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[04 Dec 2004|07:14pm]

[ mood | confused ]

...the comment option isnt working in the other journal I made. I have no idea why; I didnt set it to filter anything ._____.;

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[04 Dec 2004|02:09pm]

[ mood | blank ]

I made a new journal. You'll be able to tell what the new user name is because I restalked everyone. I dont want to give out the url here though. e.e I dont know how many people from DA are still poking around this thing. Shwa,Rob and Shannon. I'll send you an offline yahoo message with the new name.

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[01 Dec 2004|06:46pm]

[ mood | crushed ]

First thing in the morning when you get to school isnt the best time to find out something so horible about a friend.
-___- I wish I could have gone home.

the creepy thing is:

~nusumi
Watch me flutter!
is a Varied Artist
is Male
is a deviant since Nov 24, 2002, 1:00 PM
has 2,112 pageviews
is located in United States
last visited 17h 5m 47s ago
is currently

and also:

Deviant: ~nusumi (#91927139)
Date: Dec 1, 2004, 1:38:33 AM
;^; <3

thats fucking today...

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sad...but true >.>;; [29 Nov 2004|06:34pm]

[ mood | cold ]

[ music | Green Day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams ]

You are a CYNICAL VIRGIN.

What Kind of Virgin Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

._____.;;

....CHUT UP D:

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"but everything just bleeds" [29 Nov 2004|03:35pm]

[ mood | depressed ]

[ music | Wallflowers- Bleeders ]

Once upon a time
They called me the bleeder
Well swimmin' up this river
With sentimental fever
But this ain't my first ride
It ain't my last try
Just got to keep movin' on
If they catch me ever
They'll throw me back forever

I guess I should be ashamed
But I forget to be vain
Well I did the best I could I guess
But everything just bleeds
They say you're only sad and lonely
And no one is impressed

I sent it off in a letter
I need somethin' better
Than a nail and a hammer
To put me back together
But this ain't my first ride
It ain't my last try
Just got to keep a-movin on
Got to keep this together
Maybe next time is never

I guess I should be ashamed
But I forget to be vain
Well I did the best I could I guess
But everything just bleeds
They say you're only sad and lonely
And no one is impressed

Sometimes I must confess
I do feel a little over dressed
Sometimes it's hard to tell the wishing from the well
Where you threw the penny and where it fell

I guess I should I should be ashamed
But I forget to be vain
Well I did the best I could I guess
But everything just bleeds
I guess I should be ashamed
But I forget to be vain
Well I did the best I could I guess
But everything just bleeds
They say you're only sad and lonely
And no one is impressed

-_- what a horible day..
I hate November.

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[27 Nov 2004|11:51pm]

[ mood | exhausted ]

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v21/KittyD/notmine/IM0048271.jpg

;_____; these are the ratties.... <3.

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"youre raising the dead in me" [27 Nov 2004|03:28pm]

[ mood | calm ]

Last night was fun; despite the fact that all my christmas money is gone... and one of the movies I rented was on tv when I got home. If I save up all my lunch money; from now untill xmas holidays; I can still have money. ._.
You two are the best people I ever known in real life. We could all just sit in a room and not say a word and I'd still be happy. Thankyou...

I've finally convinced my mom to let me get a rat. E3 So Shannon...uhm ask the person to put one on hold. Perhaps Renee can bring it to your house. I'll come pick it up. I'd feel kind of weird going to a strangers house to take away one of they're rats. ._.; I dont care what color it is... aslong as it's not an overly hyper one. >.>;
Mom's convinced that every rodent we've ever owned has been insane.
Shwa, I can pay you for you're old rat cage. ;3;

All I have to do is phone the pet store and ask if they'll take back the budgie birds. I feel bad about it... but the only reasion I took the birds in the fist place was because someone I knew from school owned them origonally. She was trying to get rid f them; and the poor things were in bad conditon. She tryed to clip they're wings herself; and failed horibly at it. They're wings looked horible. She didnt buy food for them; they were living off crackers .___.; (seriously). They never got any attention either, so they're not very social. Even today.
I'm not a bird person; They'll be happier with someone who wants a budgie as a pet.

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=D ? *tail wag* [24 Nov 2004|03:34pm]

[ mood | blah ]

(A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie

2. a book

3. a musical artist, song, or album

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions: no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.

(C) Then I want you to go to your journal and copy and paste this, allowing your friends to ask you anything.

Shwa gave me a Zap plushie yesterday *cuddles it* ...best present I ever got.I hope my crappy halloween things and art were enough of a thank you... ;~;
Speaking of Shawna..you looked so sad today in school. -_- I wish there was something I could have done. With those idiots around.....I couldnt say anything.
Looking at your sketches was wonderful. I've missed them so much.
..I've missed you so much.

