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Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in the "Jarred Tabor" journal:| June 7th, 2004 | |
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| 04:18 am [Link] |
Dear Mom Dear Mom, I hope you are having a great time away from us. I know you needed to get away from all your trobbles. Dont worry, all of us seem to be doing good. Josh is still getting marred, Bradly is acting great. The end of the month I'm going with dad to see Leigh Ann's graduation from school. I wish you could come and see it. I hope that I will be able to see Unicle Larry and aunt Jude and some of my cousens. Dad is seeing some Brizilion women. She seems to be very nice except that she doen't speek english. Josh and I wish we could talk to her better. Its very hard for us to like her when we cant talk to her. She and her kids are very beuteful.All the men and women are very gorgus, I wish I was from Brizzil. Nikki is still going to the doctors. The meds that he is on seem to be working. He talks a lot more and eveyone enjoys being around him. He says Hi by the way, he misses you a lot. He sent in money to his school this week to get his transcrips. I was going to kick his ass if he didnt sign up for school in the fall. So far he is doing what he should be doing. ( I have to stay on his ass tho) I left my job at Brick Street Cafe', I hated it so much, I've never been around people who yell, curse, and make you feel like shit in a work enviroment. Sara, the owner, is a damn drunk and there is never any kind of management there to help people. The cooks yell at eveyone and the servers get upset. I hated working there. It stressed me out while i was there. I need to find a new job but I want to go to school full time at night and some day classes too. Dad of course tells me that I need to find a job, I dont think i'm going to work. I want to just go to school. well mom I think I need to go to bed. Its getting very late here. I dont know what time it is where your at but i'm sure its late there too. I miss you very much, cant wait till I can have you arms around me again close to your body. You are very much missed here at home. Eveyone tells me how much you touched there heart. I was very lucky to have you as my mother. Thanks for your love mom. Love always, your son, Jarred |
| 04:15 am [Link] |
Sleeping Its 4 in the morning, I'm unable to sleep right now because my mind is racing. Everthing is in my head, I find it hard to stop thinking. |
| May 30th, 2004 | |
| 04:02 pm [Link] | I miss you Mom! |
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| March 4th, 2004 | |
| 02:30 am [Link] |
My mother I miss my mom very much. I think about her all the time. Everthing I do, somehow reminds me of her. Today I went to sam's club and on my way there, I picked up the phone to call her. I call her everytime I'm in the car doing something for work. This time she was not there for me to call. I called Nikki, Chad and dad, trying to get mom off my mind. When i think about it, i wonder how am I going to make it through this life with out her. She was everthing to me, my best friend, my mother, and the person I worshiped. I'm too young to lose my mother, Damn it. I love you so much mom. Current Mood: |
| February 28th, 2004 | |
| 01:05 am [Link] |
Well... Mom's service will be on Tusday and we are having a party for her at Brick Street Cafe' on sunday. Damn this is going to be hard! |
| February 26th, 2004 | |
| 07:03 pm [Link] |
Mom Mom passed away today from Kendy Failer. She was getting better and then this morning her kendny stoped working. Around 10 am she passed away. My mother was a great mom, wife and friend. I will miss her and remember her. Thanks mom for being my mother. Current Mood: |
| February 24th, 2004 | |
| 01:39 pm [Link] |
Son of a bitch That son of a bitch president of ours said today that he will back a constitutional amendment that bans gays from marring. I hope that when he dies that there is a special place in hell for him. Mom is still in the hospital; she came home for a day and then went back into the hospital here in Greenville. She has been very sad lately. Every time I see her she cries. It’s very upsetting to see her cry. Saturday she didn’t understand how we knew she had cancer. Sunday she didn't know my name, she keeps on calling me Josh, my brother. I miss her so much; I hope she will get out of the hospital soon. :( If bush wins reelections, I’m going to have to move to Canada. People are so stupid here, I can’t take it anymore. I'm sick of dealing with sheep here in the states. Oh well... Pray that mom gets better and that bush doesn't win reelection. Current Mood: |
| February 3rd, 2004 | |
| 11:15 pm [Link] |
