Thursday, October 14th, 2004
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2:15 pm - me now. and a new shirt...
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Friday, March 12th, 2004
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1:55 pm
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Friday, July 4th, 2003
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11:29 am - Long time no hear...sorry
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It's been crazy round here parts...lets see gf killed herself...her step brother tried to kill me...two of my *what I thought were close friends* broke up..I got involved somehow...then I get the cops called on me for harassing the one bitch...WHEN I HAVEN'T EVEN TALKED TO HER IN THREE MOTHERFUCKIN WEEKS! WHAT THE FUCK! oye ve...it seems that the only good thing to happen.is th my girl Kelie is back in my life...yayayaya..and she maybe finally movin up here...lol...oy oy...who knows anymore...well I'm gonna get outta here...cuz someone may go fuck crazy like yesterday so I'll talk with everyone laterz!
current mood:  annoyed
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Wednesday, May 14th, 2003
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5:16 pm
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Thursday, February 20th, 2003
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7:15 am - hows it going...
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I'm very depressed and shitty right now...so I felt like updating in every journal to put my mind on other shit...then I have class at 1230...that I've been forced to go to...oye ve...anyways...my friend Mandie lost her father this past weekend...*sniff sniff*...she's okay from what I know...I start one of my new jobs tonight...yeah...hopefully the day will go well and I won't have to worry about anything going wrong...people are dying everywhere around me...i just can't take it anymore...i have all of these reason to be happy and all of these other reasons...to be sad...liek what am I to do...anymore...just go through life not caring so I don't get emotionally attached to people...or something so I won't have to worry about losing them...
The one thing I'm worried about now...is my friend Aaron...although he's in the National guard band and what ever else he does...when and if he gets called into action...I'm going to bea nervous rack...he doesn't know that though...I'm always afraid to tell people how I feel inside...he knows I like him and all and care about him...but...he's more of a partier than anything...I don't know...I'm just rambling on here...my mind is going in fifty different dirrection...I've gotta go...byebye
current mood:  crappy
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Friday, January 31st, 2003
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12:33 pm - Long time no hear...
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Sorry if you haven't heard from me in awhile...it's been a crazy run around here...I am going crazy right now...it's funny tho to read my last entry and to know what has happened...since then...well in the past month...I've been put on acedemic probation at UD...I failed two classes...*slaps self*...um...cleaned my room and got rid of alot of shit...and then just broke up with my gf...and she's going out with a guy now..or atleast "tlakin" to one...CRAZY SHIT...I'm sorry if I havne't been updating as frequently as I used too...I have a paid account now on lj...hehe...and it's all do to my girl Lyndsey...she rocks...hehe...my godson is now almost six months...it's sooo crazy how time flies now a days...when you are younger it goes by sooo slowly ... then just speeds on by once you're outta high school and all...crazy shit...umm...my friend Mandy is doing better...but her dad's health isn't looking too good...so pray for if ya all can...and...I'm single...I can't believe it...once more amber is single...this'll be an interesting year...taxes are all in and now...I have the fun of figuring out all that shit...oye ve...umm...my ex-best friend...is going out with an ex of mine...kinda hilarious to me...that she's going out with such skum...but hey what ever floats your boat...am I right? If she only knew dot dot dot....anyways...I better get going...hope everyone's new years is going better...toodles...
current mood:  amused
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Friday, December 20th, 2002
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12:18 pm - craziness
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It's been a while since my last up date...yes I've changed my back ground and modified my info page...hehe...well anyways my Fall semester is now over FINALLY...and I got approved for work study and will hopefully be working in the music building and all...yeah...*super happy dance*...umm...although there is some sadness round my way...my good friend Mandy lost her boyfriend on Dec. 5th and I just lost another person this past Monday...great christmas huh!? Anyways, we're all pulling through it at the moment...I have to focus on not burnin the cookies I'll be bakin for people and I also have to focus on having fun...
Me and my gf friend also got back together last month...yeah..she's totally been a big part of my life...these past few weeks...hehe I love you KELLY!
Anways, I'm going shoppin today hope fully wihth my mom then I'm going to probably wrap presents for the rest of the night...oye ve...but hey...there's only...what five more days till christmas...it's coming all too soon...toodles.
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Tuesday, November 26th, 2002
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11:29 am - Changing background...muahaha...
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Tuesday, November 19th, 2002
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10:48 am - UDMB INDIANAPOLIS TRIP!? nov 13-17
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Okay I'm definitely going to do an lj-cut...for the one fact that i have to tell you all about FOUR DAYS of experiences...and OMG was it interestings...hehe...be prepared...mmm kay....first wednesday night I baked choco chip cookies and brownies...mmm good!? got to bed around 1 am...