Drawing fake cuts all over your arms isnt cool....

if he could only see.

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damn you custoooms [22 Nov 2004|01:59pm]

[ mood | confused ]

I got a letter from canadian custums today about the skulls. It seems they think the species are endangerd; so I'm going to have to get permits before they will release them to me...

anyway the letter states:

Aimal skulls (3). Identification of Species Requierd.

The above article(s) are regulated under the convention on Internetional Trade in Endangerd Species (CITES)

To obtain release from Customs, you will be required to send the necessary permits to the following adress

Canada Border Services Agency- Customs Postal Unit
555 McArthur, P.O. Box 1454
St-Laurent, Quebec
H4T 1AO

of the date of this letter (or arrangments are made within this time), the held goods will be disposed of in accordance with canada Border Services Agency regulations
Information concerning CITES may be obtained by contacting:
The Administrator
Convention on Internatonal Trade in Endangered Species
Canadian Wildlife Service
Enviroment Canada
Ottawa Ontario
K1A OE7

;___; I have no idea how I'm going to get this information. they also gave me another sheet of information... I'll just scan that one because it's to hard for me to understand.

page 1:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v234/Zapbat/customs.jpg

page 2:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v234/Zapbat/customs2.jpg

raaahg...since when were crows and racoons..and brown bats( well I dont know about that one >.>) endangerd.

;___; how am I supposed to do this.

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[20 Nov 2004|02:47am]

[ mood | depressed ]

This sucks so much c____c;
but uh...happy late birthday Blair *gnaw*
I'll draw you something better later.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v234/Zapbat/milkboneforthehound.jpg

it's easyer to draw things without hair. Hair isnt my friend.

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*important* [14 Nov 2004|09:25pm]

[ mood | calm ]

http://www.deviantart.com/view/12315079/

please read the description. :3 woof.

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[14 Nov 2004|02:54pm]

sfndifjbhkfbdfhbfg

;0; secret of the nimh AND Nightmere Before Christmas are oooon..!

I cant desiiiiide c______________c

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blaaaair :000 [14 Nov 2004|12:39pm]

[ mood | annoyed ]

This was the answer I got on the icon thing:

01zap said the following:

I dont know if you got the last note or not but I see your online.
Could you please tell me if you had your icon commissiond or not.

From: ~AQ-san
Date: Nov 14, 2004, 12:22:29 PM

Oh, um....I'm pretty stupid...sooo...
Could you explain 'commissioned' for me?

01zap said the following:

did you pay for it to be made for you? Or did you make it your self using someones as a base?

From: ~AQ-san
Date: Nov 14, 2004, 12:32:57 PM

I made it myself, with the help of a base.
-slaps hands over mouth- That's not bad, is it?

01zap said the following:

aye well...you see my good friend Blair is the origonal maker of these icons; and she spends alot of time on them for her friends. I dont think she'd like you using one of her icons as a base to make your own. If you'd like one from her you can give her 3$ and she'll make you an origonal one.

From: ~AQ-san
Date: Nov 14, 2004, 12:44:59 PM

Oooh...I had no clue. Sorry. ^_^' Tell 'er I'm real sorry if she finds out, and I'll work on my own avatar, m'kay?

She imediatly took it down;but I saved it.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v234/Zapbat/aq-san.gif
looks like it was ripped from Tala's AGAIN x___x;

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[13 Nov 2004|11:53pm]

[ mood | awake ]

>.> aie~ hearing about all the wonderful *and free..!* features on greatestjournal from Blair. I think I'll be moving there aswell. Keeping this thing on public makes me feel very, very parinoid... but on greatest journal you dont need a coad to join..so yeee~
You guys can sign up if you want to read it >.> *cough Shwa, Shannon, Rob*
It's going to be under a completely different name. One that no one will "get" just yet. So I'll let you guys know when I'm all movied in....

