13pm

These things would quite bore all of you... so I shall spare you. I will just tell you that I have been remembering my childhood. That is the fun thing. I remember... the ice cream man, and the old man who died... but I digress into things that you have no recollection or care of. So I called home to ask dad about some of the things I remembered. But he couldn't stay long... leaving for something... So now I go back to my writing... far away from a computer. coz it's just better writing that way. :) funny how that works...
Buh-bye!

mood now: contemplative music now: Bob Carslisle

8:15am

Whole note. Totally at ease. Not caring about much
if anything. Have what you need, don't want
more, don't want less.


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Whoo hoo
Big stoopid loser that I am... still awake.
Ugh.
Goodbye for now... maybe an update after sleep...
:-* to Laura in her new surroundings, one for Dan.... for not being in my surroundings.
Nitey nite!
(day-e day?)

mood now: exanimate music now: flecktones...