Love Today my mother came back from the hospital. She has been there for over three weeks in augusta. I missed her so much, when I saw her all I wanted to do is lay in the bed with her and be held by her. The doctors told her that she will never recover from the radiation burn. My poor mother, he last days are going to be her in pain. Damn it sucks! Everyone ask me how she is doing but never bother to call her or see her. People suck. They don't realize that just by stopping by and saying hi makes her day. I called Chris Jennings today but his phone was turned off. I miss him so much, I wish I was able to go see him in Atlanta this weekend. One thing that I miss from him was how safe he made me feel being with him. Laying in the bed with him, he would hold me tight. I wish Nikki would make me feel like that. Chris was always so lovable to everyone, he made everyone feel comfortable. He one of the few people that will always be my good friends. Nikki and I's relationship is falling apart again. Right now we are living as if we are roommates. Its so upsetting and Nikki acts like nothing is wrong. All he wants to do is go to the club and drink. He never wants to watch TV with me and cuddle. He never wants to cuddle in the bed. I just don't know what to do, my prosthesis (sp) told me that I should start thinking about leaving him. I love him so much but everyday goes by and I'm falling out of love with him more and more. One day I'm going to be gone and theres nothing he can do about it. I don't know maybe he wants me to go. He sure is pushing me away by everyday. Current Mood: |
| December 23rd, 2003 | |
| 01:03 am [Link] | Long time and no talk. Sorry but I have been very busy. Work and school have been taking up off of my time for the most part. This past week I have been very sick and been out of work and school. Tomorrow I'm going to go back to school for the first time in a week. I have not done any of my make up work but I think I'll be able get up to speed with the rest of the class. I'll talk again later, I have to go to bed and try to get some sleep. Jarred |
| December 3rd, 2003 | |
| 08:49 pm [Link] |
Life Life has been taking up all of my time. Work and school takes up eveything and when I have time to do soemthing, all I want to do is just sit! Wish I had more time to do other things. School is going good, my programing class is kicking my ass. I hate it so much, I'm goign to reread my book this weekend and hope I get a better understanding for my final monday. Work is goign well too. I'm getting a little pissed off at work. I'll put time and energy into makeing changes at work and eveyone dislikes it. They are good changes but people there hate change. They need to understand that change is sometimes a good thing, if they want the restront to do better then they need to make some major changes. I dont think i'm goign to move back home now. Mom has been a bitch about it, she wants me to move back home on her terms, but I'm moving back home for her. I now relize that I dont think I can ever live with her again, she is too much. Kind of sucks tho, because I wanted to save up money but oh well. |
| December 2nd, 2003 | |
| 12:10 am [Link] |
sorry Sorry that I have not said anything in my journal in a long time. Life has been very bussy for me. Thanksgiving was great, Nikki's mom house was crazy. I'll tell you about that tomorrow. Work is goign good, its work! Nikki and I are doing great, I still love him very much. Eveyone needs to go look at my animated GIF, it looks great. go here I love you all, Jarred Current Mood: |
| November 19th, 2003 | |
| 03:19 pm [Link] |
My first one This is my first Animated Gif! You like? 
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| November 18th, 2003 | |
| 11:12 pm [Link] | 
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| 11:10 pm [Link] | [Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<img [...] <br>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] <img src="http://www.danasoft.com/vipersig.jpg"<br>
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| October 31st, 2003 | |
| 06:49 pm [Link] | Read that! |
| October 24th, 2003 | |
| 02:26 am [Link] | So far my job seems to be good. Yesterday I looked at my Time Sheet and my job title is Assent Manager! I didn't know that was my job title, that just makes me happy. Work is putting more and more responsablitys on me, there is so much to do, I dont even know where to begin! Nothing is in order, the reservations, carering, cake/pie orders are all in one book and you just cant read it. So for the past two days I have been working on making a new reservation, caering and cake book. I'm done with that for the most part, now I have to go is add all of the information in one book and put it in the other. That is the crapy part, I cant even read most of there hand wrighting. Next task is to make sence of there office and trying to re-orgnize that, its scarry in there. Paper is just everywhere, three desk and no desk space, food is sometimes stored in it, two computers and there are never used. Bills are everwhere, and no one knows where to look! Its crazy. |
| October 23rd, 2003 | |
| 12:39 am [Link] | I hate the Bush Family! First off, I hate G W Bush, eveyone knows that. Then, I hate Jeb Bush, what in the hell does he think he is to keep some women who is brain dead alive after her wish to die? What a ass hole!!! People make me sick! |
| October 22nd, 2003 | |
| 11:44 pm [Link] |
Trick or Treat 
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