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[13 Nov 2004|12:37pm]

[ mood | hungry ]

1. FULL NAME: Kimberly Marie Clarke.
2. BIRTHDAY: September 19, 1987.
3. STAR SIGN: Virgo.
4. AGE: 17.
5. Height: 5'1'' ... or 5'0'' ..I'm short. >:|
6. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? nyeeh here I think; but I was raised in newbrunswick.
7. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? people, crowds, fire, bugs/insects.
8. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES? yuh; in class or while whatching tv.
9. YOUR PERFECT MAN/WOMAN: ._. uhm...someone I can trust.
10. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR FAMILY? nope... I'm the "black sheep" of this family. =/
11. HAVE YOU EVER HATED ANY PERSON IN YOUR FAMILY? ooohooo gawd yes...almost all of them.
12. ARE YOU GOING TO COLLEGE? I plan too.
13. WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF 5 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD? not living in this house.
14. WHAT'S YOUR FAVE SAYING? nyeeeh.. I guss all the random sqeaky noizes I make? @_c
15. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED...HAVE KIDS? married? meh dont really care as long as it's not like.. a religious marage..kids? bwhahahahaaaaa no.
16. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT ABORTION? more fetuses for shwa. E3
17. WHO'S THE PERSON THAT SENT THIS TO YOU? I stole it from Shannon. X3
18 is..missing .___.
19. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM? I dont have one.
20. WORST SONG YOU'VE EVER HEARD? Sk8ter Boi by Avril Lavigne,any of that NOFX crap ,the shitty traditional newfoundland music my step dad lissens too.
21. BEST SONG YOU'VE EVER HEARD? Too many to list.
22. ARE YOU A GOOD STUDENT? Trying to be.
23. ARE YOU A GOOD DRIVER? never tried >.>;
24. ARE YOU GOOD AT SPORTS? ew no.
25. ARE YOU DEEP SLEEPER? I wish...
26. DO YOU COLLECT ANYTHING? Bat things, art supplys that I hardly ever use? >.>;
27. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? yuh..not infront of people anymore though..
28. DO YOU LIKE TO SHOP: Depends on who's with me. but usually no.
29. DO YOU LIKE TO PARTY: no. *shudder*
30's not here either o.o
31. DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING PIERCED? Ears. sreee I love my bat earings E3
32. WOULD YOU KILL SOMEONE YOU DIDN'T KNOW FOR 15 BILLION DOLLARS? No. I agree with Kitty...I'd only kill if I knew and hated them.
33. WHAT THREE THINGS WOULD YOU TAKE FROM YOUR ROOM IF YOU RAN AWAY? My hoodie ,myback pack which has.. my diskmen, cd's, batteries, money, sketchbook, pencils, pens. I'd also take my jacket.
34. CAREER? Right now I work at a dog grooming place. :B
35. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Kim, Keem E3 , Zap, Zappa, Bat.
36. IF YOU WERE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE AND IT WOULD HURT THEM IF THEY FOUND OUT, WOULD YOU TELL THEM? No? .. I dont know how it would hurt them though o.o;

HAVE YOU EVER...

37. PUT A BODY PART ON FIRE FOR AMUSEMENT? No. I dont like fire.
38 and 39 are.. not here either? x___c
40. SKINNY DIPPED? No.
41. FLASHED SOMEONE? No.
42. PLAYED STRIP POKER? NO!
43. BEEN IN A PHYSICAL FIGHT? yes.
46. BEEN ON A PLANE? yes.
47. COME CLOSE TO DYING? Yes.
48. SWAM IN THE OCEAN? yes; I got out fast because I almost bumped into a jellyfish sevril times. That beach was like.. invested with those things o_o
49. BEEN HURT EMOTIONALLY? Who hasn't?
50. BEEN TO AN AMUSEMENT PARK? no. Dont like crowds.
51. KEPT A SECRET FROM PEOPLE? Yes.
52. CRIED DURING A MOVIE? Yup.
53. BEEN ON STAGE? Yes.
54. HAD CHICKEN POX? Yes.
55. HAD STITCHES? Nope.
56. HAD ANYONE BESIDES YOUR FAMILY SAY THEY LOVE YOU? yes... friends?
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE...

57. VEGETABLE? ...brockly :0~
58. FAST FOOD RESTAURANT? wendies nachoos :0~~~
...they dont have taco bells here ;.; well they have a tiny one in the movie theater, but it only has like 4 things though. Still... it's so goood :0~~
59. MEAT? BEEF... turky is good too. Pork is disgusting
60. CANDY? red candy.
61. MOVIE? 28 days later, donnnie darko.
62. TV SHOW? ATHF, uhm.. family guy.. I dont whatch much tv.
63. PLACE TO VISIT? the ocean? woods, old cemitarys.
64. SPORTS? Ew.
65. NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK/POP? almost any soft drinks; cept that limecrush crap. Ice tea,smoothies. guuuuh there is a smoothie place next to where I work but no franchizes will buy it so they cant open ;0;
66. ALCOHOLIC DRINK (IF YOU HAVE ANY)? Ew.
67. NUMBER? 01, 13
68. FLOWER? none.
69. BRAND OF SHOES? I dont care about brands. As long as I like the the shoe; then I'm fine.
70. PERFUME/COLOGNE? nooo.
71. SHAMPOO? I dont care...
72. DAY/NIGHT? Night.
73. SUMMER/WINTER? Fall.
74. LACE/SATIN? Satin.
75. Cartoon Character? verg X3 ...uhm ..does pyramid head count? o.o
76. FOOD? tacos, nachos, soft pretzils, chinese food, fruit. waaah I'm so hungreeee ;_______;
77. SUBJECT? English. o.o ..or art; if I could kick out those damn artfags >___>
78. FRUIT/VEGETABLE JUICE? fruit.
79. PERSON TO TALK TO? in no particular order...Tala, Yoshi, Shwa, Rob, Shannon.