Thursday: I had to get up at 630 *sighs* yep...crazy huh...I didn't have to be to the music building till 815 ish...but I had to still check everything and take a shower before a NINE hour drive! My dad was going to be driving me to campus anyways...hehe...thanks pop's...I had everything I needed for two days...I took with me...two book bags *one with homework the other with MOVIES*, two plastic bags...one huge one with the food I baked and the other with snakes for me...and lastly my "luggage bags...one with sleeping bag and extra pillow the other with CLOTHES!?* I had my trumpet, hat box and uniform bag too...plus a pillow and blankie for the bus...hehe....it would have been interesting if I had a picture of me carrying all of this crap!? Anyways...we left the music building at around 930 am...*i do have pictures but they;re not scanned yet...sorry...I slept the most of the way up...but I saw some awesome AWESOME scenery in PA and West Virginia...okay ...we arrived in Ohio at around 645 pm....it was dinner time!? Spaghetti dinner!///mmm good too...it was ggrreeatt!? the only food i really ate too...anyways...after that we had practice from 730 to about 1030 pm...those of you who live in cold areas like Maine, MA, ALaska...are use to cold weather...umm that night it was not too cold but atleast 40 degree's...brrrrrrrr....we got done at ummm...1030 because the police came...*Sarv said "you've definitely done your job and are ready for sat. because you've made the police show up" hehe...yeahbabie....from 1030 to 1245 was unloading and getting ready for nighty night phase...got lots of pixs....umm...then sleep about 1 am...then lights on at 530 am....( read more about a sleep deprived 300+ marching band and the feats amber had to over come.... )
current mood:  exhausted
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10:47 am - what a weekend
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everyone know...I had a life changing weekend that has just past with me going to Indianapolis and all...hehe...lemme just say that the UDMB toar a HOLE in the ROOF Saturday night...OMG...I'll up date more later on what happened...from Thursday at 7am to Sunday at 8pm when I step off the bus in DE!? but here's an email that Sarver fwd to the WHOLE marching band...I cried..for the one fact that I'm a trumpet player...and I had a part in this WHOLE exeperience...*sniff snifff*...god i love my life at times...and yes...I have no idea who these people are...but it just goes to show how anything can happen...
Dear Ms. Sarver,
My wife and I really enjoyed watching your University of Delaware band in
performance at the recent BOA competition at the RCA Dome in Indianapolis.
You have a wonderful marching band and you should be extremely proud of their
accomplishments. Every member of your band looked like they were having a
great time playing the music and representing your university in a very
positive way.
Our son, a 9th grader in one of the performing high school bands, was very
impressed with your trumpet section and especially liked your lead trumpets.
Their skilled performance on the trumpet showed him what is possible if he
continues to practice and improve on his instrument. He knows he can have a
lot of fun in college by playing in a college band and now knows that most of
the students do it without being a music major.
Thanks for your kind words to all the high school bands represented and
parents in the audience. Music does play a very important part in life, and
we too felt that our nations` youth were well represented at this important
event.
This was the first time that our family has attended a BOA semi-final and
final event. We enjoyed it so much, I`m sure we will attend again in future
years. It`s nice to know that Indianapolis will host this event for several
years to come.
Thanks again for bringing the Fightin` Blue Hens Marching Band to Indiana.
Best of luck to you and your band in your future performances!
The Cox Family: Sam, Bonnie, and Louis
Crown Point, Indiana
current mood:  accomplished
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Thursday, November 7th, 2002
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6:04 pm - heeh
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well today I have told everyone i have a new sn...crazygal2002ud...so add me if ya haven't...muahahah...I'm totally syked about next weekend...whoohoo...yeah baby...Indiana here we come!?
I have a concert this tuesday comin up...hehe...and then another one the 3rd of december...in which I have two solo's in...yeah!? *superhappydance*
my parents are finally going to a football game...yeha...since my mom WON TICKETS that is...hehe...
GO HERE TO SEE SOME AWESOME PICTURES FROM LAST WEEKEND!?
anyways...I finally told my girl Nicole that I wanted to be "more than just friends" with her...butt as usual we're just going to stay friends...it's crazy but then I thought about it...and came to the same realization...it's for the better...welll i'll talk later...toodles
current mood: amused
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Thursday, October 31st, 2002
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3:54 pm
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Monday, October 28th, 2002
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9:32 am
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9:28 am - Mondays...suck
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hehe...anyways
It's MONDAY ahhhhhh...everyone runnnn!?!?!? Totally going to be a horrible day because myFREAKIN shoe's are STILL WET from SATURDAY'S PRACTICE!...OMG how is that possible!? oye ve...hmmm...oh yeah to me friends from UD...if you know azNark....