IN THE PAST WEEK HAVE YOU......

80. CRIED? Yes.
81. WORN A SKIRT? nooo.
82. MET SOMEONE NEW? that shwaami..shamme..lamme.. whatever he name is girl, and uhm..I think his name is joey. I dont really talk to them; I just sit with kitty ,nod and smile when they talk >.>;
83. CLEANED YOUR ROOM? No.
84. DONE LAUNDRY? yesss.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...

85.YOURSELF? Not really.
86. FRIENDS? yes.
87. FAMILY? No.
88. SANTA CLAUSE? Pedophile. >___>
89. TOOTH FAIRY? No.
90. DESTINY/FATE? sort of..
91. ANGELS? No.
92. GOD? No.
93. SATAN/DEMONS? no.
94. GHOSTS? Yes. sort of..

FRIENDS AND LIFE...

95. DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? No.
96. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING? black shirt, dark blue pajama pants..
97. DO YOU LIKE ANYONE? no.
98. WHO'S YOUR LOUDEST FRIEND? nuuuh..uhm.. none of them?
99. SHYEST FRIEND: uhm..shannon...? She knows lots of people.. but is shy at first?
100. WEIRDEST FRIEND? All of them are weird. X3
101. A FRIEND THAT YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IN AWHILE? Shwa,corey ._.
102. WHEN HAVE YOU CRIED THE MOST? nyuuh.. this year probobly
103. WHAT IS THE WORST FEELING? Depression.

Wheee

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I LOVE this house ED [13 Nov 2004|12:26pm]

[ mood | grossed out e______e ]

*cuts a peice of bread*

*puts penut butter on it*

mom yells out >.>

*goes upstairs to see what she wants*

*comes back*

AND....theres an ear wig on the bread ._____________.

YUM.

....*throws out bread*

insects and bugs need to be iraticated....

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Furrys scare the shit out'a me...... Q___Q [12 Nov 2004|11:35am]

[ mood | cynical ]

ok so I was going through my offline messages on yahoo.... and realized; I've talked to some really creepy people in the past. x_x
I used to talk to anyone that IMed me. I'm glad I lurk around now and only talk to a select few >.>;

anyway here are some really funny ones;
This is mean yes...but dont bitch at me.....
I'll leave off the names though just cause I'm soooo NICE >3> :

------- (3/20/04 8:23:46 PM): hey! this is ******... on DA im **********... i've seen your art, and commented on it a few times, and would just like to talk, whether it be through AIM or Yahoo or whatev... so please message me back, even if im offline, so we can chat about art and stuff! i think itd be pretty interesting! laterz (YES; ever so interesting....>___>)

---------- (1/19/04 6:08:03 PM): mwahshoooe uh haha XDDDDDDDD DEE. EX DEE (..... uhm... do I even need to say anything about this one .____.;)

------------------- (1/25/04 12:36:31 PM): Invisibubble, hmm?
Or maybe your ACTUALLY offline? O.o
or jus' hiding from someone.... most likely me ^.-
Ive got a present for y000000... ^^
Come back online and Ill tell ya!
^^
*sniffs* ;.;
You ran away...
T.T
well, erm... Bai then ^^;;
(OK....this guy was friggin' CREPPY. He had this...sexual fetish of Zap I think.... and when I talked to him he always tryed to make me feel guilty and draw him things *IE...porn!...dont worrie I never did.* because when I was offline he said I was on invisible and as ignoring him. .____.; He would talk to me as if I was actually Zap too...and he ...was just creppy. I would get these kinds of messages all the time from him. He even asked me to "yiff" with him.... that was the last straw. The scary thing about yahoo is that you cant block people. So I just deleted him from my list. He hasnt talked to me since then.)

------------------- (3/5/04 12:26:42 AM): I better get this back!!.you have been bumped by the blinky. Which means you are a sexy hottie. You will have good sex for 2 years if you send this to 6 to 9 people. If this is sent back to you, you know you are truley a sexy hottie. If you don't send it within 5 minutes of reading it your good humping days are gone forever!!! To send it right click on the group name of you're buddy list. Aren't chains lovely? :P ( ._____________. I have no idea who this person was...)

anyway yeah.... DA attracts some pretty creepy people....

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'thankyou' [08 Nov 2004|11:41pm]

[ mood | cold ]

..it's so easy for me to be forgotten about. Swept under the rug and never mentiond; But why dont I ever forget anyone.

I never forget...

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[08 Nov 2004|07:11pm]

[ mood | crappy ]

I should have known better than to go to school today; but I did anyway.
Today made me wish I had a friend. Someone who needs company just as much as I do. That will never happen. I cant stand looking at smiling faces on days like this.
Someone said something to me on the bus when I was getting off... I had head phones on; but I heard it enough to know it was towards me. I guss it's been a while since anyone has said anything to me though. I guss...I should be happy about that.

I need to get some new silent hill icons. I axcedently deleted the one of pyramid head on the roof of the hospital. I cant remeber where I found the picture. Thats my favorite part of the game E3.
I also need to find a players guide for SH2, ...and 4. I think the one for number 2 was discontinued though... but I want it. ;_;
Might have pictures of pyramid head in it >.>;

meeeh I guss I'll go upstairs and paint.

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[06 Nov 2004|01:07pm]

[ mood | fubnvbjkdb headake ;0; ]

Put an x next to the things that apply to you.
Have you ever...
[-] been drunk.
[x] smoked pot.and I hate my self so much for it... it was a long time ago...back when I was still fooling myself into thinking I was someone...something that I'm not...
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex. eeeehg
[x] rode in a taxi. hate taxis... the last time I was in one the driver said I should quit school c.c;
[x] been dumped.
[-] shoplifted.
[-] been fired.
[-] been in a fist fight.
[-] had sex.
[-] had a threesome - kissing or otherwise
[-] snuck out of your parent's house.
[-] been arrested.
[-] made out with a stranger.
[-] stole something from your job.
[-] celebrated new years in times square. oh shit...I'd rather light myself on fire >.>;
[-] went on a blind date. ...ew.
[x] lied to a friend.
[-] had a crush on a teacher.
[-]celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans. also.. fire
[-] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[-] thrown up from drinking.
[-] lost your sibling.
[-] played 'clue'.
[x] had (went) a sleepover party. went to one...once.
[x] went ice skating. outside on a pond :3 what fun
[-] dropped x. uhm what? ._.;
[-] cheated on a bf/gf.
[-] been cheated on.
[x] had a sweet sixteen. I turned sixteen last year.... nothing sweet about that day though. Possibly one of the worst days I've ever had actually.. =D
[-] had a quinceanera. ..what? c.c
[-] had a car. still havent even done y drivers test yet *lazy*
[-] drove.

Do you...
[-] have a bf.
[-] have a gf.
[-] have a crush.
[-] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[-] feel happy.
[xxxxxxxx] hate yourself.
[-] think your attractive.
[x] have a dog. 3 of em' :3
[-] have your own room. eeeehg >:/ I wish..
[-] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[-] listen to soul.
[x] listen to techno. uhm..gorillaz?
[-] listen to reggae.
[-] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend. E3
[-] get good grades. not anymore...
[-] play an instrument. used to pplay the frenh horn.. >.> shutup.
[-] have slippers.
[-] wear boxers. nu.. need to get some though E3
[-] wear thongs. kewnherbhb ew.
[-] wear black eyeliner. no makeup kthnx
[x] like the color blue. ..dark blue is nice... but not that shiney metalic blue that all the gangsta's wear >.>
[x] like the color yellow. it's ok
[-] cyber. good lord NO. >_<
[-] claim. .. wha? c_c
[x] like to read.
[-] like to write. no, I like to draw... words are my greatest weakness.
[x] have long hair. semi?
[-] have short hair. I want it short
[-] have a cell phone. dont like phones
[-] have a laptop.
[-] have a pager.

Are you...
[x] ugly.
[-] pretty.
[-] ok.
[x] bored.
[-] happy.
[x] bilingual.
[x] white.
[-] black.
[-] mexican.
[-] asian.
[x] short.
[-] tall.
[-] grounded.
[x] sick.
[x] a virgin.
[x] lazy.
[x] single.
[-]taken.
[-] looking.
[-] not looking.
[-] talking to someone.
[-] IMing someone.
[-] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[-] annoyed.
[-] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[-] on the phone.
[-] in your room.
[-] drinking something.
[-] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[-] listening to music.
[-] homophobic.
[-] racist

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