I found out our good friend Andy goes out with Diane in the cymbal line...I know none of you know her...but I thought you might be interested if you haven't heard...hehe...lol!? well moi has to get on a search for some stuff...and as for my test in geography today...OMG!? I know I did horrible... :-( I need to pass this stupid class it's the only one I'm failing...I missed a lab too...and I supposedly have a "Z" in that class...i have to talk to him about that one....pray for me please...hehe
current mood: calm
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Sunday, October 27th, 2002
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9:08 pm - I hate computers!
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as one can see I'm pissed at the computer...anyways...the Haven meeting was great I met more people that ROCK...I got to see ![[info]](http://www.deadjournal.com:8080/userinfo.gif) phoeniks hehe...he had his caffeine in hand too...a cappaciono thing that had a weird combination but smelled awfully good... and only cost $.85 hehe...he was happy...^__~
anyways, Inno wanted to do another human knot after the meeting while others painted pumkins...I didn't stay so I don't know it went...I know last week it took them an hour befor they quit...i hope they got it done before the hayride...hehe
( I'm sooo FREAKIN confused! )
current mood: aggravated
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Friday, October 18th, 2002
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4:10 pm - updating is a bitch sometimes...
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Things are a bit crazy here...I've failed two exams so far...and now my marching season is almost over...it's crazy man...crazy...anyways..I just thought I'd up date so everyone knows I'm alive...I have a performance tomorrow night and the AFTEENOON OFF!? That's unheard of round here parts...I'm going now so I can practice me music at home...leave words....hehe...toodles...
CLICK HERE AND SEE WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON IN MY LIFE!
current mood:  okay
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Friday, October 4th, 2002
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8:26 am
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It's been an interesting month for ambular...lost a gf, had a cold, and failed a test...oye ve...what a WEEK and MONTH...and it's only the first week of October...I can imagine whats going to go on in the next few weeks...hehe....my schedule is crazy today...
1220-110 discussion
125-215 womans study
4-9 CALLIOPE DRESS REHEARSAL....concert tomorrow night...yeah!?
yes I have a concert tomorrow and a fottball game...but I'm more nervous about the concert than anything...
my ex gf...has been talking about suicide...the bitch...when will she GROW UP...I hate to be that way...she's the one who broke up with me...and NOW SHE'S blaming me for it...WTF!? I just don't understand women anymore...and I'm a woman at that...I guess I'm finally getting a taste of my own medicine...and it sucks...esh.
well I have to get going to class...CHOW....ambular...!?
current mood: angry
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Tuesday, October 1st, 2002
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3:35 pm - Its been awhile
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Well, I'm once again single...my freakin girlfriend broke up with me yesterday through freakin email...an email...gez ... it just pisses me off and shit...anyways...I've been fooling around with my back grounds...so now my lj and dj have new back grounds...I'm probably going to rotate them...I love Chobits...hehe...anyways...my nephew is now five months old...YEAH!? He's a big boy too...so is my godson Jaime...he's not even two months and he's 11 pounds...gez...gotta go...byes...
current mood:  bitchy
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Tuesday, September 17th, 2002
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7:27 am - hey...people
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I know I've been away a long time but I'm going to try and get everything update as much as possible butt with my schedule...errr...it'll be hard
here it is:
MWF
Geography 1010am-1100am
International Women study 125-215pm
Marching Band 400-600 pm
JazzII 7-10 pm (just mondays)
F-discussion in geography 1220-110pm
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(lab only tues) 9-1100
Social Psychology 1230-145 pm
Symphonic band 330-530
Crazy stuff huh and then I also have a performance schedule and all...oye ve...I'm in three ensembles...and I have many performances this year....YAY!?
well I'm going to go see what others are doing...talk to you later!?
current mood: amused
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Tuesday, August 20th, 2002
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1:06 pm
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anyways...just so that everyone knows...I'm no longer with Vector...although I am still a representative for a year...it's crazy not having anywhere to go or anything to do...it feels good to relax...my last day was the 12th and as you know my friend Nicole went into labor that same day...I'm glad I did leave or I would have missed everything...Nicole is like my sister now...we've totally bonded and her man is actually getting his act together...IT'S ABOUT TIME!? He's coming down every Monday to like thursday to be with his son...from Philly...he's finally realizing he has a son now...he's totally changing...I'm soo happy for Nicole...alll I know is that he better not screw up AT ALL...if ya know what I mean...( Read more... )
current mood:  awake
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crazy
